elopement

Bai Xu was the most outstanding student in the A film and literature department in those years. From the beginning of his freshman year, only his scripts were sold to the public, and almost all of them were bought by well-known film and television companies at high prices.But he only sold six scripts in the four years of college, and he only sold them when the money was almost spent and needed.

Bai Xu was a year older than Chu Shiyu, and the two met for the first time during Chu Shiyu's final report of his freshman year. Bai Xu gave guidance to freshman drama students' final play scripts, and he stopped by to read them during the report. Then I met Chu Shiyu. Chu Shiyu's role is one of the protagonists, the youngest son of a landlord's family who was raped, and wandered away with his servant two or three years older than him.

At that time, Bai Xu was fascinated by watching it from below. He felt that Chu Shiyu had brought that character to life. Chu Shiyu's performance was full of aura, and he was a genius.

Before Bai Xu came here, he bought a bouquet of flowers for his junior brother in Xiwen, but when he came on stage, he forced the flowers to Chu Shiyu who was covered by the bouquet.

The two became acquainted after a while, and Chu Shiyu had a good temper, patience, and quietness. He was not as noisy as other students and liked to play around. He often went out with Bai Xu to collect folk songs; or his unpublished scripts.

Later, many characters based on Chu Shiyu appeared in Bai Xu's book, with various occupations and various personalities. Chu Shiyu is not Bai Xu's muse, but he is the best-connected classmate of Bai Xu's university.

Some people think that the two are just pure friendship, and some say that the relationship between the two is definitely not simple, but neither of them cares about gossip, so the relationship is still very good.

After getting along for a long time, Chu Shiyu found that Bai Xu's personality was actually very pessimistic, and he was not particularly stable mentally; Chu Shiyu asked him to see a doctor, and even introduced him to the best psychiatrist in the capital, but Bai Xu was unwilling. He felt that the drugs would limit his creativity.

Bai Xu was sometimes quiet and sometimes manic. Chu Shiyu tried to understand Bai Xu's growth experience, what caused him to have such a personality, and then help him.

But one time when Chu Shiyu was trying to understand Bai Xu better, Bai Xu moved his hand to him. Chu Shiyu was really frightened that time. Bai Xu seemed to be a different person, waving his fist and hitting Chu Shiyu. There are always bruises on his face that don't fade away. When others asked him, he said that he bumped into it accidentally.

So Chu Shiyu gradually stayed away from Bai Xu, until Bai Xu was about to graduate from college, he finished writing the script of his graduation drama, and then blocked Chu Shiyu at the door of A movie, and confessed to Chu Shiyu.

"I can't live without you, Xiao Yu, you are with me, I was wrong when I hit you last time! Can I kneel down for you?! Xiao Yu, I love you very much, please help me, now only you You can save me! We are together, you are with me, I will only write plays for you in the future, I will sell all the scripts, and I will give you all the money, okay?!"

Bai Xu burst into tears, but Chu Shiyu, who was just 20 years old, only felt afraid and heavy about such paranoia. He didn't reject Bai Xu directly, he said: "Brother, can you promise me one thing first, You go to the doctor, I will accompany you, if you promise me, we will talk about other things."

The 20-year-old Chu Shiyu was too immature and ignorant. He did not see the despair and ashes in Bai Xu's eyes. Bai Xu did not agree to Chu Shiyu, but he did not force Chu Shiyu to be with him anymore. He left quietly , and then hanged himself quietly in the house he rented that night.

When he died, he regularly posted a suicide note on Weibo, saying that he was fostered by his aunt since he was a child, that his uncle beat him when he was drunk; that the library was his refuge; that he did not return until he was 16 years old. In the original family, the mother is depressed all day long, and the father stays in groups of mistresses; he talks about self-mutilation and researches the method of death; he says he likes a junior from the acting department, but the junior doesn't accept his confession.

He said that he wanted to die a long time ago, but he never thought of a good way to commit suicide, and he also wanted to sort out all his relationships in this world before leaving. Now that everything is sorted out, he can leave with peace of mind.

Just 10 minutes after Weibo was posted, Chu Shiyu was picked up. He is the "student" in Bai Xu's mouth. He didn't open Weibo, but he couldn't stop many enthusiastic people from feeling sorry for him because of the loss of a creative talent. Burning hatred.

Chu Shiyu soon found out about this, but when he couldn't react in time, he was approached by the police and taken to investigate.

Only now did he know that Bai Xu’s lonely but brilliant creations all stemmed from his childhood pain; he knew why Bai Xu joked that he would rush off the cliff together when he was driving to collect scenery, because it was not a joke, Bai Xu I really thought about it; I also know that the cause of death by hanging was not suffocation, but a broken spine...

Chu Shiyu was forced to stop halfway through his transcripts. The Chu family is a dignitary in the capital, and Grandpa Chu was a leader in the cultural circle of the previous generation. Their family’s cars all start with the first A82. The special car was taken back to Chu's house.

In the next few days, Chu Shiyu continued to be immersed in the incident of Bai Xu's suicide, and he also became in a trance. He lost ten catties in a week. He has been regretting being able to live well; the Chu family can only find a doctor to inject Chu Shiyu with medicine to force him to sleep, give him nutrition injections, and hang glucose...

It wasn't until half a month later that Chu Shiyu gradually recovered. At this time, the direction of all public opinion completely changed.

Bai Xu is a disgusting homosexual, coveted excellent juniors for a long time, even the pornographic films on the computer were exposed, his famous works are basically plagiarized by Rong Ji, and the film and television companies that bought his scripts all He stood up and said that he would not use plagiarists' scripts again, mainstream media took the lead in criticizing Bai Xu, his father was exposed to manufacturing counterfeit and counterfeit products, and he went to jail a week after losing his son...

From the beginning to the end, from the past to the future, Bai Xu was easily portrayed by the Chu family as a person who would not regret his death. He was abused and insulted by the whole world. It's also rubbish."

"Did your parents tell you not to learn to act before? How dirty and chaotic is this circle? Do you insist on getting into muddy water? Does our family need to be in that kind of quagmire?"

"Look at how many contacts and resources grandpa has used for your affairs? Fortunately, your grandpa still has a little right to speak, and people will listen to what he says. If you say this kind of thing again and again, what should you do if grandpa can't control it?"

......

Those parents of Chu Shiyu always whispered in his ears; Chu Shiyu felt that the world was very mysterious and muddled at that time. He changed from a person who hurt Bai Xu to a completely innocent person who was hurt. They are all criticizing Bai Xu verbally and in writing.

Chu Shiyu was well protected, maybe he only got a drop of rain, and the Chu family covered the whole sky for him, but even then the sky turned dark.

"Grandpa, Bai Xu's scripts are all written by himself. He didn't plagiarize. Really, he didn't plagiarize. If you can't clarify anything else, please clarify this point. The most precious things in his life are those scripts. We can't insult him like that."

"I'm also a disgusting homosexual. I don't want to hide it from you. I also like boys. I won't marry a wife and have children in the future. Parents, I'm sorry."

"I used to be unaware of the gap between others and me. Many people said that our family is great, but I don't think there is any difference. Now I finally feel that our family is really great."

"Bo Xu didn't apologize to me, really."

"The way you protect me is horrible. I'm scared, do you know? When I go to school these days, no one dares to approach me."

"I heard that Bai Xu failed to graduate. He obviously handed in the last script. He obviously thought that although he is gone, he can still receive the graduation certificate of A Film. He will never be able to graduate in this lifetime... ..”

Chu Shiyu hoarsely shouted these words to the parents that day. He said a lot, until his throat was so dry and hoarse that he could not speak. He felt the taste of rust in his mouth. He looked at his family members strangely and horrified. , Said to them: "I don't want to stay in this house anymore, if you force me to stay, just wait for me to become the next Bai Xu."

After another month, all the news reports on this matter evaporated completely, not even a word or a blurred picture remained.

But Chu Shiyu still did not go home. He was found many times by people arranged by the Chu family, both soft and hard, so he kept a thin blade in his pocket for a long time at that time. He took it out and put it on his wrist or neck. He was calm and decisive, and he said very little every time, only one sentence: "I don't want to go home. If you want to take a corpse back, then come here." Bar."