The years are long

Qin Yu turned around and quietly watched the woman approaching slowly.

They have also attended a friend's birthday party together, including the invitation of this one today.It's just that at that time, she and the person in front of her were still lovers, and she thought they could stay like that until many years later, when their relationship turned dull.

But at that time, she never imagined that the "normal" and "later" she had been looking forward to meant the end of that relationship.

Because the reason for their separation is plain.

The person who was approaching her step by step in front of her was Tang Yi. After she landed today, she could not think of Tang Yi who would also be present at the banquet.

"Is what I said a few days ago not clear enough?" Qin Yu preemptively kept his emotions and tone as calm as possible.

If it's not necessary, she doesn't want to completely turn against the Tang family.

The Qin family has a close relationship with the Tang family, and the two mothers have been friends for half their lives. In addition, as the old saying goes, it is better to have many friends than many enemies.

Although she didn't want to be friends with Tang Yi, she didn't have to be an enemy unless it was absolutely necessary.

"You have always made it very clear." Tang Yi stopped a few steps in front of Qin Yu, with a bitter smile on his face, "Not just the past few days, you have made it very clear every time. But I can clearly see that, There is a distance between you and her, when you are together, you are obviously restraining."

She is a few years older than Qin Yu, they have known each other since childhood, and she watched Qin Yu grow up bit by bit.She understands Qin Fu's character, and even more understands what kind of state Qin Fu would be in a relationship.

Apart from routine, she couldn't think of any other reason for such a lack of sweetness and restraint.

This is not the state where Qin Yu really likes a person, so there is only one possibility, and the relationship between them is not the same as it is in front of the public.With Qin Fu's personality, the relationship with Xia Xingshen should really exist, so the reason why Qin Fu is so restrained is probably that the relationship has come to an end.

Qin Yu glanced around, sighed for a long time, lowered his head and shook his head before raising his eyes, and asked with a helpless smile: "Even if this is the case, that's not the reason why you can restore the old relationship. Have you forgotten the reason why we separated in the first place? ?”

Tang Yi took two steps forward: "So what? I..."

"So what?" Qin Yu interrupted her amusedly, the smile between his brows and eyes gradually congealed, "Tang Yi, the enthusiasm in a relationship will not last long, no matter who it is or what kind of relationship it is , are bound to go into a dull state.”

Tang Yi couldn't move anymore, Qin Yu's rational and gentle expression was very similar to the way she treated her tenderly before, but the pain gradually rising in her heart told her that it was different.

This person is more mature, and the feelings for her seem to be really gone.

Qin Yu looked directly at her, and said in a soft voice: "For you, plainness means the end. But for me, it's the opposite. Plainness is the true meaning of a relationship. No one can avoid it. We have to Just get used to it and enjoy it."

She didn't have the slightest impatience, and she even smiled longingly at the end.

She remembered that aloof Mr. Xia, they had known each other for several years, Xia Xingchen's temperament was so cool, he seldom cracked jokes.

Some people always say that when the relationship is flat, maybe two people don’t even want to talk much under the same roof, but the two of them can sit together and work for most of the day without talking. Does this mean that the preview is flat in advance?

But she still fell in love with this man.

Qin Yu hooked his lips, shook his head and regained his senses, and saw Tang Yi's eyes were red.

"Also, have you ever thought about it for me?" Qin Kui returned to the topic just now, and said solemnly, "You want to start over with me, so you separated from Xie Qian, then one day in the future, you will Will you abandon me again for another person, or for other reasons? Tang Yi, how do you make me trust you?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you thought so deeply..." Tang Yi's voice lowered, trembling faintly, "I have never completely forgotten my love for you, and I was indeed courteous when I was with Xie Qian. I went with the idea of ​​getting married, I never thought that I would want to be with you again. I regret that at the beginning..."

The corners of her eyes were moist, the trembling in her words became more and more serious, and her hands clenched the sides of the long skirt tightly.

"I understand you." Qin Yu chuckled softly, "There are always differences between people, and our emotional concepts are different. Your feelings are passionate, so you want to be treated with the same enthusiasm. There's nothing wrong with that."

Her gentle and gentle words made people feel comforted, but for Tang Yi, this soft knife cut her heart to pieces.

Qin Yu has always been like this, using the softest attitude to say the toughest words.

Tang Yi embraced her body with both hands, those words were so soft, but she felt an unprecedented coldness, the fragility on her face would make others feel pity.

"I don't know how to make you believe me, but at least give me a chance to wait for you, okay?"

She bit her lip hard, but forced a smile in the next second.

"I won't do anything to destroy you, as long as I can wait for you."

Her posture is distressing, but her every word and every word reveals a taste of humbleness.

Even though Qin Yu no longer has feelings for her, this scene still makes his heart sore.The arrogant and confident Tang Yi, the Tang Yi who was never procrastinating about anything, has now become the one who can't let go.

Or maybe it's not that she can't let go, it's just that she still doesn't believe that the relationship between them is gone, so she insists on getting a reason to continue or give up.

What she is holding now is a reason to persevere and redeem, so now is the time to give her a reason to give up.

This reason just happened to be held in Qin Kuang's hands.

That person's cold face and the gentleness that had been repeated in recent days emerged in her heart, and she could soon hear that person's slightly cool voice.She was only one step away, and they would have no more worries.

"I was just reminding you that our ideas are different." Qin Yu raised the corners of her lips, her unprecedented confidence occupied her consciousness, "But you don't have to blame yourself, don't force yourself, let alone spend your time on me .Because of what you said, I had some restraint when I was with her, but now I don't."

She didn't need to say anything more to Tang Yi. Since Tang Yi felt that she was restraining, let Tang Yi know that from now on she no longer needed to restrain herself.

Tang Yi opened her eyes wide, the doubts in her eyes were quickly drowned out by sadness, her eyes finally couldn't hold back the tears, and her forced smile disappeared from her lips at some point.

"Forget it." Qin Yu sighed, "You should have forgotten it a long time ago."

"Xiao Yu..." Tang Yi's voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear it.

Qin Kui pursed his lips, turned around and pressed the elevator button, and walked in with his legs, blocking the sound of Tang Yi chasing after him from the elevator.

Her mood became more and more chaotic in the quiet atmosphere. She was not regretting the ruthless rejection just now, but regretting the hurtful behavior she had never done before.

She has said what she should say many times. After breaking up a few years ago, she never took the initiative to communicate with Tang Yi. If she couldn't avoid it and had to meet, she would keep a distance as much as possible.Even when the Qin and Tang families got together, she made many excuses not to go.

She obeyed Tang Yi's wishes and removed herself from Tang Yi's life, but now, how could she have to face each other unfeelingly.

She didn't know what to do with Tang Yi who was left behind, maybe she still couldn't think about those problems just now, or maybe after what she said just now, she could untie her knot.The rejection she could convey in words was unreserved. If Tang Yi still couldn't give up today, then she could only rise to the confrontation between two families.

It took so much effort to push away the clouds and mist, and the sun had just seeped in, how could she allow the black mist to cover up this ray of light again?

When Qin Kui returned to the room she stayed in today, the air conditioner didn't even have time to turn on. The moment she closed the door and quieted down, she immediately dialed out on the screen of her mobile phone.

The room was pitch black, and the silence was a little too much. With her other hand, she rubbed the notch of the room card symbolically, panting softly, waiting for the call to be connected.

After inserting the card, she moved slowly, her fingers touched the switch of the chandelier, and at the same time as there was a light "click", the waiting sound in the phone receiver was interrupted, and a pleasant female voice came to her ears: " Are you back in your room?"

The moment she heard Xia Xingshen's voice, Qin Kuang's entire body relaxed, and she gave a low "hmm" and smiled softly.

"What are you laughing at?" Xia Xing smiled lightly on the spot, "Aren't you tired after a long day's work?"

"Of course I'm tired..." Qin Yu sighed honestly, after a pause, he added softly: "But now I feel much more comfortable."

When she was still in the banquet hall just now, the messages between the two of them, as well as the agreement to make phone calls when they returned to the room, all revealed her longing that she couldn't hide.

Seemingly obscure yet so obvious.

Xia Xing on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment, and when the voice came again, he suppressed his smile, became softer, and said slowly: "I didn't leave the room today, and I took care of some work. Then I gave Qiqi a day off. She went out to play for a day, and she didn't forget to bring me a lot of snacks."

Qin Yu walked into the room on the phone, and smiled in surprise: "Really? I took Miaomiao away, and she can play alone."

"Their way of getting along is very comfortable." Xia Xingchen's voice softened a bit, and it seemed to have other meanings, "I like to be with each other, we can talk about any topic, even if we don't get along, we can still be with each other .Not only will they not be alienated when they are not together, but they will also think of each other when encountering interesting trivia."

What she said was the truth, the relationship between Gao Qiqi and Yu Miaomiao was so pure and always kept a sense of freshness.It seems that they will never have a dispute. Two people can discuss things they like together enthusiastically, or one of them can accommodate the other.

But when Xia Xingchen said this, there was always some inexplicable ambiguity...

"They're friends, aren't they..." Qin Yu went to the window and opened the curtains, reminded him a little helplessly, and paused when talking about the relationship before saying, "Other relationships."

She was about to say "it's not like us", but she stopped at the bar.

Xia Xingshen said with a smile: "No matter what kind of relationship it is, it is suitable for such a comfortable state. You can talk about everything, you can reap happiness for a long time, and you won't feel panic, loneliness, or even a relationship because you are relatively speechless. Want to separate. It's comfortable, isn't it?"

Qin Kui was stunned, and his hand holding the curtain stopped moving.

Xia Xingchen's thoughts coincided with hers to a large extent. In the conversation between her and Tang Yi just now, Xia Xingchen's thoughts also coincided with hers.

In an intimate relationship, after experiencing the baptism of time, the initial enthusiasm will be washed away layer by layer.What remains at the end is the verification of whether they are suitable for each other. If they cannot adapt to this period, there may be many reasons, but in the final analysis it is still not suitable.

Enthusiasm that fades over time will take away all emotions that have been deepened by it.

The plainness that follows is for some people to accommodate it, but for some people, it can also be to enjoy it.

That's what Xia Xingchen said in his words, a comfortable state.

Over the long years, we can talk about everything, gain joy and happiness, and we can also be relatively silent without feeling unfamiliar or feeling a sense of crisis or even loneliness.

"Yes, this state is indeed very comfortable..." Qin Yu pursed her lips into a smile, she paused, and couldn't help telling what happened tonight: "By the way, I met you here tonight." Tang Yi died, and talked to her about some emotional topics."

"Huh?" Xia Xingchen responded softly, without any intention of stopping.

Qin Kuang let go of the curtains, went to the bed and sat down.

Looking at the two pillows leaning together on the bed in this strange room, she curled her lips and smiled silently, and continued: "I told her in detail that the impossibility between me and her is due to feelings. The concept is different. In my opinion, a relationship goes into the ordinary, which is the true meaning of the relationship, but in her view, it is the end. I told her that no one can avoid this period, what we have to do is to adapt to it and enjoy it .”

She paused, wanting to hear Xia Xingchen's reaction.

They just fell in love, and she didn't want to hide the fact that she met Tang Yi today, otherwise Xia Xingchen would find out about it one day, and she would be given the name of hiding it.Besides, she wanted to tell Xia Xingchen that she should completely solve Tang Yi's problem.

Xia Xingchen didn't pick up the conversation quickly, and asked with a smile after a few seconds: "Who are the 'we' you told her about?"

Qin Yu froze for a moment, then rolled his eyes with a smile the next second.

"This is a general reference, but if you ask like that..." She suppressed her smile, and explained softly and seriously: "We are you and me."