Before graduation, hold down the restless you

The shattered ice and snow seemed to be the main body of the night, like countless broken fine rubble, mixed with cold rainwater and hitting the window.

There was chaos between the sky and the earth, the dark sky was like a pure black curtain, falling heavily, only the neon lights in the distance were faintly mottled and flickering.

The mobile phone on the cabinet flickered on, which became particularly dazzling in the dark room.

——Gu Ze, when are you free?

After 1 minute, it came on again.

—Let's have a meal together.

After a few minutes, the light came on.There was no response, and the sender of the message on the phone seemed a little embarrassed.

— My parents want to meet you.

For some reason, I couldn't sleep around today, and I couldn't sleep in the night sky of the first snow.Gu Ze sat up with his arms propped up.

Insomnia is the first time in so many years.Back then, when he left that so-called home, he still slept peacefully every night.

After confirming the message, it was indeed from Qin Yuzhen.

He clicked into WeChat, thought for three seconds, and swiped the "delete" button.

Three WeChat messages and zero replies are enough to express his attitude.

Just put the phone back in place and turned it on one last time.

——Then why did you come to Nanjing from Shanghai for me?

Gu Ze lay down again, staring at the chandelier in the darkness with his eyes open, still not sleepy at all.Why?He himself does not know the answer to this question.He slowly narrowed his eyes and was stunned for a while.

Maybe he's just tired of being in the same place, maybe he just can't wait to escape from his original life, maybe he wants to find new passion and meaning in an unfamiliar space.

But no matter which one it is, it has nothing to do with that woman, let alone for her.But there happened to be an opportunity right in front of him, and he grabbed it.It doesn't make any difference who gives it.

Maybe it won't be long before he gets tired of this place again.He has neither a heart-to-heart friend, nor a lover who loves each other, nor a relative who is in the same boat.It seems that there is no piece of land in the world that he can cherish for a long time.

Just like when I was a child, the toys that my peers were fighting for, the cabinets full of trophies, the soft honors, the cautious and adoring eyes of girls, everything is at your fingertips.

In the memory of his long life, he has no close call, only ordinary life.Day after day, there is no great joy or great sorrow in the unchanging life.

How boring.

Gu Ze lay down for a while, and suddenly thought of something again.He got up and opened the second layer of the cabinet.

Among the bits and pieces of gadgets, lay a black Apple mobile phone safely and securely.

He took it out and pressed the power button.The phone is not locked.

——Chinese, Chinese, how deeply I love you, but you, give me 0 points (emoji crying)

—(emoji crying) The second time I got so big I got my ass shot (emoji crying×3)

—It's safe, my Chinese final grades have finally reached the final dream of this semester!Leading the trend of boys!

—I just like it when you call me Oppa from the Stars (emoji laughs and cries)

(Comment reply: Ouba from the orangutan)

—Sometimes I figured it out and wanted to study hard, but I couldn’t figure it out after reading (byebye)

Slowly scrolling down, the man's Weibo posts that no one cares about are like a replica of his life.Through the text, it seems that he can see the embarrassment of his being late and wrestling.Gu Ze couldn't help laughing when he saw it.

This is really an interesting person, Gu Ze thought to himself.

"Dong dong" suddenly came a slight knock on the door.

Gu Ze put the phone back in the drawer, turned on the light, and got out of bed to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, Yan He leaned against the door, his pajamas were buttoned from the third on purpose, and his posture was provocative: "Sir, do you need any service?"

Gu Ze was stunned for a few seconds, then said flatly, "Reject."

"Oh." Yan He replied, his right hand still drooping on the door frame, "Farewell."

The moment he turned around, he turned his head again, his eyes widened with anticipation, and his voice was tinged with grievance: "Don't you really think about it?"

Like a professional cowherd, he flamboyantly flirted with a wink, his crooked peach eyes filled with a smile: "The price is fair, no one can deceive you."

Gu Ze quietly watched his performance with his arms folded, and then calmly said, "Please sleep."

"I can't sleep." Yan He carefully observed Gu Ze's expression, his pitiful expression was like a lost dog that had been discarded.

Gu Ze thought for a while, walked to the bed, took his bedtime reading material, and stuffed it into Yan He's arms: "I'm sleepy after reading it."

"Five-Year College Entrance Examination, Three-Year Simulation" - a proper hypnotic bible.

"You read this before going to bed?" Yan He glanced at the familiar purple leather cover, the corners of his eyes twitched, and asked in surprise.

Gu Ze raised his eyebrows and looked at him silently.

The silence speaks.

"Then I'll go." Yan He hugged the book tightly, with a tragic expression, and a lingering reluctance between his brows.People who don't know will think that he is going to the battlefield.

Gu Ze was noncommittal.

Then he really left, closing the door by the way.

With a "click", the door closed gently.Gu Ze heaved a sigh of relief, held his forehead slightly, couldn't help but chuckled, shook his head, and went back to the bed, ready to turn off the light and go to sleep.

After a while, the knock on the door rang again.

This time Yan He had an extra white and fat pillow in his hand.He hugged it to his chest, with a frank expression: "I'm a little scared."

...Are you afraid of reading math problems?Gu Ze frowned: "I'm not used to having other people on the bed."

Yan He hugged the pillow tightly, stretched out a finger, and said with a pitiful expression, "Just once."

"..."

"once."

The enemy remained unmoved.

"I have to take online class tomorrow morning... I'm probably going to lose my energy..." Yan He's slender eyelashes trembled, he lowered his head just right, and said to himself, "Oh...it's okay...then, Mr. Gu, take care of yourself Rest..." After saying that, he turned around and walked back in a pretentious manner.

That misty sigh floated in the air faintly, evoking the host's helplessness and infinite sorrow.

"..."

After closing the door, Gu Ze simply didn't turn off the light, and sat on the bed and picked up a copy of "China Economic Weekly".

His slender fingers turned the pages of the book under the bright light, without slowing down.In the quiet room, the only sound left was the slight rubbing sound when he flipped through the magazines.

When I turned to the fifth page, there were some faint sounds outside the door, and it was difficult to distinguish without listening carefully.

Gu Ze put the magazine aside, and sure enough, he heard a soft "rustling" sound coming from outside the door.

When I opened the door, I saw Yan He leaning against the wall, pawing at the wall with his fingertips with a sad face, his voice sounded buzzing, as if he had caught a cold, and he said, "Teacher Gu..."

"What's the matter?" Gu Ze looked at him helplessly.

Yan He sniffed: "I can't sleep, let's chat for a while."

If you don't agree, I'm afraid it won't be over today.

Gu Ze said: "... just for a while."

Yan He instantly stood upright in a military posture, and the bright smile on his face instantly made Gu Ze suspect that he had fallen for this brat.

With the master's permission, Yan He flashed into the room, threw the pillow on the bed, got into bed impatiently, and smiled flatteringly at Gu Ze.

"It's so cold standing at the door chatting." Yan He's eyes narrowed with laughter.

Gu Ze sighed, closed the door, hesitated for a moment, and sat on the other side slightly away from Yan He.

Yan He quietly moved towards Gu Ze several times with ulterior motives.

"What are you talking about?" Feeling the person next to him approaching him calmly, Gu Ze secretly pulled a little distance away and asked softly.

"Hmm..." Yan He searched for a topic.

"Who taught you that just now?" Thinking of Yan He's top cowherd demeanor, Gu Ze couldn't help frowning.

Yan He laughed unfathomably, "Hehe," "I learned it from a very good book."

"Stop reading messy books."

"Yeah." Yan Heshi was well-behaved, and his heart was already full of joy.

It was very warm in the quilt, as if he could feel the warmth of Gu Ze who was so close to him.Yan He took advantage of the situation and stretched out his long legs, which happened to be on Gu Ze's lap, and then smiled brightly: "It's warmer this way."

Gu Ze kicked his legs aside, and said in a serious voice, "Go to bed if you make trouble again."

Knowing that Gu Ze will definitely not be angry about these trivial matters.Yan He was not discouraged either, and continued to stretch out his long legs.

Then it was kicked away lightly.

After repeated several times, Gu Ze gave up struggling, let Yan He's leg lay across his thigh, and said, "How is your preparation for the junior college entrance examination?"

The Junior College Entrance Examination is a general examination for Jiangsu students on four subjects other than elective courses.

Yan He leaned against the pillow, and while gearing up to stretch out his second leg, he replied, "Well, it's okay."

“能考4A吗？”1个A加1分，考4个A能在高考成绩中加5分。

Thinking of biology and geography, Yan He felt a pain in the head: "It's difficult." Biology and geography are really his Achilles' heel, a C would be good.

As if seeing through his thoughts, Gu Ze frowned and said coldly, "I can't get a C in the exam."

"Huh? Doesn't it count as a C in the exam?" Obviously, you can't get a D grade in the exam.

Gu Ze turned his head to face him, and the side face that was close at hand suddenly turned into a front face, infinitely magnified in front of his eyes, and the scorching hot air sprayed on his face.

Unexpectedly, he would get so close all of a sudden, Yan He blushed, and he said in a panic, "Mr. Gu, your eyelashes are quite long, haha." As he spoke, he shrank back quietly , stepped back shamefully.

"Some colleges and universities also have grade requirements for the junior college entrance examination. If you have a C grade, you won't accept it." Gu Ze didn't answer the question, frowned, and turned his face away. With this chip in hand, the chances of passing will be greatly increased.”

Yan He let out a "huh" and said after a while: "Actually, I also want to go to school in the next semester of the second year of high school..." In this way, I can read more books and do more questions in the evening... I hope so.

"And then?" Gu Ze said calmly.

Yan He looked distressed: "But the houses near the school have been rented out..."

Suddenly he seemed to have thought of something, and relying on his courage, he kicked his legs excitedly: "Mr. Gu, are you willing to rent the house to me?"

"..."

"What I mean is, I'll be your tenant. This way we can go to school together in the morning, and I can ask you any questions I don't understand. If you don't realize it, you can remind me." Yan He said wishfully Abacus, with a doggy smile on his face.

While talking, he scratched his head, thinking that Gu Ze hates students who don't want to make progress and rely on the teacher the most, so he quickly changed his words: "Of course, I won't trouble you, I still have to rely on my self-consciousness... Already on the road to self-discipline!"

"..."

The steep night outside the window released sporadic twilight.The night is empty and silent, with the sound of rustling snow and flowing shadows.The rain is as fine as a needle.

Yan He blinked a pair of eyes that twinkled with little stars and were as vivid and aura as a young animal.The voice is soft.

"……is it okay?"

Gu Ze stood up, leaving the back of his head black. His voice was flat and without a trace of emotion, as if he was stating an objective fact: "It's getting late."

"I'm going to the guest room." After finishing speaking, Gu Ze turned off the light for him.

Yan He was not very surprised to get a rejection response.I understand that when you see something good, you accept it, and you can't push everything too fast, otherwise it will just be counterproductive.

So he said "hmm" in a self-defeating muffled voice, lay down sullenly, heard Gu Ze's soft closing of the door, turned over and fell into a deep sleep.