"Qingyu" all the stars in the sky

12

After dinner, Feng Xiangnan couldn't help asking many things he didn't understand while Feng Jianyu was bathing him.

"Father, why is Uncle Wang my father?" Feng Xiangnan blinked his eyes, very dissatisfied.

"There is no reason, he is your father." Feng Jianyu couldn't tell him that he was a copy of Wang Qing who was raped on impulse.

"But you have always been my father. If he is my father, who is my mother?" Feng Xiangnan asked, "Are you my mother?"

"I'm a man, how could it be your mother?" Feng Jianyu patted Feng Xiangnan's little butt, "What kind of mess is thinking in my little head!"

"But I don't like him, I don't want him to be my father." Feng Xiangnan was extremely reluctant when he thought of this matter, "Dad, do you like him? He must not like you, otherwise why would he make you cry? Did you take off your clothes?"

Feng Jianyu didn't answer this question, he didn't want to discuss such things with the child, and continued to bathe him.He thought about Wang Qing's actions and what Wang Qing said, and he was sure that Wang Qing wanted to restore this suddenly interrupted relationship with him.It's just that he was very sure that he had to refuse, otherwise all the suffering he had endured all these years would be wasted.

Back then, he starred in a niche movie with sensitive themes purely because of his love for that director. As a result, the movie was blocked, and everyone related to the movie was affected.

All his announcements were temporarily canceled in the blink of an eye, and the several films and commercials he was planning to start shooting were also notified of the termination of the contract.Those people didn't hesitate to pay high liquidated damages, and they didn't want to cooperate with him. They were so heartless and righteous, which really made Feng Jianyu see through the coldness of the world.

At that time, the only ones who did not terminate the contract were Wang Qing and his small studio that had just started.That studio is Wang Qing's whole effort, and it is his own place to realize his dreams without relying on any external factors.

It was precisely because of the cooperative relationship with Feng Jianyu that the studio was quickly implicated and received a rectification notice, ordering it to suspend business for rectification, which was far away.

Under pressure, Wang Qing held a press conference to denounce those unscrupulous profiteers, but no well-known media attended.Everyone dissuaded Wang Qing from interfering in this matter. This was due to political reasons, and as an artist, he could not influence the outcome at all.But Wang Qing didn't back down at all, even if he wanted to finish his work secretly, it belonged to the two of them.

At this time, Wang Qing's mother, who had been silent all along, appeared in front of Feng Jianyu.She didn't blame Feng Jianyu, nor did she say anything to make him leave her son, but just analyzed the current ruthless social situation to Feng Jianyu.

"I know you two have feelings, and I know my son, so in the past two years, I didn't want to interfere with the two of you, because I knew it would be futile for me to do so. But you also understand that now The mainstream society still rejects same-sex relationships, so you two should think about your future, right?" She spoke calmly, as if an elder was talking about unimportant things.

"Auntie, I understand." Feng Jianyu felt extremely uncomfortable. He would rather Wang Qing's mother pay for him to leave, which would make him firmer in his determination.

That day, Feng Jianyu stood by the moat alone and thought for an afternoon, recalling all the details of the two of them from the first meeting to the present.He was reluctant to let Wang Qing's future progress be blocked, but now he felt very sorry for this person who, although younger than him, would always take care of him and spoil him.

He understands that love is never just a matter between two people, there are too many things behind it, this is the drag imposed by the world on the relationship, and it is also what people have to succumb to.

Feng Jianyu decided to put an end to the relationship between the two.Even if Wang Qing would hate him now, he would never turn back.He didn't know if it was the best choice to do so, but he knew that doing so would help Wang Qing get out of the current predicament and give Wang Qing a better future.

But based on Feng Jianyu's understanding of Wang Qing, Wang Qing would definitely not agree to such a casual proposal to break up.Thus, Feng Jianyu began a half-year breakup foreplay.

He started to quarrel with Wang Qing because of various things. At the beginning, Wang Qing would comfort him patiently, because Wang Qing knew that no one would be happy when such a thing happened.In the end, Wang Qing chose to hold back and not speak again, so that Feng Jianyu could vent his unhappiness.

But Wang Qing never expected that Feng Jianyu could not return to his original state after he abused himself like this.They quarreled for several hours in the house where they used to live, throwing all the unwillingness and depression during this period to each other, no matter whether the other party could accept it or not.

In the end, this fruitless quarrel came to an end when Feng Jianyu slammed the door and left.

After that, Feng Jianyu's nightmare began. He thought that he could quickly adapt to life without Wang Qing, although he left in such a vulgar and old-fashioned way.But he was completely wrong, and underestimated the importance of Wang Qing in his heart. He soon suffered from depression because of missing, but he still forced himself not to go to Wang Qing.

Liu Chuli, who kindly came to help him during that time, was really worried that something would happen to him, so he raised such a ridiculous reason.Liu Chuli was willing to find something for Feng Jianyu to do, at least to relieve his constant boredom, but he did not expect that Feng Jianyu, who was extremely serious about everything, would turn a fantasy-like theoretical research into reality.

The appearance of Feng Xiangnan did relieve Feng Jianyu's condition, and the hassle of taking care of the children enriched his life and brought his life into a new chapter.

Although Feng Jianyu didn't dare to indulge his heart to miss Wang Qing these years, the figure of this person and what he has said have never been separated from Feng Jianyu's mind.

Thinking of this, Feng Jianyu touched the sleeping Feng Xiangnan, covered him with a quilt, and walked out of the room alone.

"Is the child asleep?" Wang Qing, who was watching TV in the living room, asked softly.

"En." Feng Jianyu approached him before answering.

"The TV series I acted in." Wang Qing pointed to the TV, and beckoned Feng Jianyu to sit beside him and watch it with him.

They watched the entire TV series in silence. Wang Qing hugged the backrest and blinked at Feng Jianyu, with a flattering look that he was trying to get compliments.

"I heard that you've been 'dominating the screen' recently?" Feng Jianyu looked at the TV with subtitles playing, "The acting skills are not bad."

"Thank you Brother Yu for your compliment!" Wang Qing picked up the can on the tea table, opened it and handed it to Feng Jianyu, "I have done so many scenes, but I just want you to see it, to let you know how good I am, to let you Change your mind sooner."

Feng Jianyu held the can and drank it down, "Qing'er, have you considered it clearly? Nan Nan may want to join your household registration. Just let the reporter know about this. Have you thought about the consequences?"

"It doesn't matter, anyway, so many artists now suddenly have a child, and the child's mother's life experience is still a mystery." Wang Qing replied with a smile, "The child's problem is not a problem at all."

"But Nan Nan's surname is Feng." Feng Jianyu put down the empty can, "Even though he has a genetic connection with you, he is not your real son after all."

"What do you want to say?" Wang Qing seemed to have noticed something.

"He is another you, the one who made me forget you all these years." Feng Jianyu showed a longing expression, "He is the one who completely belongs to me in this world."

"Feng Jianyu, do you know what you're talking about?" Wang Qing squeezed the can in his hand and asked Feng Jianyu with a stare.

"If you want, the two of us can properly solve our physical needs, otherwise there is really nothing to continue, right?" Feng Jianyu put one hand on Wang Qing's lap, smiling ambiguously.

Wang Qing gritted his teeth and tried to endure, but in the next second he grabbed Feng Jianyu's neck, pushed him down on the sofa, and looked down at his eyes, which fascinated him the most, "Do you remember that I used to talk to you Did you say anything? If you have anything to do with other people, I will lock you up and let you see no one! Do you know what I thought when you said you were married a while ago? I His mother wants to see what kind of woman makes you leave me willingly!"

"But we have nothing to do with each other now, what reason do you want to do this to me?" Feng Jianyu looked at Wang Qing contemptuously, "It's over, it's over, don't be like a girl I can't get out!"

Wang Qing was obviously taken aback when he heard the words, and immediately let go of Feng Jianyu's grip, and slowly sat back on the sofa, holding his hair with both hands, his slumped appearance hurt Feng Jianyu's heart.

"From tomorrow onwards, I will give you the rent. In fact, I just want you to know that I do all this for Nan Nan, and there is really nothing else." Feng Jianyu stood up and finished speaking to Wang Qing calmly , turned around and went back to the room.

The moment the door was closed, Feng Jianyu realized that the relationship between him and Wang Qing was like this door, blocking the two forever.