"Qingyu" all the stars in the sky

The flight ticket Feng Jianyu bought was a flight that departed at 5:3 in the morning, because this time was a special price ticket, so he booked two tickets without thinking too much.So their father and son need to get up before [-] o'clock, this time is really too difficult for Feng Xiangnan.

Looking at Feng Xiangnan who was still lying on the pillow with his butt sticking out after screaming for a long time, Feng Jianyu was in trouble. The child seemed to remind him of something all the time, and he was trapped in that memory and couldn't extricate himself.

The passing of time bit by bit prevented him from thinking wildly, he hugged Feng Xiangnan, and dressed the child one by one.When wearing trousers, Feng Jianyu always felt that there was something awkward. After putting the shoes on for the child, he realized that the trousers were too short.

He was amazed at why this child grew so fast and so tall, a 6-year-old child, the trousers size should be bought for an 8-year-old child, and the two long legs are so similar to that person.

Feng Jianyu sighed and took off his trousers again, found a pair of trousers that his mother bought for Feng Xiangnan two days ago from the suitcase, and put them on again for the child.

"Nannan, open your mouth and brush your teeth." Feng Jianyu poured out the children's toothpaste, brushed Feng Xiangnan's teeth carefully, and washed his face, "Don't sleep, we should go out! Wait a while and sleep on the plane!"

"Father, I'm sleepy!" Feng Xiangnan wrinkled his face coquettishly, and stretched out his hands for Feng Jianyu to hug.

Feng Jianyu had no choice but to pick him up and rub his hair, "Be obedient, we have to say goodbye to grandparents when we go to the airport, don't cry then, you know?"

"Understood." Feng Xiangnan breathed out, and leaned over to kiss Feng Jianyu, "Will grandma come to Beijing to see us?"

"Not for the time being." Feng Jianyu was holding the child, and kept packing with one hand. He didn't put down the sleepy Feng Xiangnan until the car he reserved arrived. The father and father held hands together, pushing their respective luggage out the door.

Feng Jianyu's parents came earlier than them. Seeing Feng Xiangnan, the old couple picked up the child and kissed him again and again. They urged him to pay more attention in Beijing.This scene reminded Feng Jianyu clearly of the day when he was about to go to Beijing to study, and his parents told him the same thing, which seemed to be a very recent thing.

"Daewoo, call us as soon as you get off the plane." Mom took out a bag and handed it to Feng Jianyu, "Tell mom if you don't have enough money, remember!"

Feng Jianyu nodded silently, he didn't dare to say anything, he was afraid that he would cry if he opened his mouth.When he came back from Beijing, he was penniless as if he had fled, and he brought a child of unknown origin with him.Although under constant questioning by his parents, Feng Jianyu told them that Feng Xiangnan was the child of him and his girlfriend, but the parents obviously did not believe him.

At that time, his parents lived in the new house he bought, and the old house had been vacant.Seeing that Feng Jianyu was alone with the children and had no job, they sold the new house and moved back to the old house with poor conditions, and handed over the money from the sale of the house to Feng Jianyu.

After getting the money, Feng Jianyu sat alone on the floor of the bedroom and cried for a long time. He felt that he was really unfilial!Back then, he tried his best to give his parents a better life, but at the very beginning, everything was cut off by himself.Now even the minimum living conditions have to make them go backwards, just so that Feng Jianyu can live more comfortably in his hometown.

With this money, Feng Jianyu bought a small flat, and then used part of the money to renovate the old house. The rest of the money was used for daily expenses.

Because he has to take care of the children, Feng Jianyu can't do a full-time job. He keeps doing odd jobs. No matter how tired he is, he doesn't want to trouble his parents to help him take care of the children.

This kind of life lasted until Feng Xiangnan went to kindergarten. He also found a job with a decent income, dubbing the midnight story of the radio station.

Probably because of his good voice quality, his dubbing works were selected by the boss of a dubbing studio, and he was invited to join the studio, first to dub a VR game under development.For this reason, the boss specially interviewed him from Beijing, which also explained the superiority of the salary compared to the current one.

That's why Feng Jianyu decided to return to Beijing, the city that occupies most of his memories.

"Daewoo, tell Dad the truth, did you go to Beijing this time for him?" Dad looked at Feng Jianyu solemnly, wanting to know the answer.

"Really not." Feng Jianyu replied truthfully.

"Don't force your son! It's been so many years, why do you still mention him? Didn't you see that your son never mentioned him!" Mom stopped Dad who wanted to continue asking.

"Don't ask anymore!" Father stood up angrily, walked not far away and sulked at the wall.

"How old are you still like this?" The mother didn't want to talk to the father, coaxing her grandson to sleep in her arms.

"Mom, I'm going to persuade my father." Feng Jianyu was worried about his father, so he hurried over to comfort him.

His father's eyes were very red, and the way he was holding back his tears made Feng Jianyu feel very uncomfortable. He put his hands on his father's shoulders and said slowly, "Dad, it's really not because of him. I have been disconnected for so many years. Yes. This time I went to Beijing purely because of work. With a higher income, Nannan can also go to school in Beijing. After all, the school there is better than ours? I will work harder and try to get you and my mother Take it."

"I know what you're thinking, just look at Nannan's name! It's up to you! Your mother and I will wait for you two at home, and come back if you are unhappy!" Father said, patting Feng Jianyu on the back .

Feng Jianyu nodded with tears in his eyes, walked back together with his father, picked Feng Xiangnan in his arms, and left them in the eyes of his parents' reluctance to embark on a journey full of expectations and unknowns.

Feng Xiangnan has been sleeping in Feng Jianyu's arms, seeing his little face flushed with sleep, Feng Jianyu couldn't help kissing him.This child was very strong since he was a child, even in front of his grandparents, he looked like a grown-up, but when he was in front of Feng Jianyu, he was so delicate.

Feng Jianyu felt that it was probably because Feng Xiangnan was brought up by himself, and the child was full of dependence on him, so he always did behaviors that were not in line with his actual age, such as kissing on the mouth this morning.

"Dad, who is that person that grandparents asked just now?" Feng Xiangnan rubbed against Feng Jianyu's arms and asked in a murmur.

"No one, you can continue to sleep." Feng Jianyu didn't want to talk about that person to his child, the person who was missing from his life for 8 years.

"Can I see my mother in Beijing?" Feng Xiangnan suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Feng Jianyu seriously.

For a split second, Feng Jianyu felt nervous for a split second, his eyes were too similar to a certain episode he had experienced back then, when he lied and refused the promise of that person, that person also looked at him with the same eyes.

"Your mother...is no longer here." Feng Jianyu hugged Feng Xiangnan, not daring to look into his eyes, "I didn't dare to tell you before because I was afraid that you would be sad, but now I feel that you have grown up and can bear some hardships."

"I know she's gone, otherwise how could she never come back to look for me?" Feng Xiangnan plunged into Feng Jianyu's arms and sobbed, "Grandma will give you food whenever she gets angry with you! My classmates always have their mothers to pick them up, No matter how naughty they are, my mother will protect them from being bullied! I just think that whenever they are naughty at school, she will show up!"

"Nannan..." Feng Jianyu didn't know that this child was so thoughtful. He used to get into trouble at school, and it turned out that he just wanted to see his mother. This made Feng Jianyu unable to find a way to comfort him, so he could only hug him like this .

Feng Jianyu felt that he was too selfish!He let this child come into the world just for the nostalgia in his heart, but he didn't care whether the child was happy or not.