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At the dinner table, several people brought bubbling beer mugs to Xie Dong to celebrate his birthday. Zhou Yu said, "Congratulations on becoming an adult. You will not be able to do whatever you want in the future. If you do bad things, you will be handcuffed by the police uncle."

After the sound, everyone laughed wantonly, Xie Dong hurriedly opened his mouth and poohed: "What kind of congratulations are you talking about, are you cursing me? No, repeat it."

Zhou Yu didn't want to finish it, and filled the beer glass, "Why can't it work? This is a piece of advice for you, are you still not happy?"

The aunt who was listening on the side also laughed, and said to Zhou Yu: "Xiao Yu, stop teasing him, he will definitely be unhappy in a while."

Xie Dong curled his lips: "Cut, forget it, stop talking nonsense, let's eat, you actually know how to bully me..."

After Zhou Yu sat down, he patted him on the shoulder to comfort him, "I'm just kidding, why are you so serious? Who doesn't know that you, Young Master Xie, are open-minded and will become a great weapon in the future."

This time Xie Dong turned around and smiled again: "I like to hear this. Come, let's have a drink with you, it's done, no fish farming is allowed."

Zhou Yu nodded, and drank the glass of beer mixed with bubbles.

Normally, Gu Shengzhun would talk nonsense, but I don't know if it was because Xia He was sitting next to him, so he only cared about being silly, and didn't play the role of taking the lead.

When Xiahe was peeling the shrimp, he suddenly frowned deeply. He felt that Gu Sheng's feet were dishonest under the table. Because he was wearing cotton slippers and no socks, he actually moved over inch by inch with his bare feet, rubbing the smooth soles of his feet. Touching Xia He's somewhat cold instep.

He glanced at Gu Sheng quietly, signaling him to restrain himself, but Gu Sheng was obsessed with teasing him, as long as he didn't cross the bottom line and was not known by others, he would enjoy it.Seemingly looking at Xia He's bewildered face, he felt inexplicable pleasure in his heart.

Seeing that there was no response from the other party, he continued to kiss his ankle and calf with his toes.Xia He panicked, coughed dryly, and removed his feet on the grounds of getting up to pour beer.

Gu Sheng poked at him secretly, showing a smirk.

But after he sat down again, taking advantage of the cover of the tablecloth, he went so far as to lift his feet up to Xiahe's thighs.On the surface, nothing seemed to happen, but there was already a mess under the table.

Since Gu Sheng liked to play like this, Xia He didn't avoid it anymore, to be more precise, he didn't dare to avoid it.The little sister was sitting next to him, and if she moved a little to attract people's attention, it would be embarrassing to death.

At this time, seeing that Gu Sheng didn't congratulate him, Xie Dong was a little unhappy, knocked on his cup and said, "Gu Sheng, you didn't say anything about my birthday."

Gu Sheng came back to his senses from the banter just now, and the dishonest foot under the table moved away from Xia He's thigh. Holding a glass of wine, I wished hastily: "Dong, that, I wish you a happy birthday. Next time I will take you camping, I will treat you."

Xie Dong was very happy after hearing this, "Is it true?"

"When did I tell a lie?"

"That's a good deal, you all remember me and be witnesses."

Xie Dong shook everyone present with his hand.

Xia He's face was still red and white, it can be said that he was still in shock, he let out a breath, and tightened his coat to cover the 'small hill'.Seeing Xie Dong look over, he hurriedly nodded and agreed.

Gu Sheng turned his head and looked at him, but he still couldn't finish it.After the reaction subsided, he knocked on the wine glass and said that he was going to go to the bathroom. As he spoke, he got up, deliberately walked around behind Xia He, touched his back secretly, and signaled him to follow.

So Xia He also stood up, saying that he also had to go to the toilet.Others didn't think there was anything wrong, but Zhou Yu felt a little strange.I know that the relationship between the two of them has maintained a good relationship recently, but it should not be so good that they go to the bathroom together, right?What's more, this is not a public toilet, and there are two poops to squat?

Avoiding everyone's sight, Gu Sheng opened the bathroom door through a wall.Xia He walked over and glanced back at everyone, seeing that everyone was immersed in the delicious food, he turned to face Gu Sheng, wanting to talk about the outrageous incident just now.

"Gu Sheng, what you did just now left me at a loss..."

But Gu Sheng approached him, held his face and said, "Why are you at a loss? They can't see it, and it scares you, like a dingy little rabbit."

Xia He had a cold face, a little angry.

Gu Sheng leaned over to kiss his lips, Xia He paced away and said, "Don't make trouble like this in the future, what if you are found out?"

"If you are discovered, you will be discovered. They won't think about that. At most, they think that we are friendly."

Talking about friendship, Xia He felt awkward again, and asked, "What do you think our relationship is now? Is it a very good friendship?"

When Gu Sheng was asked such a question, he suddenly went to Yakou, intending to secretly make out with Xia He, but the heat in his heart was extinguished in an instant.Is it possible?couple?Can a relationship that you dare not even speak out be considered a couple?

friends with benefits?Apart from comforting each other together, the two have not yet reached that point, but is it too contemptuous of the relationship between them to be called friends with benefits?

Xia He knew that his words had hit him, and was afraid that he would turn around and become a stranger to him, so his heart softened, and he went forward and gently rubbed the tip of his nose against the other's nose, and said, "Forget it, don't think about these things, we are so happy. Okay...it's just that your actions sometimes scare me a little."

Gu Sheng gently stroked his back and kissed him.But only kissed once, Xia He dodged and asked, "Is it better?"

He nodded, Xia He said: "Let's go back to the dinner table, don't make them wait too long."

So, the two returned to the dinner table one after the other.

After dinner, the cold wind continued outside, the sky was gloomy, and the heating was turned on inside the house, but I didn't find it unbearable.

Xie Dong laid out a flying chess record on the carpet, threw a few boxes of chess pieces to those people's feet, and said, "It's settled, the No.1 person can ask the last person to do anything."

His silly cousin asked, "Can you help me with my homework?"

"Yes, anything is fine." Xie Dong added, "But don't rely on me for your homework, I can't understand it, let the person with the best academic performance here help you write it. The premise is that if you If he can get the first place, and he happens to be the last one."

After speaking, he glanced at Xia He.

Xia He was arranging chess pieces, looked up at the boy, and said pertinently: "I hope you have such good luck."

The boy suddenly had the motivation to play flying chess instead of the handheld game, his face was beaming with joy, and he rolled up his sleeves, looking like he was going to have a big fight.

So everyone threw the dice in order, and as the chess pieces of each family moved forward step by step, the smile on Xie Dong's face became more publicized.In the end, the overall situation was decided, and he took the first place.The last place fell on Gu Sheng.

Gu Sheng tossed the dice casually, accepted the punishment calmly, lay on his side on the carpet and said, "Tell me, what do you want me to do?"

Xie Dong and Zhou Yu looked at each other, but they didn't think about it yet, saying that they planned to reserve it and implement it after thinking about it.Gu Sheng didn't care, he rearranged the chess pieces to his own position, and said, "Then let's do it again."

After another round, it was still Xie Dong who won the championship. He proudly got up to get the beer, and got a little dizzy from drinking.Zhou Yu said: "As expected of a birthday star, your hands are so popular. Hey, do you want to try buying a lottery ticket today?"

"Buy a ghost, I'm not short of money."

Xie Dong's export was a bit arrogant, and he had the same virtue as Gu Sheng.The difference is that, being obedient like a sheep in front of Gu Sheng is not treated at the same level compared to others.He also talked casually before that his family's career was unsuccessful before, and he was a lonely, weird, stupid kid who was often bullied.One time, he was dealt with by a few thugs who didn't know the severity. If Gu Sheng hadn't stopped by to save him, he would have been beaten into mud.

Xie Dong said in a serious and foolish manner at the time: "From today onwards, I have decided to recognize Gu Sheng as my big brother for the rest of my life."

After Zhou Yu finished the last move, he closed his hands and said cheerfully, "I'll just wait and see what happens."

As a result, in this round, Xiahe became the last one.

Cousin Xie Dong hurriedly begged him, "Brother, just give me this opportunity, please let him help me with my homework. Otherwise, I will be finished when I go to school on Monday."

Xie Dong obviously didn't want to pay attention to him, and thought of a more fun idea.He looked at Xia He and said with a sinister smile, "Xia He, you don't have to run away this time."

Xia He had a faint sense that something was wrong, but he still had an expression of indifference.Xie Dong said: "Come on, take out your mobile phone, call someone, and do as I say."

Xia He was taken aback, "I didn't bring my mobile phone."

"It's okay, use my home."

Xie Dong said and patted his cousin on the head: "Go get the phone."

The kid obediently went over and handed the phone to Xia He.

"Call Gao Yalan and tell her that you like her."

As soon as Xie Dong finished speaking, the faces of the other three were full of astonishment. Gu Sheng looked at Xia He with cold eyes, Zhou Yu opened his mouth, and thought of a poem: "The mountain rain is about to come and the wind fills the building."

During this period of time, because of Gao Yalan's misunderstanding, everyone came and went in an extremely strange way, and they finally stopped. Now when Xie Dong mentioned it, Xia He remembered the grievance between him and Gu Sheng before, and inexplicably arose again. A trace of panic.So he replied: "I don't know her number."

"It's okay, I know, I've inquired about all the pretty girls in the school. Gu Sheng has been involved in this matter before." He looked at Gu Sheng, "Isn't it?!"

Gu Sheng smiled wryly, and said, "That was a long time ago..."

Zhou Yu saw Xia He's reluctance to do this, so he interrupted and said, "I think this punishment is a bit too big, and it won't affect Gao Yalan well."

"What are you afraid of? Anyway, only a few of us know about it, and she won't gossip around. Besides, after returning home, she will call and apologize, and the matter will be over. Isn't Xiahe very good at explaining things?"

At this time, Xia He's face was ashen, and he could only bite the bullet.

He was holding the phone in one hand, and the book with the number in the other. When he was pressing the keys, Gu Sheng reached out and snatched the phone away. He said to Xie Dong, "Change it to another one, this idea doesn't work."

Xie Dong was surprised, he didn't understand why Gu Sheng, who always focused on making fun of others, suddenly protected Xia He, who had a personality that was incompatible with him.Even so, he insisted: "That's all, it can't be changed. If I become a good thing, don't forget to invite me when you two have a happy relationship in the future."

He stared at Xia He, looking forward to Gao Yalan's tone after hearing the confession.

Xia He turned to look at Gu Sheng, wanting to return the call.But Gu Sheng suddenly dropped the phone on the blanket, patted his buttocks to get up, and said: "What a broken game!" and walked to the bathroom.

This low roar was directed at Xia He.

That was his tone when he was angry, and everyone knew it.

Xie Dong asked suspiciously, "What happened to him?"

But then he remembered something, his eyes lit up, and he curled his lips and said, "It's over, I seem to have offended Gu Sheng. He chased Gao Yalan before, so he won't be repaying his love, right?"

Zhou Yu looked like he was watching a play, and he was knocking on the melon seeds in his hand, shaking his head: "I don't know, don't look at me."

Xie Dong glanced at Xia He, Xia He still had a cold face, patted his butt and got up, and walked towards the gate: "I'll go back first!"

"Eh? Why did you leave? I have an appointment with someone to sing in a while. Are you not going?"

"not going!"

Xia He squatted down to change his shoes, feeling inexplicably aggrieved.

Zhou Yu hurriedly got up, feeling that many things were wrong, and asked, "Xia He, are you okay?"

After Xia He changed his shoes, he forced a smile on his face, and instead of following the other party's topic, he said: "I have to go back, see you tomorrow." Then he went out directly.

The little cousin, who didn't know why, saw that everyone had dispersed, so he ran to play games full of joy.

After going out, Xia He zipped up his coat and wrapped his scarf tightly. The wind was really bitter, and it was really frightening to go from the greenhouse to the cold place all of a sudden.

He walked faster, thinking about what kind of transportation to go back while walking, his chest was still heaving.When we reached the intersection, we heard the sound of a car honking behind us.He didn't look back, after a while, the car pulled up beside him, stopped, the window was rolled down, and the person sitting inside was Gu Sheng.

He stopped in his tracks, there was nothing else to say except his inexplicable panic and anxiety.

Gu Sheng said, "Get in the car!"

Xia He walked over with a serious face and opened the car door, and sat down on the passenger seat.Immediately, Gu Sheng continued to start the car and drove forward.

At first neither of them spoke, the car was very quiet, only the ticking of the watch.But after driving for a while, Xia He found that he was not going in the direction of his home, so he turned his face and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Go to my house!"

"Why are you going to your house? My dad told me to go back and help him clean up the small study at four o'clock."

"Did you forget what you promised me before?"

Gu Sheng glanced at him, then continued to look at the road ahead.

Xia He knew what he was referring to, but he didn't expose it. Instead, he changed the subject: "Did you drink just now? Are you kidding me and your own life?"

"Hehe, wouldn't it be better to die together? You have to remember, you said you liked me."

Xia He didn't understand why he was so angry all of a sudden, the relationship between the two was already hanging on a thread, and it would fall to the bottom with a slight movement.So he calmly asked, "What do you mean?"

Gu Sheng didn't answer at first, but after thinking about it, he said, "Xia He, you're playing with me, aren't you?"

"..."

Xia He didn't know how to answer this abrupt sentence, so he could only stare at him suspiciously.

"You said before that you are different from other people and only interested in men. I wondered at the time, how can a well-developed person be only interested in the same sex and turn a blind eye to women? I do like you, but I'm honest Let me tell you, I am also interested in women. As for you, I really believed it at first, but later I saw that you and Gao Yalan couldn't figure it out. She likes you for sure. She is such a beautiful girl, and she will never forget you. , are you really not moved?"

Xia He was stunned, remembering that he had checked before, people like Gu Sheng belonged to selective orientation, who knows when he will fall in love with someone of what gender, or what species.

But for himself, Xia He is completely gay. Since he was a child, he has always noticed only men.He understood this clearly after he made it clear that he liked Gu Sheng, and because of this, he became even more gloomy, divided, and sour.Those gentle nights were all made difficult by Gu Sheng, and now the other party has turned around and imposed what he knows on him, and turned back to Gao Yalan, an outsider, to take the blame?

"This has nothing to do with Gao Yalan, don't make wild guesses." He raised his voice slightly, a little annoyed.

"You're nervous, aren't you? Mention Gao Yalan and you'll explode? If I hadn't snatched the phone away just now, wouldn't I be on my way to a date now?"

Xia He's eyes were reddened after hearing his outrageous words.

"What I told you before was the truth. I have no interest in Gao Yalan. If you don't believe me, please stop and let me go!"

"Tch, I'll leave if you play tricks, right? Xia He, you are really hard to see through."

Xia He didn't speak any more, his face was sullen.I don't know how to explain it, but he has grown up so much, the most annoying thing is to explain the truth to people.

"Why don't you talk? I guessed it right?"

Gu Sheng was relentless, although his tone was pretending to be flat, but in essence, every word poked his heart out.

"You fucking stop!" Xia He turned his head and roared, and then tears overflowed and stuck to his eyelashes.

Gu Sheng slammed on the brakes and stopped beside a sparsely populated road.Seeing his pitiful face, I couldn't bear to provoke him anymore.

But the next moment, Xia He said: "Gu Sheng, I really don't know how to tell you, I really..."

He hesitated to speak, but never spoke.

What he wanted to say was actually, "I really love you." But when the words came to his lips, he always felt redundant and boring.

Then he directly reached out to open the door, but it was locked by Gu Sheng and he couldn't open it.He grabbed the handle and pulled it twice, then glanced at the other party: "Open the door and let me go in."

Gu Sheng stretched out his hand and tugged at his hand, facing him, staring into his eyes, and said, "Tell me the truth, you have no interest in Gao Yalan, you only like me."

Probably due to a sudden loss of control, Xia He thought that his trust was like a balloon, and it flew away after blowing it twice.He calmed down and asked, "then tell me the truth, do you only like me?"

"Of course, otherwise, what do you think I spend with you every day? To inherit your inheritance?"

"Do you only like me forever? You won't get married in the future? Don't you have children?"

Gu Sheng was stunned suddenly, his brows twitched, he pushed Xia He on the seat, and blew hot air on his face: "Xia He, I can't think so far, Xia He, I want you now."

Originally, Xia He was determined to go back and calm down first, and wait for both parties to think things through clearly before continuing to 'sneak'.But when Gu Sheng called his name, his heart suddenly softened, as soft as a piece of cotton candy.

Seeing that Xia He didn't resist, Gu Sheng put the back of his seat down, lay on his body, restrained his roughness, stared at the glowing eyes and face of the other party, his heart burned.

He desperately kissed her, but fortunately, the car windows were dark and there was no one on the street.

Xia He was attracted by him at such a point. After all, he wanted him for a long time before, but he was always in a rational state. He always felt that the right time had not yet come, but when he looked back, he realized that when would be the right time.Thinking about it now, since they are all rotten people, it doesn't matter what they do.All you can do is enjoy yourself.

Enjoy the wet kisses with the slight smell of tobacco, the warm lingering, and the rough movements.Everything is not good, it seems that as long as people are right, nothing else matters.

The two of them took off their clothes, and they were naked/naked/close to each other, their smooth skin was close to each other, scalding hot, hot, flustered.

After lingering for a while, Gu Sheng kissed his shoulder, inch by inch, to his waist, and leaned into his ear, gasping, "Xiahe..."

Xia He felt a sharp pain coming from somewhere behind him, he grabbed Gu Sheng's arm for a moment, pinched out the bruise, frowned deeply, and buried his face on the cushion.

"Does it hurt?"

the other party asked.

He nodded, twisted his body involuntarily, and suddenly said in a crying voice, "Gu Sheng, please, be gentle and gentle, okay?"

"I will, I will... I'm sorry..."

As Gu Sheng said, he kissed him again uninterruptedly.