bundled into reality

It started to rain suddenly outside the window, and the whole balcony was drenched. Yan Ke's nightgown was only loosely draped over his body, and he shivered uncontrollably.But he didn't have time to take care of these at the moment, he gathered the collar of his nightgown, and rushed over to look at Lu Xuan.

His fingers, which had just extinguished the cigarette, turned red, and a layer of blisters had already faded. "Are you a fool? Torturing yourself like this?"

"It's okay, it will be fine in two days." Lu Xuan glanced at his fingertips lightly, feeling a little burning, he threw the extinguished cigarette butt into the trash can, and then looked at Yan Ke firmly, "Ake, in the future We have no secrets from each other, okay? If my dad comes to see you again, tell me as soon as possible. "

Yan Ke lowered his head and let out a muffled hum, the panic in his heart came to the surface, he still had a huge secret, and recently sweetly dazed his head, he almost forgot.But, sooner or later, Lu Xuan will notice it, it's better to be honest.

"Lu Xuan, I want to take you to a place. I have something important to do, but before that, let's go to the pharmacy to buy some alcohol and band-aids. Your hands need to be dealt with."

Lu Xuan glanced out of the window, the heavy rain was falling wantonly, and the window was rattling, "It's raining outside, why don't you go out tomorrow?"

"Just today, please." Yan Ke's eyes became foggy, as if immersed in the fog that filled the sky, and he couldn't see the way ahead clearly.He was afraid that if Lu Xuan cared about his past, this happiness would come to an abrupt end.The more he delays, the less courage he has.

It was rare for Lu Xuan to see Yan Ke being so persistent, so he let go, "Let's go, change clothes and go out."

The two quickly changed into casual clothes, put on hats and walked to the garage. Yan Ke snatched the key, "Your hand is injured, I'll open it."

Lu Xuan shrugged indifferently, got on the co-pilot, and fastened his seat belt.

Yan Ke drove to the supermarket at the door and stopped, took an umbrella and walked into the rain, bought alcohol and band-aids, and bought a large bouquet of flowers and returned to the car. It's clear.

"Why did you buy flowers? Are you going to visit someone?"

"Well, you'll find out in a while."

He dipped a cotton swab in alcohol, and pulled Lu Xuan's fingers to disinfect, "You can't hurt yourself like this again, I will feel bad."

Lu Xuan hummed lightly, he touched the increasingly obvious blister on his hand, watched Yan Ke wrap it carefully with a band-aid, and pulled out all the hatred for Lu Feng from the deep bottom of his heart.Life has finally become peaceful after all, so why does he have the right to mess it up?

After finishing all these things, Yan Ke restarted the car, and the distance became more and more eccentric, as if driving from the city to the mountains.

"Ake, where are we going?" Lu Xuan lazily squinted for a while, woke up and found that he hadn't arrived at the destination yet, and his doubts were getting bigger and bigger. Today's Yan Ke is really strange.

Yan Ke didn't speak, and stepped on the accelerator quickly. The rain was so heavy that the windshield wiper's work at the highest frequency also blinded his sight in an instant. After walking for about 10 minutes, the car stopped at the entrance of the Phoenix Cemetery.

"Here, get out of the car."

"This is…"

Lu Xuan first took the umbrella and got out of the car, walked to the driver's seat and opened the door, Yan Ke went down holding the flower and held Lu Xuan's hand, he was shivering a little from the cold.

He clasped his hands and walked up the mountain. He remembered clearly that the second tomb in the tenth row finally came after such a long time.

Yan Ke's smiling face is engraved on the tombstone, kind and strange.Yan Ke put the flowers in front of the tombstone, and heard his voice trembling, "Lu Xuan, this is Yan Ruyu, formerly known as Yan Ke, I lied to you before, she died in a car accident."

Lu Xuan frowned and looked at him, "Same as your name? Do you know her?"

"It's not just acquaintance...how can I explain it." Yan Ke grabbed a few strands of hair suddenly, feeling extremely irritable, "Actually, I used to be the girl in the photo, and died in a car accident on the way to your meeting. It may be that God took pity on me, so my soul passed through Yan Ke's body now, and became the me you saw."

Lu Xuan grasped the point, his whole face was puzzled, "You said, you are the dead Yan Ruyu? Did you have a fever or sleepwalking? What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Yes, I am Yan Ruyu. I used to be the one who often went to your meeting, the one who updated the mysterious world, and the president of your support club. I'm sorry, I kept you a secret for so long..."

Lu Xuan still had a dazed look on his face, "I still think, how is this possible?"

"I know it's hard for you to accept, but it's true. It took me a lot of time to accept this reality at the beginning, Lu Xuan, I...whether it's the former Yan Ke or the current Yan Ke, I love you , I love you very much, but I hope you think about it clearly, I am such a weird person, if you can't accept it... let's break up, let's call it a day."

After Yan Ke finished saying this, he felt the pain of ten thousand knives pierced into his chest.He and Lu Xuan managed to get to where they are today by probing each other with great difficulty, and it seems that all previous efforts have come to naught.He squatted down and hugged his knees, and the heavy rain fell all over his body profusely.

Lu Xuan stood upright holding the umbrella, and he moved the umbrella over Yan Ke's head, half of his shoulder was drenched.

Yan Ke's words contained too much information, and he hadn't been able to understand them clearly.He took out a cigarette from his pocket, the wind was very strong, and it took three blows before he lit it, and the two of them were silent in the rain.

After a long time, Lu Xuan crushed the smoke, stretched out his hand to pull Yan Ke up from the ground, slipped on the ground, and fell into his arms with a stagger, "Ake, I wasn't hesitating just now, I was thinking, how should I explain it?" , how much I like you."

Yan Ke raised his head, "Huh?"

"Do you still remember the words that the media interviewed me at that time? I said that in this age, it is normal to like boys and girls. The important thing is that when you meet that person, you will accommodate."

Lu Xuan paused, and reached out to touch Yan Ke's soft hair, "Your past is indeed different from ordinary people, but it is also the past that made you who you are now. You see, I have known Yan Ruyu for so long, and I just put her As a passionate fan, what I like is you now, Yan Ke. So don't say goodbye casually in the future, I will be angry."

Yan Ke wrapped his hands around Lu Xuan's waist, and gently pressed his head against his shoulder, "Lu Xuan, I don't know if I will be trapped in Yan Ke's body forever or if there is a deadline, my life now is like It was stolen, so I am often very scared, and I want to be with you all the time."

"As long as you have, as long as you are together."

Yan Ke was so moved that he wanted to cry. He glanced at Yan Ke's tomb and bowed deeply.

Thanks to Yan Ke's past, Yan Ke's future has been achieved.

***

It rained for most of the day that day, and the two of them caught a cold gloriously. Yan Ke was originally weak, and getting sick was a habit. Lu Xuan gave Yan Ke more than half of the umbrella, and soaked in the rain all afternoon, and caught a cold. It is light.

After being bored at home for two days, the sound of the two of them got better.The recording of "You" could only be pushed back to today, and Xiao Bai drove them to the company in the afternoon.

The three of them were wrapped in thick coats and stood outside the recording studio waiting for the sound engineer to adjust the equipment. Lu Xuan wore headphones and listened to a demo sung to them by a young singer. His thoughts were surging. The lyrics were written by Yan Ke before they were together. It feels even more wonderful.

One of the lines reads, "You are in the deep corner of my heart, I dare not call out and cannot touch; you are the lock of my memory key, you are weak and become a Buddha when you go forward." His heart trembled, and he felt Yan Ke's past from the lyrics How humble her feelings for him were, she felt a little distressed, and she couldn't help reaching out and hugging the people around her tightly.

Scared by this sudden action, Xiaobai hurriedly winked, looked around for a while, abruptly pulled his hands off Yan Ke's body, and pretended to cough a few times, "Can you two pay attention? There are still outsiders here."

Yan Ke's back suddenly stiffened, and he leaned over and asked in a low voice, "Xiaobai, you...understand?"

Fang Xiaobai tried his best to squeeze in between the two, and returned a huge white eye, "Don't you know? The last time Lu Xuan showed off to me, saying that you gave him a couple necklace, I understood it the first time I saw you today. , how could the two of you be gangsters in the team and work in collusion?"

"Chinese is taught by the physical education teacher? What kind of idioms are you using?" Lu Xuan couldn't help but kicked him, with disgust on his face.

Fang Xiaobai had a bitter face and a flattering face. After the tin foil was ironed, his whole face looked more rounded, "Can you give me a tenth of the gentleness you have been to Yan Ke, even a percent, Xuan elder brother?"

"No, you don't deserve it." Lu Xuan looked indifferent, Yan Ke looked proud, the two looked at each other and smiled, sweetly flustered.

Didn't see, really didn't see.Fang Xiaobai zipped up his coat ferociously, and turned to find the sound engineer to urge him to start quickly. These two people are really losing more and more now, and they don't care about single dogs at all.

It was the first time Yan Ke entered the studio to record a song, and he was a little nervous. He broke his voice at the third line, and the accompaniment continued. He glanced to the side in embarrassment, feeling as if he was dragging Lu Xuan back again.Lu Xuan's expression was very relaxed, he stroked his back to comfort him, and nodded for him to continue.

Yan Ke took a deep breath and continued singing, as if he gradually found a feeling. After he finished the first stanza, his back was already wet.

Lu Xuan's voice is very good, and it's almost effortless to sing the second verse. The song and lyrics are very familiar. The two of them look at each other from time to time, and they can't help but want to twitch their mouths. It feels like the whole atmosphere is becoming sweeter. .

Suddenly the sound engineer turned off the background sound, and used a microphone to talk to the two people in the glass room, "Did you two misunderstand this song? This is the lyrics of a secret love that cannot be loved. Why are you singing it so sweetly that it seems to be to get married?"

Xiaobai stood outside the studio door, smoking a cigarette, with a face full of indescribable words, leading a group is too difficult.

The author has something to say: The last chapter has been revised many times, and it has been reviewing, so let it be.