elopement

Chu Shiyu stared blankly at Yan Ran who was blinking at him, Yan Ran knocked on the car window again, his eyes were bright: "Teacher Chu?"

Only then did Chu Shiyu unlock the car door, and Yan Luan got into the car, smelling of all kinds of cosmetics mixed on his body.

"Did you see my news?" Yan Luan fastened his seat belt, his voice was clear and lively and intimate: "Today's filming progressed very quickly, and the finishing time was two hours earlier than expected. I thought you wouldn't Come so soon."

Suddenly, the pressure and loneliness that Chu Shiyu had just lingered all over his body gradually dissipated, as if there was a gust of refreshing wind, slowly blowing away the dullness around him.

He took a breath: "Well, it's still early, do you want to find something to do?"

Chu Shiyu looked at the gray-blue sky outside the car: "Want to watch a movie?"

He looked at Yan Ran, Yan Ran's thin eyelids were smudged with eyeliner that had not been removed, which made his deep eye contours more three-dimensional, and Yan Ran looked at him obediently and reliantly: "Okay .”

Yan Luan is sometimes very nervous and has a very low EQ; but sometimes he is very sensitive and can perceive emotions.

Chu Shiyu's current state is not quite right, and Yan Ran can feel it.

Chu Shiyu pursed his lips tightly and straightened his lips. He nodded and started the car.

Yan Luan sat in the co-pilot and watched him silently. Chu Shiyu insisted on such an appearance, his expression and movements were almost the same as before, but his overly long breathing betrayed his appearance of calm.

The movie tickets bought by the two were very tight, and the movie was about to start in less than 10 minutes after arriving at the parking lot of the movie theater.

But Yan Luan still bought a big bucket of popcorn and two glasses of Coke in such a tight time.

When the two entered the arena, the last commercial had just ended, and the lights of the cinema were turned off at the right time. Yan Luan bit the paper edge of the popcorn bucket, freed up a hand, and skillfully and naturally held Chu Shiyu who was walking behind him, as if After grabbing it thousands of times, he didn't even look back, and Chu Shiyu's hand was just held in his hand.

Chu Shiyu froze for half a second, and then Yan Ran turned to look at him, his eyebrows and eyes bright in the dark movie theater, he bit the popcorn bucket and raised his chin at Chu Shiyu, motioning him to follow him.

Chu Shiyu let out a breath, and he stepped up to follow Yan Luan. Yan Luan held him with neither strength nor force, and his palms were very hot. Chu Shiyu was led away passively, until he reached the row they bought. position, Yan Luan let go of him, and Chu Shiyu's hand felt cold for a moment, and he felt uncomfortable for a couple of seconds.

What they bought was the VIP hall, with only six seats in a row, and they were close to each other. Yan Luan and Chu Shiyu were at the bottom of the row.

The seats in the VIP hall are very spacious, and the seats even have their own massage function, but there is only one problem. The two people are not as close as the adjacent seats in the ordinary hall. The big popcorn bucket can be placed firmly between the two. There is still some space left on the armrest.

Yan Luan looked at Chu Shiyu in the dark. Chu Shiyu leaned on the seat and raised his head. The light from the big screen hit Chu Shiyu's face. His jaw line was delicate and straight, and his skeleton was relatively thin, which always gave people a fragile beauty.

Yan Luan leaned over and handed over the popcorn bucket. He lowered his voice and said, "I bought triple cream. You can eat it."

Chu Shiyu turned his head to the side, his brows were plain but tired, he shook his head, and just about to refuse, Yan Ran suddenly reached out and took a popcorn and gently stuffed it between Chu Shiyu's lips.

Fingers across Chu Shiyu's soft and elastic lips, Yan Luan's breath took a few beats, but he quickly adjusted, and said to Chu Shiyu who was stunned by the accidentally dropped popcorn particles: "Let me feed you, although the cream Much but also sticky, just use my hands.”

Chu Shiyu's reaction was a bit slow from the very beginning, and this time he didn't react too much. He just lowered his head and ate the popcorn. The rich milk fragrance instantly filled his mouth, and the cream melted between his lips and teeth. There is a touch of sweetness, not greasy.

The two watched a very small film, a Nordic literary film, with a very slow pace, but the picture color and camera scheduling were perfect. It can be said to be a visual feast.

But Chu Shiyu seemed to be asleep, and he still had the No. 12 popcorns that Yan Luan had given him in his mouth, so he slept very peacefully with his head down and the popcorns in his mouth.

Yan Luan noticed immediately that he slowly adjusted Chu Shiyu's chair to a reclining arc, then walked to Chu Shiyu stooping, supported his neck with one hand, and pressed his shoulder with the other, He gently placed it on the back of the chair.

The movie played for more than two hours, and Chu Shiyu slept for almost two hours. The melodious and soothing music of the movie was particularly hypnotizing, and the dark environment of the movie theater also created a safe atmosphere for him.

Chu Shiyu slept very soundly, and Yan Luan didn't wake him up until the end of the movie. Chu Shiyu's cheeks were flushed from sleep, and he opened his eyes ignorantly, his eyes were a little dazed, as if he had fallen asleep and didn't know where he was.

"The movie is over." Yan Luan lowered his voice as much as possible, and looked at Chu Shiyu softly: "We can go home and sleep again."

Chu Shiyu stared at Yan Luan, his eyeballs did not move, and it took almost a minute before he said "uh": "I fell asleep."

Chu Shiyu sat up from his seat and moved his limbs. Yan Luan had already stood up and picked up his things. Chu Shiyu was a heavy sleeper, so when he stood up, he was top-heavy and his body swayed. Put them all in the popcorn bucket, and turned to look at Chu Shiyu.

The two looked at each other, and only the air conditioner was making a small sound in the empty cinema. Chu Shiyu didn't quite understand where his inertia came from, so he subconsciously stretched out his hand and held Yan Lankong's free hand.

Yan Luan was familiar with the way, and after being grabbed by Chu Shiyu, he turned against the guest, grabbed him tightly, and led him out of the movie theater.

The atmosphere between the two suddenly reached a strange harmony and tacit understanding. They went back to Chu Shiyu's house and lived in Chu Shiyu's house for the past two days. In order to be with Xinghua and Yan Ran, there was no need to worry about going to shoot every day, so For the time being, Chu Shiyu will take care of her.

Before the door was opened, Buluan barked from inside the door. The barking of the puppy less than half a year old was not rough, but a bit sharp, like an arrow, slowly waking up Chu Shiyu's brain.

"You are in a bad mood today." Yan Luan looked at Chu Shiyu and said.

After entering the door, Yan Luan put Buluan in the dog cage, Chu Shiyu's state was no longer as hazy as in the movie theater, and he slowly sank down again.

Chu Shiyu glanced at Yan Ran, he went to the bathroom and washed his face, his smooth white skin was covered with large and small drops of water, he sighed, then sat on the sofa and hugged Xinghua, and rushed to Yan Ran Nodding: "Well, it's not very good."

"Can I do anything for you?" Yan Luan also sat down, less than half a meter away from Chu Shiyu, with a serious tone: "For example, to sleep with you or something?"

There was some warning in Chu Shiyu's eyes, and Yan Luan hooked his lips: "I'm joking, but you can talk to me."

Chu Shiyu blinked, he lowered his eyes to look at Xinghua's chubby head, and then pursed his lips, his breathing suddenly became a little unstable, as if there were many knots in the trachea, and he exhaled with difficulty with each breath: "I......"

Chu Shiyu's voice began to tremble, and his eyes turned red instantly: "I killed someone..."

Yan Ran's brows twitched, Chu Shiyu's tears dripped into Xinghua's hair coldly, Yan Ran quickly approached him, and then hugged Chu Shiyu who was on the verge of falling.

Xinghua jumped off Chu Shiyu's knee with a "meow", and Yan Ran comforted Chu Shiyu's thin back.

"There were many moments today where I felt...as if I was going to die..." Chu Shiyu breathed hard with his mouth open.The moment he saw Gutian today, he immediately lowered his head. He didn't know that Gutian's English name was Frank, and he didn't expect to see the person related to that incident again in such an unexpected time and space.

Gu Tian was a friend of Bai Xu, who hanged himself after being rejected by Chu Shiyu.

"I... I just rejected him, but I don't know, I am his last hope..." Chu Shiyu's eyes were particularly empty, filled with fear and endless regret.

Yan Luan's heart seemed to be squeezed and hurt by the pressure from all directions. He hugged Chu Shiyu tightly, almost wanting to rub him into his own flesh and blood. He didn't know the exact cause and effect of what Chu Shiyu said, but he knew that Chu Shiyu had collapsed now. Yes, he has been holding on for a whole day, and the emotions and pain that have nowhere to release finally burst in his arms.

"Chu Shiyu." Yan Luan's voice became tense, and it was the first time he called his full name, Chu Shiyu shrank his shoulders, all the memories and hatred ran over him like an inescapable wheel, making it impossible for him to escape.

"Chu Shiyu, listen to me." Yan Lun repeated, he seldom had such a serious and dignified moment, he held Chu Shiyu's face in his hands, and looked at his red and embarrassed eyes from crying.

"I like you very much, I hope you can be happy, and I hope that all troubles and unhappiness are far away from you.

Even if you don't like me, it doesn't matter to me, I just want you to live without pain, don't blame yourself, don't be afraid.

You can recall occasionally, but don’t get stuck in memories; because you live in the present, beside me, in my eyes, I will try my best to make you happy, okay?You believe me. "

Yan Luan looked at Chu Shiyu firmly and affectionately, his eyes were scarlet, he didn't know how he said these words in a daze, but when he saw Chu Shiyu's painful state of being tired by memories, he only felt that he was useless .

The word "like" is too frivolous and irresponsible. He himself has clearly felt such a "like" like a shackle, but he still blindly expresses his wishful thinking to Chu Shiyu.But when faced with Chu Shiyu's heart-pounding pain, he was like a waste, unable to do anything.

Chu Shiyu also stared at Yan Luan, he no longer shed tears, but his eyes were still red, he reluctantly but sincerely raised the corners of his lips, he nodded at Yan Luan, and smiled with tears in his eyes: "But this is so difficult ah."

Yan Luan looked resolutely serious, looking deeply at Chu Shiyu: "Just to make you happy, it's not difficult at all; there used to be a girlfriend who forced me to pick the moon for her, it was difficult."