Actor of the Buddhist family raises his elders online [Rebirth]

Human life is short.It's short enough to meet two or three important people, and after walking hand in hand with them for a while, it's almost the end.

Chen Shu felt that he probably couldn't be counted as one of these "two or three people".

"Actually, I have a bad temper, and I don't know how to take care of others. The only thing I prefer is girls, but...you know it now. It's nothing at first, and our sexual orientation is not something we can decide on our own."

He said, "But I seldom mention it to others. On the one hand, it is necessary for work, and on the other hand, it is because I have to accept the reality: Even if I am not engaged in my industry, it is difficult for most people to accept such a sexuality. .So the pressure you will face in the future may be unimaginable to you now."

"I say this not to make you feel that there is something wrong with your sexuality. I want you to understand that for people like us, it is very difficult to find a partner who understands each other."

"You still have such a long future, don't just say that you like me just because you have lived with me for a while. If you go further, you will find that you can meet many people who are better than me. yes."

"And to be honest, I can't even protect myself now. So I don't have time to fall in love, and I don't have the heart to take into account the feelings of the other half."

Chen Shu paused for a moment, then continued, "And have you forgotten? I'm an actor. Maybe you like...the me you care about may not be the real me."

What you like is probably Chen Shu, who seems to be full of positive energy at any time, and can give you encouragement and support at all times, right?

But I am not.

The real me is lonely and cowardly, I can't warm myself, and I don't have the ability to warm others at all.I'm afraid that once you get close, you will notice such an ugly appearance.

You will be disappointed.And won't... like me again.

Yi Lianhe pondered for a moment, then answered word by word.

"I don't think there's anything wrong with my sexuality. I don't think it's easy for me to like you."

"You don't have to take care of me, I can take care of myself." He said, "And I think I'm not as easy to change my mind as you said."

"You don't believe it? When I move out of this house, when I am 30 years old, and when I become the adult you say, I will always continue to like you." He said, "Maybe I will really meet someone bigger than you." You're the better person. But I'll never like anyone else the way I like you."

"So... I'm not giving up."

Yi Lianhe smiled to himself.The dimples flashed by, but with a hint of self-deprecation. "Actually, I also have a bad temper, and I don't have much patience."

"But I think I can wait until the day you like me too."

He "liked" one bite at a time, with a sincere and frank attitude.Chen Shu throbbed when he heard it, and envied him for having such a generous ability to express his heart.

But...really stubborn.

"whatever."

Seeing that no one can convince anyone.He picked up the plate and stood up out of Yi Lianhe's sight.

He put the plate into the sink, halfway across the kitchen, pretended to be indifferent and lowered his head and said, "I will be very busy in the future, so I probably won't go home very often. You just need to remember to eat, and you don't have to wait for me."

Yi Lianhe: "...OK."

Chen Shu really did what he said.

In the early stages of a studio, recruiting is needed, and the first investment needs to be negotiated as soon as possible.For a period of time after that, he was so busy every day that he never saw the end, and occasionally he would come home smelling of alcohol after dinner parties.

Without the protection of Lao Tang, his drinking capacity has increased by leaps and bounds in this short period of time.It's just at the cost of drinking and vomiting countless times.

Many times when Yi Lianhe got up early and went out, he was so tired that he didn't even have to go upstairs, and just collapsed on the sofa in the living room and slept until dawn.

At dawn, I wake up, wash up and refresh myself, and start working again.

Yi Lianhe couldn't help him share some of the burden.What can be done is to add a thin blanket for him, warm a bowl of hot porridge and put it aside.

After autumn, the weather gets cooler.

"Next Stop, Superstar" ended smoothly, and Lin Shiyin became the well-deserved No.1 by virtue of her high popularity and strength.As a special guest who joined in the first episode, Chen Shu attended the award presentation in the last episode.After the recording, they also participated in the celebration banquet together.

The dinner itself was nothing much to attend to.But with Gu Nanzhu's help, he finally negotiated a cooperation with the long-awaited investor, and signed a fresh meat actor for the studio who has a promising future.The harvest of this night is the happiest thing in the past month.

In the dead of night, Chen Shu pushed open the door of the house under the moonlight.

There was a lot of drinking in the business field, and he also drank a lot tonight.From the moment he entered the door, he began to unbutton his shirt, taking it off as he walked.Finally walking to the sofa, he finally unbuttoned his shirt, pulled off his tie and let out a long sigh of relief, letting himself collapse into a wine-soaked salted fish.

Boss Chen closed his eyes, his body was exhausted, but he was quite relieved in his heart.

Tired, but very fulfilling.

The little fresh meat signed tonight is a junior he has worked with in his previous life.The conditions were good, and he had perseverance and character. At that time, he felt that the future was boundless.It was also because of his good luck that he was able to sign this potential stock first.

I hope that after this life is re-signed under his hands, this seedling can also develop well, and it will not grow crooked in the future.

Chen Shu was paralyzed for a while, and his phone vibrated in the pocket of his suit jacket.He took it out with difficulty and found that it was a call from Gu Nanzhu.

"Are you home yet?"

"It's early." He rubbed his sore eye sockets, and replied weakly, "Thank you for your help today, and I will thank you later when I have time."

"Heh, I'm already starving to death by your meal."

Gu Nanzhu said arrogantly, "I owe you first. You are as busy as a dog these days, just take care of yourself, and leave me alone."

Chen Shu laughed a couple of times, ignoring his use of rhetoric indiscriminately, and replied: "Okay."

"Oh, by the way, my little cutie asked me to ask you," Gu Nanzhu repeated the words according to Qing He's request, "How is Yi Lianhe recently?"

Although he asked this question, he actually didn't know what the question he conveyed meant.

Qing He was very tight-lipped and refused to say anything to him.Gu Nanzhu could only vaguely guess that this person named "Yi Lianhe" might have something to do with Chen Shu's sudden disappearance from the crew last time.

...These three people actually kept a little secret from him.Uncle Gu was very upset.

"It should be fine." Chen Shu pursed his lips, suddenly feeling dry mouth.

He wanted to go to the kitchen to find something to drink.As soon as he stood up, his eyes were spinning, and he almost covered the floor with his face.The phone also fell to the ground.

It took a few shakes to stand still.Chen Shu picked up the phone, and Gu Nanzhu screamed wildly on the opposite side.

"What's wrong with your reaction? A local earthquake?"

"No. You got up too fast, and your hands slipped and you fell." Chen Shu asked, "Is there anything else?"

"Damn it, why are you crossing rivers and tearing down bridges? Why don't you deserve to have a chat with you for making such a big contribution to your investment?"

"Another day." He pinched his eyebrows as he walked towards the kitchen. "It's too late today, and I'm not very clear-headed."

"...that's okay."

Today is really not the right time.Originally, he wanted to see if he could find out something, but Gu Nanzhu regretfully wrote down the name "Yi Lianhe" in the small notebook in his heart, and said goodbye to Chen Shu.

Chen Shu hung up the phone, put it aside casually, opened the refrigerator to find something to drink.

He stretched out his hand and waved around in front of the rows of milk, and finally took a bottle of Sprite and opened it by accident.He leaned against the bar counter and poured his head up.

These days he was already busy with work, and he intentionally or unintentionally avoided the occasions where he was with Yi Lianhe, so the two of them didn't spend much time together.

As a young girl, Qing He didn't need to go through him if she wanted to find out about Yi Lianhe's recent situation.Asking this way, he probably already knew Yi Lianhe's intentions, and wanted to help his good friend increase his presence in front of him.

...not really needed at all.

When Yi Lianhe was mentioned, Chen Shu felt inexplicably irritable.

He wanted to be out of sight.But for many days, the warm milk, the thin blanket covering his body, and even the peeled and cut into small pieces, surrounded him all the time to remind him of the existence of another person in the family.

The things he had done for Yi Miaomiao were now reflected back on him.

Yi Lianhe seemed to want to take care of him instead.

In Chen Shu's subconscious mind, other people's favors are not very reliable - because he doesn't know when these favors will be withdrawn.So for him, being taken care of by others is more disturbing than happy.

But now, he didn't want to, but he had to admit that he seemed to enjoy what Yi Lianhe did, and even surprisingly... felt at ease.

This is not like the self in his usual perception.

If that's all, maybe he can comfort himself that Yi Lianhe is "repaying his favor" and there's nothing to care about; but besides this, there are also some inhumane and particularly stupid thoughts that were passed on to Yi Lianhe through dreams. The brain makes him distracted from time to time even when he is working.

Just...the kind that is so stupid that he doesn't even want to think about it a second time.

It's still the same tonight.Because of this, Chen Shu had to get up early in the morning to take a shower, and his hair was still wet when he went downstairs to eat.

During breakfast time, Yi Lianhe was a little surprised to see him sitting at the table, but he still greeted him happily.

Chen Shu hummed, bowed his head to eat himself and didn't speak again, but he couldn't help following from the corner of his eye.

Yi Lianhe walked into the kitchen, opened the cabinet above his head to get cereal.He raised his arm, and the hem of the T-shirt was raised, revealing a small clear and smooth waistline.

"..."

Chen Shu recalled the beautiful scene in his dream again, he suddenly choked on the milk and coughed violently.

Yi Lianhe glanced at him inexplicably, and raised the cereal in his hand: "...Want to eat?"

Chen Shu waved his hand, left his breakfast and ran back upstairs, his back full of signs of running away.