Before graduation, hold down the restless you

On the day I came home from the hospital, I accidentally saw my grandparents at home.

Yan Yangdong changed his slippers calmly, and gave the stunned Yan He the back of his head, completely forgetting that he was recovering from a serious illness, and said impatiently: "Why are you standing there, change your shoes and enter the door. You kid, why don't you?" Stupid."

His grandparents have always lived in the country, and this time they knew that he was going to take the college entrance examination.Worried that Yan Yangdong would take care of their grandson alone, and the tragedy of "parents and children sleeping in the college entrance examination time and being rejected outside the exam" in the newspaper would happen, so they came here from the countryside.

Yan Yangdong didn't say a word about Yan He being robbed and hospitalized.

In order to celebrate the arrival of grandparents, Yan Yangdong beamed and bought Shisanxiang and Garlic Lobster, and put four big pots on the dining table, and fried several dishes.

Grandma was already very old, and Yan He was slightly saddened by her stooped and old back.But the words that came out of her mouth were not sad at all: "Who do you think you are? How much money do you earn and spend like this? A meal costs thousands. Usually when we are not around , I don’t know how to waste it, self-righteous things..."

Poor Yan Yangdong was still sweating on his forehead, and he was scolded for no reason, his appearance was very funny.

Yan He, who was peeling the lobster shell, choked suddenly.He finally knew where his dad learned his choking skills, and when he was warm and perfect, he could always swear from different angles.Not to mention the lack of understanding and praise, the confidence and goodwill were shattered before being proud, which made people angry.

Unexpectedly, the bad-tempered old man didn't say anything, he just ate and didn't speak.Grandpa was watching the show happily.

Yan He lowered his head and silently peeled the shrimp, not knowing what to say.Suddenly, his wrinkled hands stretched out in front of him, and let the freshly peeled shrimp tails into his own bowl.

Yan He was so scared that he immediately sent it back to his grandfather.Grandpa stubbornly waited until he was full before opening his mouth.

The focus of the whole table instantly focused on behind him, and Yan He felt a little uncomfortable.

Grandma suddenly asked: "Xiaohe, let me ask you, has your father been gambling recently?"

Ignoring his father's hints, Yan He nodded honestly.

Grandma flew into a rage and threatened to drive Yan Yangdong out of the house.

When he was young, Yan He knew more or less about some of his father's romantic deeds. When he was a child playing in the country, his grandmother often told him.

His father has a long history of gambling. When he was in college, he ran to Macau with his friends and friends, and returned after losing all his money. He also owed a lot of gambling debts.It was his grandma and grandpa who used their life savings to pay back most of it. Later, he took his father to visit the door from door to door, begging all relatives to write notes and lend them some money.

When Yan He was lying on the bed, he thought over and over about the scene back then, and couldn't figure it out.

When his father came back from Macau with his tail between his legs, how did he say such inhuman things to two simple farmers who had worked so hard all their lives?And how did his grandparents resist the urge to kick him out?

He doesn't understand.

If it was his son, he wished he hadn't been born, let alone being able to sit and eat together calmly now.

Help him pay off his debts, help him come to petition, help him divorce that woman, and even help him raise Yan He for a long time.

They are the most innocent people, but they have to bear the suffering brought to them by the next generation for no reason.

The debt owed by the son was paid by them.

Yan He suddenly remembered the day when Yan Yangdong blushed, trembling with his report card, and strangling his neck.

He thought that Yan Yangdong wanted him to study hard for money, for himself to spend his old age peacefully, and for the vanity of being able to enroll in a prestigious university in front of relatives and friends.

He never thought about it, maybe he just missed him, don't repeat his mistakes.

Don't meet strange people, don't smoke, don't gamble, don't get divorced, you can avoid detours, live a safe and secure life, and make up for the offense he committed in the rest of his life.

He wanted him to walk more smoothly and smoothly.

Even standing humblely in a position of begging others, eagerly handing over fruit, cigarettes, and jade, he is willing, as long as he can make his way easier.

Although most of the time, it is useless, but maybe one day it will really help.

He has gone through so much in his life, and he has long since cared about disrespect, even being looked down upon by others.His life was just like this, neither bad nor good, and no one expected too much from him, what the future would be like, had already been seen at a glance.

But Yan He is different.

His possibilities are endless.

Thinking of this, but unable to sleep anymore, Yan He gently turned over on the bed, his chest felt slightly sore.

Suddenly, the door of the room was opened a little, and Yan He subconsciously closed his eyes tightly, like many times when he was a child, he secretly read novels under the quilt for fear of being discovered.

He heard Yan Yangdong curse in surprise, "This pig and dog are actually asleep."Then there was the sound of tiptoeing into the room, picking up the blanket he had dropped on the floor, and putting it on him again.

Back then, when his grandparents helped Yan Yangdong, they might not have thought of "for his money" and "for their retirement".

However, the world is so big, there are many people who plot against Yan Yangdong's money.

But only the two of them were willing to pay off their gambling debts.

It was like his father was the only one who was really worried about him and looked for him all night.

There are so many people in the world who have no good intentions for him, insult and criticize him.

When only his father was left, he lost his tolerance for ordinary people.Even acts of kindness are so dismissive.

His father never owed him anything, so why could he be happy for an orange that Gu Ze handed over, but when faced with the walnuts that his father was sweating profusely carrying back to the car, he was only disgusted?

Only relatives will never leave him.

His long-term self-willedness, irrationality, and even running away from home are actually based on the fact that Yan Yangdong will never leave him, never abandon him.He has always known, he has even known for a long time, that it must be his father who bows his head every time.

What face does he have to say that he studied hard for Gu Ze?

When the quilt covered her head, the tears that she had been holding back for so many days burst out of her eyes.