The south of the mountain and the north of the water are the sun

Li Weiyang often misses the summer vacation he spent in Beijing when he was in college.

I often miss the Shahe Park where there was a torrential rain, the crazy kneeling to catch fish, and the embarrassing running in the rain.

Every time he told Su Shuibei, the boy had light in his eyes.

Su Shuibei didn't answer after listening.

Li Weiyang fell silent while talking.

The two of them just stayed there quietly, thinking about it quietly, and thinking about it quietly.

Those people in that summer vacation are now more mature, richer, and freer than before, than at that time.

But even if it becomes so good, I will still miss it desperately.

Zhang Kaixin also often misses that summer vacation, and misses everything about the four of them being noisy in Sushuibei's house.

It's just that when she remembered the past, she could only be alone in a daze.

No one to tell, no one to ask, no one to share.

Ever since he left Jinan during that winter vacation, whether he went to Jinan or returned to Beijing, Zhang Kaixin never saw Fang Hao again.

That kid Fang Hao seemed to have evaporated from the world, and he didn't see him update his circle of friends, and he didn't have any greetings during the holidays.

When Zhang Kaixin was on the phone with Su Shuibei or Li Weiyang, he could occasionally hear about Fang Hao from them.

But they are all vague and without temperature.Being cold means that this kid is still alive.

Slowly, Zhang Kaixin didn't deliberately ask.

This girl herself also tried to fall in love several times, although they all went for the purpose of getting married, but the results all ended without a problem.

The one who finally married her was the blind date introduced by her mother.

The boy was not very tall, he was of average appearance, a bit chubby, but he had a good temper.

Zhang Kaixin feels that her temper is not very good, so she still has to find someone who can tolerate her when she lives at home.

Also married him.

But there were not many quarrels after marriage.

Before and after marriage, Zhang Kaixin still chirped as usual, her temper came when she said it;

And her partner is not as tolerant and considerate of her as before marriage.

Quarrels and anger are common.

But what can be done, both of them are married and have their own children, so let's make do with it.

Sometimes Zhang Kaixin is also very lucky, but fortunately he has no love with this man.

If it was on the basis of love, the two people would go from being inseparable at the beginning to confronting each other for a trivial matter, how disappointed it would be.

So she sometimes regrets that she did not marry for love, and sometimes she is glad that she did not marry for love.

Weighing the pros and cons, Zhang Kaixin felt it was necessary in her marriage.

Although sometimes I often think of the man named Fang Hao, when I think of it, I will suddenly be taken aback.

Forget that you are cutting vegetables with a dangerous kitchen knife.

Or forgetting that you are ironing clothes with a clothes dryer that can easily burn you.

Sometimes I even forget that I am married, thinking that when I walk out of this room, I will be able to look at Fang Hao who is running for his dream.

When she came to her senses, Zhang Kaixin only smiled slightly.

There are many regrets in life, just smile and let go.

……

The funny thing is that Su Shuibei and Li Weiyang were almost forgotten by their junior named Chen Ersi.

The lives of brothers are busy, and forgetting is a common thing.

They go about their lives peacefully, socializing with those in their lives.

Eat, chat, and discuss things together.

Farewell again and again, goodbye.

Chen Ersi disappeared bit by bit in their communication.

Don't bother, will it all be forgotten, completely forgotten?

Chen Ersi was puzzled by this, but she always had hope.

"I don't know if he will remember me? Will he remember that I was his best man? Even slept in the same bed with him?"

Sometimes Chen Ersi regrets.

I regret that I didn't touch Su Shuibei secretly that night.

He often regrets the things he thought he did right.

Recalling his youth, this kid only thought that if he could go back to the past, he would rather make mistakes.

That's right, he knew he couldn't go back, so he dared to think like this. In fact, he also knew that if he did it all over again, he would still keep his distance calmly as before.

Chen Ersi left Jinan and went to Hangzhou for a while.

I didn't find the job I wanted, and I didn't find the person I liked.

After several twists and turns, this kid went to Shanghai again, found a job with a decent salary, and lived in a deserted place.

A person wandering in a huge city often feels empty and lonely.

Chen Ersi tried to take the initiative to make some friends in the circle.

I also tried to greet others on Xiaolan or Douban, hoping to find a suitable person to spend the rest of my life with.

But with a person living in my heart, how can it be so easy to be honest with others.

Especially when it comes to love, if he has reservations, the other party can feel it, and the other party will also have reservations.

After all, at this age, he is no longer as desperate as a high school student or a college student.

Therefore, Chen Ersi makes appointments, sees each other, and has more one-night stands, and there are only a handful of people who can really talk about it for a month or two.

When she was really exhausted, Chen Ersi also thought about going back to her hometown.

But there are too few parents who can tolerate this sexual orientation!

His own parents were among those many.

Going back is nothing more than being forced to go on a blind date, forced to get married, and then spend the rest of my life unwilling and guilty.

He didn't want to do it, and he didn't dare to do it.

No matter how difficult the life in Shanghai is, he has to persevere and go on.

Grit your teeth and hold on to go on!

Eat alone, sleep alone, go to the doctor and get medicine alone.

I also go to eat hot pot and watch movies alone.

This cute little boy, timid and bold, wandered alone in the huge Shanghai, year after year.

Some people are lucky and always meet the people they should meet.

Some people are very unlucky, no matter which city they are in, they are all alone.

But thinking that they were some people instead of one person, Chen Ersi thought about it again.

If there is a suitable person, he will still accept it, and when he meets a person who catches his eye, he will still take the initiative to pursue it, but it is not so urgent anymore.

Make money, live, and find someone.

In the life of Shanghai full of skyscrapers, Chen Ersi lives so peacefully, shuttles among the crowd, unremarkable and still unique.

Those who miss and those who are on the road are all lonely.

This kid often says:

The sea of ​​people is vast, and the north of the water is yang.

The author has something to say: Thanks for accompanying me all the way, this is the end.Compare heart.