little transparent love

Zhang Ran is an ordinary man, with an ordinary appearance and an ordinary figure. He neither has a high degree of education nor a wealthy family. He even has a bit of social phobia and doesn't like to go out to communicate. , there are only a few who can take the initiative to talk to him, and they can be counted on one hand, including his parents.

But he is also an extraordinary man, how should I put it... He has a different sexuality than ordinary people, he likes men.

I am ashamed to say it.Zhang Ran is quite courageous, but not too big. After knowing that he likes men, he feels like the sky is falling. This is not an exaggeration at all. Well, after all, Zhang Ran has always been a well-behaved person when he grows up to this age. Teachers and parents do what they ask him to do. Of course, his ability is limited, and sometimes he can't do too many things well, and he can't reach them. However, they were all in a small circle and did not exceed the boundaries, so when suddenly one day, he discovered that his sexuality broke through the boundaries of the world, he was really in a bad mood.

But panic is panic, no matter how hard it is to understand, Zhang Ran can only accept his own sexuality, there is no way, he has also tried it, he really has no feelings for women, the little bird under him just can't take off.

However, although Zhang Ran accepted his sexuality, he didn't dare to announce it, and he didn't even dare to pursue his own kind. What he dared to do was to look up calcium tablets on the Internet, visit gay forums, and look at muscular men. Of course, he didn’t dare to hook up with the pictures of handsome guys with fresh meat. He was actually a bit inferior. The people in those pictures were youthful, handsome and charming. I don't want to make fun of myself, after all, his only advantage is self-knowledge.

On the other hand, it was also because Zhang Ran didn't dare to come out, he was afraid that people would find out, especially his parents and relatives would find out and look at him strangely.Zhang Ran is just an ordinary little person. He grew up in a small county town. He also had fantasies about becoming a person with excellent grades or talents, but in reality, he was neither smart nor qualified to become that kind of person, nor did he The halo of the protagonist in the novel, so fantasy is fantasy after all, when it is not real.

Fortunately, Zhang worked hard the next day. Although his grades were not top-notch, he was admitted to a college, majoring in literature. I wasted my youth, knowing that I didn't have that ability.After graduating, he didn’t obey his parents’ expectations for him to take the civil service exam. Zhang Ran thought that he had read so many novels, and he also graduated from a literature major. After all, he also had a certain literary foundation, so he wanted to be a freelance writer and write about nothing. Writing novels to earn money, and doing whatever you want with the rest of your time, is simply not too beautiful.But the reality slapped him hard. Nothing is so easy.

Although Zhang Ran is an ordinary person, he also has a self-motivated heart. After graduation, he came to City B, a first-tier city not far from his home. Whether he is vanity or whimsical, he wants to work hard in this city. However, life has taught him what reality is. He can’t even pay the rent if he only earns money from writing, so Zhang Ran can only pick up the lost resumes, find a small company, and become an ordinary office worker. .

It has been three years since he came to this city and worked hard. Zhang Ran still rents a small house with one bedroom, one living room and one bathroom. Get money to improve yourself and improve your life, other than that, there is really nothing else.

He thought about changing and struggling, but he was not capable enough, and he didn't have the perseverance. With his lazy and easy-to-satisfy character, he was more suitable for living in a corner, so the little ambition that hadn't been ignited in his heart, With a puff, he was extinguished in the corner by the icy coldness of this bustling city.

One day, when Zhang Ran came home from work, he remembered that there was not much food left at home, so he turned around and went shopping in a supermarket not far from home. When he came out of the supermarket, it was already dark, and Zhang Ran was carrying two bags Things, a bag of vegetables and fruits, a bag of skin care products.

It's not the first time Zhang Ran buys skin care products for men, but every time he buys it, he feels like his face is burning.

But Zhang Ran doesn't buy it often, and he's not keen on this kind of thing, and he can't be keen on it. After all, he is not a mother. Although he likes men, he is also a real man, so he is still a rough guy in essence. Handsome, but not ugly, but looking at his ordinary appearance in the mirror, he really has no desire to maintain it.It's just that Zhang Ran also knows that a man with his sexuality still needs to treat himself better, and he might meet someone who is blind to him one day, so the necessary cleansing and skin care is still necessary. After all, Zhang Ran also needs face. I also have a little vanity, knowing that today's society is a society based on faces.

But with his temperament of not leaving the door and not going to the door, when will a blind person fall in love with him?After all, even the blind have to meet them.

The community Zhang Ran lives in is very old, with few people and few vehicles. Most of them are lonely old people living here. There are also many young people like him, but most of them, like Zhang Ran, come here to work hard. People naturally cannot live in a good house.

Walking into an alley, a middle-aged woman came out and splashed dirty water, Zhang Ran was startled, and quickly ran away.

It may be the water used for washing vegetables. The spilled water is scattered on the ground into a fan, and there are still a few vegetable leaves on the fan.The middle-aged woman saw that she almost splashed someone, and looked at Zhang Ran embarrassedly, "Ah, it's Xiao Zhang, Sister Li didn't look carefully, did you splash it?"

Zhang Ran shook his head. He escaped in time just now and was not splashed by the water, but his body should have been splashed with water too. Looking down, those water splashes were blocked by the two bags in front of him, and now the bags are bright and bright. The bright little drops of water, fortunately, the vegetables and fruits are in the bag, so they don't come out to suffer.Zhang Ran breathed a sigh of relief, and when he looked again, the bag of skin care products was exposed. He changed his hand calmly, and put the bag of skin care products behind the vegetables and fruits. After hiding it, he said, "It's okay, Sister Li, they were all blocked, and I was not splashed on me."

"That's good, that's good." Sister Li nodded, "Then I went in, and I'm still cooking."

Before Zhang Ran could answer, Sister Li turned around and went back to the house.Zhang Ran is not surprised. These days, many people are nodding their heads in friendship. If there is nothing wrong, who would like to chat with you for a while.

Zhang Ran exhaled slowly, looked down at the bag he was carrying, and felt that what he did just now was unnecessary, who would care what he bought?Even if you see it, so what, it's normal for men to love beauty these days, isn't it, who would think too much about it.But Zhang Ran just felt embarrassed. A big man bought back so many skin care products, so he felt a little "bad intentions". Hey, he did have bad intentions, but he suffered from the fact that he had no use for them.

Not far ahead is his small rented house, just walk through a small alleyway.

The small alleyway is pitch black. A few days ago, the street lamps in the alleyway that were clearly extinguished finally failed to withstand the grinding of time. They went out silently, never turned on again, and the property was not replaced. It was just so dark For several days, every time Zhang Ran walked home in the dark, he couldn't help wondering if there was any real estate in this dilapidated community.

He raised his head, and the towering skyscrapers in the distance seemed to be close in front of his eyes, but the lights of thousands of houses inside seemed to be separated from them by an invisible glass, only blurred lights poured down through the glass, Leave some cold lighting for this dark alley.

Zhang Ranzheng felt complacent, walking towards his home.

Suddenly, a pair of hands stretched out from the darkness, and quickly grabbed Zhang Ran's body with a clear goal.

His neck was strangled from behind, and Zhang Ran's scream was stuck in his throat. He grabbed the arm on his neck in horror, and clearly felt the strong and powerful muscles on that arm.

Did he meet robbers?what to do?Suddenly, a layer of cold sweat broke out on Zhang Ran's nervous forehead.

Before Zhang Ran came up with a self-help plan with his messy and almost blank mind, the person behind him suddenly let out a painful muffled sound, the voice was low and magnetic, and it echoed in Zhang Ran's ears, Zhang Ran's messy mind Startled by the sound, he finally came to his senses, and smelled a strong rust smell from the tip of his nose.

he is injured? !

This thought flashed across Zhang Ran's mind, and his stiff body immediately struggled to escape the restraint.

"do not move!"

The man behind him was a little caught off guard by Zhang Ran's sudden movement, and he broke free while grabbing Zhang Ran's shackles, Zhang Ran took the opportunity to twist his body and turn around, his outstretched fist was ready to continue, and was about to punch Swinging at the opponent's face, suddenly, Zhang Ran's movements froze as if he had pressed the pause button.

With the hazy moonlight and blurred lights, he saw a face that surprised him.

A handsome face as sharp as a knife and an axe, with sharp edges and corners, sword eyebrows and star eyes, high nose bridge, thin lips slightly pursed, what a masculine face!This is probably the most beautiful face Zhang Ran has ever seen.

It's just that at this time, this handsome face is covered with cold sweat and looks painful.

Seeing that Zhang Ran's movements stopped, the man let go of his hand, and immediately said, "Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." After saying this, the man's body, which was half a head taller than Zhang Ran's, swayed. Zhang Ran's outstretched hand subconsciously supported the man, only then did he realize that the hand that the man let go of him just now was covering his own abdomen, where bright red blood was slowly flowing from his slender fingers with well-defined joints Flowing out, the blood stained a large area of ​​the shirt, and it seemed that the injury was serious.

Zhang Ran subconsciously took a deep breath, "You..."

The man seemed a little dizzy. He closed his eyes and said to Zhang Ran, "Can you take me in for a night? Sorry, I need some treatment."

Zhang Ran swallowed nervously, this person said sorry twice, he shouldn't be a bad person, but... "You should go to the hospital for treatment." Zhang Ran said cautiously.

The man smiled wryly, "I can't go to the hospital." After he finished speaking, he saw Zhang Ran's expression changed, as if he didn't understand and was a little scared, so he said again, "Don't worry, I'm not a bad person."

With the passage of time, the man's face became paler and paler, cold sweat slid down his handsome cheeks, and his whole body had a fragile beauty. Although he was trying to stand up, Zhang Ran could tell that the man's body was Shaking, there is a possibility of falling down at any time.

Seeing such a man, Zhang Ran's brain twitched, his heart softened, and finally made up his mind, he opened his mouth and said, "Then you...then you come with me, my house is right in front."

"Thank you."

Zhang Ran supported the man, and most of the man's body weight was on Zhang Ran's body. The two staggered towards Zhang Ran's rental house, and when they entered the room, they placed the man on the one-meter-wide table in the living room. After sitting on the small sofa, Zhang Ran sweated a lot on his chest and back.

At this time, the man nestling on the sofa has fallen into a semi-comatose state. His upper body is lying flat on the sofa, and his lower body is almost completely stretched out of the sofa. The man is tall, and it is really inconvenient to be wronged on a small sofa, but Zhang However, bringing the man in already took almost all of the energy in his body, and now he really didn't have the energy to move the man anymore.

The man's hands pressed the wound on his abdomen, which seemed to be still bleeding.

The small off-white sofa has been dyed bright red, but Zhang Ran has no time to take care of it, he is circling anxiously, what should he do next?He's not a doctor, and he doesn't know how to treat such a wound, but if he just leaves it alone, this man won't die, right?

Just when Zhang Ran was in a state of desperation, the man on the sofa seemed to have regained some consciousness. Although his voice was a little weak, he was extremely calm and calm, "Cut off the shirt on my body, and prepare gauze pieces, cotton balls, cotton swabs, Bandages, adhesive tapes and other things need to be cleaned with disinfectant, if not, normal saline can also be used for disinfection.”

"Ah..." Zhang Ran looked around in a daze. Apart from a few boxes of cold medicine, there was nothing else in his house.

The man seemed to realize something. Ordinary people may not have spares for such things. "Is there a pharmacy nearby? Maybe there are some for sale."

"...Yes, yes, yes!"

No matter how dilapidated the neighborhood is, there are pharmacies in it.

Zhang Ran pushed open the door, "I'll go buy it right away!"

Then he ran out in a hurry.

After Zhang Ran left, the man frowned and observed the small rental house enduring the pain.

With a structure that can be seen at a glance, this rental house is really pitifully small.The back of the sofa is against the yellowed wall, and there is a small tea table in front of it. A small refrigerator stands obliquely behind the coffee table against the wall. Kitchen utensils can be seen through the open door opposite the coffee table, but there is more than just a kitchen inside, man I also saw a small door inside the kitchen door. The small door was slightly open, and the sink could be seen from the outside, which was probably the bathroom.

The mark between the eyebrows tightened a bit, the man looked away, there was also a door behind the sofa, probably the only bedroom in this rental house.

After scanning the entire rental house, the man closed his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

Not long after, there was the sound of a key turning at the door, and the man suddenly opened his eyes, his dark eyes staring at the door, seeing the moment Zhang Ran came in alone, his tense body relaxed silently down.

Zhang Ran wiped the sweat from his brow, and said out of breath, "I bought...I bought it back."

The man said he was lucky, and then directed Zhang Ran to treat his wound.

Cut the shirt open, and the well-defined chest and abdominal muscles are displayed in front of Zhang Ran, but the long wound on the abdomen ruins the overall beauty. Seeing the wound, Zhang Ran couldn't help but hold his breath, feeling at a loss Holding the cotton ball, hesitating where to start.

"This... There is no anesthesia, it will hurt."

"It's okay, let's do it." The man said softly.

Zhang Ran took a deep breath and began to clean the blood on the man's abdomen.The cotton ball rubbed against the wound, and the man shivered reflexively. After that, no matter whether he cleaned or disinfected, he didn't have any reaction, and he didn't make a sound, but the cold sweat continued to slip, which proved that the man was indeed enduring the pain.

Zhang Ran suppressed the surprise and admiration in his heart, and tried to lighten his movements as much as possible.

When the last bandage was finished, Zhang Ran could finally breathe a sigh of relief. He helped the man into the bedroom, "Well, you can rest here for the night. I'll sleep on the sofa outside. Call me if you need something."

The man was lying on the bed. Although the wound was still aching, his body was already very tired at this time, and he wanted to strike and rest immediately, but the man did not forget to thank him again, showing his excellent self-cultivation.

Zhang Ran quickly waved his hand, said a few words no, then opened the door and went out.

After he came out, Zhang Ran looked at the bloodstains on the sofa, and couldn't help but regret what he said just now. It's better to sleep on the floor in the bedroom than to sleep on the bloodstained sofa.

But he didn't return to the bedroom after all, he took out the bed sheet he wanted to change from the basket in the bathroom, and Zhang Ran resigned himself to his fate and spread it on the sofa.

Lying on the dirty sheets and lying on the blood-stained sofa, Zhang Ran undoubtedly chose the former, after all, lying on the sheets would at least not give him nightmares.

His body was sweating profusely and was sticky, so Zhang Ran walked into the bathroom, intending to take a shower.

In the small bathroom, the washstand, toilet, washing machine, and shower were all crowded together. Zhang Ran stood under the shower head, raised his head, and saw the washstand opposite, and the mirror on the washstand was facing him.

The young man inside has a fairly soft black hair, pretty good-looking eyebrows, at least hairy and not bald, eyelids that are a bit inner, but they can still be regarded as double eyelids, although the eyes are not small, but not big, and the current The popular big eyes are far behind. It is estimated that the corners of the eyes can be opened, but Zhang Ran has no money.The bridge of the nose does not have a high root, but the nose is straight and not ugly. The lips are slightly thick, not big, and have a rosy color.Generally speaking, this is a face with no distinctive features, it can only be said to be handsome, but if it is easy to see where it is, it is really not.

Zhang Ran touched his face and sighed in disappointment. Compared with the man in the bedroom, he was probably the difference between a white swan and an ugly duckling.

Fortunately, Zhang Ran has another advantage, that is, fair skin. The so-called whiteness covers three ugliness, which finally adds some points to his appearance.

After being suffocated on the sofa all night, Zhang Ran woke up early the next morning. He was still in a daze when he sat up, and what happened last night flashed slowly in his mind. Zhang Ran jumped up and jumped up. Walking to the door of the bedroom, quietly opened the door of the bedroom, facing a pair of clear and dark eyes.

Zhang Ran pushed open the door awkwardly, "Uh, are you feeling better?"

The man lay on the bed and hummed lightly.

"That's good...then what, I have to go to work, you..." Zhang Ran stood at the door hesitantly, he didn't mean to chase the man away, but it didn't seem right to let a strange man stay alone in his home. good.

The man understood what Zhang Ran meant. He struggled to sit up, leaned on the bed, then took out a wallet from his pants pocket, took out his ID card from the wallet, and said, "I hope you can take me in." For a few days, this is my ID card and I can keep it with you."

Zhang Ran was stunned, then walked to the bed, took the ID card handed over by the man, "Lu Jingyan?"

"En." Lu Jingyan nodded, and said seriously, "Please rest assured, I will definitely repay your kindness for saving me and taking me in."

"No..." Zhang Ran scratched his head and wanted to say no, but then felt that this person might not want to owe him anything, so he didn't speak again.

Before leaving, Zhang Ran said to Lu Jingyan, "That...my name is Zhang Ran."

Although you didn't ask my name, I still want to tell you.

After Zhang Ran left, Lu Jingyan took out his mobile phone. The mobile phone had been turned off at some time. Lu Jingyan looked for it and easily found the data cable on the bedside table. After being able to turn on the phone, I immediately dialed a number without seeing many missed calls.

After a few rings, the phone was connected immediately.

"Hello?! Is that you, Lu Jingyan? Where the hell did you go?! Did something happen yesterday? Are you okay?! Fuck, that lunatic Ke Yue, if he can't beat our company, he will make some low-level people Means!" Shen Qiao asked a series of crackling questions, and when he talked about the last person, his tone was very gloomy.

"Are you sure it was Ke Yue who did it?" Lu Jingyan interrupted Shen Qiao and asked indifferently.

"That's right, didn't you ask someone to watch him a long time ago? Yesterday that person sent me a message saying that Ke Yue was looking for someone to deal with you, but I called you after receiving the message. I can't find it." Shen Qiao paused, "How are you doing now?"

"Slightly injured."

"What?! Then where are you now? I'll ask someone to pick you up!" Shen Qiao shouted on the other end of the phone.

"Don't be busy for now." Lu Jingyan said calmly, "Ke Yue found someone to deal with me. It seems that we are at the end of the road, but we received the news one step too late. This further proves that there is indeed an insider in our company. Since the other party wants to Let me leave the company, then just treat me as missing now, and while I'm missing, that inner ghost will definitely relax his vigilance and show his feet."

"Do you want to follow the plan and push the boat along?"

"That's right, it's up to you, Vice President Shen." Lu Jingyan said, "I'm sure you won't let me down."

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Lu Jingyan, who was behind him, was a little caught off guard by Zhang Ran's sudden movement, and he broke away from Zhang Ran's shackles.

Zhang Ran took the opportunity to twist his body around and beat Lu Jingyan's chest with his small fist.

Zhang Ran: You hate it!Why hijack people! (??snort!It's all your fault ('?') for not coaxing others (〃'o'). They want to cry so much, beat your chest, big villain! ! ! (￣^￣) ゞ咩 QAQ beat your chest, you are so annoying! (=? ω?)?If you want to hug, hey, hey, he will beat your chest with a small fist! ! ! (??︿???) Big villain, kill you (つд?)

Lu Jingyan: ...