The years are long

Dinner that day was extraordinarily silent.

After picking up the takeaway and getting the ingredients, Qin Kui plunged into the kitchen.

Dinner is three dishes and one soup, which is very hearty for two people.But on such a warm night, Qin Yu didn't take the initiative to stir up any topics, and the few words were nothing more than daily conversations such as "It's time to serve dinner" and "Drink a bowl of soup after eating".

Xia Xingchen was both determined and hesitant. The resolute wanted to tell Qin Yu, and the hesitant was that she could not confess to Qin Yu without any scruples. She was worried that a sudden blow would cause immeasurable consequences.

Qin Yu's evasion continued into the night.

Linghai at the end of January is in deep winter, not far from the beginning of spring, the winter cold seems to be evaporating to the extreme, and the outdoors are so cold that people don't want to take a step.

In the middle of the night, the already quiet environment became even more quiet as if it had been abandoned in an abandoned corner.

In the room with only one bedside lamp on, Qin Yu tossed and turned, clearly hearing his heavy breathing due to complicated thoughts.

Asking herself, she wanted to know the hidden things that Xia Xingchen said.

Why did Xia Xingchen reject her decisively back then, why did he keep silent when he had feelings for her, and why they had to know the reason why they wanted to continue down the road.

One question after another was floating in her heart, they seemed to be knocking on a door deep in her heart, trying to let something out.

There was a feeling in her heart that was about to come out, but it was so vague that she couldn't feel the trace no matter what.

But if she really found out the sporadic truth, what would happen between them?

Qin Kui turned over again, hugged the quilt tightly while breathing unsteadily, and when he raised his eyes again, he saw Xia Xingchen's back.

Her long hair was loose behind her, without any movement, she seemed unaffected by those words this afternoon.She was originally indifferent, but now the tenderness revealed after consensual love is as precious as an oasis in the desert.

How could Qin Yu be willing to let her be troubled together?

The moonlight outside the window was like water, Qin Yu gently sniffed the fragrance of the hair in front of him, finally took a deep breath, moved his body gently, stretched out his arms and hugged Xia Xing into his arms.

She buried her face in Xia Xing's long hair with attachment, but a soft voice from the person in her arms came from her ear: "What's wrong?"

Qin Yu was stunned, and raised his head slightly, "I thought you fell asleep..."

With the motionless back and steady breathing, she thought Xia Xingchen had already slept soundly.

Xia Xing heard the words deeply, moved her body, turned a little in her direction, and said with a sigh, "You haven't slept yet."

There is no need to say the rest of the words, Qin Yu's chaotic mood just now was calmed down in an instant, his heart was warm and astringent, he hugged Xia Xingchen even tighter, and whispered into her ear: "I'm sorry , neglected you at night."

Xia Xingshen smiled slightly, turned around completely, and held her lowered face with both hands, "I understand. Ah, I understand..."

"Xingchen, why don't you scold me?" Qin Yu grabbed Xia Xingchen's wrist, and the guilt in his eyes couldn't be stopped, "You have worked harder than me, and finally decided to be with me , but now I don't want to hear what you say."

She has been resisting Xia Xingchen from bringing up related topics tonight. In order to prevent such an opportunity from appearing, she even talked a lot less.She knew this feeling very well, and Xia Xingchen, who hadn't slept so late, must be the same.

These thoughts flashed across her heart, her heart was soft and bitter, and she whispered again: "You know? Actually, I want to hear it. I understand that it must be very difficult for you to change your original thinking. Wait After I know the reason, I can comfort you well. But I'm afraid to listen..."

She paused, a burst of indescribable sadness filled her heart, and faint red bloodshots appeared in her eyes.

Xia Xing stared deeply at her reddened eyes, the corners of her lips curled up but she couldn't speak, as if something was stuck in her throat, she could only rub the corners of her eyes with her fingertips.

Qin Kuang grabbed Xia Xingchen's hand and put it on his lips to kiss, staring at Xia Xingchen's eyes became more and more hazy, the water in his eyes filled with tears, and his voice was hoarse: "I'm afraid that after hearing this, I have to make a choice. , I'm afraid that I will be like you a few months ago, wanting to turn around but can't. Xingchen, I'm afraid that the choice I make will be different from my current wish..."

Xia Xingshen's words yesterday easily disturbed her stable mood. She is not afraid of obstacles that can be easily associated, such as family, such as family background, let alone these are not obstacles at all.

What she was afraid of was that Xia Xingshen didn't want this relationship to start at all in the first place.

This means that the reason is not simple.

Xia Xing's heart trembled violently, her fingertips landed on the corners of Qin Yu's raised lips, resisting the soreness in her nasal cavity, and said softly in the most gentle tone she could use: "It's okay, I understand .You dare not face this issue now, and you may not be able to reason rationally after listening to it. Let's take a good rest and talk about it when you are fully prepared. Is this okay?"

Qin Yu's eyes were red, and he shook his head heavily, "I may not be able to listen to it for a long time..."

Xia Xingchen caressed the corners of her eyes with his thumbs. He didn't answer immediately, and only after a while did he speak again: "No matter when you get ready, and no matter what plans you have after listening, I will never leave you." She After a pause, he added meaningfully and softly: "Even if you decide to separate, I will not leave you."

"Give me a little more time..." Qin Yu murmured sourly in her eyes, blinking her eyes a few times to disperse the tears with blurred vision, "But before that, can I ask you a few questions first?"

"Okay, you ask." Xia Xingshen naturally agreed.

Qin Yu loosened his arms a little, distanced himself from her, and looked solemn: "Will that incident affect anyone other than me and you?"

Xia Xingshen quickly replied: "Normally, no."

Qin Yu thought for a while, and then asked: "Is it a short-term or long-term impact on us?"

Xia Xing pursed her lips tightly, and under Qin Yu's anxious eyes, she said in a deep voice: "It's permanent, there's no way to skip it."

Almost at the same time, Qin Kuang's arms tightened, his eyelashes trembled, and a cloud of fog suddenly rose in his heart.

Xia Xingchen's words and his actions all the time seemed to be able to be strung together into a thread, but she couldn't figure out what it would look like after they were strung together carefully.She wanted to reach out to find out what the result of these actions was, but she didn't dare to take a big step forward because of its ambiguity.

Qin Yu frowned, his eyes were out of focus because of thinking.

Xia Xing watched her expression change from frightened to stable, and then caressed her raised brows pitifully, "Ah, what else do you want to ask?"

Qin Yu was dragged out of his contemplation by this soft call, and after taking a breath, he hugged Xia Xingchen tightly, and buried his head in Xia Xingchen's black hair scattered on his shoulders and neck.The delicate fragrance that made her intoxicated soon filled her nostrils, Xia Xing indulged her silently, neither questioning nor forcing her.

"No more, give me some time..." Qin Yu murmured repeatedly, his voice trembling.

Xia Xingchen didn't say much anymore, he gently put his hands around her neck, let her long black hair pass through his fingers, and listened to the breathing in his ears gradually stabilized.

After agreeing to Qin Yu to take some time off, Xia Xingchen stopped bringing up this matter on his own initiative.

In the next three days, they would talk about work and what happened when they went to Yangcheng as before, and they would hug each other and whisper about their lovers.

Qin Yan seemed to have escaped from the panic and hesitation that night, and was as gentle and considerate as before.

However, in the occasional contact, Xia Xingshen keenly felt that Qin Yu's every move revealed some reluctance.It seems that they are afraid that the day when they should choose, they will no longer be able to accompany each other, and now their happiness every day is counting down the days of being together.

Xia Xingchen felt even more distressed by the oppressive atmosphere.

The surface is sweet, but in fact it is mixed with too many small details caused by fear of separation.

She wanted to hold Qin Yu's hand several times, and poured out everything in one go.But after seeing Qin Yu's softly rippling eyes, all her urgency calmed down.

Just like the original choice, she is unwilling to decide their future arbitrarily, and this time the power should not be in her hands.

No matter whether Qin Fu wants to listen or not, and when she wants to listen, she obeys.

After these faintly depressing three days, Qin Yu needed to go to other places to participate in a social event, as well as an exclusive interview to heighten the popularity of the movie "Heartbeat".

It took only two days before and after, and Qin Yu got on the plane in the afternoon of the social meeting.

After landing in the evening, the organizer of the entertainment sent Qin Yu to the hotel where he stayed, and went to the venue after a short rest.

As a well-known in the field of fashion design, she was very popular with the rest of the guests throughout the whole process.Whether it is a topic related to her job or a topic related to Han Shutong, most people use it to start a conversation with her.

When the night fell, Qin Yu found an excuse and wanted to go back to the hotel to rest early.

From the moment he got off the plane to now, he hasn't had enough time to contact Xia Xingchen, and he doesn't know what Xia Xingchen had for dinner.

Usually when the two of them stay together, Xia Xingchen is only responsible for eating.

Qin Yu was full of longing, and unconsciously quickened his pace.

"Miss Qi."

Suddenly a female voice came from behind, Qin Yu heard it familiar, stopped and looked back.

"You are..." She frowned, and then stretched out, "Xingchen's friend, I met last time when I was recording a play about light and shadow."

"Yes, I'm Xu Xinzhou." Xu Xinzhou walked to her side with a smile, "We met in Xingshen's office after recording that program."

After the recording of "Joking about Light and Shadow", Qin Mingtu was invited by Qin Mingtu to play one of the protagonists in the micro-movie "Meeting Joy", and asked her to persuade Xia Xingshen to also play the role.So Qin Kui took the contract of "Meeting and Joy" and went to Xia Xingchen with the contract of "Heartbeat", which was about to launch at that time, and happened to meet Xu Xinzhou who was in Xia Xingshen's office.

Qin Yu's impression became clearer, and his smile faded to a distance: "I remember, Xing Chen said that he had known you for a while."

"It's true that we've known each other for several years." Xu Xinzhou smiled and sighed, and stretched out his hand as a "please" gesture, "Let's go together? I'm also a little tired and want to go back to my room to rest."

"Okay, let's go together." Qin Yu readily agreed.

In front of the venue was a vast garden, and the two walked along the garden path.

"I heard that you just finished the filming recently?" Xu Xinzhou turned to look at Qin Yu.

Qin Yu's gaze softened visibly, "Yes, this is Xingshen's first real movie."

"It seems that this film is worth looking forward to." Xu Xinzhou smiled in his eyes, and couldn't help joking: "When you were making micro-films, Xing Shen told me about it. I'm quite surprised, after all, I've never seen you have such a thing. Cooperation. Now one after another, I am really looking forward to your partner as a couple."

"Her performance is outstanding." Qin Yan chuckled, his face full of joy and anticipation for his lover, "Whether it's joking about the light and shadow, or meeting each other, or the heartbeat that just finished, her performance makes me very happy." Amazing. You know that feeling of watching someone grow? That's what I saw her."

After all, Qin Yu is Han Shutong's daughter. Although she is only mentioned by Han Shutong at home, her professional ability has never been criticized in the entertainment industry outside the family.In this respect, Qin Yu also inherited some of Han Shutong's habits.

Xu Xinzhou curled his lips and smiled, "Why do I feel that Xingchen is not here, and I have eaten a mouth full of dog food?"

Qin Yu smiled, noncommittal.

The two turned around a flowerbed, Xu Xinzhou took a deep look at Qin Yu's gentle side face, and smiled silently.

It seems that there should be no problem with the relationship between these two people. Xia Xingshen has heard so many "cheats" from her before, and if she can't solve it, she doesn't know whether to doubt herself or Boss Xia's EQ .

After a moment of silence, Qin Kui paid attention to Xu Xinzhou from the corner of his eye, and the picture recalled just now resurfaced in her mind.

With a slight smile on her lips, she asked: "You are familiar with Xing Chen, so I would like to ask, do you know the specific temperament of her family?" She paused, seeing Xu Xinzhou's puzzled face, she Explained: "I'm planning to visit her parents recently, but you also know that she will definitely tell me not to think too much, so I just remembered to ask you, so I have a plan in my heart."

"So it's like this..." Xu Xinzhou frowned and thought about it, and said apologetically, "But I haven't been in touch with her family, and I haven't heard her mention it when I talk about it occasionally, so I may not be able to help you. .”

Qin Yu was stunned for a moment, and his thoughts moved slightly. The fog seemed to have dissipated a little, and there were edges and corners looming in it.

"It's okay, thank you anyway." Qin Yu smiled politely at Xu Xinzhou, but his brows gradually frowned.