little transparent love

Zhang's mother bought breakfast on purpose when she got up early, and it was still steaming on the dining table.

"Xiaoyan is used to these things." Mother Zhang asked politely.

"I'm used to eating." Lu Jingyan said while sitting on the other side of the dining table.

The taste of tofu nao is very fragrant, the marinade is just right, the tofu is soft and refreshing, and the fried dough sticks probably have just been out of the pan, and they still have a crunchy texture. Lu Jingyan swallowed a few mouthfuls and praised, "It's very fragrant."

Hearing this, Zhang's mother narrowed her eyes when she smiled, and slapped Zhang's father's hand to scoop up the second bowl, "Eat less, save some for the two children!"

Father Zhang is wronged!

Zhang Ran laughed unceremoniously, "Dad, you are not in good health, so you should eat less fried dough sticks. Didn't Mom make porridge for you?"

Zhang's father curled his lips, daring to be angry and dare not speak, so he turned to the porridge bowl, scooped up a bowl of bland porridge, and drank it with pickles.

Before leaving, Zhang Ran stood at the door with the big and small bags stuffed by Zhang's mother, "Dad, Mom, you two go back, I'll be back before the Chinese New Year."

"Well, we'll watch you go, get in the car." Mother Zhang pulled up Zhang Ran's collar, said a few words to pay attention to her body, and then pushed Zhang Ran into the car.

When Lu Jingyan was driving, he looked through the rearview mirror and saw the two people were still watching them from a distance. They didn't disappear until they turned the corner.

"Your parents love you very much." Lu Jingyan said.

"Yeah." Zhang Ran sighed, "It's a pity I can't stay with them."

The car was driving smoothly on the road, but Zhang Ran was a little preoccupied, he thought about it, and said, "Brother Yan, I'm actually very scared."

"Ok?"

"I don't know how to tell my parents that their son actually likes men." Zhang Ran looked at Lu Jingyan eagerly, "Brother Yan, I...I don't want to escape, I know that one day I won't be able to hide it I live with my parents, but when I think of their reaction when I speak out, I am very scared, every time the words come to my lips, I just don’t know how to speak.”

"I understand." Lu Jingyan held Zhang Ran with one free hand, "I know it's hard to talk about this kind of thing."

"sorry."

"what?"

Zhang Ran lowered his head and looked at the two people's clasped hands, "Brother Yan, I should say sorry to you, I was the one who turned you to this road, otherwise you might still get married and have children, I... ..."

"Okay, Ranzi." Lu Jingyan tightened their clasped hands, "Emotions are not a matter of one side, and if I don't want to, no one can force me to be with you... I haven't talked about it before. Love, maybe I just like men, not necessarily."

"But……"

"Or in other words, I don't like men, I just like you. Would you be happier if you said that?" Lu Jingyan said in a relaxed tone, and then turned his head and winked at Zhang Ran.

"Pfft..." Being teased by Lu Jingyan, Zhang Ran put down his troubles for a while.

The holidays are over, and I started to work after returning home, but the Chinese New Year is approaching, and people are a little distracted. Originally, the working environment in Literature City was relatively relaxed, but now it seems more free. Zhang Ran has more free time and is busy preparing New Year gifts , ready to give it to Lu Jingyan before leaving.

"Zhang Ran?"

Hearing the voice, Zhang Ran raised his head and saw Rong Kai standing beside him, he stood up quickly, "Manager Rong."

"Well, is there anything you need to do now?"

"No."

Rong Kai smiled and said, "That's just right, come out with me."

"Okay." Zhang Ran agreed without saying a word. He has been in the company for a while. Although he joined the company directly as an editor, he actually didn't do any work during this time and has been adapting.

Rong Kai took Zhang Ran out this time because he wanted Zhang Ran to exercise. This time he went out to connect with an author for publishing works, but Zhang Ran was a little curious. Generally, he only needs to work online when connecting with published works. This time, Rong Kai had to go in person, and I don't know which writer at the level of a god has this kind of treatment.

The two came directly to a resident. Rong Kai rang the doorbell, and it was an old man in a wheelchair who opened the door.

"Old Lin." Rong Kai held up the fruit he bought when he came over, and said with a smile, "I bought you my favorite banana."

Wearing a loose sweater, the old man smiled and raised his thumbs up, "Xiao Rong still thinks about me, who is this little brother?"

Zhang Ran hurriedly introduced himself.

"Oh, come in quickly." After finishing speaking, the old man nimbly turned the wheelchair and slid into the house.

Zhang Ran looked at Rong Kai and asked in a low voice, "Manager, who is this?"

He always thought that the writers signed by their company were all young girls, or some of them were definitely not over forty years old. This was the first time Zhang Ran had seen such an old writer, but it was normal when he thought about it. Literature City has a variety of themes , The writers belong to a wide range of fields, and it is impossible for Zhang Ran to come into contact with all of them.

Rong Kai approached Zhang Ran and said, "This is Lin Xinrong."

"What?!" Zhang Ran's eyes widened, "This..."

The name Lin Xinrong is well-known among their Tanmei writers, yes, Lin Xinrong is a Tanmei writer.

Zhang Ran still remembers the unbearable anxiety he felt when he first heard about this name and things related to this name.

Lin Xinrong is undoubtedly also gay. He had a homosexual when he was young, but the ending of the two of them was not very happy. The society is not tolerant enough for homosexuals, let alone the closed era at that time.Lin Xinrong was not engaged in writing at the beginning, his lover was, and his writing was elegant and intellectual, which was very popular with readers, but after the relationship between the two was discovered, the two in reality could not bear the pressure and were forced to break up. But the breakup did not mean the end of the matter, they still suffered unparalleled shock and contempt, Lin Xinrong's lover vented his boredom and bitterness in the article, and wrote their love into it, but at that time they did not get much support. Instead, it caused a lot of abuse. Gradually, Lin Xinrong's lover couldn't bear it anymore, his psychological defense collapsed, and he committed suicide by jumping off a bridge.When Lin Xinrong arrived, he only hugged a cold corpse.

How much Lin Xinrong regretted breaking up at the beginning, why didn't he stay with his lover to accompany him, give him support and encouragement, from the chapters he continued to write after his lover's article, he can clearly feel the confession and regret between the lines, as if passed through Every word penetrated into the hearts of the people, and those who slandered and abused shut their mouths in such shocking words, but they are gone and can no longer be retrieved.

And Lin Xinrong slowly persisted in his lover's career, "Lianxin" - "Lianxin", which means a pun, this is the pen name of Lin Xinrong's lover before, and it is also Lin Xinrong's current pen name, he seems to embrace a void Together, this persistence lasts for decades.

All the articles written by Lin Xinrong's lover in the past and his continuation have been praised by the altar and regarded as classics by readers. The simple and sincere writing style shows every bit of the real world. Longing for hope... I will not talk about how many tears I have had, but the articles written by Lin Xinrong were later compiled into scripts and filmed by international directors. Although those films have been banned from being broadcast in China, they are still unsurpassed classic.

Zhang Ran is one of Lin Xinrong's many fans. He never thought that he would have the opportunity to meet this great god. Who would have thought that it would happen today without any warning, so Zhang Ran is still in a daze now, staring at Lin Xinrong's back almost wanted to go up and worship him, but in the end it was Rong Kai who pulled Zhang Ran's sanity back.

Lin Xinrong seemed to be in a good state of mind. He put on his reading glasses and flipped through the new articles in his hand. While talking to Rong Kai, Zhang Ran looked over carefully, and found that those articles were still handwritten!Original!

It was probably because Zhang Ran's gaze was too enthusiastic, which attracted Lin Xinrong's attention. Looking at Zhang Ran from the reading glasses, Lin Xinrong said with a shy expression on Zhang Ran's face, "I'm getting old, and I don't know how you young people play. Yes, we used to write articles by hand in the past, and this persistence has become a habit.”

Zhang Ran smiled embarrassedly, "I think handwriting is also pretty good."

Lin Xinrong laughed and muttered, "You are quite an interesting kid."

Zhang Ran: "?"

After talking about the manuscript, Rong Kai took Zhang Ran away and walked on the road. Zhang Ran looked at the manuscript in Rong Kai's hand and salivated, "It's an article written by Lin Laoxin."

"Why, want to see it?" Rong Kai looked at Zhang Ran with a smile.

"Hmm." Zhang Ran asked, "Is it possible?"

"You can, but you have to do something."

"What's the matter? Everything is fine."

Rong Kai tapped Zhang Ran's head with the manuscript helplessly, "I really want to read it."

"Hey, don't knock, what if it breaks?" Zhang Ran opened his hands and held it under the manuscript, that cautious gesture made Rong Kai laugh all the time.

"Okay, let me hold it for you." Rong Kai handed over the manuscript, "What I entrust to you to do is to type it out, and you are not allowed to make mistakes in a single word, you understand?"

Zhang Ran was dumbfounded holding the manuscript, "Leave it to me? Such an important matter."

"It's just typing, or can't you do it well?" Rong Kai asked back.

"No, no, no, I can do it well! Guaranteed to complete the task!" Zhang Ran saluted excitedly, holding the manuscript as if holding a trophy, and almost confessed, "By the way, manager, this matter used to be Who made it, wouldn't it be good for me to snatch it?" After a while, after the excitement passed, Zhang Ran thought of another question, if someone did it before, and now he does it, I don't know what the other party will do think.

Rong Kai took a fixed look at Zhang Ran, and then smiled, "You're still worried about this kind of thing, don't worry. I used to come here alone, and I've always been in charge of Mr. Lin's business."

The author has something to say: Actually, I don’t like eating bananas very much. I would vomit when I eat bananas, but I think that bananas are easy for the elderly to digest, so I wrote bananas as the fruit that Mr. Lin likes. Think about it after writing, fictional That's all, why are you so serious...