little transparent love

"Brother Yan, let me go first." Seeing that nothing could be done, Zhang Ran had no choice but to let go of this sweet burden first. He patted Lu Jingyan's hand, wanting Lu Jingyan to sit aside.

Lu Jingyan remained silent.

Zhang Ran dragged Lu Jingyan helplessly, "Brother Yan, did you hear that? You must have fallen asleep." He muttered softly, turning his head to look at Lu Jingyan.

"Well!"

Zhang Ran didn't see Lu Jingyan clearly at all, and his lips were caught. Lu Jingyan almost hugged Zhang Ran into his arms, and the two kissed with their heads tilted. Zhang Ran felt as if he was going to be drunk.

This time the kiss was warm and sticky, Lu Jingyan was a little irritable, he hugged Zhang Ran more and more, as if he wanted to rub Zhang Ran into his arms, kissed and kissed, even the space for breathing became extravagant, everything was full Feeling the taste of lust|desire, after a while, Zhang Ran felt something poked on his back waist, the heat was clearly transmitted along the clothes that fit his skin, Zhang Ran was startled, his tongue was bitten, Lu Jingyan was a little bit dissatisfied with Zhang Ran's distraction, the two looked at each other separately, one blushed shyly in embarrassment, the other snorted with desire and dissatisfaction.

Zhang Ran laughed out loud, and made a rare joke, "Brother Yan, are you a little pig?"

"No." Lu Jingyan leaned over to invite a kiss.

Zhang Ran hastily reached out his hand to cover Lu Jingyan's mouth, "It can't be done, Brother Yan."

"Why?" Lu Jingyan asked in a muffled voice.

Zhang Ran said regretfully, "My neck hurts."

Lu Jingyan seemed to be stunned for a moment, his head eroded by alcohol was still a little unresponsive, after a while, he moved his eyes down, the emotions in his eyes changed again and again, and he let go of the hands that held Zhang Ran tightly.

Zhang Ran breathed a sigh of relief, and hastily pushed out of Lu Jingyan's embrace. Looking up, Lu Jingyan showed dissatisfaction again.

Seeing Lu Jingyan so "longing" for himself, Zhang Ran couldn't describe the sweetness and beauty in his heart, but they really couldn't be conjoined twins all night, that's really unimaginable.

So Zhang Ran kindly persuaded Lu Jingyan, and after a long time of persuasion, he persuaded Lu Jingyan into the bathroom. Zhang Ran waited on him, but he was obedient all the time, and he didn't make any more moves, which made Zhang Ran somewhat disappointed.

Lu Jingyan lay on the bed and fell asleep. Zhang Ran touched the sweat on his head and laughed silently. He walked to the bathroom humming a tune and took a bath himself. Unknowingly, the heat that had subsided just now surged out from the depths of his body. Zhang Ran felt a little regretful that he didn't seize the opportunity just now, and now he could only be self-sufficient.

Coming out of the bathroom, Zhang Ran took a look at Lu Jingyan's room. There was no movement in it. Lu Jingyan must have fallen into a deep sleep under the influence of alcohol. Zhang Ran put his head against the door and stretched out his hand to support the door frame. Now everything is silent. Everything around is quiet and the lights are dim. This kind of atmosphere can most arouse the turmoil and uneasiness in the heart.

After passion|desire is over, all that is left is emptiness.

Standing outside Lu Jingyan's room, Zhang Ran couldn't help but think of what Shen Lu said.

How far can he and Lu Jingyan go?No one could say for sure, what's more, Zhang Ran knew very well that he and Lu Jingyan's future could not be seen at all, not clearly, but invisible.Many times, many times, Zhang Ran can actually perceive that the distance between him and Lu Jingyan is not only due to family status, but also has many differences in themselves, many places are misplaced, concepts, habits, Personality and so on, let the two of them live in two worlds. Now they want to break the barrier between the worlds and insist on getting together. The running-in between them is probably not just a simple change of skin and bone. , Can they tolerate each other and go on forever?And in fact, can they really make such a big change?

It is not easy to fall in love, but it is even more difficult to stay together.

Zhang Ran is an extremely insecure person, and Lu Jingyan made him feel safe, but after Lu Jingyan was together, the more he got along, his anxiety broke through layers of restraint and surged up again.This time, it was not the uneasiness brought to him by the outside world itself, but the uneasiness brought to him by Lu Jingyan.This relationship is too insecure, and Zhang Ran is too eager to stay by Lu Jingyan's side all the time, carefully waiting for this hard-won relationship. I'm afraid he himself doesn't know how humbly he can pray for this relationship not to be lost.

After standing outside the door for an unknown amount of time, Zhang Ran let go of his hands and stood up when his body began to stiffen. There was a slight "boo" sound from his forehead and the door. In this quiet atmosphere, Zhang Ran felt inexplicably wanting to laugh. , but couldn't laugh, he moved his feet and walked slowly to his room, it's useless to think so much now, at least now he knows that he will never let go of this relationship.

When Zhang Ran was cooking in the morning, Lu Jingyan came out of the room. He turned around and said hello to Lu Jingyan, "Brother Yan, may I pour you a glass of water? Or do you want milk?"

"Water." Lu Jingyan squeezed his head and leaned on the sofa, slowly recalling what he had done.

Zhang Ran walked up to Lu Jingyan and handed him the water glass. Lu Jingyan happened to finish his memory, and when he looked up at Zhang Ran, he felt a little embarrassed, but he quickly adjusted himself, took the water channel and thanked him.

Zhang Ran looked at Lu Jingyan drinking water, and somehow said, "Brother Yan, do you still want to hug me?"

"Pfft...cough...cough..."

"It's a pity that I can't lift you up, so let's kiss you." Zhang Ran lowered his head, kissed Lu Jingyan's forehead nervously, then straightened up and said quickly, "Okay, I'm going to make breakfast."

Lu Jingyan touched his forehead in surprise, then looked at the back of Zhang Ran flashing into the kitchen, and slowly raised the corners of his mouth.

Resignation was on the agenda, and Zhang Ran finally walked into the boss's office holding the resignation letter.

The imaginary cross-examination did not happen, and the boss didn't even know what he was doing, which made Zhang Ran feel somewhat frustrated, but he was leaving anyway, so he didn't need to pay too much attention to these things.

After coming out of the office, Zhang Ran started to pack the things on his desk.A few talkative people in the company were surprised, "Zhang Ran, are you really leaving?"

Zhang Ran nodded, "Yes, didn't I mention something before?"

"We thought you were joking."

"Yes, and where else can you go after you leave the company?"

Zhang Ran paused for packing his things, suppressed the discomfort in his heart and replied, "I've already found a job."

"Oh, so it's job-hopping, which one?"

"You can change jobs? What are you going to do?"

Zhang Ran pursed his lips, not wanting to speak.

At this time Yang Yue came over and said, "Okay, everyone is leaving, don't keep asking, okay? I didn't see that Ranzi was packing up."

Zhang Ran looked at Yang Yue in surprise, Yang Yue had been ignoring him these days, who would have thought that he would come to help him out at this time.

Yang Yue looked at Zhang Ran and said with a smile, "Ranzi, leave the company and work hard. We won't mention the previous things. It's my fault. Let's be friends."

"Well, it's fine."

"That's fine, then I can rest assured." Yang Yue walked into Zhang Ran and whispered, "Then I will ask you out to play, so don't make excuses to delay."

"No, no." Zhang Ran felt a little uncomfortable. He knew that his heart had softened again. Every time someone showed his kindness, he could forget the previous unpleasantness. The standard "remember to eat but not fight".

It was only when I packed up my things and left that I realized that I didn’t have many things. For more than three years, there were not many things left in this company. It's a pity for this company, he left happily.

After getting out of the company and taking a taxi, Zhang Ran called Lu Jingyan and told Lu Jingyan that he had finally resigned and left.

"En." Lu Jingyan responded, "I'll go back early tonight and take you out for dinner to celebrate your new start."

Zhang Ran's eyes brightened slightly, "Okay, I'll wait for you to come back."

After hanging up the phone, the driver in front smiled and asked, "Young man, is it your girlfriend?"

"Ah, how do you know that?"

"Hey, I guessed it from your tone, the period of love?"

Zhang Ran pursed his lips and smiled, "Well, we just started dating."

"Hahaha, I think so too. It's sweet to hear your tone."

Zhang Ran scratched his hair in embarrassment, thinking, is it really so obvious?

As he said, Lu Jingyan got off work early and took Zhang Ran to a high-end restaurant for dinner.

"Whatever you want to eat, you can order." Lu Jingyan handed the menu to Zhang Ran.

The menu is beautifully made, with introductions in both Chinese and English, and the pictures are also very attractive. Zhang Ran looked at it for a long time, selected a few signature dishes in the restaurant, and then handed the menu to Lu Jingyan, "Brother Yan, what do you eat?"

Lu Jingyan took the menu and didn't look at it. Instead, he directly told the waiter at the side the names of a few dishes.

"Brother Yan, have you been here before?" Zhang Ran asked Lu Jingyan without looking at the menu.

"Well, I've been here a few times." Lu Jingyan said lightly.

"Oh." Zhang Ran felt that he had asked a stupid question. He clasped his hands on the table and wanted to say something to Lu Jingyan, but he couldn't find the topic. If there is anything interesting around, chat with Lu Jingyan, but unfortunately everything in the high-end restaurant is very quiet, and the decorations everywhere are also exquisite, people are either talking in low voices or eating quietly, making Zhang Ran feel as if he is the only one in Mao Frizzy and restless.

Zhang Ran turned his head to look at Lu Jingyan, only to find that Lu Jingyan was looking at him with a soft expression. For a moment, Zhang Ran's heart suddenly settled down. He smiled embarrassedly, and called softly, "Brother Yan."