Doctor Song's email entered Chen Shu's mailbox that night.The speed was so fast that one wondered if he had monitored the video call of the previous three people.
Yi. Disrespectful to the main broadcaster. Lian He asked for leave again and didn't broadcast it. He nestled next to Chen Shu and watched his medical records and treatment plan with him, and also manually commented beside him from time to time.
"The first time I got sick was when I was pranked in my freshman year of high school," he said, "by a group of childish brats."
"You were only 13 years old at the time, and you still called others naive?" Chen Shu asked, "Why did they play tricks on you?"
Yi Lianhe: "Because they are jealous of my talent."
"..."
Although it sounds awkward, there seems to be nothing wrong with it.
Chen Shu thought of Yi Lianhe's aura of "stay away from strangers" when he first met him, and he felt a little better.
"Those people are my classmates in the third grade of junior high school. But I skipped a grade in the third grade of junior high school. I only took half a semester of classes, so I don't know them very well."
Yi Lianhe said, "We even took piano lessons together outside of school. Later, they were in the same class in the same high school."
"At the opening ceremony a week after the high school term started, I had a personal performance. During the performance, glue was poured on the keys, and the microphone was manipulated. Later, the host borrowed the microphone for me to end the performance."
"But they didn't get any better. I can probably guess who was involved, and reported it to the Academic Affairs Office after the incident was over. After they were caught, they lost their piano and were punished for three years."
He paused, and added, "Because the city leaders came to watch the performance at the opening ceremony that day."
"Her daughter also has a solo piano."
"..." Chen Shu's heart fluctuated abnormally, and he even wanted to call out that he did a good job.
"So you see, there's really no need to call it a 'psychological shadow'. I don't even remember what they look like after the Chinese New Year. I don't feel much about the whole thing except that I feel stupid and naive. .”
Yi Lianhe sneered at the "miserable" record of the source of the disease in the medical records.
"If I have to say something, I think it can barely be regarded as an 'incentive'."
The disease hidden in his genes was brought out because of this excessive prank.Since then, it has become a magic barrier for him to imprison himself.
After stepping down that day, he experienced what it was like to have an anxiety attack for the first time.Sudden suffocation, he was sweating profusely and almost scared the backstage teacher to death.However, after being sent to the hospital for examination, it was found that all the indexes were within the normal range.
"That's when I started getting anxious about the 'anxiety attack' thing."
Because even when the disease occurs, the body functions are within the normal range.He cannot tell the difference between normal emotional anxiety and pathological anxiety.
The inexplicable experience of extreme fear, near-death and loss of control made Yi Lianhe himself extremely confused.
When he examines his own heart, it is like examining an unreasonable monster.
Obviously nothing happened, what are you afraid of?
It took a long time before he could slowly accept the fact——
Not because I'm too vulnerable.He's just sick.
But others don't think so.But in their view, this is a problem with the brain.
Crazy, crazy.
Yi Lianhe lived in isolation for a year.Finally one day, he couldn't even go to school by himself, even if he just looked into the eyes of others, he would tremble with fear.This is where social phobia comes from.
That's why I dropped out of school and stayed at home for a long time to isolate myself at home.
The subsequent medical records are records of his repeated illnesses during the closed treatment for several years, but the overall situation is on the decline.
"There's nothing wrong with being at home. You can make music you like every day as soon as you open your eyes, and chat with a group of like-minded netizens." Yi Lianhe said, "It was like this at the beginning."
"Later, I gradually found it boring. I lost contact with my friends, and I didn't want to write songs anymore." I lost interest in life, and then I began to wait for death.
Until she was dragged out by her mother who couldn't bear it anymore, and met Chen Shu by accident.
Chen Shu asked, "What about now?"
"Now? I found something more interesting." Yi Lianhe said, "I feel like I can live for another hundred or eighty years without getting tired of it."
"What's the matter?"
He smiled brightly: "I like you."
"..."
"Yi Miaomiao." Chen Shu said seriously, "You can change your name to Yi Liao."
Yi Lianhe curled his lips and leaned over to rub against his shoulder. "Don't look at this, it's a waste of time." Wouldn't it be better to look at me more when you have time.
"If you want to know, I can tell you slowly later."
He was quiet for a while, but still couldn't help adding: "I said this, not to make you pity me—"
"I know." Chen Shu raised his hand and patted his cheek, and took the opportunity to tug twice, "Do you think I mean to pity you?"
He looked very rude, but his actions were not rough at all.There is a pleasant empathy in the tone.
Yi Lianhe was in a good mood, and let him pinch and round without moving.
"I haven't read one more." Chen Shu closed the medical records, and clicked on Dr. Song's "carefully prepared" first-stage treatment plan.
After browsing through it, he felt that his mood was a bit indescribable.
"Is this the treatment plan?"
He flipped through it from beginning to end again, and couldn't help complaining, "Why does it look like a dating guide for us?"
Yi Lianhe buried his face in his neck, and secretly took a breath, his low laughter caused Chen Shu's chest to tremble.
"I felt the same way when I saw it for the first time." He said, "So I kept him under pressure and didn't give it to you right away."
Dr. Song's treatment plan for Yi Lianhe was still based on systematic desensitization therapy.
Arrange the patients' terror or anxiety events in descending order of grade.Step by step, starting from the lowest level to the highest level, gradually relax and desensitize training, so as not to cause strong emotional reactions.
With Chen Shu as the main guide, start from contact desensitization.After solving the fear and anxiety of contacting people in a familiar environment, gradually go out of the house and overcome social barriers.
In layman's terms, the first step in his treatment plan is to cuddle with Chen Shu and hold him high.
Dr. Song also carefully added a bracket after this item: hug until you don't vomit.
"..." Is this really a treatment opinion that a professional doctor would give?
After Chen Shu finished reading the plan, his gaze returned to Yi Lianhe's face.
...He was still looking forward to it!
"I love this treatment plan."
Yi Lianhe said sincerely.
**
On the evening of the next day, Yi Lianhe announced to Qinghe that he had successfully left the order.
Qing He quickly sent a congratulatory message.
"Nice job, boss!!!" He knew that such a day would come!
Yi Lianhe was planning to start a live broadcast, when he saw the series of exclamation marks, he asked in a good mood, "Do you want Lianmai?"
"it is good!!"
Qing He is playing games in the live broadcast room every day.As soon as he saw what he said, he quickly informed his barrage to get ready.
"Everyone pay attention, there are big bosses ahead!"
The fans of the two have a high degree of overlap in the circle.When Yi Lianhe's first "good evening" sounded in Qinghe's live broadcast room, the barrage of "hahahahaha" who had been playing games with him and listening to him talk all the time turned into "ahhhhhhhh".
"Years to live!!"
"I'm so angry, I can't double-open to watch the live broadcast on my mobile phone! I can't let go of either of the two ballballs who will be on the mic all night (kneeling"
"Sure enough, the only one who can summon the boss is our dark green cutie!"
Qing He happily interacted with the barrage, and asked Yi Lianhe, "What's the boss' arrangement for tonight?"
"I'll accompany you." Yi Lianhe said, "Are you playing games?"
"Hey, stop playing. You rarely come to chat, playing games is a waste of time." Qing He resolutely abandoned her husband, "Wait a while, I will tell Master to log off early today!"
The two were famous good friends when they first entered the circle, and the tacit understanding has not changed over the years.After singing a few songs in a row, they cooperated very well, and Qing He was deeply moved.
"These songs, the big brother and I specially practiced them back then. I wanted to give you a surprise, but who knew that it would be so long before the next chorus after practicing."
"I'm late, sorry."
Yi Lianhe said, "But since I'm back, I won't leave. Don't worry everyone, I won't disappear for no reason again."
There were tears in the barrage.
"I have a girl here who said it," Qing He read the comment and said, "I have been waiting for you to rebroadcast for so long, and the wall has been replaced by three. As a result, when you come back, you still ask for leave every three days... ..."
After he finished reading, he laughed, "Sister, you update the wall very quickly."
The girl who was flopped proudly swiped a wave of gifts, and left a shining message in the live broadcast room: "But the only man in my heart is the big guy!"
"So, big brother, please last a little longer! I will accompany you every day until the early hours of the morning!"
Yi Lianhe also saw it, and gave a pertinent suggestion, "It's better to say goodbye."
"After all, I am also a family man. We have no results."
"..."
"Me! Fuck!"
"Let's find out about the private life of the boss for the first time"
"Hahahahahaha He: Don't love me, there is no result."
"You're finished," Qing He said, "After self-exposure, you will no longer be able to justifiably flirt with girls."
Yi Lianhe didn't care: "I just need to sing."
In the second half of the live broadcast, someone asked about the production progress of "Warm Sun".Yi Lianhe replied: ""Warm Sun" has not been re-recorded. There may be minor adjustments, but the version used when participating in the online voting."
His song successfully won the first place in the film selection.It stands to reason that the organizer provided a professional recording studio and re-recorded a version.
But his own condition is not very suitable for venturing out to work.
The surrounding environment of Chen Shu's house is already quiet, and the sound insulation effect of the room is also very good.In addition, his recording equipment is all professional-level configurations, so the difference between the actual recording effect and the recording studio is not obvious.
Therefore, after negotiating with the organizer, he decided not to re-record.
"I also hope that everyone can support the movie." Yi Lianhe added, "The release time... Well, everyone, go watch it if you have time."
"Necessary, necessary." Qing He pointedly said: "After all, we Chen Shu participated in the performance, right?"
"Correct."
"Hahahahaha, the Dark Green Circus is hard work, big brother, please take care of the publicity!"
"My favorite cp is sugary, it's suffocatingly sweet"
"Support! I love both of these men!"
"..."
After the broadcast, the two mics have not been disconnected.Qing He sneezed, rubbed his nose and complained, "Master is going on a business trip again these days, so I can't even justly go to his house to hang out."
Yi Lianhe asked, "You also live together?"
This word is also used wonderfully, revealing a flamboyant tone in the subtleties.Qing He snorted: "I can't compare, I only stay here for a few days occasionally."
"When you lived together..." Yi Lianhe pondered for a few seconds before asking a fatal question, "Did you sleep in the same bed?"
Qing He: "..." I seem to be aware of a dangerous thought.
"Yes." His tone was eager to move, "Why don't you try it with Chen Shushu too? Winter is coming, it will be warmer if you squeeze together."
Can't wait to send her good friend to Aidou's bed, Qing He feels that she is really a wonderful flower in the fanboy world.
But... exciting!
"Oh."
Yi Lianhe said thoughtfully. "I'm going offline."
**
When the laughter downstairs was peaceful, Chen Shu was crouching in his room helpless.
He is still reading the script.The number received is not small, but the quality varies.After choosing for a long time, I still couldn't find what I wanted to pick up, so I was a little anxious for a while.
I don't know if I am used to staying in the crew.Now that there is no filming, he still feels like he has nothing to do.
It was late at night.Chen Shu picked up his phone and checked the time, getting ready to sleep.
Suddenly there was a light knocking sound outside the door.
Tuk tuk, three times and three times, very rhythmic.
Surprised, he got up to open the door, and saw Yi Lianhe standing outside the door barefoot in pajamas, hugging a large quilt and pillow.
Chen Shu: "??"
"Winter is coming, won't it be a bit cold?"
Yi Lianhe poked his head out from behind the fluffy pillow, and seriously suggested, "Why don't we sleep together."
Yi. Disrespectful to the main broadcaster. Lian He asked for leave again and didn't broadcast it. He nestled next to Chen Shu and watched his medical records and treatment plan with him, and also manually commented beside him from time to time.
"The first time I got sick was when I was pranked in my freshman year of high school," he said, "by a group of childish brats."
"You were only 13 years old at the time, and you still called others naive?" Chen Shu asked, "Why did they play tricks on you?"
Yi Lianhe: "Because they are jealous of my talent."
"..."
Although it sounds awkward, there seems to be nothing wrong with it.
Chen Shu thought of Yi Lianhe's aura of "stay away from strangers" when he first met him, and he felt a little better.
"Those people are my classmates in the third grade of junior high school. But I skipped a grade in the third grade of junior high school. I only took half a semester of classes, so I don't know them very well."
Yi Lianhe said, "We even took piano lessons together outside of school. Later, they were in the same class in the same high school."
"At the opening ceremony a week after the high school term started, I had a personal performance. During the performance, glue was poured on the keys, and the microphone was manipulated. Later, the host borrowed the microphone for me to end the performance."
"But they didn't get any better. I can probably guess who was involved, and reported it to the Academic Affairs Office after the incident was over. After they were caught, they lost their piano and were punished for three years."
He paused, and added, "Because the city leaders came to watch the performance at the opening ceremony that day."
"Her daughter also has a solo piano."
"..." Chen Shu's heart fluctuated abnormally, and he even wanted to call out that he did a good job.
"So you see, there's really no need to call it a 'psychological shadow'. I don't even remember what they look like after the Chinese New Year. I don't feel much about the whole thing except that I feel stupid and naive. .”
Yi Lianhe sneered at the "miserable" record of the source of the disease in the medical records.
"If I have to say something, I think it can barely be regarded as an 'incentive'."
The disease hidden in his genes was brought out because of this excessive prank.Since then, it has become a magic barrier for him to imprison himself.
After stepping down that day, he experienced what it was like to have an anxiety attack for the first time.Sudden suffocation, he was sweating profusely and almost scared the backstage teacher to death.However, after being sent to the hospital for examination, it was found that all the indexes were within the normal range.
"That's when I started getting anxious about the 'anxiety attack' thing."
Because even when the disease occurs, the body functions are within the normal range.He cannot tell the difference between normal emotional anxiety and pathological anxiety.
The inexplicable experience of extreme fear, near-death and loss of control made Yi Lianhe himself extremely confused.
When he examines his own heart, it is like examining an unreasonable monster.
Obviously nothing happened, what are you afraid of?
It took a long time before he could slowly accept the fact——
Not because I'm too vulnerable.He's just sick.
But others don't think so.But in their view, this is a problem with the brain.
Crazy, crazy.
Yi Lianhe lived in isolation for a year.Finally one day, he couldn't even go to school by himself, even if he just looked into the eyes of others, he would tremble with fear.This is where social phobia comes from.
That's why I dropped out of school and stayed at home for a long time to isolate myself at home.
The subsequent medical records are records of his repeated illnesses during the closed treatment for several years, but the overall situation is on the decline.
"There's nothing wrong with being at home. You can make music you like every day as soon as you open your eyes, and chat with a group of like-minded netizens." Yi Lianhe said, "It was like this at the beginning."
"Later, I gradually found it boring. I lost contact with my friends, and I didn't want to write songs anymore." I lost interest in life, and then I began to wait for death.
Until she was dragged out by her mother who couldn't bear it anymore, and met Chen Shu by accident.
Chen Shu asked, "What about now?"
"Now? I found something more interesting." Yi Lianhe said, "I feel like I can live for another hundred or eighty years without getting tired of it."
"What's the matter?"
He smiled brightly: "I like you."
"..."
"Yi Miaomiao." Chen Shu said seriously, "You can change your name to Yi Liao."
Yi Lianhe curled his lips and leaned over to rub against his shoulder. "Don't look at this, it's a waste of time." Wouldn't it be better to look at me more when you have time.
"If you want to know, I can tell you slowly later."
He was quiet for a while, but still couldn't help adding: "I said this, not to make you pity me—"
"I know." Chen Shu raised his hand and patted his cheek, and took the opportunity to tug twice, "Do you think I mean to pity you?"
He looked very rude, but his actions were not rough at all.There is a pleasant empathy in the tone.
Yi Lianhe was in a good mood, and let him pinch and round without moving.
"I haven't read one more." Chen Shu closed the medical records, and clicked on Dr. Song's "carefully prepared" first-stage treatment plan.
After browsing through it, he felt that his mood was a bit indescribable.
"Is this the treatment plan?"
He flipped through it from beginning to end again, and couldn't help complaining, "Why does it look like a dating guide for us?"
Yi Lianhe buried his face in his neck, and secretly took a breath, his low laughter caused Chen Shu's chest to tremble.
"I felt the same way when I saw it for the first time." He said, "So I kept him under pressure and didn't give it to you right away."
Dr. Song's treatment plan for Yi Lianhe was still based on systematic desensitization therapy.
Arrange the patients' terror or anxiety events in descending order of grade.Step by step, starting from the lowest level to the highest level, gradually relax and desensitize training, so as not to cause strong emotional reactions.
With Chen Shu as the main guide, start from contact desensitization.After solving the fear and anxiety of contacting people in a familiar environment, gradually go out of the house and overcome social barriers.
In layman's terms, the first step in his treatment plan is to cuddle with Chen Shu and hold him high.
Dr. Song also carefully added a bracket after this item: hug until you don't vomit.
"..." Is this really a treatment opinion that a professional doctor would give?
After Chen Shu finished reading the plan, his gaze returned to Yi Lianhe's face.
...He was still looking forward to it!
"I love this treatment plan."
Yi Lianhe said sincerely.
**
On the evening of the next day, Yi Lianhe announced to Qinghe that he had successfully left the order.
Qing He quickly sent a congratulatory message.
"Nice job, boss!!!" He knew that such a day would come!
Yi Lianhe was planning to start a live broadcast, when he saw the series of exclamation marks, he asked in a good mood, "Do you want Lianmai?"
"it is good!!"
Qing He is playing games in the live broadcast room every day.As soon as he saw what he said, he quickly informed his barrage to get ready.
"Everyone pay attention, there are big bosses ahead!"
The fans of the two have a high degree of overlap in the circle.When Yi Lianhe's first "good evening" sounded in Qinghe's live broadcast room, the barrage of "hahahahaha" who had been playing games with him and listening to him talk all the time turned into "ahhhhhhhh".
"Years to live!!"
"I'm so angry, I can't double-open to watch the live broadcast on my mobile phone! I can't let go of either of the two ballballs who will be on the mic all night (kneeling"
"Sure enough, the only one who can summon the boss is our dark green cutie!"
Qing He happily interacted with the barrage, and asked Yi Lianhe, "What's the boss' arrangement for tonight?"
"I'll accompany you." Yi Lianhe said, "Are you playing games?"
"Hey, stop playing. You rarely come to chat, playing games is a waste of time." Qing He resolutely abandoned her husband, "Wait a while, I will tell Master to log off early today!"
The two were famous good friends when they first entered the circle, and the tacit understanding has not changed over the years.After singing a few songs in a row, they cooperated very well, and Qing He was deeply moved.
"These songs, the big brother and I specially practiced them back then. I wanted to give you a surprise, but who knew that it would be so long before the next chorus after practicing."
"I'm late, sorry."
Yi Lianhe said, "But since I'm back, I won't leave. Don't worry everyone, I won't disappear for no reason again."
There were tears in the barrage.
"I have a girl here who said it," Qing He read the comment and said, "I have been waiting for you to rebroadcast for so long, and the wall has been replaced by three. As a result, when you come back, you still ask for leave every three days... ..."
After he finished reading, he laughed, "Sister, you update the wall very quickly."
The girl who was flopped proudly swiped a wave of gifts, and left a shining message in the live broadcast room: "But the only man in my heart is the big guy!"
"So, big brother, please last a little longer! I will accompany you every day until the early hours of the morning!"
Yi Lianhe also saw it, and gave a pertinent suggestion, "It's better to say goodbye."
"After all, I am also a family man. We have no results."
"..."
"Me! Fuck!"
"Let's find out about the private life of the boss for the first time"
"Hahahahahaha He: Don't love me, there is no result."
"You're finished," Qing He said, "After self-exposure, you will no longer be able to justifiably flirt with girls."
Yi Lianhe didn't care: "I just need to sing."
In the second half of the live broadcast, someone asked about the production progress of "Warm Sun".Yi Lianhe replied: ""Warm Sun" has not been re-recorded. There may be minor adjustments, but the version used when participating in the online voting."
His song successfully won the first place in the film selection.It stands to reason that the organizer provided a professional recording studio and re-recorded a version.
But his own condition is not very suitable for venturing out to work.
The surrounding environment of Chen Shu's house is already quiet, and the sound insulation effect of the room is also very good.In addition, his recording equipment is all professional-level configurations, so the difference between the actual recording effect and the recording studio is not obvious.
Therefore, after negotiating with the organizer, he decided not to re-record.
"I also hope that everyone can support the movie." Yi Lianhe added, "The release time... Well, everyone, go watch it if you have time."
"Necessary, necessary." Qing He pointedly said: "After all, we Chen Shu participated in the performance, right?"
"Correct."
"Hahahahaha, the Dark Green Circus is hard work, big brother, please take care of the publicity!"
"My favorite cp is sugary, it's suffocatingly sweet"
"Support! I love both of these men!"
"..."
After the broadcast, the two mics have not been disconnected.Qing He sneezed, rubbed his nose and complained, "Master is going on a business trip again these days, so I can't even justly go to his house to hang out."
Yi Lianhe asked, "You also live together?"
This word is also used wonderfully, revealing a flamboyant tone in the subtleties.Qing He snorted: "I can't compare, I only stay here for a few days occasionally."
"When you lived together..." Yi Lianhe pondered for a few seconds before asking a fatal question, "Did you sleep in the same bed?"
Qing He: "..." I seem to be aware of a dangerous thought.
"Yes." His tone was eager to move, "Why don't you try it with Chen Shushu too? Winter is coming, it will be warmer if you squeeze together."
Can't wait to send her good friend to Aidou's bed, Qing He feels that she is really a wonderful flower in the fanboy world.
But... exciting!
"Oh."
Yi Lianhe said thoughtfully. "I'm going offline."
**
When the laughter downstairs was peaceful, Chen Shu was crouching in his room helpless.
He is still reading the script.The number received is not small, but the quality varies.After choosing for a long time, I still couldn't find what I wanted to pick up, so I was a little anxious for a while.
I don't know if I am used to staying in the crew.Now that there is no filming, he still feels like he has nothing to do.
It was late at night.Chen Shu picked up his phone and checked the time, getting ready to sleep.
Suddenly there was a light knocking sound outside the door.
Tuk tuk, three times and three times, very rhythmic.
Surprised, he got up to open the door, and saw Yi Lianhe standing outside the door barefoot in pajamas, hugging a large quilt and pillow.
Chen Shu: "??"
"Winter is coming, won't it be a bit cold?"
Yi Lianhe poked his head out from behind the fluffy pillow, and seriously suggested, "Why don't we sleep together."
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