Actor of the Buddhist family raises his elders online [Rebirth]

Chen Shu was actually very depressed.

The script in my hand was taken over at this time in my previous life, and I opened it again, logically speaking, I should have more confidence in my heart.

But when he used the camera to record his practice and played it back, the self in the camera, his movements, demeanor and even his micro-expressions were still exactly the same as the first time he was filming.

Maybe others don't know why.But in his eyes, this is a great trouble - and it didn't just appear, it was a point that had been criticized before he was reborn.

For a long time, some people thought that his acting skills were too stereotyped.He was at his peak when he got the best actor, and since then it seems that his talents have been exhausted, and he can no longer interpret more admirable roles.No matter how you play it, it just keeps repeating.

He himself realized this, so he took on more scenes to hone his acting skills.But it seems that he is trapped in a cage made by his own brilliance, and he still can't get rid of his fixed performance mode.

Quantitative changes did not lead to qualitative changes, and he did not break through himself until his death.

Until the day of rebirth.

Chen Shu felt that since God let him live again, maybe he was telling him not to struggle anymore.

Give up, it's no use trying to die anyway.Now that I have lived again, what's the point of thinking about what's there and what's not?

It seemed that he had convinced himself in this way, and even he himself thought he had given up.

But until he picked up the script again, the fire in his heart flared up again.

Uneasy after all.

I am so unwilling.Chen Shu drank cold milk, but his depression did not ease.He sat on the edge of the bar, his shoulders slumped, and he slammed his head on the table twice in frustration.

"..."

There was a lot of movement, Yi Lianhe stood in the backlight, hesitating whether to go over.

Don't be silly with milk.

Chen Shu propped his forehead against the table depressedly, his mind was in a mess and he was a little distracted.

There is a row of small chandeliers on the bar, and the light is softly sprinkled on the table from top to bottom.The light from the outermost one is projected onto the ground, forming a glowing circle on the floor.

Chen Shu looked at it, and suddenly thought of the picture of the promotional poster of "The Prayer".

It is a composition that will surprise you at first sight.The overall tone is dark, and the protagonist is kneeling on the ground, and there is also such a beam of light, projected from a place like a hole, covering his whole body in a halo.

Like a protection.It also seemed to imprison him in this small halo, painting the ground as a prison.

With a thought, Chen Shu got off the chair, walked to the side of the aperture, and knelt down on the floor slowly.

He adjusted his posture, with one hand on his chest in a prayer-like state, and the other hand stretched upwards, his fingers slightly curved and spread out, as if trying to grasp the light source.

What kind of mood is it?

Chen Shu closed his eyes, while reverting to the pose on the poster, he thought about it silently in his heart.

He no longer remembers what kind of story "Prayer" tells.But this action has always been deeply imprinted in his mind.

It's a deep loneliness.

Chen Shu raised his face, a beam of light spread evenly over his whole body from top to bottom, and the arc of his raised neck was graceful and smooth.

With his eyes closed, his expression was bleak, and under the dim yellow light, he had a tragic beauty.

Standing not far away and watching, Yi Lianhe suddenly felt a coolness across his face.

He didn't know why, so he raised his arm and wiped his fingertips on his cheek.

...was wet.

He actually cried.

......Why?

Yi Lianhe asked silently.

Why do you seem to see yourself when you see him?

**

Chen Shu was infected by the quiet atmosphere in the middle of the night, and fell into a mood that he couldn't extricate himself from.

Yi Lianhe backed into the room silently, opened the door again and walked out.

The sound of footsteps pulled Chen Shu out of his immersion.He hurriedly got up from the floor, leaned on the bar counter thinking he was casual, and smiled at Yi Lianhe.

"Yo. It's so late...you come to drink milk too?"

"..."

What a bad line!

I'm afraid I can't change the problem of talking nonsense when I'm nervous.Chen Shu supported his forehead weakly, and watched Yi Lianhe pass by him calmly, and opened the refrigerator.The outstretched hand paused for a long time in the middle of the rows of milk.

In fact, this was the only way to drink, so he had to take out a carton of milk as well.

"This is the only drink at home for the time being. What do you like to drink, buy it and put it away tomorrow?"

"But milk is good for the skin." Chen Shu said, "Girls should drink more."

Yi Lianhe: "..."

He shook his head, saying don't bother.Then he walked into the kitchen, took out a cup, opened the milk and poured it in, and drank it on his own.

Chen Shu did not leave immediately.He watched the girl quietly drinking milk from the side, and began to reflect on his negligence as an elder in his heart: These days, he only got into the script, but forgot that there was a little girl who lacked love.So the eyes became more and more kind.

Yi Lianhe's heart trembled when he saw him, so he drank milk faster.

"Xiaohe." Uncle Chen Weishu said, "Can I just call you Xiaohe?"

Yi Lianxi was used to calling her by her nickname.But he felt that Miaomiao sounded like "meow meow", which sounded cute, so he was quite embarrassed to call it out.

Yi Lianhe nodded stiffly.I feel that this title is no better than Miao Miao.

"I haven't slept so late, is there something on my mind?" Chen, who suddenly realized that he wanted to care for the little girl, said kindly, "Tell brother Chen Shu. I am the best at chatting with others."

"..." Sorry, I really didn't see it.

Yi Lianhe raised his hands, indicating that he didn't bring the tablet out, so the conversation couldn't be reached.

"That's okay, you can listen to me." Chen Shu resolutely sat down opposite him, "Come on, let's have a heart-to-heart talk."

Yi Lianhe glanced at half of the milk left in the glass, and didn't move any more.It's a tacit consent.

"Since it's not convenient for you to speak, let me tell you about myself."

Chen Shu got up and opened another carton of milk for himself.

Treating the milk as wine, he drank a sip, smacked his lips, and started with a deep voice.

"Do you believe in fate?"

"..."

Yi Lianhe picked up the cup expressionlessly and drank it down in one gulp, and he was about to leave.

"Hey wait a minute. I was joking."

Chen Shu was not angry because of her "disgraceful" behavior.He actively took the milk in his hand and poured it on this ruthless little girl, "Don't worry, I haven't finished yet."

After finally drinking the empty glass was half full again.Yi Lianhe had no choice but to sit back again.

So Chen Shu started his performance.

"I have a friend who told me such a story."

"Let's say there is a person. He worked hard to do something well during his lifetime, but he was never recognized until his death. After his death, he somehow got a chance to be reborn."

"So he was very confused, hesitating whether to do this waste of work all over again."

Chen Shu said, "Tell me about this person. He was not happy at all in his previous life. He was so busy that he lost his ego. After finally being able to live again, why don't you change yourself and want to repeat the same mistakes? ?”

He said, frowning slightly, as if he had brought himself into it.

Seeing his devoted face, Yi Lianhe wanted to laugh for some reason.

Just... feel a little happy.

Except for Qing He, no one else ever talked to him about such a topic.Don't talk to him about your thoughts, and don't need his opinion, for fear that it will increase the pressure on him and induce his anxiety.

But he's not that vulnerable.He likes to see such rich and vivid emotions, so that he can feel that he is still a living person.

It was a bit of a surprise that such a person with tens of millions of fans, who always regarded himself as a male god, and whose schedule was calculated by the hour, was worrying about the fate of a fictional character in a story.

Under the warm light, Chen Shu's frown looked childish.His bangs are not as delicate and stylish as in those photos, they just hang down naturally, covering his forehead and half of his eyebrows, making the other half very soft.

It seemed that the person who knelt on the floor just now, trying to catch a ray of light, but immersed in sadness and loneliness, was another person.

His acting is amazing.Yi Lianhe thought, so that moment just now was just an illusion.He is not like himself.

That's fine.He should be such a warm color.

Yi Lianhe pointed at him, then at the table.Afraid that he might not understand, I poured out a little more milk carefully, and wrote a little "wait" on the table.

He hurried back to his room to get his tablet.

Chen Shu waited as promised, quite curious.

After a while, Yi Lianhe came back with the tablet.

He still wore his hat at night, but no one saw that his eyes were shining brightly covered by the brim of the hat.

There is only a short line of words on the highlighted tablet.

"Don't change, just be yourself."

Chen Shu stared blankly for a while, then slowly laughed.

"Xiaohe is really powerful." He said softly.

Unexpectedly, a person who has lived two lifetimes will one day be released by a little girl who is less than 20 years old.

"It's getting late, I'm going to bed after listening to the story." Chen Shu smiled, touched the top of her head through the hat, and said softly.

"Good night."

Yi Lianhe stood still for two seconds.Suddenly tapped twice on the tablet, and quickly caught up with Chen Shu.

Chen Shu was about to go upstairs.He had just stepped on a step and turned around subconsciously when he heard footsteps, and was almost crushed on his nose by a flat plate that hit his face.

He laughed, took it over and clicked the voice reading button in the upper right corner.

The little girl's soft voice sounded a bit coquettish.

"I like to drink Sprite."

Yi Lianhe: "..." He must ask Qing He to cancel this voice function.

Chen Shu clicked again.Hearing the soft coquettish voice, the smile grew bigger and bigger.In the end, he couldn't help but stretched out his hand again, and rubbed his hair through the hat.

"I heard."

He said.

"it is good."