The years are long

During the night at Xia Xingshen's house, Qin Yu couldn't fall asleep for a long time in the first half of the night.

A window was left in the corner of the room and the curtains were not drawn, and the silvery moonlight leaked in front of the window.

In the darkness, Qin Yu stared at the ray of light with his eyes open, feeling an inexplicable illusion of being imprisoned.

When she came to her senses and thought about it, this feeling was not a complete illusion.

She and Xia Xingshen were imprisoned in that declared lover relationship, which made her want to leave now but couldn't, and stayed but no longer had the hope she had at the beginning.There are only meaningless disguises and conflicts left, and they can't go back to the past at all.

Can not go back.

Qin Yan chewed this sentence seriously, swallowed the bitterness it brought, turned over and hugged the quilt, and buried the slight heat and coolness from the corners of his eyes into the pillow.

During this period of getting along, she hasn't backed away for a day. She wants to endure her love, and when everything is settled, they will publicly announce the end of their relationship.Cut off the relationship that was tied by her hands, and then give Xia Xingchen a life without her.

But after all, she still couldn't calm down, and it was hard for her not to have expectations for Xia Xingshen's concern.

She intentionally kept her distance, but Xia Xingchen turned the pointer of this relationship back to before she confessed.

How can it be assumed that something that has happened has never happened?

The broken piano resounded, and even though the tone it played was the same as before, the subtle difference could not be the same as before.

Break it in time, and in the future, you can still abandon today's barriers, and you can still look at each other and smile.Maybe they can even laugh about their original agreement to pretend to be lovers, and recall that she took Xia Xingchen back to Qin's house, her family's satisfaction with Xia Xingchen, and their expectation for them to get married.

It might be a little melancholy, but it couldn't be better.

The moonlight outside the window was infiltrated by the cold winter, Qin Yu turned his eyes away, the picture he imagined just now was colder than this moonlight, occupying her whole heart without leaving any gaps.

She didn't know what happened to Xia Xingchen, and she didn't want to find out if Xia Xingchen could understand what she said.

She just wanted to keep a certain distance between them, as long as Xia Xingchen could understand this sentence.

In this way, they will be able to leave each other completely in a short time.

The corners of Qin Yu's eyes got wet again, she didn't make any sound, and kept the sleeping position with half of her face buried in the pillow.It wasn't until she became unconscious that the hand that had been tightly clutching the quilt cover in the bed unconsciously let go.

She was half asleep and half awake in the second half of the night, and she was still unable to completely fall into a peaceful sleep, and her consciousness wandered between waking and deep sleep.When the moonlight in the room is gradually thinning, the black-like night sky outside the window also begins to fade away.

The dazed state seemed to last only a few minutes, and the picture of the night before was struggling in Qin Yu's vague consciousness, which made her wake up suddenly and could no longer sleep.

When it was just dawn, Xia Xingshen's house was so quiet that he could amplify many small movements.

Qin Kui gently closed the door of the guest room, and his eagerness to leave last night slowed down.

Before opening the door, she glanced back at the living room filled with the faint morning light, and the slight reluctance in her eyes faded with the remaining night.

In the huge house, the sound of closing the door was extremely soft.

Xia Xing, who hadn't relaxed all night, leaned against the window, the morning light outlined her tired face.

Her eyes seemed to be staring out of the window, and she was still in a trance, until the sound of footsteps on the fallen leaves touched her hearing, and her eyelashes trembled slightly.

Qin Yu left without saying hello to her.

She didn't expect them to become like this, she has calculated the distance between them since she met Qin Yu.

From the very beginning, she just wanted to be a quiet and trustworthy friend, and to do her best to help Qin Yu on his life path.

Then watch Qin Yu live this life carefree, and when this short time passes, she will return to the original point and appear again in Qin Yu's next life.

It's not that she hasn't considered Ning Jingsheng's idea of ​​doing whatever she wants, but she sees the appearance of too many people in the world.How many people can't bear the pressure and give up on themselves, are too sad and hurt themselves, and even give up their lives because of the accumulation of too many negative emotions.

And so on, everywhere.

Together with the demon, human life will form another form of infinite extension.Still enduring life, old age, sickness and death with a human body of flesh and blood, and the memories of life after life will be contained in this body.

Xia Xingshen was unwilling to let such a possibility happen, so she always stood where she should be, patiently not taking a step forward.

She never thought that Qin Yu would shorten the distance between them.

She couldn't reveal her emotions, and she didn't want to turn her head back, but she got Qin Yu's tolerant understanding.

The sincere confession on the beach, the gentle and considerate confession near her home, never forced her to accept it.He even lowered his attitude to the dust, just wanting her to know, without her responding.

Even the confession was considered for her, but she responded with hurt several times.

Even if he changed his original intention now and wanted to hand over the future rights to Qin Yu, he was doing Qin Yu harm.

But they obviously like each other.

Xia Xingshen's eyes swelled up, and her heart felt warm because of the thought of them liking each other. She moved her loosely held hands and clenched them tightly.

Before preparing to join the "Heartbeat" crew, they had no contact with each other tacitly.

Xia Xingshen didn't waste this time, she used it to understand how to pursue her sweetheart.

Turning on the computer, clicking on the webpage, she entered word by word the questions that young humans might want to search for.

"What do you do if the person you like is angry?"

She stopped and thought for a while, and added "the kind of anger that wants to be separated".

After entering with the Enter key, there was no answer that completely matched her question, and all of them were superficial answers, such as giving gifts, dating and so on.But when they got into trouble like this, once such a purpose was brought up, Qin Kui would probably turn around and leave.

Maybe not even an appointment.

Xia Xingshen flipped through several pages in a row, the popularity became lower and lower, and she became less and less expectant of the content she found online.How can the cause and effect between them be generalized with other people's emotional problems.

She was about to close the webpage in disappointment, and wanted to call Ning Jingsheng for a chat.

Just when she was about to do this, an answer that was not brilliant but clearly pointed out the main idea jumped into her eyes.

"The starting point of any behavior is the degree of intention, and the focus should be on intention or not, not on formal geometry."

The corners of Xia Xingchen's lips finally rose, and he no longer insisted on searching for a specific method.

She remembered that there was nothing in her WeChat Moments, and the only status was the panda picture that was sent to break the stalemate with Qin Yu.

That picture is useless now, she hesitated for a few seconds, but still did not delete it.

But after that, she casually took a photo of the office.

The sunlight added a bit of visual warmth to this rigorous and solemn place, and there were documents on her desk.

Without any text, Xia Xingshen sent the picture directly.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and first learned to share her life, so that the other party would not feel that she was too difficult to guess.

This habit needs to be maintained.

With only a few days left before joining the crew of "Heartbeat", Xia Xingchen would post a photo like this every day.Sometimes it is the office, sometimes it is the study room at home, and there are also the sky looking out from the window.

Whether Qin Yu made any movement or not, Ning Jingsheng was attracted by this big move first.

"Hey, what's the matter with you?"

In the study, Ning Jingsheng folded his arms around his chest, pacing left and right in front of the desk, his face full of puzzlement.

"I haven't seen you posting to Moments in how many years. Recently, it's like an addiction, posting every day."

On the first day, she originally thought that Xia Xingchen was posting for fun, something that was thousands of years old, and it was rare for him to be interested in high technology, so she had no objection.Who knew that this posting was out of control, and I took pictures of my home and company in different ways every day.

Show off your wealth?Not at all.

After living for such a long time, human beings have seen everything they haven't seen before, and showing off something is not enough to show off their wealth.

Ning Jingsheng was guessing wildly, guessing all kinds of possibilities.

For example, I want to record the colorful and colorful life integrated with human beings. When I get tired of these days in the future, I will find a peaceful place to live, and then dig out these photos for aftertaste.

However, do they seem to be people who can reminisce about the past?

In their long years, the age of human beings is just a tiny existence like a pebble, and neither she nor Xia Xingchen has ever recalled the past.

If it's not for yourself, then...for others?

Ning Jingsheng's head seemed to be electrified in an instant, and she suddenly realized "Oh", with a long ending.

"Huh?" Xia Xing sat behind the table, the script of "Heartbeat" was spread out on the table, and she held the footer between her fingertips without raising her head.

Ning Jingsheng propped his hands on the table, pressed his body down, and was on the same level as Xia Xingchen's eyes, then raised his eyebrows and said: "Little panda, have you got your head around it? Are you going to chase your boss Qin with all your might? "

Xia Xingshen raised his eyes slightly, noncommittal, and continued to read the script silently.

This abnormal attitude made Ning Jingsheng immediately pat the stack of documents on Xia Xingchen's desk. After a muffled "pop", Ning Jingsheng said in a fussy tone: "I'll just say what your little assistant said. Is it reliable? You have to give this child a raise anyway, if it wasn't for her, you'd be waiting to die alone!"

With a sudden reaction, Xia Xingchen was forced to shift his focus from the script to Ning Jingsheng.

She squinted her eyes, and a sense of scrutiny emerged in her eyes.

Ning Jingsheng didn't notice her scrutiny, so he frowned and said to himself: "But it's useless for you to post to Moments like this, and you don't bring any words. Those who don't know think you are showing off your wealth. You have to post something useful." Yes..." She thought for a while, pouted her lips and said to Xia Xing seriously: "Well, I will collect a love speech record for you another day, the kind that will be effective as soon as you say it, and the custody boss Qin will give it to you immediately after hearing it. The kind you throw your arms around."

After she finished speaking, she raised her eyebrows several times in succession, waiting for Xia Xing to praise her deeply.

Xia Xingchen put down the document and leaned back in the chair, with one elbow resting on the armrest, the palm resting on the side of his face, and his index finger gently rubbing his temple, he asked unclearly, "What's going on with you and Tang Yi?" What? That time I asked you about the hot searches, but you didn't answer me. "

When she saw the hot search that day, she sent Ning Jingsheng a WeChat inquiry, but Ning Jingsheng didn't reply her.After so many days, Ning Jingsheng did not mention this matter even when he sent her WeChat messages.

"This..." Ning Jingsheng took two steps back as soon as he heard it, and subconsciously clasped his hands together, "I just met him in a bar. I don't think I have anything to say, so I didn't explain it to you."

"Meet in a bar?" Xia Xingshen repeated in a slow tone, with a look of disbelief, "Why don't I remember that you have a hobby of going to bars? You always like to have a family background, a high degree of education and good looks. People with bad habits, places like nightclubs where fish and dragons are mixed together are the last thing you like to go to."

She was not interested in Ning Jingsheng's private life, but Tang Yi had to attract her attention.

She had a close relationship with Ning Jingsheng, and Tang Yi was pestering Qin Yu endlessly. Under such a background, Tang Yi and Ning Jingsheng suddenly got mixed up, so she couldn't help but ask a few more questions.

Ning Jingsheng's eyes flickered, as if he was in danger of being stripped of his clothes and thrown in the sun.

"I'm just idle to have fun." Ning Jingsheng was worried, pretending to smile casually: "I just happened to meet her drinking, and I thought she was going to be molested by a man, so I quickly brought her out. Others Not to mention, her acting skills are not bad, I appreciate it, so I will help her."

After she said that, she was more confident.

For someone like Xia Xingchen who likes to poke corners, it's better to openly express that he really appreciates Tang Yi, so as not to arouse Xia Xingchen's suspicion.

Sure enough, Xia Xing stared at her for two seconds, then nodded.

Before Ning Jingsheng could relax, Xia Xingchen paused when he picked up the script, and added: "I think more about my relationship with her, I don't want anything to happen one day, and you are involved in it." .”

Ning Jingsheng was stunned, and while Xia Xing lowered his head, he pressed his heart nervously.

The author has something to say: I don’t know why, but I think the little panda looks like a fool...