Double Dragon

"Yingran, is that you?" Youxi came back and heard movement in the next room.

"Immortal Venerable, Yingran waits for the Immortal Venerable to come back, Yingran has something to ask the Immortal Venerable." Yingran hesitated.

"Let's talk about it tomorrow! I'm tired." Youxi wanted to avoid Yingran, hoping that Yingran would forget to ask about these things tomorrow.

"Let's take a rest, then, Yingran will take my leave first." Yingran had no choice but to leave.

Youxi returned to his room, he knew what Yingran was thinking, but most of the time, it was better not to know, if he knew the wrong things he did before his death, would he feel lost and inferior?This will definitely have an impact on his future path.But if he has been hiding it and not telling it, he will definitely be suspicious. In this way, he may go to find out by himself, and knowing it will definitely be even more detrimental to him.

Youxi is very entangled. This matter cannot be delayed. You should find a good time to face it head-on. You can only tell him when you are sure that he will not blame himself and want to do better.

Immortal Venerable has a barrier to me, it must be like this, otherwise why don't you say anything?Every time you are avoiding and keeping a distance from me, am I really annoying!No, I didn't do anything strange, and I wasn't very clingy. Is it because I didn't arrive at the first time this morning?And blame me?No, Xianzun is so kind and let me stay for dinner, how could he be angry because of this matter!Xianzun must be tired, yes, tired.Yingran thought for a long time, and in her sleep, she seemed to see another self. That person was in the pool, saved the Bailong Immortal, and helped the Immortal to bandage the wound. Why is that person so familiar?No, isn't that yourself?They look so similar.

"Xianzun!" Yingran casually talked in sleep, and the scene was also very strange, why did I always feel like I saw it before, could it be the pool outside the house?

Yingran got up suddenly, ran out of the bamboo house, looked at the pool water, the two images overlapped, it turned out that she had really known the immortal for a long time...

"Xianzun, did we have a good relationship before? Or did I make you angry?" Yingran only thinks of some memories when he sees those scenes, and the memories are intermittent and can't be connected. He only knows that the two people must be familiar with each other. Yes, otherwise the Immortal Venerable would not deliberately conceal it.

In the early morning, Yingran arrived at the top of the mountain very early. Outside the door of the Immortal Venerable, he didn't dare to knock, but just waited silently. However, Youxi already knew that he was outside the door, so he felt a little conflicted in his heart. If you ask, how should you answer?

Youxi had no choice but to bite the bullet and go out. Instead of asking, Yingran prepared rice porridge and some cookies.

"Xianzun, hurry up and have breakfast, I don't know if you like it or not, so I just made some." Yingran led Youxi into the next room.

"Yingran, don't do this." Youxi shook his hand away.

"Immortal Venerable... Me, are you deliberately avoiding me? Did I make you angry?" Yingran didn't ask directly, but said carefully.

"I didn't run away, I wasn't angry, I just didn't like getting too close to others, I just got used to it by myself." You Xi knew that such an argument was not convincing enough, but he hadn't figured out how to answer it yet, so he could only prevaricate it temporarily.

"Okay, since the celestial venerable said so, I won't eat. I'll come over to eat when the celestial venerable finishes eating." Yingran thought that the celestial venerable hated her, so she walked out the door with her head down.

"Wait a minute, sit down and eat!" Youxi didn't expect Yingran to be so sensitive, and this sentence made him have such thoughts.

Yingran turned her head in surprise, went back to the table and sat down, took a small pancake and ate it carefully.Seeing that he didn't dare to make any moves, Youxi took the initiative to serve the porridge and handed it to Yingran.

"Xianzun, I'll do it myself!" Yingran was overwhelmed by the flattery, and the two of them ate breakfast in such an awkward manner, and began to gather herbs.

At noon in the sun, the temperature rose, and beads of sweat slowly dripped from Youxi's forehead. Seeing this, Yingran quickly handed over the handkerchief, and Youxi accepted it in embarrassment. Dripping down his neck, but still caring so much about the immortal, he handed the scarf to the immortal, which made Youxi feel extremely gratified.

"Take a break, Yingran." Youxi shouted.

"Okay, right away." Yingran put away the last herbal medicine, walked to the immortal and sat down.

"Yingran."

"Immortal Venerable."

Suddenly the two of them spoke at the same time. This kind of situation was really more embarrassing, but Yingran paused for a moment, and said directly: "Is there anything I want to tell the Immortal Venerable? Yingran will do it now."

"No, I just want to ask you, what would you do if one day you were left alone?" Youxi asked this simply because he wanted to know how strong his heart was.

"Alone? I didn't think that if I was the only one left, maybe I would continue to do these things, pick herbs and send them to the villagers. In addition to herbs and food, I won't starve myself." Ying However, what he said was very simple, and this is what he is doing every day now. If this becomes a habit, then things will be very simple in the future.

"Xianzun, why do you ask this? Are you going to leave me?" Yingran asked in bewilderment.

"I, maybe. After all, you are young, and I still have other things to do." Youxi thought of Immortal Master Baihe, and now he is teaching Yingran to leave when he matures, and he must find his master back. .

"Can we not separate? Immortal, Yingran only wants to be the apprentice of Immortal." Yingran felt very sad, and couldn't accept such words for a while.

"You have your own life, you know? You still have a long way to go, not with me!" After finishing speaking, Youxi got up and wanted to leave, so this topic should not continue.

"Xianzun, I understand." Yingran did not continue to pray, but gave up easily.

Yingran, have you really given up?Youxi thought so, but why did he think so?Is it not good for him to give up on himself?Didn't you always want to be with him?Why do you feel so lost?I even want him to pray for himself more.

And Yingran returned to the sun, doing her own thing.

Forget it, this is his own choice, no one can control his thoughts, maybe he also has something he wants to accomplish!

Youxi doesn't worry too much.But Yingran was very disappointed in his heart, did Xianzun hate himself so much?leave?So why not let yourself go now?As for the relationship, can it be broken just by saying it?No, he has no feelings, and heaven and man are not allowed to have any feelings, maybe the immortal is right, leaving at a certain time will not embarrass the other party too much, right?Since this is the case, the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain, why don't you leave first?Wouldn't it be better not to make it difficult for the Immortal Venerable?However, when it comes to leaving, why does my heart hurt so much?Could it be that he couldn't do without the Immortal Venerable these few days?That's not the case, how could I have such an idea?If Xianzun knew, he would definitely hate himself.

Yingran tortured herself over and over again, her thoughts were completely submerged, and there was only one thought in her mind, which was to leave, to leave this place that made her entangled and confused.