The word "miracle" has never been used to describe something hopeless.

Seeing Doctor Song walk out of the room, Chen Shu immediately put away his relaxed expression, stood up and asked, "How is Yi Lianhe?"

"It's not too bad." Dr. Song said, "If it's not worse than before, it's already getting better."

Chen Shu was surprised and wanted to ask more questions, but he waved his hand.

"I respect the privacy of patients and cannot disclose too much."

Chen Shu was taken aback for a moment, his face darkened, a little displeased.The usual generosity and gentleness disappeared, revealing his edge faintly.

"Yi Lianhe's relatives are not around, and I am her temporary guardian."

He said in a deep voice, "I hope to know the details of her condition."

"This is what the patient wants." Dr. Song said helplessly, "As a doctor, I still have to abide by professional ethics."

"What do you want to know, you can ask him yourself."

Yi Lianhe didn't want him to know?Why?

Chen Shu thought about it quickly, but he always thought of the bad side uncontrollably.

"It's not convenient for me to disclose the others, but I can give you some advice."

Dr. Song thought for a moment, then pointed out, "If you are worried about his condition, you might as well remind him to take his medicine on time."

"You can come to me anytime if you run out of medicine, or if you have other problems."

He passed by Chen Shu, couldn't hold back, and said a little more, "Come on."

**

Chen Shu really couldn't figure out what the phrase "come on" meant.

It's not him who is sick, so what's the use of him cheering up?

Yi Lianxi's attitude was very strange, and Doctor Song was even more so.He always felt like he was being kept from something.

Everyone seemed to pin their hopes on him, but he also had to know what he was pinned on, so that he could be of help, right?

"Mr. Chen."

The housekeeping aunt came from the kitchen, "Lunch is ready."

"...Okay, thank you for your hard work."

Chen Shu was interrupted.Sighing tiredly, he went to Yi Lianhe's room and knocked on the door to ask her to come out for dinner.

Auntie left quickly after cooking, and Yi Lianhe followed her to the dining table.Chen Shu sat across from him, waiting for him to have dinner together.

It was very quiet during the process, neither of them said a word.

"...Today's meal is not made by me."

After a long silence, Chen Shu finally couldn't hold back any longer, and broke the calm first, "How does it taste?"

Yi Lianhe nodded, but did not look at him, and continued to eat the food in his bowl.

"It's fine if you like it. I have work and can't be at home for the next two days, so I will ask this aunt to cook for you." He said, "Auntie will leave after cooking, I have explained. You can wait for her to leave before coming out eat."

Yi Lianhe's chopsticks paused in the air for a moment, nodded his head to show he understood, and continued eating.

The atmosphere was deadlocked again.

The day before yesterday, he offered to hug me, but now he is as cold as ice and ignores people.If it wasn't for the wrong partner, Chen Shu really wanted to complain about being ruthless.

The thoughts of adolescent girls are really unpredictable.

In fact, it's just a hug, it's really not a big deal.In Chen Shu's heart, he felt a little depressed at the beginning, but he quickly turned the page.

What he wants to know most now is how Yi Lianhe saw the doctor's results today.

But she obviously didn't want to say it, and if she asked, it would be fruitless, and she might even get disgusted.I want to take care of it, but I am afraid that I shouldn't take care of it so much.When he was feeling uncomfortable, Yi Lianhe took the initiative to pick up the tablet and asked.

"Can I use the gym on the second floor?" He was about to start the live broadcast.But in recent years, I have been abandoned at home for too long, and I have never exercised, and my singing breath is not enough.

Gym?

Chen Shu didn't expect her topic to suddenly jump here, "...Of course, it's possible."

"Thank you."

Yi Lianhe finished his food, put the tableware in the kitchen, and was about to go back to his room.

Chen Shu immediately reminded him: "Remember to take your medicine."

Yi Lianhe stopped in his tracks and looked back at him.

"...I asked a few questions when I sent Dr. Song off. I just wanted to see if there is anything in life that needs my attention."

Chen Shu pretended to be relaxed and said, "He said that sometimes you forget to take your medicine on time."

"It's said that if you don't take it on time, the effect of the medicine will be affected. I think since I have to take it all, of course it is to let it exert the best effect." He said, "I know you are not an ignorant child, But the physical matter is a big one. I'll remind you to take medicine in the future, okay?"

Chen Shu hesitated, and tentatively said, "How about I cut an orange for you and bring it in? Will it be bitter after taking the medicine..."

Yi Lianhe stood where he was and watched him quietly for a long time.Just when he thought the girl would turn away in disgust, she raised the tablet and said yes.

Chen Shu was inexplicably relieved, and immediately ran to the kitchen, Ding Ding Ding Ding searched several kinds of fruits from the refrigerator, cut a little of each, put together a fruit plate and handed it to her.

Yi Lianhe returned to his room with the fruit plate.

As soon as she sat down in front of the computer, Qing He sent a message.

"Boss, have you come back from dinner? I have prepared the accompaniment according to your request, can you listen to it?"

"Back. Listen now."

Yi Lianhe clicked on the accompaniment he sent, leaned back in his chair and played it over and over again with his eyes closed.

Just simple guitar chords.But he didn't have any musical instruments in his hand, so he had to write the score and send it to Qing He, and asked him to record it and send it back.

Yi Lianhe listened for a while, then wrote down what he wanted to adjust and sent it to Qing He.

"ojbk. I can fix it tonight."

Qing He asked, "By the way, big brother, when do you plan to restart the live broadcast?" He wanted to go to Weibo to shout out his voice first, so that he could invite friends and companions to support the scene.

"Tomorrow night."

"......tomorrow??!"

Looking at the series of questions and exclamations on the screen, Yi Lianhe also understood in his heart that his decision was a bit hasty.

But he urgently needed something to divert his attention.

The fruit plate casually placed on the table is still exuding cool air, and the colorful combination is appetizing.He looked at it for a while, then picked out a grape and put it in his mouth.

Cool and sweet.

...like a fruit slicer.

Realizing what he was thinking, a crack appeared on Yi Lianhe's calm expression.

He took off the earphones, walked to the bed in two or three steps, threw himself into the soft quilt, picked up the pillow and covered his head, feeling extremely depressed.

Whenever I saw Chen Shu, I would think of that short hug, and I couldn't help but regret——

At that time, why not hold on longer?

If you go deeper, you will think: why don't you try again?What if it's just a coincidence?

Try again, what's the matter, anyway, it's a patient, and under the banner of illness, it's aboveboard.

Ke Yi Lianhe knew in his heart that these were just excuses.He wanted to contact Chen Shu...not because of his illness at all.Including the first time, he never considered his condition.

It's like being possessed by a demon, wanting to touch him.

It's like trying to catch a ray of light.

But his self-esteem and rationality did not allow him to do such a thing that troubled others.So at this stage, all he can do is - trouble himself.

Brother Yi, who has been solo for more than ten years, has no ambiguous associations at all.He attributed this "strange urge" to his own morbidity, which got worse.

The mood fell to the bottom for a while.

He knew where a miracle would happen.

In such a mood, Yi Lianhe picked up the pen and paper, and filled in the lyrics for the melody he had just written within ten minutes.

The next afternoon, Qing He had the honor of being the first listener of this song besides the creator.

""Night Animals"?"

While looking for the earphones, he asked excitedly, "What is it, what is it, Dark Wind? A vampire story?"

Yi Lianhe didn't reply him.The music came out of the headphones first.The prelude is a light acoustic guitar without much modification, calm and soothing like mineral water.

Then the first line was hummed.

"You know I'm an animal that lives in the night

Dwell in the shadows Laugh at redemption in the dark

The meaningless seeds break through the ground and become barren"

The style of the lyrics is completely different from the accompaniment.Yi Lianhe's voice was hoarse and low in the earphones, as if he was telling a sad story.

"You are in the center of the light

I am on the edge of night

When we meet again on opposite sides of the world

What do you want to save

After the blood evaporates

Ashes flaunt freedom"

The melody in the middle becomes more intense, as if struggling against something.And the ending is not optimistic, the final ending seems to give in, or it is a helpless compromise after hope is extinguished.

The lonely male voice chanted in a low voice, and the listeners felt heavy and felt a dull pain.

"Sleeping in the dark night

The light is extinguished, the dream is farther away"

Yi Lianhe was lost in thought while listening to his own song.

So why are you showing up?

Obviously I have compromised and accepted my fate.Why should I give birth to this pointless hope?

"Fucking boss...it's too heart-wrenching."

After hearing this, Qing He was stunned for a long time, beating his chest while typing, "Your depressive style has really become more and more obvious over the years."

"So this song is about a vampire story?"

They are all animals that crawl to survive in the dark.Yi Lianhe smiled and said, "Yes."

"When this song is released, fans can make your Weibo comment area cry like a river, do you believe it?"

"The song is a good song... just can you be a little more positive?"

Yi Lianhe thought about it, and felt a little too sad.So I changed the style and re-recorded it again.

This time, the helplessness of being out of reach of the light is turned into a mockery.

Fuck the light, who cares?Lao Tzu likes to run amok in the dark.

The effect this time is very touching, Qing He sighed: "Sick and delicate, it's okay. A big boss is a big boss."

"Then it's settled like this. I will go to your live broadcast room to warm up the first wave in the evening to bring you heat." Qing He said, "You live live at home, will Chen Shushu have any objections?"

"He has a job and is not at home these two days."

Yi Lianhe said, "I sing very loudly?"

"No noise, no noise." Qing He said shyly, "I'm afraid that our family Chen Shushu will be hit."

Yi Lianhe asked, "Why?"

"You do not know?"

Qing He was surprised for a moment, and then understood, "Oh, you don't follow stars, so you don't know much about it."

"Our family Chen Shushu, anywhere is fine." He sighed seriously and said.

"Just a little... tone-deaf."

The author has something to say: Yi Miaomiao: I don't like him at all!No!happiness!joyous!

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