Chen Shu felt ashamed.
At such a time, he should immediately lock himself in the small dark room, and then come out in a decent manner after calming down - he has always done this before.
He didn't know how to end up being caught by Yi Lianhe and turned into what he is now.
...But why must it be me?
Once such an idea appears, it will grow wildly like weeds in an instant.Overwhelmed his sanity and self-control.
Can't I just live regardless?Am I not qualified to be willful?
Why was I the one who was left behind?
Why do I have to live so hard?
Barely suppressing the turbulent emotions, he took a deep breath, pushed Yi Lianhe away forcefully, and said in a cold voice, "Then you go in. I don't want to see you now."
Pushed away by him, Yi Lianhe was taken aback.
But not because of his words.
Chen Shu looked at him with a cold face on purpose, but he didn't look fierce at all.On the contrary, he is like a child who pretends to be indifferent.
When he was crying, he kept biting his lip and refused to make a sound, but now it turned bright red and looked softer.The tip of the nose is also red.There were still tears in the eyes, and a tear hung on the lower eyelashes and couldn't fall.A pair of shimmering peach blossom eyes really became the color of peach blossom.
...how can a man look so good-looking when he cries.
Although he is trying to show a ruthless look to drive people away.Yi Lianhe felt that he seemed to understand what he really meant.
"I don't want to see you right now."
——I don't want to be seen by you now.
"OK then."
Yi Lianhe nodded, and walked past him into the house.
Simply very.
"..."
Just when Chen Shu thought that he was really left outside by himself to blow the cold wind, he was suddenly wrapped up from behind.
The cold wind could no longer penetrate his sweater.Instead, there is a steady stream of familiar warmth.
Yi Lianhe went into the room and took an oversized down jacket and put it on. He opened his arms and hugged him from behind, wrapping both of them in: "I can't see it this way."
"...Yi Miaomiao."
"Ah."
He put his chin on the top of Chen Shu's head, and a buzzing voice came: "I'm not leaving."
Chen Shu felt that it would be really difficult for him to push him away again.
But now he desperately needs to vent his emotions.After enduring it for a few seconds, he finally failed. With Yi Lianhe on his back, facing the cold wind, he cried until he hiccupped.
Facing the cold wind, the back was pressed against the hot temperature, ironing to the bottom of my heart.
Yi Lianhe secretly sighed against the back of his head.
"alright."
He patted Chen Shu's back, recalling the feeling of his hair being smoothed over his head.
"Don't be sad."
Chen Shu's hair was messed up by him and felt helpless, but he gradually calmed down.There was silence between the two of them again.
"Do you want to say something?" In the silence, Yi Lianhe asked.
"You haven't spoken much these two days."
Chen Shu sniffed, feeling ashamed in his heart: "I have nothing to say."
After a while, he still couldn't help but speak.
Anyway, he lost all face, he explained selfishly, "I'm not really sad, I just want to vent my emotions."
"Yeah." Although I cried myself into a pickle.
"It's been so many years, and I'm not a child."
"Hmm." But cuter than a child.
"I... never felt that she was a burden."
Even if it is, so what?
That is his dearest and most beloved family.Even if you are so poor that you have to live on the street, two people accompanying each other are always better than being alone?
For those who love, even if it is a burden, it is also the sweetest burden.He loves it.
"She is a very good wife." Yi Lianhe thought for a while and said, "But she is not a very good mother."
Perhaps in her heart, her deep love for her husband was higher than her responsibilities for her children; or perhaps, as she said, she left suddenly because she didn't want to burden her children.
However, the dead cannot be chased.
No matter what she did, it was her own choice, and no one else could criticize her.
"I must live on."
Chen Shu said word by word, "When the time comes, I will meet her and tell her about this life. Let her regret not seeing with her own eyes how well I live."
Yi Lianhe nodded, "Then I'll be in charge of adding oil and vinegar to you."
"Row."
Chen Shu pursed his lips, turned over and hugged him back forcefully.
If it wasn't for Yi Lianhe, he might have continued to suppress himself, pretending to be nothing.
Then, in the depths of the heart that no one knows, it is in vain to cocoon itself.
How lucky he was to meet this seedling.
Yi Lianhe stroked his back back and forth, very unskillfully.
But it works great.Those resentments that have been pent up in my heart for more than ten years seem to gradually dissipate under such clumsy and warm movements.
Chen Shu pressed his cheek against his chest, and could hear his steady heartbeat.My heart is unprecedentedly stable.
No longer those self-deceiving calms.This time, he felt that he really had the courage to live the rest of his life well.
"Why are you being so nice to me?" He asked in a muffled voice.
"I don't even know how to pay you back."
"You don't have to pay it back." Yi Lianhe said, "Since it's given to you, it's yours."
"Anyway, you are kind to me, and I never thought about paying it back."
The countdown inside the house has reached its final stage.People on TV count three two one aloud and bells are rung.In the distance, fireworks exploded.
The dark and monotonous night sky suddenly became colorful.
"It's zero o'clock."
Yi Lianhe hugged him and turned ninety degrees to let him show his face, "Look. Their fireworks are much bigger than ours."
"..."
What is the comparison between your fairy stick and other people's big salute.
Chen Shu also raised his head and looked into the distance, and those colorful flowers bloomed in his eyes.
Every year.But it was a scene that he had never paid attention to for decades.
So lovely.
Thank you for spending the New Year with me.
He said silently in his heart.
Thank you for being here.
I am really happy.
It's a brand new year.
"Happy New Year."
"Happy New Year."
"Yi Miaomiao?"
"I'm here."
"Have we been together all this time?"
"Okay."
Yi Lianhe continued without hesitation, and added, "Then will you sleep together tonight?"
"..." Chen Shu was completely amused by him.
He only heard laughter, and he asked persistently, "Are you okay?"
Chen Shu didn't answer, Wei Wei stood on tiptoe and kissed him actively.
It took Yi Lianhe half a second to react, and immediately lowered his head, deepening the kiss.While breath intertwined, he still asked persistently, "...is it okay?"
Chen Shu didn't answer for a long time.It wasn't until he regained the initiative that he put his lips in his mouth and smiled vaguely, "Mmm..."
"it is good."
**
The next morning, Yi Lianhe frowned and barely opened his eyes.
The curtains were drawn early.The morning light passed through the window, dazzlingly bright.He raised his hand to block it, and his eyes fell on the corner of the glass window.
It was a small "Miao" character that Chen Shu painted on the entire paper with a red watercolor pen a few days ago.Next to it is Yi Lianhejian's "statement", which is a bit crooked in comparison.It was re-cut several times and put together.
The Yi family's ancestral skills were extremely poor, and Yi Lianhe was not spared either.The dot in the upper right corner always breaks when you cut it.He tried several times but failed, and finally gave up helplessly, cut out a dot and pasted it up.He also forcibly hypnotized himself that it was connected with the whole word.He was ridiculed by Chen Shu for a long time.
Two small groups of paper-cuts were pasted on the corner of the glass as window grilles.Snowflakes are falling outside the window, and the red and white contrast each other very beautifully.
......Snowing?
Yi Lianhe woke up and sat up abruptly.Only then did I realize that there was no one around me, and the big bed was half cold.
"Why did you wake up?" Chen Shu heard the movement, came over to lift the quilt with his toothbrush in his mouth, "Hurry up, hurry up, get up."
"...What are you doing?" Shouldn't you be lying on the bed like a salted fish in this kind of weather?
"You forgot what you said last night." He ran back to the bathroom to spit out the foam.From a short distance, he reminded loudly, "Go home today to celebrate the New Year!"
On the first day of the new year, the doorbell rang early.
Yi Lianxi yawned and went to open the door, wondering which relative came so diligently.
When the door opened, he was dumbfounded.
"......you??!"
"morning."
Chen Shu patted the snowflakes on his head, and pulled down the hood of Yi Lianhe's down jacket beside him, brushing the snow off his shoulders.
The two were wearing down jackets of similar styles and colors, and stood side by side at the door.Handsome and tall, even the arc of the smile is very similar.
For a moment, Yi Lianxi felt that he had seen the legendary couple.
Husband and wife... phase.
On Yi Lianhe's arms and in his arms, they were all bought as New Year's gifts.Chen Shu only lifted a gift bag lightly.
He tugged at Yi Lianhe's sleeve and said with a smile, "Happy New Year."
Yi Lianhe got the reminder, looked at his sister and said seriously, "Happy New Year."
"New, happy new year."
He was actually a little moved... Yi Lianxi brushed his hair and asked them to sit down first.Go wake mom up by yourself.
In a quarter of an hour, from just waking up to combing her hair meticulously, Lian Qian held Chen Shu's hand with a smile on her face and said happily, "Okay, okay, come back. Let's celebrate the New Year together."
Yi Lianhe sat on the other side of the sofa, separated by Chen Shu.
The son still can't accept being so close to others, so it's fine for her to touch Chen Shu, as if she was touching her son.
This child's little hands are very tender.
So when Chen Shu met his mother-in-law for the first time, the topics they discussed were the choice of hand cream brands and daily care skills.
"..."
Yi Lianxi was wrapped in a big blanket and listened with a messy ball head on her head, feeling that she was really living a rough life.
"You didn't say anything in advance when you came."
The two were chatting over there, so she could only harass her younger brother, "What are you playing?"
"Play games."
Yi Lianhe shrank his neck back, "Don't get so close. I feel a little sick to my stomach."
Yi Lianxi: "..." I bear it.
"We made a temporary decision to come back."
Although Yi Lianhe didn't look up at her, he answered the question well, "During the New Year's Eve yesterday, Chen Shu asked me if I wanted to go home. I said I thought about it, and then I came back."
"He asked you and you just said yes? Why didn't you say anything when I suggested it?"
"He didn't seem to want to come here before. He thought about it again when he asked me yesterday, so I came back with him."
"...Do you want it or does he want it?"
Yi Lianhe put down the tablet: "We."
understood.
You people who come out of the double and enter the right, never give me a way to survive.
Yi Lianxi sighed, and sadly went to the kitchen to see what he could have for lunch.
Chen Shu: "Do you need my help?"
"No need. I still know how to reheat leftovers." Thinking of this, Yi Lianxi suddenly smiled slightly, "It's really time for you to come. Stay a few more days before leaving."
The biggest tragedy of the Chinese New Year, all the leftovers from the New Year’s Eve dinner were eaten before the third day of junior high school.
It's good to stay for two more days, hurry up and help finish the leftovers.
**
There are not many people visiting relatives on the first day of the new year.Yi Lianxi greeted his mother outside, and Yi Lianhe took Chen Shu to play games in his room for most of the day to hide and relax.
After dinner, Yi Lianxi brought new quilts and toiletries.
"You two sleep in the same room."
Her expression was very subtle, and she reminded vaguely, "After all, you are at home, you...restraint."
Chen Shu: "..."
"You may not believe it," he said sincerely.
"Although it's not the first time we've slept together, we have a pure love relationship."
The author has something to say: Xi: I really don't believe it.
Is it too sad to kiss on tiptoe?I feel a bit regretful about the height owed to Brother Chen (I made a mistake and dare to do it next time)
At such a time, he should immediately lock himself in the small dark room, and then come out in a decent manner after calming down - he has always done this before.
He didn't know how to end up being caught by Yi Lianhe and turned into what he is now.
...But why must it be me?
Once such an idea appears, it will grow wildly like weeds in an instant.Overwhelmed his sanity and self-control.
Can't I just live regardless?Am I not qualified to be willful?
Why was I the one who was left behind?
Why do I have to live so hard?
Barely suppressing the turbulent emotions, he took a deep breath, pushed Yi Lianhe away forcefully, and said in a cold voice, "Then you go in. I don't want to see you now."
Pushed away by him, Yi Lianhe was taken aback.
But not because of his words.
Chen Shu looked at him with a cold face on purpose, but he didn't look fierce at all.On the contrary, he is like a child who pretends to be indifferent.
When he was crying, he kept biting his lip and refused to make a sound, but now it turned bright red and looked softer.The tip of the nose is also red.There were still tears in the eyes, and a tear hung on the lower eyelashes and couldn't fall.A pair of shimmering peach blossom eyes really became the color of peach blossom.
...how can a man look so good-looking when he cries.
Although he is trying to show a ruthless look to drive people away.Yi Lianhe felt that he seemed to understand what he really meant.
"I don't want to see you right now."
——I don't want to be seen by you now.
"OK then."
Yi Lianhe nodded, and walked past him into the house.
Simply very.
"..."
Just when Chen Shu thought that he was really left outside by himself to blow the cold wind, he was suddenly wrapped up from behind.
The cold wind could no longer penetrate his sweater.Instead, there is a steady stream of familiar warmth.
Yi Lianhe went into the room and took an oversized down jacket and put it on. He opened his arms and hugged him from behind, wrapping both of them in: "I can't see it this way."
"...Yi Miaomiao."
"Ah."
He put his chin on the top of Chen Shu's head, and a buzzing voice came: "I'm not leaving."
Chen Shu felt that it would be really difficult for him to push him away again.
But now he desperately needs to vent his emotions.After enduring it for a few seconds, he finally failed. With Yi Lianhe on his back, facing the cold wind, he cried until he hiccupped.
Facing the cold wind, the back was pressed against the hot temperature, ironing to the bottom of my heart.
Yi Lianhe secretly sighed against the back of his head.
"alright."
He patted Chen Shu's back, recalling the feeling of his hair being smoothed over his head.
"Don't be sad."
Chen Shu's hair was messed up by him and felt helpless, but he gradually calmed down.There was silence between the two of them again.
"Do you want to say something?" In the silence, Yi Lianhe asked.
"You haven't spoken much these two days."
Chen Shu sniffed, feeling ashamed in his heart: "I have nothing to say."
After a while, he still couldn't help but speak.
Anyway, he lost all face, he explained selfishly, "I'm not really sad, I just want to vent my emotions."
"Yeah." Although I cried myself into a pickle.
"It's been so many years, and I'm not a child."
"Hmm." But cuter than a child.
"I... never felt that she was a burden."
Even if it is, so what?
That is his dearest and most beloved family.Even if you are so poor that you have to live on the street, two people accompanying each other are always better than being alone?
For those who love, even if it is a burden, it is also the sweetest burden.He loves it.
"She is a very good wife." Yi Lianhe thought for a while and said, "But she is not a very good mother."
Perhaps in her heart, her deep love for her husband was higher than her responsibilities for her children; or perhaps, as she said, she left suddenly because she didn't want to burden her children.
However, the dead cannot be chased.
No matter what she did, it was her own choice, and no one else could criticize her.
"I must live on."
Chen Shu said word by word, "When the time comes, I will meet her and tell her about this life. Let her regret not seeing with her own eyes how well I live."
Yi Lianhe nodded, "Then I'll be in charge of adding oil and vinegar to you."
"Row."
Chen Shu pursed his lips, turned over and hugged him back forcefully.
If it wasn't for Yi Lianhe, he might have continued to suppress himself, pretending to be nothing.
Then, in the depths of the heart that no one knows, it is in vain to cocoon itself.
How lucky he was to meet this seedling.
Yi Lianhe stroked his back back and forth, very unskillfully.
But it works great.Those resentments that have been pent up in my heart for more than ten years seem to gradually dissipate under such clumsy and warm movements.
Chen Shu pressed his cheek against his chest, and could hear his steady heartbeat.My heart is unprecedentedly stable.
No longer those self-deceiving calms.This time, he felt that he really had the courage to live the rest of his life well.
"Why are you being so nice to me?" He asked in a muffled voice.
"I don't even know how to pay you back."
"You don't have to pay it back." Yi Lianhe said, "Since it's given to you, it's yours."
"Anyway, you are kind to me, and I never thought about paying it back."
The countdown inside the house has reached its final stage.People on TV count three two one aloud and bells are rung.In the distance, fireworks exploded.
The dark and monotonous night sky suddenly became colorful.
"It's zero o'clock."
Yi Lianhe hugged him and turned ninety degrees to let him show his face, "Look. Their fireworks are much bigger than ours."
"..."
What is the comparison between your fairy stick and other people's big salute.
Chen Shu also raised his head and looked into the distance, and those colorful flowers bloomed in his eyes.
Every year.But it was a scene that he had never paid attention to for decades.
So lovely.
Thank you for spending the New Year with me.
He said silently in his heart.
Thank you for being here.
I am really happy.
It's a brand new year.
"Happy New Year."
"Happy New Year."
"Yi Miaomiao?"
"I'm here."
"Have we been together all this time?"
"Okay."
Yi Lianhe continued without hesitation, and added, "Then will you sleep together tonight?"
"..." Chen Shu was completely amused by him.
He only heard laughter, and he asked persistently, "Are you okay?"
Chen Shu didn't answer, Wei Wei stood on tiptoe and kissed him actively.
It took Yi Lianhe half a second to react, and immediately lowered his head, deepening the kiss.While breath intertwined, he still asked persistently, "...is it okay?"
Chen Shu didn't answer for a long time.It wasn't until he regained the initiative that he put his lips in his mouth and smiled vaguely, "Mmm..."
"it is good."
**
The next morning, Yi Lianhe frowned and barely opened his eyes.
The curtains were drawn early.The morning light passed through the window, dazzlingly bright.He raised his hand to block it, and his eyes fell on the corner of the glass window.
It was a small "Miao" character that Chen Shu painted on the entire paper with a red watercolor pen a few days ago.Next to it is Yi Lianhejian's "statement", which is a bit crooked in comparison.It was re-cut several times and put together.
The Yi family's ancestral skills were extremely poor, and Yi Lianhe was not spared either.The dot in the upper right corner always breaks when you cut it.He tried several times but failed, and finally gave up helplessly, cut out a dot and pasted it up.He also forcibly hypnotized himself that it was connected with the whole word.He was ridiculed by Chen Shu for a long time.
Two small groups of paper-cuts were pasted on the corner of the glass as window grilles.Snowflakes are falling outside the window, and the red and white contrast each other very beautifully.
......Snowing?
Yi Lianhe woke up and sat up abruptly.Only then did I realize that there was no one around me, and the big bed was half cold.
"Why did you wake up?" Chen Shu heard the movement, came over to lift the quilt with his toothbrush in his mouth, "Hurry up, hurry up, get up."
"...What are you doing?" Shouldn't you be lying on the bed like a salted fish in this kind of weather?
"You forgot what you said last night." He ran back to the bathroom to spit out the foam.From a short distance, he reminded loudly, "Go home today to celebrate the New Year!"
On the first day of the new year, the doorbell rang early.
Yi Lianxi yawned and went to open the door, wondering which relative came so diligently.
When the door opened, he was dumbfounded.
"......you??!"
"morning."
Chen Shu patted the snowflakes on his head, and pulled down the hood of Yi Lianhe's down jacket beside him, brushing the snow off his shoulders.
The two were wearing down jackets of similar styles and colors, and stood side by side at the door.Handsome and tall, even the arc of the smile is very similar.
For a moment, Yi Lianxi felt that he had seen the legendary couple.
Husband and wife... phase.
On Yi Lianhe's arms and in his arms, they were all bought as New Year's gifts.Chen Shu only lifted a gift bag lightly.
He tugged at Yi Lianhe's sleeve and said with a smile, "Happy New Year."
Yi Lianhe got the reminder, looked at his sister and said seriously, "Happy New Year."
"New, happy new year."
He was actually a little moved... Yi Lianxi brushed his hair and asked them to sit down first.Go wake mom up by yourself.
In a quarter of an hour, from just waking up to combing her hair meticulously, Lian Qian held Chen Shu's hand with a smile on her face and said happily, "Okay, okay, come back. Let's celebrate the New Year together."
Yi Lianhe sat on the other side of the sofa, separated by Chen Shu.
The son still can't accept being so close to others, so it's fine for her to touch Chen Shu, as if she was touching her son.
This child's little hands are very tender.
So when Chen Shu met his mother-in-law for the first time, the topics they discussed were the choice of hand cream brands and daily care skills.
"..."
Yi Lianxi was wrapped in a big blanket and listened with a messy ball head on her head, feeling that she was really living a rough life.
"You didn't say anything in advance when you came."
The two were chatting over there, so she could only harass her younger brother, "What are you playing?"
"Play games."
Yi Lianhe shrank his neck back, "Don't get so close. I feel a little sick to my stomach."
Yi Lianxi: "..." I bear it.
"We made a temporary decision to come back."
Although Yi Lianhe didn't look up at her, he answered the question well, "During the New Year's Eve yesterday, Chen Shu asked me if I wanted to go home. I said I thought about it, and then I came back."
"He asked you and you just said yes? Why didn't you say anything when I suggested it?"
"He didn't seem to want to come here before. He thought about it again when he asked me yesterday, so I came back with him."
"...Do you want it or does he want it?"
Yi Lianhe put down the tablet: "We."
understood.
You people who come out of the double and enter the right, never give me a way to survive.
Yi Lianxi sighed, and sadly went to the kitchen to see what he could have for lunch.
Chen Shu: "Do you need my help?"
"No need. I still know how to reheat leftovers." Thinking of this, Yi Lianxi suddenly smiled slightly, "It's really time for you to come. Stay a few more days before leaving."
The biggest tragedy of the Chinese New Year, all the leftovers from the New Year’s Eve dinner were eaten before the third day of junior high school.
It's good to stay for two more days, hurry up and help finish the leftovers.
**
There are not many people visiting relatives on the first day of the new year.Yi Lianxi greeted his mother outside, and Yi Lianhe took Chen Shu to play games in his room for most of the day to hide and relax.
After dinner, Yi Lianxi brought new quilts and toiletries.
"You two sleep in the same room."
Her expression was very subtle, and she reminded vaguely, "After all, you are at home, you...restraint."
Chen Shu: "..."
"You may not believe it," he said sincerely.
"Although it's not the first time we've slept together, we have a pure love relationship."
The author has something to say: Xi: I really don't believe it.
Is it too sad to kiss on tiptoe?I feel a bit regretful about the height owed to Brother Chen (I made a mistake and dare to do it next time)
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