Akashi Shiori's illness was fierce. She was standing there gently and gracefully one moment ago, but suddenly fainted the next moment.

At that time, Akashi Seishomi was rushing back from abroad, and there were only their two children standing in front of the operating room. Although Rin wanted to appease Akashi so much, in fact, he could only hold the other's hand tightly to convey a little strength .If you are too young, no matter how calm you are in danger, you will be defeated in the face of such a terrible subject as death.

It was a serious illness, and Rin had never heard the name of that illness.

Akashi Seiyuki and Akashi Seijuro stood guard in front of the hospital bed, with identical red hair and red eyes, they were both restrained and forbearing without saying a word.

"Uncle Akashi, why do you have to be patient?" Rin looked at his father in puzzlement, his dark green pupils were full of worry and puzzlement.

Fujiwara Kiyoichi sighed: "He's just like that, no matter how sad he is, he won't show it."

"Just like Ah Zheng?"

Fujiwara Kiyoshi was stunned: "Really."

Rin nodded thoughtfully, and decided: "Then I will stay with Ah Zheng well."

Fujiwara Kiyoichi touched his head, and said "Mmm" very lightly.

Rin was indeed by Akashi's side the whole time, even when the final death was settled, he held Akashi's hand tightly - for some reason, it felt as if if he didn't do this, the person beside him would suddenly fall into the What lost in the abyss.

But Akashi has always been firm and self-reliant, and Rin never thought that he would really have such a day.

Only Rin felt strange at first, because Akashi unknowingly became very reticent and withdrawn, and did not communicate much with other people. Only Rin can get close to him, so only he can find out.

"Ah Zheng, your eyes..." Rin blinked vigorously, thinking that he had misread, "...the color is different. What's going on?"

"Really?" Akashi raised his hand to cover his golden left eye, the curve of his lips was cold, but his gaze was fixed on Rin, "Are you afraid of me?"

"No." Rin covered his face, "Why are you afraid of you?"

"Yeah." Akashi bowed his head and held Rin's hand tightly.

The strength was a bit strong, and Rin struggled uncomfortably.

Akashi suddenly turned to his side, resting his head on his shoulder.

"... Ah Zheng?" Rin's voice became softer, after all, this was the first time Akashi had shown a slightly vulnerable side in so many days.

"Don't leave me." She held his hand even tighter, but the following words could not be heard clearly.

Very weird feeling.

But Rin still nodded and gave a guarantee: "I won't leave, don't worry."

The pain of parting from a loved one cannot be experienced or imagined.

Akashi must be terrified and lonely.

But being able to show it is better than keeping it in your heart all the time.

Rin thought so, and felt that Akashi's behavior was also good.

Gradually, Akashi liked staying with him more and more. After not seeing him for a period of time, when he found him again, Akashi would appear very gloomy and cold.

In the past, it was clear that he was the more annoying person, but at some point, it turned out that he would be found by Akashi every moment.

Have you seen it in any book, is it regarded as a kind of psychological dependence?

But Akashi didn't behave like this in front of other people, so that no one noticed his abnormality, even the housekeeper grandpa didn't see anything, let alone inform Uncle Akashi.

Always taking Akashi's mood into consideration, Rin gave in and obeyed everywhere, and began to feel oppressed and suffocated.This feeling of being controlled was too unacceptable, and finally when Akashi cut him off from other people again, Rin couldn't take it anymore.

"Ah Zheng, what do you want to do?" Rin frowned and asked displeasedly, "Do you even care what I say?"

"You are very unhappy."

"What?" Rin thought he had heard wrong.

With a twitch between his eyebrows, Akashi's fingers touched his face: "Didn't you say you wouldn't leave me? How can you..."

"...What?" Rin took a step back anxiously, this action seemed to have brought a lot of impact on the person in front of him.

Akashi froze all over.

"Are you afraid of me?"

"What are you talking about?" Rin pursed his lips uneasily, "Do you want me to call the housekeeper?"

"..."

Akashi looked at him with a very disappointed look.

What happened later was completely beyond imagination, and they had a dispute. In the final analysis, it was Akashi's inexplicable desire to control, and Rin was also completely enraged.

The original intention was not to provoke Akashi deliberately, but this move was clearly interpreted as "abandonment" and "betrayal" in Akashi's eyes.

At that time, Akashi grabbed his arm and kept it.

but--

When Akashi locked him in the small secret room that was only designed before, the original soft heart in Rin's heart completely disappeared.

Some people can stand the dark, some can't.

Even a confined space can make people feel anxious and eager to rush out, otherwise they will feel short of breath and almost vomit due to psychological discomfort.

Throughout the afternoon and evening, there were no changed words from inside.

After Akashi opened the door, what he saw was the other party's cold eyes that seemed nothing.

And under the indifferent appearance, the sincere fear and trembling of his approach.

"Don't come near me," Rin trembled her lips, "lock me up for another day if you can."

"—better not give me a chance to run out."

The person standing in front of him was not a friend, but someone who forced him to submit with a known weakness.

Fujiwara Rin hated this deeply, and Akashi didn't know it.

"If you lock me up again... we're all done."

When he said this, Kawashima was taking a gamble.

He didn't turn around and run away resolutely, but chose to believe for the last time amidst the fear of stumbling, like a desperate gambler.

"...I didn't want to do that." Akashi's voice was as hoarse as his, "I will never do anything to hurt you like that again."

Those were the words that Akashi from back then, after hearing his words, finally woke up from the horror like a daze, and apologized to him.

He didn't respond to Akashi, nor did he respond to any expressions after that.

"Scared you, didn't you?" Akashi let go of his hand, saw a circle of bruises floating on it, and the emotion called "guilt" quickly gathered in his eyes, "Sorry, I..."

He took a step forward and stopped abruptly.

This time the person in front of him didn't back down.

"You're jealous." Kawashima rubbed his wrist and sighed softly, "Akashi, can you tell what your feelings for me are? It can be mistaken for love without companionship."

This is the first time that Kawashima has made it clear that his friend likes him. Before that, he had more emotions of evasion and hiding.

Akashi is a big part of his life and vice versa.

Akashi Seijuro, who is lonely like that, doesn't have much emotional experience, maybe he got the distinction of this kind of bond wrong.

'The human reaction is the biggest variable in the event layout. '

Akashi never thought that his feelings would be discovered so early, and he never thought about talking about his love with Rin at such a completely inappropriate occasion—but he had a hunch that it would be true if he didn't say that at this time.

"Even if I don't have relevant practical experience, I will never confuse such things." Akashi calmed down, "Do you believe me if I say it seriously?"

"I'm not……"

"cold."

Akashi only called out one name, and Kawashima immediately interrupted him, cutting off all unfinished words.

"I do not want to hear."

He has clear eyebrows, but his tone is very cold, his facial features look very deep under the rendering of light and shadow, and his dark green eyes are full of frost.

Rao even Akashi had never seen him so clearly heartless.

"I'm not going to respond to you, so don't go on."

"Nothing will work, don't waste your efforts. . . . Be sober before it's too late."

The fingers placed by Akashi's side suddenly twitched convulsively, the magnificence of the heterochromatic pupils dimmed, although he remained calm but did not show any anger.

"Also..." Kawashima closed his eyes, not wanting to see Akashi like this, somewhat feeling that he was too heartless, "Don't contact me until you have sorted out your mood thoroughly."

After finishing speaking, instead of looking at Akashi's reaction, he turned around and went back along the original road. Ikle was not far from the door, and he was relieved to see him come back.

Kawashima was not in a good mood, and the thought that he could cope with it disappeared at the moment. He just made a gesture of leaving first to Iklei's behavior that he wanted to follow, regardless of how impolite the behavior of abandoning his female companion, He walked straight across the hall to the door.

Shenmu suddenly appeared and stopped him.

Maybe she didn't know why she did this, so she couldn't speak for a while.

"Is there anything important?"

"I...you..."

"There's nothing else, I might have to go first." Kawashima bowed his head and urged tactfully.

"..." Shenmu put down his hands in a slumped manner, "Then you can go."

Chuan Dao did not rush forward, he pondered for two seconds, and said in a low voice: "You shouldn't start with me, Shenmu."

The girl opened her eyes wide open as if frightened, panicked, her long eyelashes quickly cast semicircular shadows on her lower eyelids, she bit her lips tightly, as if she was about to cry: "I Of course I know..."

But what can be done then?

——Is love really such an important thing?

Looking at the weeping girl in front of him, Kawashima's calm eyes showed a bit of indifference and puzzlement.

But he suddenly remembered that when Aunt Shiori passed away that year, Uncle Akashi didn't eat, drink or sleep for several days.

"People in the Akashi family are both affectionate and stubborn."

When my father was worried but could do nothing, he once commented so helplessly.

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