little transparent love

What exactly is going on? !

Zhang Ran looked back and forth at this photo for a long time, this face, this figure...Compared with Lu Jingyan, they are completely two extremes.

Just when Zhang Ran was in a daze, Tony sent another message.

Tony: Well? !are you still there?

Zhang Ran pursed his lips tightly and typed word by word: Is this the type you like?Isn't the type you like like Brother Yan?

Tony's message came back quickly: Brother Yan? !Did you mean Lu?Oh my god!I don't like people like me!This is horrible, but who did you listen to?

Who told it - of course it was from Lu Jingyan himself.

Zhang Ran's confused mind suddenly wandered—could Brother Yan be lying to him?But why?

Zhang Ran held his heart, which was beating faster and faster, and felt something vaguely in his heart, "Oh my God! Ahhh..."

Lying on the bed, Zhang Ran only felt that his blood was surging, and his face was probably red.

Really not in the mood to chat with Tony anymore, Zhang Ran casually responded with a few words, then put down his phone, rolled around on the bed, suddenly, he stopped—could it be about other translations, brother Yan also lied to him Bar.

The more he thought about the reason why Lu Jingyan lied, the more Zhang Ran felt as if he had jumped into a honey pot and fell into a dream. He suddenly felt that everything was so beautiful, and he couldn't wait to rush to Lu Jingyan and ask him in person. Ask him, if Lu Jingyan refuses to admit it, he will throw this chat record on Lu Jingyan's face.

But thinking about it, if he really did it, Zhang Ran would feel timid again, probably because the more he got, the more he was afraid of losing.

After sending Tony away, Zhang Ran has been debating whether to ask Lu Jingyan out for a meeting, he has been unable to make up his mind.But after struggling for a long time, Zhang Ran was called back by a phone call from home.

Zhang Ran's home is in a small county town, and he can get there in two hours by car, but Zhang Ran doesn't have a car, so he asked for leave with the company, bought a train ticket to go back, set off in the morning, and arrived home in the evening.

"Mom!" Zhang Ran shouted as soon as he entered the house, "How is Dad?!"

Mother Zhang came out of the living room, "Of course!"

Zhang Ran threw his luggage aside, and walked quickly towards Ms. Zhang. Ms. Zhang's complexion was a little bad, "Mom, is Dad's condition diagnosed? It's really..."

Mother Zhang nodded, "It's recessive lung cancer, and the doctor said it was caused by smoking." At this point, Mother Zhang couldn't help complaining, "I told him to stop smoking, and he smoked one pack a day, and now he's better." , Hey, what a crime this is!"

Zhang Ran patted Zhang's mother on the shoulder and asked, "Where's Dad?"

Zhang's mother curled her mouth, "It's lying in the room."

"Why aren't you hospitalized?"

Mother Zhang sighed, "Isn't it too much money?"

Zhang Ran pursed his lips, "Mom, don't worry. I'll go and see Dad first."

Zhang Ran was terrified when he received the phone call before, and Zhang’s mother didn’t explain clearly on the phone, she only said that his father’s condition was a little bit wrong. They went to a small clinic to check it out, and the doctor said it might be lung cancer. Everyone was terrified, and Zhang's mother was so frightened that she immediately called Zhang Ran. Zhang Ran asked the two of them to go to the big hospital for a check-up, and then asked for leave to buy a ticket and rushed back.

On the way, the examination results came out, saying that it was recessive lung cancer. It was not too serious in the early stage, and it could be cured by surgery. Zhang Ran's heart was relieved. But now it seems that the cost of surgery is another problem.

They don't have much savings in their family. Zhang Ran's parents are both engaged in physical labor, only one or two thousand a month, and they still have to make ends meet. The money in this hand seems to be somewhat tight.

Pushing open the door, Zhang Ran saw his father lying on the bed with his back facing him, and he didn't know if he was asleep or not.Zhang Ran walked in slowly. Father Zhang turned over when he heard the sound.When Zhang Ran saw his father's appearance, his nose became sore.

Because of the illness, Zhang's father's face and neck were swollen.

"Dad..." Zhang Ran called out, his voice seemed to be choked.

Zhang's father took a breath, and said in a hoarse voice, "Of course you're back."

Zhang Ran sniffed, and walked quickly to Zhang's father, "Dad, we're going to the hospital, you can't stay at home like this."

"Cough...I'll go there when the operation is going on, and I'm waiting there now, what are you wasting money for?" Zhang's father said with difficulty.

Zhang Ran was firm, "Go for an infusion! Dad, don't worry, I have money here, let's go to the hospital..."

Zhang's father was very uncomfortable, and Zhang Ran's attitude was so strong, he was persuaded in a short time, so the family rushed to the hospital overnight. After going through the hospitalization procedures, Zhang Ran pestered the doctor and asked a lot of questions Questions, including which surgical method is best, and problems that should be paid attention to after surgery.

After asking, Zhang Ran calculated the cost. Zhang Ran chose the surgical method for Zhang’s father that would least cause recurrence, as well as adjuvant treatment after the operation. In this way, the cost would be more than tens of thousands. In the past few years, he worked The money saved is just enough.Zhang Ran sighed, it seems that he will have to tighten his belt in the future.

Maybe tens of thousands of yuan is not a big deal for many families who have savings, but for Zhang Ran's family, more than [-] yuan is considered a big sum.When Zhang Ran was in school, Zhang's father and Zhang's mother borrowed a lot of money from relatives in order to support Zhang Ran.In the past few days, I have paid back one after another, but my own savings are not much.

Zhang Ran has always been very filial, and has always reported good news but not bad ones, so even though he might have a hard time in the future, he didn't tell his parents the truth.Zhang's father prepared for the operation with confidence, and Zhang's mother's mood finally gradually improved.

In the ward, Zhang Ran sat on a chair and peeled apples for Dad Zhang, "Dad, you must be careful in the future, don't drink or smoke anymore, don't eat spicy things in your diet, eat more fruits and vegetables..."

Zhang's father was also frightened by the sudden disaster, so he listened very carefully, and Zhang's mother took notes with a small notebook.Looking at Zhang Ran like this, he couldn't help but feel much less worried.

After staying at home for more than two weeks, Zhang's father successfully underwent the operation and recovered well. Seeing that Zhang Ran was still staying at home, the two couldn't help but feel anxious.

"Of course, you should go back."

"Mom, I'll stay for two more days, I'm afraid you won't be able to do it alone." Zhang Ran said.

Father Zhang was lying on the hospital bed wrapped in gauze, "Don't stay here no matter how busy you are. It's been a few days. Do you still need to work?"

"Dad, I'm asking for leave." Zhang Ran said helplessly, but in fact, he also knew that the time for asking for leave had already expired.

"No, it's not okay to ask for leave. You should go back quickly." After much deliberation, Zhang's mother felt that she still couldn't let her son stay at home all the time.

Zhang Ran had no choice but to compromise after being held by the ears of the two parents, "All right, all right, I'll be leaving tomorrow."

Before leaving, Zhang Ran explained everything, and then he had no choice but to leave the home where he was holding the blame with worry.

Back in this bustling city, Zhang Ran was at a loss. He has been busy for the past few years, what has he gained?Not to mention not being able to be filial to your parents, the money you have earned these years is not enough for your parents to live a good life.Even the money he got from selling the copyright of the novel was squandered by him.Zhang Ran scratched his head and sighed deeply.

Although the road is difficult, we have to keep going.

It's just that there is an unexpected situation, and the place where Zhang Ran rents is about to be demolished suddenly.

When he heard the news, Zhang Ran thought he would still have time to prepare, but the owner came to him and said that the house could no longer be rented to Zhang Ran.

Zhang Ran doesn't have any extra money to rent a room now, and the place he lives in will be taken back. Does he want to sleep on the street?Zhang Ran himself is not a person who is good at words, and the owner of the house has a firm attitude, and the reasons given are reasonable and sufficient. Zhang Ran talked about it, but in the end he only got a few days to pack his luggage.

After counting the money returned from renting a house, plus his own small savings, it seems that it is not enough to rent another house, after all, he still has to eat and live.

In fact, the matter is not at the point of desperation, as long as you borrow some money, you can completely solve the problem, but many people Zhang Ran knows are also struggling, how can you lend him any spare money?Moreover, there are actually very few friends around Zhang Ran who can borrow money.

Of course, this didn't include Lu Jingyan and the others, but Zhang Ran didn't even have the idea of ​​borrowing money. It didn't matter whether he was hypocritical or trying to save face, in short, he just didn't want to expose his side like this to Lu Jingyan.

While Zhang Ran was working, he had to look for a house again and again. He was very busy these days, so when Lu Jingyan called to ask him out for dinner, Zhang Ran had no choice but to refuse despite being tempted.He is in poor condition now, so he doesn't want Lu Jingyan to see him.

"what happened?"

When Lu Jingyan's question came over the phone, Zhang Ran was startled, he didn't expect Lu Jingyan to be so keen.

"It's okay, Brother Yan."

"I think you're a little upset, did something happen?" Lu Jingyan asked again.

Zhang Ran felt slightly sour, "Well, it's just that something happened, but I can solve it myself."

Lu Jingyan was silent for a while, and then said, "If you have anything to tell me, don't carry it alone."

"Well, I see, thank you Brother Yan."

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Ran looked at the almost full luggage in the small living room, and couldn't help but feel dejected—he couldn't say it.

Tomorrow is the deadline, but Zhang Ran hasn't found a suitable house yet, so he can only rent a daily rental house first, planning to put his luggage there first, and then continue looking for a house.

The author has something to say: Zhang Ran: I want to live with Brother Yan...QAQ, but I am too shy to say it.