The south of the mountain and the north of the water are the sun

The car was almost at the train station, and my aunt suddenly told the driver to turn around.

Pass the note that you have been holding in your hand to the driver, and ask him to send you there according to the address on the note.

After completing the ticket change in the taxi, I bought some fruits that Su Shuibei liked before at the fruit shop opposite the community.

A little nervously went to the place where Su Shuibei lived.

Su Shuibei was talking on the phone with Li Weiyang on the sofa.

Hearing the knock on the door, he thought for a moment that he had heard it wrong.

"Dong dong dong" followed by three more beeps.

"Is mom over here?" Su Shuibei asked on the phone.

"No, my mother is at home. I just arrived for a while, and I should be cooking dinner now."

After hearing this, Su Shuibei got up from the sofa in doubt, and did not answer Li Weiyang again.

The moment he opened the door, he froze in place.

Suddenly seeing my aunt coming to the door, for no reason, I felt a little wronged in my heart.

It feels like obviously looking forward to someone, but after waiting for a long time, I know that person will not come again.

After finally convincing myself and letting myself look away, the long-awaited person suddenly visited.

At first, I was full of longing, then I felt abandoned, and finally I met him, this person who came too late.

As if being placed in cold water for a long time, a basin of warm water came unexpectedly.

It was obviously at an unusual temperature, but was numb by the sudden temperature difference.

It was also like being punched hard on the nose by someone, the nasal cavity was blocked and sour.

This inexplicable feeling caused Su Shuibei to be at a loss for a while, and only said the word "little aunt".

The aunt who was invited in didn't expect things to go so smoothly, she stood at the door and didn't know what to do for a while.

"Do you want to change into slippers? What should I do after I go in? Where is Li Weiyang?" I was thinking wildly, feeling restrained.

Auntie had an awkward smile on her face, she didn't dare to look into Su Shuibei's eyes.

Between the eyes, there are always dodges, all of which are sorry and reserved for coming uninvited.

Su Shuibei could see that Auntie was uncomfortable, she was not as calm and calm as before, and there was a little panic between her words, and said, "Don't change your slippers, come in and sit."

The aunt nodded and went straight to the sofa.

Because he was afraid of stepping on the dirty carpet, he sat on the edge of the sofa and turned his body slightly sideways.

Su Shuibei went to the kitchen to get a glass of cold water from the tap, poured it into it to calm himself down, let out a long breath, and then poured a glass of warm water for auntie.

Go out of the kitchen and bring it to my aunt.

Su Shuibei sat opposite to his aunt, and the two of them were speechless for a while.

Auntie looked up at the sunflowers on the opposite bookcase, and saw Zhang Kaixin, Su Shuibei and Li Weiyang in the photo next to the goldfish.

"When did the three of them get together?"

However, this doubt only flashed in my heart and passed away. Auntie didn't have the nerve to ask a few more questions, but when the words came to her lips, it turned into "Are you at home alone?"

"Ah."

"You haven't had dinner yet."

"Do it later."

"self catering?"

"Ah."

They were all innocuous words, just said a few simple words, and both of them fell silent again.

The aunt took a sip of water from the cup in front of her, pursed her lips, and asked, "Are you going to stay in Jinan from now on?"

"kindness."

My aunt let out a long breath after hearing this, "The house in Beijing is about to be empty."

"When it comes to holidays and festivals, Li Weiyang and I will go back."

My aunt nodded a little when she heard this, rummaged in her bag for a while, and took out a bank card. "This is your mother's compensation. I pooled it with your uncle, and I still owe you 2 yuan. We will give it to you when your little uncle's project is paid back next month."

Su Shuibei didn't pick it up, so my aunt put him on the coffee table, pushed him towards the boy, and said, "Buy yourself a house, it's not easy to be alone in a foreign place, and there is no place to stay. The money here is not enough to buy a big one. If you think the house is too small, you can borrow it again. It’s just... we can’t sell the house in Beijing.”

Finally, the auntie said what she was most worried about. After all, she was also a person who lived in that house, and it was her hometown anyway. She was afraid that Su Shuibei would give away the house in Beijing in order to buy a house in Jinan. sell.

"It's a home, how could I sell it." Su Shuibei responded calmly.

My aunt felt relieved after hearing this, and nodded, "That's right, the roots are there. When I go back, I can feel at ease if I have a place to live. After all, I have lived there for so many years."

"Ah."

Auntie took another long breath, "What's the matter..."

Originally, my aunt wanted to call home if there was anything to do, but she hesitated when the words came to her mouth, and changed her mind, "What's the matter, try to find as many people to discuss with."

Seeing that Su Shuibei didn't answer, my aunt said again, "It's getting late, hurry up and cook, I have to catch the high-speed train."

Su Shuibei didn't keep his auntie either, got up and sent him to the door, and said calmly, "Goodbye, auntie."

Auntie let out a long breath after pushing the door shut, feeling quite relieved.

I haven't seen each other for a long time, and when I meet again, the first time I see each other, I always go with the memories of the past and the decades of getting along together.

Moment of emotion, each other has not changed.

But sit down and chat for a few words, and the traces of time passing will be exposed.

Alienation means that after two people have lived separately for a period of time, when they talk, they find that they are not in the same world at all.

After estrangement, it doesn't mean that you want to rely on one thing, you want to rebuild with a few warm words.

Once estrangement begins, it takes more time and energy to either keep estranged or stitch it together than it does to estrange a person.

In the short decades of life, in the face of the ever-flowing time, it is so small that it is not worth mentioning.

Back then, we lived under the same roof, drank water from the same family, ate food from the same family, chatted about the same topic, argued or rejoiced over the same thing.

Now each lives in its own way, completely no longer compatible.

As time goes by, people change.

Life is nothing but the separation of human beings.

One stayed inside the house, and the other went out the door.

In the kitchen, Su Shuibei calmly baked bread, cut fruit, and continued his life in an orderly manner.

Auntie hurried to Jinan Station in a traffic jam while traveling smoothly.

Among the endless stream of people, I walked alone.

The loudspeakers in the station broadcast all kinds of discrete information and various expectations of reunion.

Auntie has families she wants to go to, people she is leaving, and people she wants to get together.

Home is a place where, after being separated and alone, one has to go back thousands of times and blend in, so that one is no longer alone.

In a long life, home may be the only way back.

Time is only on the way home, it becomes very slow.

When my aunt misses her sister, she always goes back to her hometown for a few days.

The age gap between the two is the smallest, and they also grew up together.

When we were both children, what did we eat together?playing what?what to wear?Exhausted.

The two little girls who had never imagined their future life direction or their future marital status could only laugh all day long.

Life was so simple and easy back then.

Desperately trying to go back in time.

When thinking of my sister, my aunt is always very dissatisfied with her current life.

When I think of my sister, I always feel that life is very difficult now!

This home has been redecorated many times, but this bedroom is the same as before.

The old table, the bed that had been slept on for an unknown amount of time, stayed quietly, just like in the past.

Time seems to have let them go, nothing has changed.

The noon sun was not strong at all, and it was lazily illuminating the day.

The exhausted aunt lay quietly on the bed, looking at some crumbling corners of the bay window.

Looking at the cacti still growing hard on the windowsill.

"Son wants to start a family, sister will agree, right?" Auntie thought silently.

"Things have come to today's situation little by little, and I am really helpless, and I don't know what to do."

"If things want to develop, let it develop on its own. It is really difficult and tiring to intervene and manage an adult's life."

Only in this room, only when you close your eyes in this room, can you truly relax.

My aunt lay quietly on the bed, her hands and feet gradually became weak.

Drowsy, in the occasional sound of traffic coming in from outside the window, in a few rapid birdsong, in the sudden silence, slowly fell asleep.

Early the next morning after the aunt left, Su Shuibei and Li Weiyang's phone conversation was interrupted by a knock on the door again!

The kid Chen Ersi squeezed in from outside the door with a smile.

"What are you here for?"

"No, Senior Brother, you and Senior Brother Li Weiyang are getting married soon, and my partner and I have customized a pair of dolls for you two."

Su Shuibei took it, said lightly, "Thank you." Then asked, "Have you had breakfast yet?"

Chen Ersi chuckled twice, "Not yet. I'll buy some when I go back later."

"I didn't eat either. You wait on the sofa for a while, and it will be ready in a while."

"No, no, I'll go buy some myself."

"Sit down." Su Shuibei ordered.

Chen Ersi didn't refuse anymore, and after sitting on the sofa excitedly for a while, she quietly slipped to the door of the kitchen.

With a cold face, Su Shuibei fried two eggs in a pan, with a slightly clumsy technique.

Dream scene!

Chen Ersi leaned against the door without saying a word, intending to secretly take a photo, which could be regarded as leaving a good memory for herself.

After all, I am afraid that this is the only time in my life that I can eat the breakfast cooked by my senior brother himself.

Carefully holding the phone, with his left hand in his pocket, he looked as if nothing had happened.

With the mobile phone held up in front of her chest, Chen Ersi drooped her eyelids, while paying attention to Su Shuibei who was busy in the kitchen, while carefully focusing the camera.

A click.

This brat took a picture with the flash on!

I completely terrified myself!My whole body froze there, my heart was beating so hard, I really wanted to find a crack in the ground and get in!

Su Shuibei glanced at the door coldly, and said flatly, "Deleted."

"I...I plan to send it to senior brother Li Weiyang."

"deleted."

"Okay, okay, I'll delete it, I'll delete it." Chen Ersi sighed, pressed the delete button, and then held up his mobile phone to show Su Shuibei, "I've already deleted it."

Su Shuibei didn't pay attention to him anymore, he simply made a little and moved to the dining table.

Chen Ersi wanted to take a picture of this breakfast and keep it as a souvenir, but the embarrassing incident just now made him no longer have the courage.

After eating all the breakfast on his plate, Su Shuibei didn't keep him, but urged him to go back when he was full.

The first thing Chen Ersi did when he left the door was to quickly remove the photo that was just deleted from the recently deleted list.

Although only one side profile was captured, it was enough to make Chen Ersi a baby.

Standing downstairs, he looked up at Su Shuibei's house, took three steps and looked back, reluctantly left the community.