tenderness

"You must really want to know the reason why I stayed away from you in the first place," he stared into my eyes, "Do you still remember when I stayed away from you?"

"I think it's the day after your birthday. I think it's not a good sign if you don't ask me to go to work first. Sure enough, you asked to separate within a few days." I can remember everything I did at that time so clearly, and I am hopeless.

"As expected of my little Nuo," he smiled and rubbed my head, "I still remember so clearly what happened a few years ago."

I dodged his hand and rubbed it back: "I'm not a child, so explain to me what you do."

"I'm sorry, Xiao Nuo, actually that day, I..." He lowered his head, thought for a while as if making up his mind, then raised his head and said to me, "Actually, after you fell asleep that day, I looked at your sleeping face, consciously When I realized that I might really like you, I didn’t feel sleepy after being confused for a while.”

"Hey, you won't do anything to me in the future, right?" Seeing his melancholy face, I jokingly said it to ease the atmosphere. It's really annoying. I was the one who was let down, but he was the one who was comforted.

"No, in fact, I read your diary, and I'm really sorry," he explained to me full of apology, "At that time, I was thinking, I couldn't sleep anyway, so I sat at your office, looked at the moonlight outside the window, fantasized and What should your future life be like, I saw the notepad on your desk, opened it and found it was your diary. I should close it immediately, but the diary you wrote has too many true feelings that belong to you , I don’t know what happened at that time, I probably wanted to know you, and also wanted to know what I was like in your heart, so I read on, sorry.”

"What did you see?" My heartbeat suddenly rose to my throat, obviously it was a few years ago, but today he mentioned it to me, and it still aroused my nervousness.

"Haha, there are a lot of them. At the beginning, it was your so-called complaints and complaints. After meeting me, you always complained about me. Later, I saw your emotional change towards me. To be honest, I was really happy to see it, but... When he said this, he suddenly frowned, "Xiao Nuo, I saw that you were not sure about my feelings for me, and when you were the only child at home, I realized that it was me who was too selfish, and the relationship was between two people. I shouldn't have involved you, so I chose to leave."

"Yes, yes, you are the most selfish, how can you make your own decisions about the two of you," I pushed him away, "If you say what you hate me, I can accept what you say about my reasons, but you Bring the reason back to me."

I don't accept this reason, I don't accept it, how can he stay away from me because of my concerns?I have guessed many reasons why he left, but this is the only reason I can't think of. I can't think that because the emotions I recorded for a while were caught by him and became the reason for leaving me.

"So, Xiao Nuo, do you like me now?"

I didn't want to escape anymore, met his eyes, nodded, and then followed his strong and hot kiss.