shame

Several people looked at his back suddenly turning away, with doubts written all over their faces.

Gu Sheng asked Zhou Yu: "What is he going to do?"

Zhou Yu couldn't figure it out either: "He seems to say that his stomach ache won't come anymore."

"I think it's because I'm afraid of losing." Xie Dong said in a sarcastic tone.Gu Sheng, who was beside him, stared at him again, and then said, "Whatever, the three of us."

Zhou Yu nodded, his eyes moved back to the field from Xia He's receding back.

At this moment, Xia He had a stern face, and felt a little flustered in his heart. It was a feeling he had never felt before, not even when his mother died when he was a child.

He went to buy a bottle of ice water, took a sip after unscrewing the cap, and his teeth ached from the cold.On the way back to the classroom, he kept thinking in his heart, because Gu Sheng himself was like this, but why him?Why can't it be someone else, Ye Lian or Gao Yalan, why is it Gu Sheng?

He was well aware of that strong desire, more than once.When he was in class, Gu Sheng sat behind him, occasionally scratching his back lightly with his fingers because the class was boring.Itchy, but I could feel it was the touch of his fingers.

He would pretend not to notice, enjoying the contact inexplicably in his heart.

At this moment, I was caught off guard and came back to my senses, but what was filled was a strong sense of doubt and shame.Why would you enjoy it?As love/caress?He understood that he didn't deliberately get close to his body once or twice, wanting to feel his body temperature, even if it was the inconspicuous mole on the back of the other's left hand, he had fantasized about touching and kissing it.

It was like having a spring/dream, and what remained after waking up was panic and shame.

Passing through the corridor, he hurriedly glanced at the unusually conspicuous person on the field in the distance, sighed silently, and hurried into the classroom.

During evening self-study, the teacher smoked in the corridor.The classroom was quiet, and everyone was doing the questions seriously.Gu Sheng chewed his gum, read the paper in his hand horizontally and vertically, showing a helpless expression.In a blink of an eye, he looked up at Xia He, reached out and poked his back.

Xia He straightened his back and turned to glance at him.

Gu Sheng said, "Did you do the second question on the third side?"

Xia He didn't even think about it: "I did it."

"Then let me have a look."

"No!" He said and turned back.

Gu Sheng didn't expect him to refuse so bluntly, so he felt a surge of energy in his heart, put his hands on his shoulders, leaned closer and said to him, "Are we friends? It's not illegal to let me see."

"You don't know how to do it yourself?" Xia He said with a cold face.

"If you know how to do it, do you need to bother you?"

Gu Sheng turned into a pleading tone: "Let me see, next time I'll treat you to delicious food and spicy food."

This time, before Xia He could respond, the girl sitting next to him turned to Gu Sheng and said, "Hey, you don't know any questions, let me tell you."

There was a sparkle in her eyes, as if she really wanted to win Gu Sheng's favor.But Gu Sheng replied: "I don't believe you, I believe him, what he wrote must be correct."

Seeing that the warmheartedness didn't reap any benefits, the girl lowered her face and ignored him.

Afterwards, Gu Sheng's hands almost touched Xia He's neck. Xia He couldn't take it anymore, so he had to throw the paper on his desk and said, "Hurry up."

"Okay!" Gu Sheng who received the paper hurriedly sat back and copied it happily.

Xia He frowned and pretended to be reluctant to cover his already hot cheeks.He said silently in his heart: "This bastard, why is the old ghost lingering..."

After the teacher finished smoking and came in to sit on the podium, Gu Sheng secretly passed the test paper back to him from under the table.Then basically you don’t have to worry about the content of the paper anymore, and you can read comics or sleep with peace of mind.

When he went back that night, Zhou Yu bought a bottle of drink for Xia He.I wanted to go with him, but the two of us were inseparable for the past two years, but Zhou Yu had no choice but to live in the school dormitory.Because of this matter, he often complained to Xia He, and always said with a bitter face, if my dad hadn't forced me to live in school, I wouldn't have squeezed with them.Smelling their stinky feet and sweat, there are always people snoring in the dormitory. The most important thing is, no one knows who is doing it.

Zhou Yu's father felt that he was too spoiled and spoiled since he was a child, and he couldn't go on like this, because there was no tempering in life, so he asked him to move to the school dormitory.Facts have proved that he really can't adapt.

He thought about what Xia He said about his discomfort, so he came over to say hello.Xia He was fine, and his face seemed to be a little rosier than usual.The two exchanged a few words in the corridor, and then a few classmates came to carry Zhou Yu back to the dormitory.

When Xia He went to pick up the car, a tall figure passed by him. He knew it was Gu Sheng, and he knew it without looking.

But unexpectedly, Gu Sheng came over to look at him and his car, and said, "The wheel of my bicycle is broken, can you give me a ride?"

Xia He looked up at him, then stood up and looked at him, "All right."

Although he agreed with a little carelessness, it seems that his attitude towards Gu Sheng has always been reluctant, but Gu Sheng didn't care, as if a filter was installed in his mind, only agreeing or disagreeing, filtering out Reluctant and unpredictable attitude.

But this is not a special treatment when facing Xia He, he can show the same attitude to everyone, his character is like this.

It was very windy that night, rustling the leaves overhead, and the suspended aisle lights dangling.The light is also sometimes strong and sometimes weak.

Gu Sheng sat on the back seat of the bicycle, with his feet resting on both sides of the wheel, but because he was too tired, he stretched his legs from time to time.He naturally put his hand on Xia He's waist, but Xia He asked him to put it aside, using his ticklish as an excuse.He moved his hands away and grabbed the support rod under the car seat.Then he took out his MP3, put on one earphone himself, and put the other on Xiahe's right ear, and was very happy to share his music with others.

Suddenly there was music in his ears, Xia He panicked for a moment, but then he pretended nothing had happened.Naturally, without expressing any surprise or being caught off guard, like a numb person who wouldn't be motivated by anything.

Gu Sheng asked, "Does it sound good?"

He said: "It sounds good."

The song of Linkin Park was playing in the earphones, which he was familiar with himself.

Gu Sheng smiled and pulled the earphone cable hanging on his right ear. As the earphone fell off, the sound of a car's horn came from nearby.

"If it sounds good, then I will listen to it myself."

Although Xia He didn't know what kind of reasoning he said, he didn't take it seriously.After riding to the corner from last time, he stopped the car, knowing that Gu Sheng was going to walk back from here.

Gu Sheng put his feet on the ground and left the back seat of the bicycle. He put the MP3 in his backpack, said as usual, and then turned around and trotted away.

The traffic light in front of him turned red, and Xia He took advantage of this minute to turn his head to look at Gu Shengyang's running back, staring intently.It wasn't until the light turned green, and the light reflected in his pupils flickered, that he came back to his senses and rode forward.

One day, Gu Sheng went out to drink with others, and when he returned to his evening self-study, his whole body was dizzy.The teacher didn't care much about him as usual, and he fell asleep peacefully on the table.

After school, everyone in the classroom left, only Xia He turned around and looked at him.

The book under his hand was about to fall, and he struggled to support it against the corner that was pressed.He was sleeping peacefully, his breathing was not loud, and he didn't open his mouth to let out a table of hala.

Xia He watched, and noticed that his lips were a little white, so he moved closer, stretched out his hand unconsciously, wanted to feel his soft lips with his fingers, and wanted to know whether it was warm or cold.

So he was very light, as if he was going to steal something, and he approached carefully for fear of being discovered.

Suddenly, footsteps came from outside the door, he was startled, and hurriedly withdrew his hand.Gao Yalan walked in suddenly, probably just after running, her bangs on her forehead were a little messy, and her breathing was very short.

She and Xia He stared blankly at each other, then said, "Haven't you gone back yet?!"

Xia He didn't know how to answer, he was still immersed in the atmosphere just now and didn't change his mind.After Gao Yalan walked in front of him, he replied: "Wait for him to wake up..."

Gao Yalan didn't speak, but wanted to laugh.She probably thought why she didn't wake him up directly.

Xia He also felt that this sentence was so stupid, but then, in order to break the deadlock, he also asked: "Why are you here?"

"I forgot to take something." Gao Yalan took out her schoolbag from her own desk cabinet, said shyly, 'Then I'll go first', and then paced out.

Only then did Xia He sigh, and then, he pushed Gu Sheng roughly.As the book fell to the ground with a snap, Gu Sheng opened his eyes in a daze.

He said something and went home, and left in a hurry without waiting for the other party.

But when he walked up the stairs, he thought that Gu Sheng had drank and fell asleep, so he probably hadn't come here by bike. Could he go home smoothly like this?

So he stopped and wanted to wait for him.

After a while, I really saw a floating figure walking over.Gu Sheng rubbed his aching head, his complexion was not very good.He raised his eyes and saw Xia He was leaning against the wall waiting for him, he smiled at him and said, "So kind?"

Xia He glanced at him coldly, then turned and went down the stairs.Knowing that Gu Sheng was following him, he asked, "Where's that yellow hair who always follows you?"

The voice behind said: "You mean Xie Dong? He has gone to the dormitory." After he said that, he walked quickly to Xia He's side, "Help me, I'm very dizzy."

Xia He pretended to be impatient, stretched his arms around his waist, lifted his face slightly and could smell the smell of the other's hair, he asked, "Why drink?"

"It's nothing. It's my friend's birthday. I drank too much when I was happy."

Xia He secretly guessed that the person was Ye Lian.Ye Lian didn't continue to go to school after graduation. She was messing around in the society, probably because she had a boyfriend.

But, does Gu Sheng really like her?

He looked down at the step by step back stairs at his feet, and at Gu Sheng's sneakers moving step by step.It felt like a stone had been pressed in my heart, and it was very difficult to beat twice.