How can quick travel be full of scumbags?

Chu Er knelt on the ground, behind him was the empty and pale corridor of the hospital, and in front of him was the empty and dark operating room.

Just now, two surgery trolleys were pushed past him on the left and right, one was his biological brother, the other was his long-awaited lover, one was pushed to the intensive care unit, and the other was pushed to the mortuary...

A sudden accident killed one person and ruined two.

Chu Er would never have thought that Jian Shou told him "I'm leaving" that day, that is, he really left, and said goodbye without seeing each other again.

Chu Er roared in pain, with a broken throat and suppressed crying, he punched the floor fiercely, bursting out bloody flowers. The medical staff persuaded Chu Er to drag Chu Er, and finally He had to be sedated.

I really want to sleep, Jian Shou, after I fall asleep, can you come and see me again?Say goodbye to me well and I won't be so sad...

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When Chu Sheng was 13 years old, Chu Er was still a baby.

Chu Sheng put Chu Er in the baby basket properly, but he was dragged by his mother to the living room and knelt down. Chu Zhiyuan stood at the door of the house and looked at all this with cold eyebrows.

Mother Chu's face was full of madness, and her usual delicate makeup had been blurred by tears, making her face even more distorted.

She begged and threatened Chu Zhiyuan: "Don't leave! Why are you leaving? If you leave this house, I will immediately strangle your son to death!"

The woman's sharp nails pinched Chu Sheng's immature neck vigorously, mercilessly, and never gave a glance. Those red phoenix eyes similar to his just stared at Chu Zhiyuan madly, full of resentment and love.

Chu Cheng let her choke her neck, remained motionless, not wanting to struggle, the color in his eyes dimmed little by little, the originally gentle and amiable mother was now like a humble demon.

So people who are deeply in love are so stupid, destroying themselves will destroy others. From now on, he hates people who expect extravagant love the most.

Finally, Chu Zhiyuan said: "Then you all go to die!" Then he rushed out the door, Chu's mother froze in place, as if she couldn't believe that Chu Zhiyuan would be so heartless!

Chu Er's cry called Chu Sheng back, he pushed Chu's mother away heavily, ran to the baby basket, hugged Chu Er in his arms, and gently coaxed him to sleep.

Chu's mother was pushed to the ground, and she fell on the ground in despair. His son looked at her with guarded and indifferent eyes, as if looking at a threatening stranger.

Chu's mother laughed wildly, it was indeed that person's son, and the unfeeling in his eyes was exactly the same!All be damned!

But in the end Chu's mother died, but she didn't kill Chu Sheng, she just jumped off the building in front of Chu Sheng.

Chu Sheng stood outside the lawn downstairs and raised his head. His mother stood on the edge of the roof and gave him a mocking smile, which was beautiful and gentle but weird. Falling fast!

"Bang!", Chu's mother was destroyed in front of Chu Cheng's eyes, her limbs were completely broken, brains were splashed out from her head, and large areas of blood leaked from her body. She died like this!

The bright red blood meandered to Chu Sheng's feet, staining his shoes and his world red, but Chu Sheng remained motionless.

But Chu's mother should have succeeded, she "killed" Chu Sheng at the end of her life.

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Jian Shou said goodbye to Chu Sheng gently, picked up the textbook and went out in a panic, Chu Sheng sat on the stool and touched his nose, just now he wanted to ask Jian Shou for a kiss, but he couldn't help standing still Get up, put on your shoes and follow out.

Chu Sheng followed not far away, but Jian Shou didn't notice him at all. Chu Sheng thought he must tell Jian Shou to raise his safety awareness tonight.

Chu Sheng followed Jian Shou into the subway station. Jian Shou was holding heavy books in his hand, and it was very inconvenient to draw out his card. Chu Sheng thought he should buy a backpack for Jian Shou.

During the subway operation, Chu Sheng saw Jian Shou give up his seat to a woman with a child. The woman was very polite and kept thanking him. Jian Shou showed a gentle smile, his eyes were bent into the moon, and he looked very happy. Chu Sheng I think he is really easy to satisfy, so will he try to say "thank you" to him in the future?

Standing in the crowd, Jian Shou was thin and not in good health, so he was squeezed and staggered along the way, and he apologized every time he bumped into someone.

So Chu Sheng walked behind Jian Shou, turned his back to Jian Shou, and used his strong body to prop up a small space for Jian Shou. After that, Jian Shou never noticed Chu Sheng. Chu Sheng lowered his head slightly, and quietly revealed smiled...

The two people turned their backs to each other, they didn't look at each other, they didn't speak, but they stayed together all the way...

Chu Sheng didn't want to tell Jian Shou at all, what if Jian Shou loved him more?

He felt that enough was enough, Jian Shou needed to stop, wait for him, and love him as much as he waited for him.

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Jian Shou's hometown is in a seaside city, where it is very warm all year round, which is why Jian Shou never has the habit of adding more clothes when he comes to the north.

Father Jian devoted himself to managing the flowers and plants on the balcony of his home. In his free time, he would lie on a chair on the balcony to bask in the sun, or wear a pair of presbyopic glasses to read the newspaper. He didn't like to go out or talk.

Chu Er came to the city empty-handed, and knocked on the door of Jane's house with a calm mind. Jane's father looked at him for a long time at the door, and did not ask who he was and why, nor did he welcome him into the house.

Chu Er took out an ID card and handed it to Jian's father: "This is all of Jian Shou's property, and the password is your birthday."

Father Jian took over and was about to close the door.

Chu Er couldn't help asking: "Aren't you sad?"

Father Jane: "He deserves it."

I deserve it too, who told my son to fall in love with a man...

Jian's father carefully wrapped the sex with a white cloth, and walked into Jian Shou's childhood room. The room was covered with sky blue sheets and quilt covers. Jian Shou's textbooks and exercise books were neatly piled up on the floor. It was an orange certificate posted by Jian's mother. Above the desk was a portrait of Jian Shou, looking young and beautiful. Jian's father put a white cloth on the table.

"I've told you many times that you don't need to worry about me. I live alone and I don't need money."

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It was one month after the car accident that Chu Sheng really woke up. Chu Er stood by his hospital bed and rang the bell immediately when he saw him awake.

"Brother, drink some hot water first." There is a straw inserted in the water cup, so you can drink it even if you are lying down.

Chu Sheng looked around: "Where's Jian Shou?"

Chu Er: "The doctor will be here soon, please wait."

Chu Sheng looked into Chu Er's eyes: "Let me ask you, where is Jian Shou?"

Why didn't he come to see me?hurt?

Chu Er's eyes turned red: "What are you asking him for? You don't like him! What does he do?"

Chu Sheng: "What happened to Jian Shou?"

Chu Er kicked the chair away: "He died! He died because he saved you! You fucking want me to tell you!"

Chu Sheng forced himself to think calmly: "No, we have already escaped..."

Chu Er: "The car exploded! Jane is guarding you..." Without the courage to continue, Chu Er ran out.

Chu Er was left alone in the room. His head was wrapped in gauze and his lips were pale. He was lying on the bed and let the doctors and nurses file in to examine him.

He asked, "How is the man who went into the hospital with me?"

"I'm sorry, I couldn't hold on until I was sent to the hospital... I died"

"Why did you die?" he asked.

"Well, a lot of smoke was inhaled into the lungs, fragments from the car explosion inserted into the carotid artery..."

Suddenly, tears poured out of Chu Sheng's Danfeng eyes, drowning his sight and emotions, running along the corner of his eyes, across half of his face, and finally being sucked away by the gauze, as if he had never appeared before.

He originally thought that they had a lot of time, he hadn't asked Jian Shou's forgiveness, and they hadn't started to live well.

Ah, I'm so sorry, I really regret it, he doesn't want to be at his own risk...

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The home is still the same, clean and spotless, it seems that nothing has changed, except that things are different and people are different.

Their couple's slippers are neatly placed at the door, the couple's water glasses are upside down on the plate, and the couple's toothbrush is in the mouthwash cup. This is Jian Shou's little fun. Chu Sheng never pointed it out in his eyes, but enjoyed it .

Chu Sheng bought a lot of photo frames, and he put a sketch in it. It was a painting that fell from Jian Shou's book at the beginning. He picked it up and hid it with peace of mind.

There is a pair of extremely unusual eyes in the painting, the red phoenix eyes hooked on the inside and curled up on the outside. You can tell that they are Chu Sheng's eyes just by looking at them.

He knew that Jian Shou couldn't draw, but he drew those eyes with fascination. Chu Cheng touched the wet corners of his eyes.he

It must have been infected by Jian Shou, who loves to cry. It's really a bad habit, and it's a nostalgic habit...

Chu Sheng and Jian Shou had never taken a photo together, and the photo in the frame was a candid photo that broke out in the news, but the difference was that the faces of Chu Sheng and Jian Shou were clearly visible, and Chu Sheng did not The doting eyes that consciously look at Jian Shou are also clearly visible.

Chu Sheng blurred his face, maybe he just didn't want Jian Shou to find out that he loved him very much?

It has been a year since Chu Sheng completely brought down the Chu and Zhou families, and it has been a year since Jian Shou left him.

Chu Er has also been working in Chu Sheng's company for two months and half a year as an intern. Chu Sheng delegated a lot of authority to him. Although he is usually strict, he has taught him a lot.

Chu Sheng told Chu Er that he was going on a trip, and Chu Er complained dissatisfiedly for a long time, but the upright man didn't focus on work, he just wanted to be lazy.

Chu Sheng was noncommittal, but Jian Shou liked his eyes, and he used these eyes to take Jian Shou to see all over the rivers, ancient sites and famous mountains, the changing stars, and the vicissitudes of life.

Chu Sheng traveled through Europe, North America, South America, Oceania... Every corner of the world has a look, one person with one eye, two souls.

Chu Sheng didn't even know how many years had passed, but his last foothold was in the coastal city where he and Jian Shou met for the first time.

The blue ocean, the white waves, the golden sand, the sound of the sea breeze caressing, the sound of the waves beating, Chu Sheng suddenly had an urge to swim.

So he dropped his bag, took off his shoes, and rushed into the sea.

Chu Sheng kept swimming, this was Jian Shou's hometown, the place where Jian Shou was bred, and the surrounding sea water made Chu Sheng feel kind.

Swimming for a long time made Chu Sheng's body tired and stiff, but his spirit was still high. When all his strength finally disappeared, he finally stopped and let himself fall down.

The boundless dark ocean, charity and tolerance, it will definitely wash away my sins and make Ah Shou forgive me.

Chu Sheng held the necklace in his hand, which contained part of Jian Shou's ashes, and his mood was unprecedentedly peaceful, without any worries, and let go of all his thoughts.

The moment he closed his eyes, he clearly saw Jian Shou's eyes that were always full of love and his gentle smile, Chu Sheng also smiled, and now he is consummated.

He thought that cause and effect are always the same, and where it started, it should end there...