little transparent love

Zhang Ran looked at Lu Jingyan's calm and unwavering expression, but suddenly there was a turmoil in his heart. He was sensitive to something, but he couldn't grasp his thoughts for a while, "Ahaha, that's it, thank you Brother Yan first. Alright, let me introduce a handsome one then."

Like a little hedgehog, it instinctively shrinks back to protect itself when it is stimulated a little.

Lu Jingyan paused for a moment with the hand holding the spoon, and then hummed.

Zhang Ran laughed awkwardly again, feeling that he couldn't stay by Lu Jingyan's side any longer, so Zhang Ran said helplessly, "Brother Yan, eat slowly, I'm going to take a bath, I'm tired after playing all day, I'm going to take a good night's sleep after taking a shower."

Zhang Ran walked towards the bathroom as he talked, seemingly quite happy. It wasn't until he entered the bathroom that Zhang Ran finally didn't have to maintain the emotions on the surface, and let himself release the panic and sadness in his heart.

He looked at the lost person in the mirror, and raised the corners of his mouth, trying to make a smiling expression, but it was neither fish nor fowl.Zhang Ran sighed and touched the corner of his mouth - just like you, you must have smiled fakely in front of Brother Yan just now, but he didn't look at you at all, how could he know what your smile looks like...

After Zhang Ran entered the bathroom, Lu Jingyan held the spoon and sighed, reaching out and rubbing his forehead.

He still remembers the night when he got drunk.

He kissed Zhang Ran, and even reacted to Zhang Ran, but under the impetus of alcohol, Lu Jingyan indulged himself even though he knew it was wrong.

But after he sobered up, his heart was in a mess.

Lu Jingyan believes that his feelings for Zhang Ran are definitely not to the extent of liking, but Lu Jingyan also admits that when he kisses and hugs, the feeling of being attracted does exist clearly, but it has nothing to do with love.

Men are indeed animals that think from the lower body.

Lu Jingyan smiled wryly—you really are a bastard.

The next day, Lu Jingjing discovered sensitively that Brother Ran was avoiding his brother!

Although Zhang Ran didn't take the initiative to talk to Lu Jingyan very much in the past, he didn't seem to hide from Lu Jingyan like he was doing today, and he even hid aside when his eyes met.

Zhang Ran knew that something was wrong with his state, but just like being angry, there was a grievance in his heart that he couldn't vent.

Maybe Lu Jingyan would find out like this, or even be noticed by Lu Jingyan, but Zhang Ran couldn't bear it and couldn't control his behavior.

If it wasn't about the dignity of a man, he even wanted to cry to express his aggrievedness.

Lu Jingjing moved closer to Zhang Ran, "Brother Ran, have you...argued with my brother?"

"No." Zhang Ran chuckled, "How dare I quarrel with Brother Yan."

Lu Jingjing blinked—is there still no quarrel?Resentment is about to break through the sky.

Lu Jingjing patted Zhang Ran's shoulder with the expression of someone who came here, "Hey, it's nothing to worry about if a fight can be resolved." My brother vented his anger?"

Zhang Ran twitched the corner of his mouth, remembering Lu Jingyan's ruthlessness, he couldn't help asking, "Do you want your brother Ran to die?"

Lu Jingjing giggled, and Zhang Ran couldn't help but also laughed.

Feeling a lot better.

After playing for a whole day, a few people are now eating at a famous restaurant. After eating, desserts are served. Everyone has been playing for a whole day, and they are a little tired, so they take advantage of this gap to take a break.

Shen Qiao is restless, and he doesn't like desserts, so he ran out to play while everyone was resting.

Lu Jingjing and Qi Yuling got together to look at their mobile phones and make a list, planning to buy everything they wanted before leaving.

Shen Lu and Lu Jingyan didn't like desserts very much either. They ordered a bottle of wine and were tasting them. Zhang Ran was the only one who ate his own dessert in a very boring way. He had neither money nor interest in shopping, and he didn't like wine. Can taste, can't drink, can only eat.

Taking a peek at Lu Jingyan out of the corner of his eye, Zhang Ran was somewhat disappointed. He didn't take the initiative to pay attention to Lu Jingyan, and Lu Jingyan didn't take the initiative to talk to him. This made Zhang Ran somewhat frustrated, although he also knew intellectually that Lu Jingyan had no reason to come and pay attention to him.

Not long after, Shen Qiao came back suddenly, with a mysterious expression on his face, "Hey, guess what I heard just now?"

Shen Qiao sat down on the stool, swayed his body and looked at everyone, but after looking around, he found that no one gave him face, drinking what he should drink, shopping what he should shop, and eating what he should eat.

Shen Qiao clicked his tongue and pinched a soft persimmon, "Hey, Ranzi."

"Ah?" Zhang Ran bit his spoon and looked at Shen Qiao. In fact, he was distracted just now and didn't hear what Shen Qiao was saying at all, so now he looked at a loss.

"Do you want to hear? Want to know?"

Zhang Ran swallowed the food in his mouth, "Uh, what do you want to know?"

Seeing that someone was finally willing to talk to him, Shen Qiao said, "I went to the bathroom just now, and I heard two people say that there is a bar near this restaurant that will have a party tonight, and there will be a song and dance performance, let's go there later. "

Lu Jingjing raised her head distractedly and said, "What's interesting, I've been to a bar once before, isn't it all a set of things?"

Shen Qiao stretched out a finger and shook it, "It's different, that bar is gay."

As soon as these words came out, everyone's eyes were focused on Shen Qiao, and Shen Qiao had a smug expression on his face, "Why, are you interested now?"

Shen Lu raised his eyebrows and said, "Do you want to be gay? Why don't I know when my younger brother became interested?"

Shen Qiao chuckled twice, "Brother, don't you want to go and see? I've never been to that kind of place, it's a rare chance..."

Shen Qiao talked about what he just heard, Shen Lu rubbed his chin and thought about whether to join in the fun, Lu Jingyan was expressionless, Zhang Ran was a little embarrassed, his face was still a little pale, Qi Yuling was a little curious, but Lu Jingjing was very excited, "It's so lively! Can women go?"

Shen Qiao nodded, "Of course, there are gays and gays."

Lu Jingyan glanced at Lu Jingjing, who was immediately as quiet as a chicken, suppressed her excitement in her heart, and said with a reserved face, "Then I want to go too, I'm still a little curious."

Except that it doesn't matter, the rest are those who agree to go, so the last few people are ready to go to the bar.

Zhang Ran had some opinions in his heart, but he didn't say it out. Apart from regretting why he asked along the Shenqiao just now, he was actually a little curious.

Blue looks no different from an ordinary bar, the decoration is very high, not vulgar, and the bar is not messy, but the atmosphere is a bit different today, there is a large rainbow flag hanging on the bar counter, which still emits colorful colors under the dim light There were several teddy bears placed on the sofa seats in the bar without exception, Lu Jingjing picked up one and hugged it in her arms, "Oh, bear, the person in charge here is quite childlike, but why only put Teddy bear?"

Zhang Ran thought for a while and said, "Probably because of the Teddy Bear Award."

Shen Lu asked curiously, "Teddy Bear Award? Is there such an award? What is it?"

"Well, yes, the Teddy Bear Award is a special award set up by the Berlin Film Festival for films that reflect gay and lesbian themes in each section of the film festival." Zhang Ran explained, and then laughed at himself, "It's normal if you don't know, Generally, many mainstream media will not take the initiative to mention the Teddy Bear Award, or even avoid it.”

Shen Lu glanced at Zhang Ran, nodded and smiled, "Ranzi actually knows."

Zhang Ran paused in his heart, and suddenly didn't want to explain or cover up anything, "Well, I know more about this aspect."

After finishing speaking, Zhang Ran felt a little relieved in his heart. He turned his head to look at Lu Jingyan, and found that Lu Jingyan was also looking at him. At this moment, there was no awkwardness or embarrassment in Zhang Ran's heart, and he was extremely peaceful. He even smiled at Lu Jingyan. .

Lu Jingyan shook the hand holding the wine glass, almost spilling the wine.

Then he avoided Zhang Ran's gaze and took a sip of his wine.

Zhang Ran pursed his lips—the premonition in his heart seemed to be confirmed, Brother Yan, he must have found out!He must have noticed something, that's why he said that...

That being the case, Zhang Ran is not the kind of cheap person, and he can't do such a thing as clinging to him.

There are more and more people coming to the bar, more men than women, among them there are many things where men and women are together, and women and women are together, Shen Qiao is extremely surprised, "Oh, the women here are so beautiful, it's a pity, hey."

Lu Jingjing cast a sideways glance at Shen Qiao, "That's all you have to offer."

"What are you talking about, I'm your brother."

Lu Jingjing rolled her eyes, "Come on, I'm just a brother."

Qi Yuling sighed, "Foreign countries are really open."

"There are gays in China too." Lu Jingjing said.

"Really?" Qi Yuling's eyes widened, as if she had heard something incredible, "I don't even know."

Shen Qiao opened his mouth and said, "It's normal if you don't know, who would take you there when they have nothing to do..."

"Pfft ha ha ha ha..." Lu Jingjing pointed at Shen Qiao and smiled and collapsed on Qi Yuling, "It's just you, you're the only one who is free, hahaha, you're making fun of me!"

Shen Lu shook his head, "Hey, no brains."

The rest of the people also looked at Shen Qiao with a smile, and Shen Qiao stood up angrily, "I'm going to get high!"

Lu Jingjing waved her hand, "Hook up some handsome guys over here."

There are more and more people in the bar, and it is getting more and more lively. There is music playing in the bar, and many people have gone down to dance on the dance floor. There are very few faces in the east, almost not many, so Zhang Ran and the others are very popular here. Lu Jingyan, Shen Lu and the two girls don't know how many people they have rejected.

Probably because of the different aesthetics in foreign countries, a man with a small stature like Zhang Ran is not popular.

Zhang Ran was also happy to watch the fun from the sidelines.

But when he finished his second glass of wine, a pair of big hands with sharp bones suddenly stretched out in front of his eyes. Zhang Ran looked up in a daze, and a handsome foreign guy with brown hair and blue eyes was looking at him with a smile, "Hi, would you like to talk to me?" Shall I go dancing?"

The author has something to say: I want to make Ran Zi happy once!

ps: I watched a movie that won the Teddy Bear Award before, it seemed to be called Love, I forgot... I wanted to find the name for you, but I couldn't find it after several times.

It's a campus story, a very simple and pure story, Xiao Shou is blind and likes a boy, oh, that boy also likes him.

Well, I'm not very good at describing such a simple story... I don't know if you have seen the little angel, maybe you can know what movie I am talking about?

I'll tell you when I remember.