"Qingyu" all the stars in the sky

Wang Qing only fried a few dishes, and the process was very cumbersome despite the small variety.All of this was watched by Feng Jianyu calmly.

The three of them sat at the dining table, and for a moment, Feng Jianyu had an illusion, as if living together like this was the happiness he longed for most.But in the next second, he immediately forced himself to wake up.

Dreams are, after all, just dreams.

"Uncle, how do you know that I like these?" Feng Xiangnan looked at the dishes on his plate, raised his head and asked Wang Qing.

"Nan Nan likes to eat?" Wang Qing asked in surprise, seeing Feng Xiangnan nod to him, and said to the child with a smile, "If you like to eat, can uncle make it for you every day?"

"This depends on whether my father agrees or not." Feng Xiangnan finished speaking, looked at Feng Jianyu, and waited for his answer.

"Do you still need to ask your father?" Wang Qing looked at the father and son with raised eyebrows.

"In our family, my father has the final say. My grandparents listen to my father, and I have to listen to him too. Even if our teachers can't quarrel with each other, my father has to listen to him." Feng Xiangnan was very serious to Wang Qing said, her eyes kept wandering to Feng Jianyu, and she said flatteringly, "Oh, by the way, my Uncle Liu always listens to him."

"Don't listen to the child talking nonsense." Feng Jianyu put the chopsticks in Feng Xiangnan's hands, "Hurry up and eat."

"You Uncle Liu?" Wang Qing was full of doubts.

"It's Uncle Liu Chuli." After Feng Xiangnan finished speaking, he found Feng Jianyu staring at him seriously, and hurriedly shut up and started eating.

Compared with Feng Xiangnan's full meal, Wang Qing didn't move his chopsticks much during the whole meal, thinking about something all the time.From time to time, he sneaked a glance at Feng Jianyu who was busy taking care of Feng Xiangnan, and then silently took two mouthfuls of rice from his own bowl.

Feng Jianyu didn't want to ask Wang Qing why he did this, his mind was all on Feng Xiangnan, and he had no time to care about others.After Feng Xiangnan finished his meal, Feng Jianyu began to concentrate on eating his own meal.

"Are the dishes I cook delicious?" Wang Qing asked suddenly.

"Not bad." Feng Jianyu replied, "You are so busy, but your cooking skills have not deteriorated, which is very rare."

"Do you like to eat?" Wang Qing continued to ask.

"I like it very much." Feng Jianyu replied pretending to be calm. He couldn't guess what Wang Qing meant now, and he was completely gone from yesterday's straightforwardness, as if the person he met on the set yesterday was not him at all.

Probably because he realized that he had interrupted Feng Jianyu's meal, Wang Qing also followed his example and began to eat in silence.It wasn't until after eating that Feng Jianyu entered the kitchen with the tableware and volunteered to clean the dishes, that Wang Qing regained his senses a little.

Wang Qing said vaguely, "Daewoo, how have you been doing these years?"

"It's okay, it's nothing more than an ordinary marriage and childbirth, living like a normal person." Feng Jianyu perfunctory, tried his best to restrain his emotions that were about to lose control, because he found that he had begun to be uncertain about Wang Qing's temper.

"A normal life..." Wang Qing muttered to himself, "This is the life you want... After the child's mother is gone, have you talked about a girlfriend again?"

"No." Feng Jianyu turned and stared at Wang Qing, "What exactly do you want to ask?"

"How about we start again?" Wang Qing took a step forward.

"Wang Qing, don't forget that you have a girlfriend. Your girlfriend just left your house not long ago." Feng Jianyu replied coldly.

"Did I say she is my girlfriend?" Wang Qing showed a cynical smile, "I thought you weren't...but what's going on with you and Liu Chuli?"

"Wang Qing, you bastard!" Feng Jianyu threw away the dishcloth, went back to the living room and dragged Feng Xiangnan to put on his coat and ran out of Wang Qing's house.

Regardless of Wang Qing's obstruction, Feng Jianyu took Feng Xiangnan into the taxi with his arms in his arms.He had a splitting headache and tried to control his trembling hands.

In fact, such a result should make him happy. He was the one who chose to leave Wang Qing back then, and he knew what kind of harm his leaving had brought to Wang Qing.He is not sure whether Wang Qing loves or hates him now, or whether the two feelings are intertwined and overlapped.

At the beginning, he thought that the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. Instead of ending when the two get tired of seeing each other in the future, it is better to break up immediately while still having good memories in each other's hearts.

However, his thoughts back then were too naive, he underestimated Wang Qing's position in his heart, and the discomfort after the breakup soon took effect on him.He suffers from insomnia every night, even to the point where he cannot live and work normally. He wants to find Wang Qing, but the repeated advice from his elders in his heart stops him from taking action.

From Feng Jianyu's point of view, Wang Qing invited him to his home, maybe he just wanted to see if he was happy after leaving him, and whether the relationship between the husband and wife was true or not.For this reason, Wang Qing naively invited a female friend to come with him, but he didn't expect Feng Jianyu to be alone like him at this time.

He also realized that Wang Qing's anomaly today may be due to two reasons. On the one hand, Wang Qing believed that Feng Jianyu left him at that time because he wanted to live the life of a "normal person" in his mouth; on the other hand, because of Feng Xiangnan's words, Wang Qing Misunderstood the relationship between him and Liu Chuli.

These two points alone made Feng Jianyu feel that he had become a duplicity in Wang Qing's heart.After they quarreled back then, they were angry and refused to see each other again. Wang Qing's unwillingness and grievances over the years probably spewed out at this time.

Feng Jianyu thinks this is very good, because his departure hurt each other, and it is also because of his cowardice and non-persistence that the relationship between the two has entered a deadlock.But he still insisted that since he started to walk along this road back then, he should not look back.His original intention was to let Wang Qing have a better life, and since Wang Qing was close to success, there was no need for him to influence him anymore.

Even if the heartache made it hard to breathe, he would never choose to meet Wang Qing alone again, he really couldn't treat Wang Qing as a friend after breaking up.He understands that he still loves him, he is not that strong.

After entering the house, Feng Jianyu's trembling hands eased slightly.He took out his mobile phone and saw that the screen was full of Wang Qing's missed calls, so he simply turned off the mobile phone and put it aside.In order not to scare Feng Xiangnan, he turned on the TV to make some noise at home, then sat on the sofa and tried hard to control himself from thinking about it.

"Father." Feng Xiangnan touched Feng Jianyu's cold face with his warm little hand, "Why are you unhappy every time you see that uncle?"

"Because... because I owe him a lot." Feng Jianyu didn't know how to explain to the child for a while.

"Do we owe him a lot of money?" The child asked seriously, "If it's money, Dad can use the New Year's money that my grandparents gave me. Haven't you already saved it for me?"

"Nannan is good, Dad can solve it by himself." Feng Jianyu forced a smile on the child.

"Why don't we ask Uncle Liu for help." Feng Xiangnan seemed to offer advice.

"There are some things that we can only solve by ourselves. Besides, we have troubled your Uncle Liu many times, how can we keep making trouble for him?" Feng Jianyu said slowly to the child, "Look, your Uncle Liu has been so troublesome all these years. You're busy, you don't even have time to look for a girlfriend, why are you so embarrassed to let him take up more time?"

"Oh, that's it." Feng Xiangnan leaned against Feng Jianyu and thought for a while, "Father, how about I help Uncle Liu find a wife?"

"Okay, if this is the case, your grandma Liu must be happy." Feng Jianyu nodded.

"What about you, Dad?" Feng Xiangnan looked at Feng Jianyu, "When will you find a wife?"

"Me?" Feng Jianyu pointed at himself, "It's good for me to live with Nan Nan all my life, can I stop looking for it?"

"That's fine." Feng Xiangnan seemed to agree with a sigh of relief.

Feng Jianyu knew that the child was worried that he would find him a stepmother who would treat him badly, but he didn't know how to stop it.He always felt that he was sorry for Feng Xiangnan, looking at the child's face, the pain in his heart began to erode him again at this moment.After these years, Feng Xiangnan is probably the only one left of him.