Wife, I'm afraid of blood

Xiang Qingyao was sitting on the head of the bed, looking at her phone absently with her hands just after the infusion.

Luo Bin was busy collecting evidence to help Xiang Qingyao file a lawsuit during this time, so he finally had time to visit her.

Handing over the last piece of orange in his hand, the other party looked at the screen of the phone in a daze, and the fruit was almost to the mouth, but he didn't notice it.

"Qingyao?" Luo Bin called her softly.

Xiang Qingyao came back to her senses, and noticed the orange near her mouth with downcast eyes, put down her phone and reached out to pick it up.

"Is there something uncomfortable? Do you want me to call a doctor?"

Xiang Qingyao shook her head, "It's okay, no need."

After a long while, he said quietly again: "Has Wei He made any moves recently?"

Luo Bin wiped his hands and looked up to meet her dark eyes.

"No, he's been very quiet recently, after all, he's still in a lawsuit." After a pause, Luo Bin seemed to sense something was wrong, "Has he bothered you again recently?"

Xiang Qingyao explained before the other party exploded: "No, I just found out that someone is checking me recently."

Luo Bin frowned, and his already majestic face looked a little fierce at this moment, "Check you? Check you for what?"

Xiang Qingyao sighed, and said weakly, "I don't know either."

His shoulders were suddenly relieved, and he slumped on the pillow at the head of the bed in a daze.My heart seemed to be tightly suppressed by something, and I felt that my chest was tight and I couldn't breathe.

Xiang Qingyao suddenly felt very tired, she couldn't lift her spirits up, and more importantly, she was tired in her heart.

Even though it has been seven years, why would anyone want to dig it out?

Xiang Qingyao never felt that she was innocent. On the contrary, like those who insulted her, she also felt that it was her fault that things turned out that way.

I was tortured for seven years, and I also repented for seven years.Why do you want to cruelly tear off another layer of bloody scars that have finally scabbed?

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Seven years ago, as soon as the news of Xiao Mengqi's suicide was reported, all of Xiang Qingyao's information was posted online by human flesh.Invective, questioning and condemnation swept in like snowflakes.

——How did such a person get into X University? Is the threshold of X University so low now?

——Still studying medicine, she is also worthy of being a doctor?

——This kind of person should change jobs as soon as possible, so as not to harm more people!

——Kill for life!

——A daily question, did Xiang Qingyao die today?

The matter simmered for a while, and the teachers I had contacted believed that the Xiang Qingyao they knew was by no means the kind of person that netizens said. In addition, the school did not want such a "scandal" to affect the development of the school. Soon the news on the Internet spread blocked.

The number of reporters waiting outside the school every day gradually decreased, and those vicious comments on the Internet were also deleted. Netizens who enjoyed a carnival feast gradually lost interest in this person.

No matter how many orders the school makes, there will still be a few sporadic posts on the forum talking about this matter.There were not many posts, and a small school website couldn't cause any big disturbances. After a long time, the principal just turned a blind eye and let them go.

The vicious words on the Internet, Xiang Qingyao, can still persuade herself to be pure when she can't see it, but there are still people in the school who whisper in places where she can't see, and even act strangely in front of her.She couldn't persuade herself not to care about those people who secretly poked her spine and abused her.

At that time, she was only a little girl in her early twenties, and she would try her best to defend herself, but how could she stop the crowd's mouths with her own strength?

Later, she became more and more afraid of appearing in the crowd. As long as the people around her murmured in a low voice, she felt that they were scolding her.

Gradually, inexplicably, some voices that only he could hear began to appear in his ears, sometimes it was curses, and sometimes he could hear Xiao Mengqi complaining to himself.

Xiang Qingyao really can't hold it anymore, can't she hide herself if she can't provoke her?Finally, she submitted a withdrawal application to the school.

The tutor didn't want a good seedling to be destroyed because of cyber violence. After convincing her, she granted her request to suspend school, and repeatedly told her to take a good rest at home.

Xiang Qingyao took a break from school for half a year and stayed alone in the apartment where she had lived with Xiao Mengqi for two years.The neurasthenia began at that time, and I had to rely on alcohol to barely fall asleep every day.Even if he fell asleep, he would be awakened by any slight disturbance, and his body would go from bad to worse.

Luo Bin was still in the police academy at the time, and it took a full month to be free. When he entered the apartment, he couldn't believe his eyes.

The curtains in the apartment were drawn tightly, the lights in the room were not turned on, and all the light from the windows was blocked out.

There was no one in the living room, he skillfully turned on the chandelier, and a table of instant noodle boxes was strewn about on the dining table, and he smelled a sour smell belatedly.

Luo Bin frowned displeasedly, and walked straight to Xiang Qingyao's bedroom.

As soon as the door was opened, there was a choking smell of alcohol. If he didn't know that this was Xiang Qingyao's bedroom, he would definitely feel that he had entered the wrong room.Finally, he saw Xiang Qingyao in the corner by the light of the living room.

Xiang Qingyao leaned against the corner with her head tilted, holding a bottle of beer that had bottomed out in her arms.

The originally smooth long hair was shiny at the moment, and it was messy like a ball of untangleable wool covering Xiang Qingyao's face.Wearing loose home clothes, the clothes and pants are obviously not a set, which looks a little ridiculous.

madman!

This was Luo Bin's first reaction when he saw her appearance.

After getting closer, I realized that the source of the smell of alcohol was the person in the corner.

With a glance, Luo Bin saw wine bottles lying crookedly on the window sill, including red, white, foreign beer, and everything else. The same thing is, these wine bottles were all empty.He glanced roughly, and visually determined that there were fifty or sixty bottles

The fire in my heart suddenly jumped up.

This must be drinking wine as a drink!

Luo Bin supported her shoulder with one hand, and passed under her knee with the other hand, and hugged her horizontally.The cheeks of the person in his arms were flushed, but his body was terribly cold.The force on the arm was slightly relaxed, as if he was worried that if he exerted more strength, he would hurt the other party.

Xiang Qingyao pressed her head against his shoulder, and the wine bottle in her hand rolled down to the ground, leaving a crisp sound on the wooden floor.

With a sudden jolt, Xiang Qingyao woke up and looked up at the other party vigilantly. After seeing Luo Bin's face clearly, her tense shoulders suddenly relaxed.

Luo Bin weighed himself, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't say any more reproaches.

Carefully put her back on the bed, pulled off the quilt next to her and put her on it.

"Luo Bin, you're here." This was the first sentence Xiang Qingyao said after entering the door. Her voice was terribly hoarse, and there was a beautiful arc on her flushed cheeks after she was drunk.

Suppressing the bitterness in his heart, he replied softly, "Well, I'm here."

Hearing this, Xiang Qingyao giggled, tugged on his cuff like a child who had discovered a secret, and said in a low voice mysteriously: "You know, I saw Meng Qila, right there, She's still smiling at me." After that, she pointed to the corner of the wall where she was squatting just now.

Luo Bin subconsciously followed her fingertips and looked up, only the empty wine bottle was lying quietly on the ground.

"She always looks so good when she smiles, and I love seeing her smile at me."

Xiang Qingyao's eyes gradually became softer, as if standing in front of her was that girl who was always willing to give her the best smile.

Luo Bin clenched his hands hanging on his knees tightly, and the veins on the back of his hands were bulging. He tried his best to suppress the sourness in his eyes, and tried hard not to let the other party notice his emotional changes. He said softly: "Sleep!" Bar."

Maybe it was the effect of alcohol, or maybe it was sitting beside her good friend who grew up together, Xiang Qingyao had a rare good night's sleep.

……

Luo Bin looked at Xiang Qingyao who was weak on the hospital bed, as if he overlapped with the fragile little girl seven years ago.

Ever since he found out that Xiang Qingyao was drinking too much, he also submitted an application for suspension of school on his own initiative, and Qingyao scolded him for this matter.

He didn't care about these things, as long as Xiang Qingyao could get out of Xiao Mengqi's affairs, even if it made him unable to be a policeman in his life, he would be obliged to do so.

After all, he chose to become a policeman for the sake of this person in front of him.

For the next four months, he stayed by Xiang Qingyao's side every day, taking her out to bask in the sun from time to time, and his three meals a day changed from instant noodles to home-cooked dishes.At night, he slept on the sofa in the apartment to avoid any accidents to Xiang Qingyao.

Fortunately, hard work paid off, and Xiang Qingyao gradually recovered, and was no longer afraid of the crowd as before.Although I still have nightmares at night, at least I can go back to school to continue my studies.

The difference is that after half a year, Xiang Qingyao lost the cheerfulness she used to have, and she no longer liked to laugh, and was more used to being alone quietly.

He doesn't know how to comfort others. He hasn't learned it for so many years. The only thing he can do is to stay by Xiang Qingyao's side and let her know that even if everyone doubts her, he will always support her.

The door of the ward was pushed open suddenly, and Qi Qi walked in with a food box in his hand, with a smile on his lips.

Xiang Qingyao's original gloomy expression disappeared the moment she saw her, and her eyes that had been absent-minded also came back to life.

Luo Bin couldn't help being stunned. The former Xiang Qingyao seemed to have returned.

Qi Qi smiled at him, and Luo Bin nodded slightly as a gesture.

"Since Qi Qi is here, I'll leave first."

Xiang Qingyao was slightly surprised, "So fast?"

Luo Bin boldly gave her a white look and said, "Stay here and accept a hundred thousand critical strikes? I don't want to eat dog food."

Xiang Qingyao showed guilt, Luo Bin waved his hand, bid farewell to the two and left the ward.

One second before closing the door, he raised his eyes and looked in the direction of the hospital bed.Qi Qi held the spoon in his hand and handed it to Xiang Qingyao, the love in his eyes was almost overflowing.Xiang Qingyao opened her mouth to drink the chicken soup with a sincere smile on her face.

Luo Bin also bent the corners of his mouth.

May you all be well in the future.

The author has something to say: For Lao Xiang, Luo Bin’s existence is not only a friend, but also a family member

I think everyone should have their own "Captain Luo" by their side, it may be a friend, a family member, or a significant other, who will always support you unconditionally and accompany you silently.

small theater:

Luo Bin (hands holding the script trembling slightly): My role has finally increased orz