How can quick travel be full of scumbags?

Maybe it's because the memory has been in disrepair for a long time, when Yan Yan sees Jian Shou again, he feels like a dream, not real at all.

He just stood there, staring at Jian Shou as he walked down the stairs step by step, and stood opposite him and stopped moving forward.

It is clearly within reach, but there are thousands of gullies.

Yan Yan's expression was stiff and his throat was dry, as if trying to hold back something, he asked, "Do you have a son?"

"Yeah." His gaze was so sharp that Jian Shou unconsciously dodged it.

Yan Yan's expression twisted in pain for a moment. That child looked so much like Jian Shou, and he called Jian Shou just now, so why did he ask again?In the end, it was self-defeating.

Seeing that the two adults were not talking, the atmosphere was so strange that Nian Nian timidly tugged at the corner of Jian Shou's clothes: "Father?"

Jian Shou came back to his senses slightly, and whispered to Niannian, "Good boy, go upstairs and stay by yourself for a while, daddy will come and find you later, okay?"

Niannian nodded and agreed, and ran up to the second floor with short legs.

After watching Niannian enter the room, Jian Shoucai finally looked at Yan Yan squarely. The man he hadn't seen for a long time was over thirty, and his demeanor was more calm and dignified.

Jian Shou said hello to him: "Long time no see, Yan Yan."

In an instant, all of Yan Yan's armor and camouflage collapsed, and he strode towards Jian Shou with big strides. He got close to him, but didn't hug him.

He looked down at him, with anger creeping up in his eyes, his stern hands clasped Jian Shou's slender wrist tightly, and pressed hard without mercy.

His voice seemed to be squeezed from his heart, and he said: "Jian Shou, you are fine!"

Jian Shou raised his eyes and looked straight into his eyes. Something was churning in the two blue seas. He said, "I'm not good." Very bad.

Yan Yan sneered: "Not good? Not good, you can still have children with other women! Judging by his age, he started dating not long after we separated, right?"

Jian Shou's voice became softer: "What if I gave birth to it myself?" Because of the uncertainty of the response, Jian Shou held his breath.

Yan Yan suddenly felt that anger rushed to the top of his head, he suddenly grabbed Jian Shou's neck, and said bitterly: "Even lies are so clumsy, Jian Shou, should I say that you have not changed or have you changed?"

It was as if something was locked in his throat, heavy and oppressive, Jian Shou did not expect their first encounter to become like this.

See, no one would believe him, would take him for a lunatic, see him for a monster.

Jian Shou lowered his eyes: I'm so disappointed...

Yan Yan looked at Jian Shou who was motionless and no longer defending, suddenly felt frustrated and exhausted, everything had changed, time was passing, the earth was turning, nothing would wait for him in place.

Yan Yan let go of his hand dejectedly, turned and left without saying a word, as if he chose to leave Jian Shou's world again.

Jian Shou watched his determined back, and finally squatted on the cold ground.

Her throat didn't hurt very much, but her heart trembled with pain.

Jian Shou covered his face with his hands, the expression on his face was extremely ugly, but he didn't cry, obviously very sad...

Niannian embraced Jian Shou with her small body, and asked immaturely, "Did Dad quarrel? Is he a bad guy?"

Jian Shou let go of his arms and hugged the child: "Father is fine, Uncle Yan is not a bad person." Taking a deep breath, his tone was barely relaxed, "Baby must be hungry, Dad will make you dinner!"

Yan Yan seldom comes to the bar, but the bizarre and noisy atmosphere here has become a place for him to escape from reality.

Maybe it was because he had said too much before, Yan Yan's mouth was dry and bitter, forcing him to drink strong wine glass after glass.

Dark brown wine, thirst-quenching but also *.

There was a bitter smile on the corner of his strict mouth. He asked Jian Shou to wait for him for four years, but he himself waited for four years. Time did not "treat" anyone badly, and he was trapped in this loneliness and never escaped.

But the loneliness belonged to him alone, and so did the waiting. Jian Shou betrayed him.

He can't accept that the person he loves has sex with others, or has children with others, just thinking about it will make his heart ache to the point of suffocation, and he will want to kill that person!

Someone came to talk to Yan Yan who was drunk, and Yan Yan either frightened them away with eyes like enemies, or asked them nervously, "Can't stand loneliness like that? Are you hungry?"

So I was scolded as crazy. Which one of the people who come here is not lonely, who is not hungry?

Yan Yan drank his last glass of wine, took a look at the false world where demons danced wildly, got up and left.

In the bedroom, Jian Shou opened his eyes in the dark, he heard the door closing downstairs, Yan Yan came back?

Immediately after the bedroom door was opened, Jian Shou closed his eyes again, the footsteps were getting closer and closer, and finally stopped by the bed.

The edge of the bed collapsed, and Yan Yan, who smelled of alcohol all over his body, pressed Jian Shou under him, forcing him to ask for a kiss.

Nian Nian was still sleeping beside him, Jian Shou was terrified, and pushed Yan Yan away with all his strength: "You are drunk!"

Yan Yan clasped his shoulders to keep him immobile: "Drunk? I'm crazy!"

The scorching breath sprayed on Jian Shou's face, and the scorching kiss fell again, leaving no way out.

Apparently just kissing is not enough to satisfy Yan Yan, he started to tear Jian Shou's clothes violently, and Nian Nian next to him showed signs of being woken up.

"Slap!" Jian Shou slapped Yan Yan's handsome face, and said, "Get out!"

Time seems to be stopped, what is suppressed and fermented, and finally nothing.

Yan Yan got up from Jian Shou and retreated out without a sound, as if he had never been here before.

Jian Shou stared blankly at the void, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes and soaked into his temples.

Yan Yan stood on the balcony and leaned against the railing, fine snow drifted in and fell on his body and hot face, it was bitingly cold and at the same time made his brain gradually clear.

It turned out that they couldn't go back after all. It's really a pity. After all, it's an obsession for so many years. Are you going to try to let go?

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Early the next morning, Jian Shouwei put on a small black suit for Niannian, and asked Niannian, "Dad, are we going to see grandparents?"

Jian Shou nodded: "Well, the baby will go to see grandpa with father first, and then grandma."

On Baiyan Mountain, there are neatly arranged cemeteries, and there are a few grave sweepers holding flowers.

Jian Shou hugged two bouquets, and Niannian also hugged a bouquet of daisies.

The tombstone is brand new. In the photo, Jian Jue has a slight smile and peaceful eyes.

Nian Nian's eyes were redder than Jian Shou's, he raised his head and asked Jian Shou: "Dad, is grandpa dead?" After death, he can no longer speak or see him again.

Jian Shou said: "Niannian, Dad's dad is gone."

The little Niannian choked up and took the initiative to shake Jian Shou's hand: "I'm sorry, Dad."

Jian Shou knelt down, wiped Niannian's tears, and said softly, "Niannian, why do you have to apologize?"

Nian Nian answered intermittently: "Because... because, Dad, woo... must be very sad."

Jian Shou's eyes were like water, very moved and touched a lot.

Niannian continued while shaking her head: "Niannian will be very sad if his father is not around, very very sad!"

Jian Shou quickly hugged him and comforted him: "Dad will not be away, and Dad will always be by Niannian's side until Niannian grows old."

Nian Nian finally breathed a sigh of relief, his father never lied to others!

Jian Shou knelt down with Niannian and placed a bouquet of daisies in front of the curtain.

"Dad, I'm sorry, I'm late."

"Dad, you see I brought Nian Nian, he is your own grandson."

"Dad, don't worry, I will take good care of Mom."

"Father... son is not filial..."

"Grandpa, Dad took good care of me, Dad is very good."

"Grandpa, I will miss you with Dad every year!"

Jian Shou touched Niannian's head in relief: "Niannian is so good."

Niannian walked with his father for a few minutes, and stopped in front of another tombstone.

Jian Shou put another bouquet of flowers in front of the grave and told him, "Niannian, here are Grandpa Yan and Grandma Yan."

Niannian has a good memory: "Are you Uncle Yan's parents?"

Jian Shou said "yes".

Niannian immediately showed a sad expression: "Then Uncle Yan is also very sad!"

Jian Shou said "very sad".

Because it turned out that Jian Shou had always spoken to the people in the tomb in a strict tone, so he always called him Yan's father and Yan's mother.

"Papa Yan, Mama Yan, I haven't seen you for a long time... I won't be late in the future."

"Niannian, say goodbye to grandparents, let's go."

Niannian waved obediently: "Grandpa Yan, goodbye Grandma Yan, my father and I will take good care of Uncle Yan, don't worry!"

Jian Shou suddenly felt that he couldn't laugh or cry, the child was smart and learned everything quickly, but he didn't correct him.

He took Niannian and turned to leave, only to see Yan Yan who was standing straight behind diagonally.

Niannian took the initiative to say hello: "Hello, Uncle Yan."

Yan Yan said in a deep voice, "Hello, Niannian."

Jian Shou asked, "How long have you been following?"

Yan Yan replied: "Always follow...the child is very sensible.

Jian Shou nodded: "Thank you, are you also here to see the old man?

Yan Yan shook his head: "I'll take you to see Aunt Jian." He didn't feel relieved that Jian Shou went to see it alone.

Delia's information has been kept secret. He really doesn't know where his mother is now, so he said, "Then, trouble."

Yan Yan wanted to say it's not troublesome, but he swallowed the words, he thought, there's nothing wrong with being alienated.

Yan Yan drove to a high-end nursing home with excellent confidentiality. After Jian Shou was brought here, he had a bad premonition in his heart.

A special nurse took them to the room on the third floor. After opening the door, Jian Shou saw Delia sitting on the edge of the bed with her back to them.

The sun outside the window was just right, Delia was facing the window, the sun just poured on her body, but she remained motionless, as if immersed in her own world.

So Jian Shou called softly: "Mom."

This "Mom" finally made Delia turn around. She was wearing a hospital gown and a bandage was tied on her head. Her previous beauty was no longer visible on her face, only a hazy old look.

She saw the little Niannian at the first sight, and immediately showed a big smile, full of Jianshou's familiarity, love and pampering, and she said, "Little Shou, baby, come to mom for a hug!"

Jian Shou covered his mouth all of a sudden, tears kept falling, his mother went crazy!

Yan Yan frowned and looked at Jian Shou's trembling shoulders, as if he was about to lose his footing, so he took a step forward to support him.

This is his subconscious action, but also his instinct.