"Ah."
Yi Lianhe lowered his eyes, stared at his toes, and said softly.
"like."
I love seeing his smile, his teary eyes.I like to hear his rambling concern.
I even like being silly.
Although I have read his written version of the confession.But when he heard it with his own ears, Yi Lianxi still felt...unbelievable.
Caught off guard, Chen Shu's funny worry at the beginning actually became a reality.
She paused, then asked again: "Does Chen Shu know?"
Does he know you like him?
Yi Lianhe didn't feel like talking anymore.He took out the same voice app on his phone, and clicked play after finishing writing.
"do not know."
The default voice of the app is still the one set by Chen Shu.As soon as it was turned on, the sweet and soft loli voice silenced the other party for a while.
"You... just use this thing to communicate with Chen Shu?" Yi Lianxi said, "He doesn't think you're a girl all the time, does he?"
"Living together for so long, he hasn't noticed anything is wrong?"
"Yes. Yes. No."
"..."
There was a longer silence between the two.
Chen Shu's tone of voice when he agreed to join the treatment was so forthright, she thought that the gender misunderstanding had been resolved.
Yi Lianxi suddenly remembered that he only asked Dr. Song to send the initial version of the treatment plan, and he hadn't had time to show him the complete medical records in his hand.
Yi Lianhe's detailed personal information is on the first page of the case, and his gender characteristics can be identified at a glance.
So now...is she posting or not?
"Even after going through today's ups and downs, don't you still want to explain to him?"
Yi Lianxi persuaded, "I have to remind you. If he wants to get involved in your treatment plan, you can't hide your gender at all."
"I have not decided yet."
Yi Lianhe said, "Then let's suspend the treatment first. I can tell him that it's because I am stubborn and unwilling to cooperate."
Things developed too fast during the day, and his mind is now a mess.
All kinds of problems come one after another. If you die, you don't have to worry about it anymore.
But he wants to live now.
It doesn't matter what the condition is.Yi Lianhe knew that he didn't start to like Chen Shu because he saved him, and he never thought of using him to cure his illness.
He thought for a while, then added: "Can you just pretend you didn't see the suicide note?"
Yi Lianxi: "??"
"You don't want him to know your gender?" she asked. "...why?"
why?
Yi Lianhe also couldn't figure out why Chen Shu cared about him so much.
He felt that in the eyes of others, he should be neither cute nor pleasing: "idling around" at home every day, untouchable or speechless.
The only explanation is probably because of Chen Shu's special preference for girls.
That's why it's good for him, right?
"At first I was too lazy to explain." Yi Lianhe said, "But now...I dare not."
At first he thought that Chen Shu was just a familiar stranger to him.After a year of partnering, they will disband, and there is no need to speak.
But later, the stranger used some kind of magic, and quietly crossed the line of defense in his heart.
Later, when he wanted to explain, he realized that he couldn't.
So when Chen Shu asked him to speak, he subconsciously switched his voice.
He didn't dare to risk the little chip left.
... dare not let him know.
Yi Lianxi guessed his thoughts from his unfinished words.
"But he'll find out someday," she said. "At that point. Have you ever wondered what he'll think of you?"
If he knew that he had been lied to for so long, he might be very angry and take back all the good things.
Yi Lianhe thought, maybe he would feel sick.
To be used, to be concealed, to be liked by a monster.
I don't know what his expression looks like when he hates someone.
"There's no way to hide it like this."
"I know."
Yi Lianhe leaned against the wall, his eyes wandering aimlessly in the air, "...give me a year."
A year later, regardless of his condition, he will leave here.
"I want this year."
Maybe it's time to become a pair of star-chasing brothers with Qing He?
Just looked at him from afar.
Yi Lianhe thought of the thought that prevented him from continuing to seek death.
When he saw Chen Shu breaking in, his eyes were red with anxiety.What he thought was that if he died like this, he would really never see Chen Shu again.
It seems that compared to death, he is more afraid of Chen Shu being far away from his own world.
It was you who gave me the hope of living.
— but did not give me the courage to leave you.
His tone was so humble that it made people feel pain in their hearts.Yi Lianxi gritted his teeth and said, "But what's the point of torturing yourself like this?"
"You know he doesn't like you."
"Some things are not done to achieve any 'meaning'."
Yi Lianhe knew very well that he was falling into a fruitless crush.
Even if he wanted to tie Chen Shu by his side forever, it was impossible to really do so.
If he had to choose, he would give up himself between his unspeakable desire and the comfortable life of Chen Shu.
But right now, he couldn't bear to let go no matter what.
"I only want this year."
he said softly.
Just like now, staying together peacefully for a year, not expecting any closer intimacy.Just stay here, where you can watch this person, and you'll be fine.
Then quietly leave his life.Take this year and remember it for a lifetime.
"I see."
Yi Lianxi sighed. "I'll go and communicate with Dr. Song. Just say it's your wish, and suspend the treatment plan for now."
"Chen Shu, if he doesn't ask me, I won't take the initiative to expose you."
"Ah."
That's good enough.Yi Lianhe understood that she was sacrificing her friendship to fulfill his willfulness.
"I don't know whether I should feel sorry for Chen Shu or you. The matter of the two of you... I have no right to interfere with your thoughts." She said, "People's thoughts will not remain the same, I think You can find a suitable way to solve this problem. If you encounter difficulties in the process, you can always ask me.”
"There is still time to think about it. Let's rest today. You should be very tired."
"it is good."
"sister......"
Yi Lianhe put down the tablet and whispered, "Thank you."
**
Ever since Yi Lianhe called out "Brother Chen" in an earth-shattering manner, Chen Shu has been trying every means to lure her to talk every day.
However, no matter how much he teased, the little girl remained unmoved.This made Chen Shu very frustrated.
Although he is not willing to open his mouth to talk to him, but obedient is really obedient.The food is delicious, and the medicines are taken on time.
In addition, Chen Shu found that the little girl became very clingy.
Except for taking a shower, going to bed, going to the toilet, no matter what he was doing, she was by his side.He didn't speak, just stayed there quietly.
Even if she was sitting in front of the piano, after playing a section, she had to look up at him.
Chen Shu was a little confused when he was seen: "...Do you want me to applaud you?"
Yi Lianhe: "..."
Chen. The crowd who don’t know why. Comments: Papa papa.
The gluey (?) three days passed, and it was time for Chen Shu to return to the set.
Before leaving, he was still a little worried, and he talked about everything in detail.Yi Lianhe listened quietly and seriously, and nodded whenever he said a word.
She acted too obedient, which made people feel weird.
Chen Shu sighed inwardly.There is an urge to bring her to the set together.
Yi Lianhe escorted him to the gate, seeing that he looked a little sullen.After thinking about it, he held up the tablet and asked, "Are you coming back next month?"
"Next month."
As soon as Chen Shu finished speaking, he couldn't help but want to repeat it from the beginning.
Why so long.
"I'll wait for you to come back at home."
After Yi Lianhe finished writing like this, he added, "Remember to bring me a gift."
Seeing the last sentence, Chen Shu finally smiled.
"I know," he said.
"I'm leaving."
The melon-eating fans of "Liancheng" have been waiting for several days for Chen Shu to form a group.
Although he is not the protagonist, he has a high degree of attention in the group.As soon as he appeared at this time, many eyes were cast over him one after another, full of gossip.
Chen Shu has seen this kind of small scene a lot.After calmly communicating with the director, he went straight to change costumes and put on makeup, and sat aside with the script in hand.
Gu Nanzhu had just finished a card, and when he saw him return to the set, he immediately went over and asked, "How is the family?"
"It's settled."
Chen Shu rolled up the script and tapped him on the shoulder, "Thank you. I'll treat you to supper tonight."
Gu Nanzhu: "Then I want to eat lobster, sea cucumber and hairy crab."
"..."
Chen Shu: "Eat."
Yi Lianhe lowered his eyes, stared at his toes, and said softly.
"like."
I love seeing his smile, his teary eyes.I like to hear his rambling concern.
I even like being silly.
Although I have read his written version of the confession.But when he heard it with his own ears, Yi Lianxi still felt...unbelievable.
Caught off guard, Chen Shu's funny worry at the beginning actually became a reality.
She paused, then asked again: "Does Chen Shu know?"
Does he know you like him?
Yi Lianhe didn't feel like talking anymore.He took out the same voice app on his phone, and clicked play after finishing writing.
"do not know."
The default voice of the app is still the one set by Chen Shu.As soon as it was turned on, the sweet and soft loli voice silenced the other party for a while.
"You... just use this thing to communicate with Chen Shu?" Yi Lianxi said, "He doesn't think you're a girl all the time, does he?"
"Living together for so long, he hasn't noticed anything is wrong?"
"Yes. Yes. No."
"..."
There was a longer silence between the two.
Chen Shu's tone of voice when he agreed to join the treatment was so forthright, she thought that the gender misunderstanding had been resolved.
Yi Lianxi suddenly remembered that he only asked Dr. Song to send the initial version of the treatment plan, and he hadn't had time to show him the complete medical records in his hand.
Yi Lianhe's detailed personal information is on the first page of the case, and his gender characteristics can be identified at a glance.
So now...is she posting or not?
"Even after going through today's ups and downs, don't you still want to explain to him?"
Yi Lianxi persuaded, "I have to remind you. If he wants to get involved in your treatment plan, you can't hide your gender at all."
"I have not decided yet."
Yi Lianhe said, "Then let's suspend the treatment first. I can tell him that it's because I am stubborn and unwilling to cooperate."
Things developed too fast during the day, and his mind is now a mess.
All kinds of problems come one after another. If you die, you don't have to worry about it anymore.
But he wants to live now.
It doesn't matter what the condition is.Yi Lianhe knew that he didn't start to like Chen Shu because he saved him, and he never thought of using him to cure his illness.
He thought for a while, then added: "Can you just pretend you didn't see the suicide note?"
Yi Lianxi: "??"
"You don't want him to know your gender?" she asked. "...why?"
why?
Yi Lianhe also couldn't figure out why Chen Shu cared about him so much.
He felt that in the eyes of others, he should be neither cute nor pleasing: "idling around" at home every day, untouchable or speechless.
The only explanation is probably because of Chen Shu's special preference for girls.
That's why it's good for him, right?
"At first I was too lazy to explain." Yi Lianhe said, "But now...I dare not."
At first he thought that Chen Shu was just a familiar stranger to him.After a year of partnering, they will disband, and there is no need to speak.
But later, the stranger used some kind of magic, and quietly crossed the line of defense in his heart.
Later, when he wanted to explain, he realized that he couldn't.
So when Chen Shu asked him to speak, he subconsciously switched his voice.
He didn't dare to risk the little chip left.
... dare not let him know.
Yi Lianxi guessed his thoughts from his unfinished words.
"But he'll find out someday," she said. "At that point. Have you ever wondered what he'll think of you?"
If he knew that he had been lied to for so long, he might be very angry and take back all the good things.
Yi Lianhe thought, maybe he would feel sick.
To be used, to be concealed, to be liked by a monster.
I don't know what his expression looks like when he hates someone.
"There's no way to hide it like this."
"I know."
Yi Lianhe leaned against the wall, his eyes wandering aimlessly in the air, "...give me a year."
A year later, regardless of his condition, he will leave here.
"I want this year."
Maybe it's time to become a pair of star-chasing brothers with Qing He?
Just looked at him from afar.
Yi Lianhe thought of the thought that prevented him from continuing to seek death.
When he saw Chen Shu breaking in, his eyes were red with anxiety.What he thought was that if he died like this, he would really never see Chen Shu again.
It seems that compared to death, he is more afraid of Chen Shu being far away from his own world.
It was you who gave me the hope of living.
— but did not give me the courage to leave you.
His tone was so humble that it made people feel pain in their hearts.Yi Lianxi gritted his teeth and said, "But what's the point of torturing yourself like this?"
"You know he doesn't like you."
"Some things are not done to achieve any 'meaning'."
Yi Lianhe knew very well that he was falling into a fruitless crush.
Even if he wanted to tie Chen Shu by his side forever, it was impossible to really do so.
If he had to choose, he would give up himself between his unspeakable desire and the comfortable life of Chen Shu.
But right now, he couldn't bear to let go no matter what.
"I only want this year."
he said softly.
Just like now, staying together peacefully for a year, not expecting any closer intimacy.Just stay here, where you can watch this person, and you'll be fine.
Then quietly leave his life.Take this year and remember it for a lifetime.
"I see."
Yi Lianxi sighed. "I'll go and communicate with Dr. Song. Just say it's your wish, and suspend the treatment plan for now."
"Chen Shu, if he doesn't ask me, I won't take the initiative to expose you."
"Ah."
That's good enough.Yi Lianhe understood that she was sacrificing her friendship to fulfill his willfulness.
"I don't know whether I should feel sorry for Chen Shu or you. The matter of the two of you... I have no right to interfere with your thoughts." She said, "People's thoughts will not remain the same, I think You can find a suitable way to solve this problem. If you encounter difficulties in the process, you can always ask me.”
"There is still time to think about it. Let's rest today. You should be very tired."
"it is good."
"sister......"
Yi Lianhe put down the tablet and whispered, "Thank you."
**
Ever since Yi Lianhe called out "Brother Chen" in an earth-shattering manner, Chen Shu has been trying every means to lure her to talk every day.
However, no matter how much he teased, the little girl remained unmoved.This made Chen Shu very frustrated.
Although he is not willing to open his mouth to talk to him, but obedient is really obedient.The food is delicious, and the medicines are taken on time.
In addition, Chen Shu found that the little girl became very clingy.
Except for taking a shower, going to bed, going to the toilet, no matter what he was doing, she was by his side.He didn't speak, just stayed there quietly.
Even if she was sitting in front of the piano, after playing a section, she had to look up at him.
Chen Shu was a little confused when he was seen: "...Do you want me to applaud you?"
Yi Lianhe: "..."
Chen. The crowd who don’t know why. Comments: Papa papa.
The gluey (?) three days passed, and it was time for Chen Shu to return to the set.
Before leaving, he was still a little worried, and he talked about everything in detail.Yi Lianhe listened quietly and seriously, and nodded whenever he said a word.
She acted too obedient, which made people feel weird.
Chen Shu sighed inwardly.There is an urge to bring her to the set together.
Yi Lianhe escorted him to the gate, seeing that he looked a little sullen.After thinking about it, he held up the tablet and asked, "Are you coming back next month?"
"Next month."
As soon as Chen Shu finished speaking, he couldn't help but want to repeat it from the beginning.
Why so long.
"I'll wait for you to come back at home."
After Yi Lianhe finished writing like this, he added, "Remember to bring me a gift."
Seeing the last sentence, Chen Shu finally smiled.
"I know," he said.
"I'm leaving."
The melon-eating fans of "Liancheng" have been waiting for several days for Chen Shu to form a group.
Although he is not the protagonist, he has a high degree of attention in the group.As soon as he appeared at this time, many eyes were cast over him one after another, full of gossip.
Chen Shu has seen this kind of small scene a lot.After calmly communicating with the director, he went straight to change costumes and put on makeup, and sat aside with the script in hand.
Gu Nanzhu had just finished a card, and when he saw him return to the set, he immediately went over and asked, "How is the family?"
"It's settled."
Chen Shu rolled up the script and tapped him on the shoulder, "Thank you. I'll treat you to supper tonight."
Gu Nanzhu: "Then I want to eat lobster, sea cucumber and hairy crab."
"..."
Chen Shu: "Eat."
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