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Yan Fei took the notebook and slowly opened it. It was filled with countless excerpted notes by Bai Xingze, all about his illness. Each excerpt was written with the date, which is Bai Xingze's habit of taking notes.

Turning to the last record, it turned out to be the day when he was locked out of the door.

Does shutting out a patient with depression and insomnia do anything to him?no data.

Yan Fei could imagine that that day, after Bai Xingze made an excuse to let him go out to buy fruit, he hurriedly checked the information, but found that he couldn't find anything, and he was so angry that he made a fuss.

Even though he was already angry with him to the point of explosion, Bai Xingze's heart was always so gentle, just like all their past memories, making people feel warm and warm.

Shen Lue patted Yan Fei on the shoulder: "He is really a very nice person, you are holding on so tightly now, I know I can't persuade you, but it's almost fine, you go find someone who is willing to play with you People, Bai Xingze is just an ordinary person with a reserved career, and I can't stand your troubles. You still asked Chen Qingrang to help you unlock the door in the middle of the night, do you have a lower limit?"

"I just wanted to be nice to him, why did I torment him."

"Yes, you want to be nice to him now. That's because you are not balanced in your heart. You have to do these balances according to your standards, but after your emotional and material contributions are equal to Bai Xingze's, you can Are you going to let him go again with peace of mind?"

Yan Fei was puzzled: "Who told you that I was looking for a balance. Of course there are debts. Whoever does something wrong will not know the debt. People who know that they are wrong but don't know the debt are heartless."

"Then you mean you love him? You fell in love with him after you lost it for no reason? You can't turn your face so quickly through the book, right?"

"Who said I fell in love at that time." Yan Fei was a little embarrassed when he said these words, as if forcing him to say something shameful.

Shen slightly puzzled: "If you say you love him, just say it. Why are you shy, as if I forced you to say something that you find hard to say."

Yan Fei pretended to be calm and said, "Why should I tell you this?"

He seems to have never talked about these things with anyone. He matured too early, and he is very independent in everything, so he doesn't need to communicate with anyone for advice on these matters.

In his opinion, the matter of feelings is a matter of his own soul, and even to the other party, he does not need to use superficial words to describe it. It needs a lifetime of time and warmth to slowly settle down, just as his rich knowledge also needs to be described. Everlasting is the same as silent thinking, the more noisy and time wasted with words, the more bluff and false it will appear.

"Of course you don't need to tell me this, and I don't want to hear it, but I just think, don't harm others, let them live."

"It's almost the same if I let you die. You can do whatever you want when you go back. I will handle my affairs by myself."

"You don't love others, and you have to use your own standards to find a balance that you feel is worth the money, so that you don't feel guilty, but time and time again you use other people's feelings to ruin it, and killing people is nothing more than a nod , what kind of hatred and resentment do you want to torture people like this?"

"How did I spoil him, how did I torture him, he is not happy now, and I am not at all comfortable!" Yan Fei's voice became louder, and he didn't want any image anymore.

"You don't know? When Xi Yan came back to look for you, you are disgusting, you just say you are disgusting! If Xi Yan comes to squat at your door in the middle of the night, find someone powerful to unlock your door, you will have no escape To escape, he insists on clinging to you every day, just tell me, you want to die or not."

Yan Fei was silent. Only after Shen Lue said this did he realize how disgusting he was.

"Originally, I didn't want to interfere with your affairs, but Yu Shu has experienced Qin Kun's incident, and sometimes he is still in a bad state of mind. As a doctor, I don't want to see Bai Xingze become like that in the future. He still has a little affection for you, give him some good thoughts and let him go."

Yan Fei put Bai Xingze's notebook back into his bag, walked out of Bai Xingze's room in silence, returned to the sofa, and lay down weakly, not knowing what he was going to do.

Shen Lue didn't want to see Yan Fei like this either, so he remained silent for a while.

I don't know how much time has passed, Shen Lue said: "Take care of his leg injury and leave."

Yan Fei said hoarsely, "I don't want to leave, let me tell you, I fell in love with him a long time ago, but I didn't know it myself."

"Before I married him, I met both parents. Our family did some things that made their family unhappy. On the way I sent their family back, his grandma said, let the two families meet as little as possible in the future, so as not to be uncomfortable. "

"In so many years of my life, I once felt that what I could do and say was so feeble in the face of grandma's sadness. I haven't realized that I really want to be with Xingze for the rest of my life. I don't want our family to So alienated."

"I called Su Yue for advice, and he said that he and Liu Tanyu's family have never met."

"I had no way out, desperately trying to save something, but found that I couldn't do anything. I sat in the car and sulked, I was silent, I felt ashamed to go back and face Xingzhe, and I went back until very late. For the first time, I care so much about the feelings of other people's family members, because they are not someone's family members, but Xingze's family." Yan Fei's eyes were red as he spoke.

"When I went back to Xincheng to look for Xingzhe, my sister scolded me and my father beat me. I didn't feel it at all. I even felt that I only had Xingzhe in my heart at that time, and I didn't care what they did."

"At that time, I belatedly understood why I cared so much about the views of the Bai family, because my consciousness told me that if the Bai family were not satisfied, even if I married Xingzhe, I would lose it at any time." Xingze, I don't want to lose him."

"Otherwise, if I really just plan to separate after finishing Su Yue's matter, why should I care about this? With my viciousness, I will take advantage of their psychology and conflicts, and even let them ask us to separate, so I can get away naturally. No guilt, and I can totally do it."

"As for why it became like that later, I don't want to talk about it anymore. I made all my mistakes. I just want to live a good life with him now. Why don't I love him anymore?" Yan Fei finally put all these words together today. After saying it, he felt that it was very hypocritical. Is it useful to say it? It's useless. It's better to take action.

Shen Lue was so surprised that he didn't know what to say, your reaction is too slow, if you had recognized your heart earlier, why would there be so many troubles.

However, it may not be because he didn't realize it. Considering the complexity of the situation at the time, no matter how ruthless Yan Fei did, he did protect the safety of Bai Xingze and the Bai family, and made the Su family lead this big case. It came to a successful conclusion, otherwise, Xiao Yan would have sent someone to keep an eye on the Bai family and Bai Xingze, and if something happened to him, this side would immediately attack.

If it really gets to that point, except for Yan Fei, no one will care about the Bai family and Bai Xingze. Using and sacrificing is the real way to take care of the overall situation with a small family.

Shen Lue didn't say anything more: "Okay, you can figure it out yourself, it's getting late, I'm leaving."

Yan Fei ignored Shen Lue, and Shen Lue went out by himself.

As soon as the door was opened, Yu Shu and Bai Xingze had already stood at the door without knowing when.

Shen slightly embarrassed, then pulled Yu Shu up and left. If he stayed in this situation, wouldn't he be looking for death.

Bai Xingze moved back into the room by himself, and Yan Fei immediately came to help him when he saw it. Bai Xingze didn't say anything, so he asked Yan Fei to help him back to the room, took the computer bag he needed for going out to work, and made sure to carry it. I got off the computer, and went out to make an appointment with Gao Gang.

"I'll take a taxi, you can go about your own business." Bai Xingze said lightly.

"I'm not busy, I'll take you there." Yan Fei knew that Bai Xingze had heard those words, but he couldn't say anything if he was asked to justify in front of Bai Xingze at this moment, so be it, forever, Bai Xingze Will definitely know his heart.

Bai Xingze stopped rebutting and asked Yan Fei to accompany him out.

The two of them didn't say anything along the way, and remained silent all the time.

After meeting Gao Gang at the agreed place, Yan Fei wanted to accompany him to meet the client again, but Bai Xingze had no choice but to let him go.

Who knew that the new person in charge of the other party would see a smile on his face immediately after seeing Yan Fei. He used to work in the Xincheng food industry and had long-term cooperation with the major sales departments of Hengyong. A big company, they supply some food is only a small list, they will not look at them at all.

However, they could still meet some high-level executives of Hengyong every time there was a relatively large event. At that time, his biggest dream was to be able to get to know these high-level officials, but he had no way to do so.

Who knew that he would meet Yan Fei here after all the twists and turns.

What's more, Yan Fei is no longer an executive of Hengyong. He has taken the land and developed it himself. He is already a rising real estate rookie. He needs to make friends so that they can cooperate in the future.

"Hello, Mr. Yan! Hello, Mr. Yan! I really didn't know that I would meet you here!"

Yan Fei helped Bai Xingze to sit down: "I'll accompany my wife, you just pretend I don't exist, and you talk about your business."

In fact, Yan Fei didn't remember who this person was at all, but there were too many such things in the workplace, especially Yan Fei was used to being admired by all kinds of people.

When the other party heard this, he glanced at Bai Xingze, then at Gao Gang, and realized that this was another person in charge of the company that Gao Gang was talking about, and his heart sank.

"Mr. Yan, Mr. Bai, listen to my explanation. This matter is a misunderstanding. Our new employees are ignorant and made a mistake. They returned your bid documents. I made an appointment for dinner tonight just to explain this matter. clear."

Gao Gang was amazed at the speed of this face-changing. He really talked nonsense when he saw people talking about people. He didn’t use this face when communicating in the past. When he opened his mouth and shut his mouth, they opened the company and closed the company at once. Who would dare to ask them to cooperate? If you have cooperated before, you can't ask for it.To put it bluntly, when a new official takes office, he wants to eat and get cards.

Seeing the other party's attitude, Bai Xingze would not be aggressive, relying on Yan Fei's aggressive face, he doesn't have such a big face.

"Okay, since it's a misunderstanding, I'll trouble you to take care of the follow-up matters. Let's order food." Having reached this point, Bai Xingze will not make things difficult for money.

The other party handed the menu to Yan Fei, Yan Fei handed the menu to Bai Xingze, and Bai Xingze handed it to Gao Gang.

Gao Gang scolded his mother in his heart while ordering food, what kind of shit is that.

After eating, Yan Fei and Bai Xingze went home.

Driving home, Yan Fei deliberately took a detour and passed the land he was developing.

"The name of the project has been decided, it's called Xingze Bay." Yan Fei said softly.

Bai Xingze was stunned for a moment, holding a lot of words in his heart, but he felt that it had nothing to do with him, call him whatever you like.

"You can change it if you're not satisfied."

"Then I will raise a little bit of my personal immature opinion. I personally feel offended. Is it necessary to announce my sexuality to the world like this?"

Yan Fei didn't expect that Bai Xingze cared about this, so he couldn't help laughing: "Then change it to Xingze site?"

"False propaganda." Bai Xingze sarcastically mercilessly.

"Then you can choose any one."

"I made a plan and asked for money."

"Sign the contract tomorrow, and you will be the master planner."

"No, I don't want to interfere with your work. I appreciate your kindness. If I let you be my Party A again in my life, I will really look down on myself."

Yan Fei sighed: "Okay, then it's still Xingze Bay."

Bai Xingze didn't want to say anything anymore, let him go.