365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chu Yu led the small team, wandering around in the villa as if isolated from the world, half a month passed.But it should be regarded as semi-isolated from the world. They get news from all over the country, but the outside world does not know their movements, which is a semi-closed opening to the outside world.

The neighbors work at sunrise and rest at sunset every day, without even noticing that there is a "perverted killer" and a security team living nearby.

In the past half month, Chu Yu and Xia Yihan got along very well. If this is compared to a blind date, it is simply a successful large-scale blind date.In the absence of interruption from outsiders, the two talked about everything, cooking, food, weather, economy, and everything except crime.

What made Chu Yu gratified was that Xia Yihan told her a lot about her childhood, so she knew Mu Shangqing and Huang Nan better.

From Xia Yihan's casual narration, Chu Yu outlined the outline of her parents.

Huang Nan is very indifferent to Xia Yihan and Mu Shangqing. She is a translator and her working location is not limited. Because of the computer assistance, she can work from home most of the time.As far back as Xia Yihan could remember, Huang Nan was often at home. Although she was with her, she always felt that there was a layer of insulator between mother and daughter, which did not conduct electricity and had no telepathy.

Mu Shangqing is a busy person. Xia Yihan only knew that he was a big data analyst, but Chu Yu knew that after he joined the Superman Department, he combined data analysis and psychological profiling, and dedicated his time to Chu Dongren.

But when he is busy, Mu Shangqing loves Xia Yihan very much. Xia Yihan doesn't like to talk, so he will accompany her in his own way. Although he doesn't tease her or take her to play, he will accompany her for walks, reading books, planting flowers, in short Be by her side.

Although Xia Yihan didn't say it clearly, Chu Yu felt that Mu Shangqing gave her a sense of security. For her who is emotionally slow, company is the longest waiting for her. A hundred poisons are invulnerable.

Chu Yu has a deep understanding of this. Although she has been self-reliant since she was a child, she has never let her parents worry about her studies. At the beginning, Chu Dongren took over her for a year, and taught her how to manage, how to arrange, how to make full use of the resources in the office, and how to deal with the government's public security organs.

She was about to be pushed to the top position in her early twenties, and Chu Yu was also counseled, fearing that she would smash the signboard of Superman, but because Chu Dongren was by her side in the first year, she felt that no matter how stormy it was, at least someone was behind her. Carrying an umbrella together, we marched against the wind, and as we walked, our shoulders hardened.

Later, she learned to hand over the umbrella to Muyu, Datuo, and Qingyang, and the four of them supported each other, encouraged each other, each had its own courage, and the courage shared, gradually showing the courage to fear nothing and no earth.

So Chu Yu knew Xia Yihan's feelings. Mu Shangqing was her harbor in childhood, and she was a unique color in her gray life with almost zero emotional fluctuations.If it is said that her mother's attitude led to the formation of her character, then her father's disappearance caused her character to explode.

Xia Yihan is now stabbing knives and carving pagoda trees everywhere, which must have something to do with Mu Shangqing, including her dream - a dilapidated building, surrounded by pagoda trees, and a man lying in the building...

This was the sporadic information that Chu Yu obtained when he forcibly hypnotized Xia Yihan. She did not dare to forcefully hypnotize Xia Yihan now, but she got more information.

That evening, Chu Yu was nestling on the sofa with Xia Yihan, the two of them were hugging hot milk and wrapped in the same blanket, Chu Yu picked up this topic again.

It seems that he thought of it unintentionally, but in fact he has been preparing for a long time, and the time is right before he asks it out naturally.

"Do you remember that conversation we didn't end?"

Xia Yihan frowned under the blanket, "What topic?"

"Your dream," Chu Yu said with gentle eyebrows and light reflections in his eyes, "you arrived at a small island, and the island was filled with smog. When you walked into the mist, you could see stretches of dilapidated houses, and the ground was covered with dust. Huaihua, you entered a dilapidated house and found a man lying on the bed."

Xia Yihan listened quietly, leaning his head on the sofa, a little tired and drowsy.

"Do you know that man?"

"I know," Xia Yihan raised his eyelashes, revealing his dark eyes, "It's my father."

Chu Yu held his breath, it seemed that she had guessed correctly, the only one who could haunt Xia Yihan's soul was the missing Mu Shangqing.

"Then, when you saw him, did he get up to say hello to you?"

"The dream stopped here, every time."

Chu Yu frowned, stretched out his hand, and brushed Xia Yihan's cheek hair behind his ears, "Have you tried, continue to dream?"

"I've tried it," Xia Yihan raised his face slightly, and touched Chu Yu's palm, "but it stopped every time, like a projectionist choking a movie film, and it stopped abruptly."

This is what is said in the legend, waking up at a critical moment.

Chu Yu has encountered many patients who have experienced similar situations.Originally, the dream was sweet, and I wanted to see someone, or to find out the truth of the matter, but when the person was about to turn around, or the box was about to be opened, I had a dream, and then I closed my eyes, trying to dream back, but either I couldn’t fall asleep, or it was another dream. a dream.

This feeling is terrible, like the victim is about to die, pulling the policeman by the collar, vomiting blood, and saying intermittently: "I know, the murderer is... is..."

Then he hung up.

However, the scientific explanation is that it is not that you will wake up every time you dream of a critical moment, but when you are about to wake up, the dream is most likely to reach a critical moment.

When the brain is not fully awake, it will operate unconsciously, and various unorganized thoughts will appear. Until the brain gradually wakes up, the degree of organization of thinking will become higher and higher. When the brain activity is closest to the awake state, personal intentions and logical thinking It becomes very clear, which is the most critical part of the dream, and the person wakes up.

For example, Xia Yihan dreamed of a scene repeatedly, which meant that she had seen that scene with her own eyes, and it shocked her a lot, but she didn't know what happened behind it.

From this point of view, this should be what she saw when she was young. She didn't fully remember things when she was young. The structure of the brain responsible for storage and memory is not fully developed. Like adults, you can use logic, deductive induction and other thinking to assist memory.

Did something happen to Mu Shangqing when Xia Yihan was a child?

Chu Yu didn't explain this set of principles to Xia Yihan, otherwise it would become popular science, and the content of liberal arts would suddenly turn to science.

She went on to ask: "Does a similar picture appear in your mind when you are awake?"

Xia Yihan shook his head, but said nothing.

"Now, do you still dream about it now?"

Xia Yihan nodded, his eyes half closed, he looked sleepy.

In the past half month, although the two got along intimately, the conversation was not always smooth. Even though Chu Yu was cautious, the questioning scale was precise, more explicit and less superficial, and tried his best to obtain information .

But Xia Yihan still refused to speak sometimes, whenever she didn't want to answer, she would either change the subject or pretend to be sleepy.

Chu Yu didn't force her either, she changed the topic, and said along with her topic, she pretended to be sleepy, so she covered her with a blanket and let her sleep where she was.

Forcibly hypnotized or something, she dared not touch it now, for fear that little Xia would run amok again.

Seeing that she was sleepy, Chu Yu withdrew his hand, lifted the blanket on his side, and covered her body.

Xia Yihan suddenly opened his eyes and grabbed her hand, his eyes were still sleepy, but he was a little more serious.

"Sister, sometimes I feel weird."

Chu Yu tightened his hands and held the corner of the blanket to prevent her from noticing his fluctuations.

"You're not weird, you're just sick."

Xia Yihan leaned on the sofa with his head tilted, his eyes were full of Chu Yu's outline, coupled with her sleepy expression, he really had the temperament of a sickly beauty.

"Am I seriously ill?"

"It's not serious if you trust me and let me stay with you all the time and trust me to fix it."

A smile appeared on the corner of Xia Yihan's mouth, with a shallow bend, like a hook at the end of a fishing line, falling into the water, causing circles of ripples.

"Then sister, help me cure my illness."

Chu Yu reached into the blanket, found her palm accurately, and held it firmly.

She had waited too long for this sentence.

When Jinling Hospital laid her down and hugged her, when she was kidnapped by her in Wuhu and went to a small rental house to eat together, when she chatted with her face to face in Jinshui Hospital.

Chu Yu wanted to say this: Let me cure you.

But she has never dared to say it out, Xia Yihan's illness is very deep and hidden, like an explosive, buried in the bottom of her heart, setting up pressure, when others approach, the pressure will cause an explosion, and both sides will suffer. She has to Dig out the bomb by yourself and hand it to others in person, so that you can live in peace.

Chu Yu has always put the initiative in Xia Yihan's hands, believing that she is very smart, knowing that she is always with her, not doing or talking about business, what is her intention.

Now, after receiving the bomb gift from Xia Yihan, Chu Yu held it carefully, wishing he could keep it as a treasure and guard it 24 hours a day.

Back in the bungalow, Chu Yu called Muyu, Song Qingyang, Fang Datuo and Wu Ke together and announced something.

The [-]-day "villa caretaker mode" came to an end, the first stage of treatment was successfully completed, and the second stage was started in a low-key manner.

Xiaohuaihua will be taken back to Superman for treatment and further information.

Nineteen days, like a smokeless war, looks calm on the surface, but the level of mental tension can be described as turbulent. Wu Ke and others not only have to guard against Xia Yihan's sudden show of his hand, and have a "prison break" that just goes away, It is also necessary to prevent the outside world from noticing their existence.

They must not only have enough sense of presence to be able to fend off Xia Yihan's sudden attack, but also minimize the sense of presence and be the air in the eyes of neighbors.

Such an anti-human request was perfectly met by the security team led by Wu Ke, and it was proved by practical actions——Chu Chu’s younger brother, he will never admit defeat!

Transferring Xia Yihan to Superman's place is a great joy for the security team. After all, Superman's place is a place that no ghost can enter. With a computer-controlled iron wall, the pressure on security will be greatly relieved.

And for Fang Datuo and the three of them, it is also a great joy. They have been drifting away for almost a month, and they are really wandering prodigal sons. He, he held the photo, missed him very much, and wished that Chu Dongren would mail the toilet and let him install it in the small bungalow.

Now, everyone's dream has come true, and after the meeting, they were all happy and left the temporary meeting room.

Chu Yu sorted through the materials he had sorted out in the past few days, and prepared to go back to the villa to inform Xia Yihan of the "moving".

The wooden fish stopped her.

Chu Yu turned around, and saw a trace of seriousness from her expressionless face.

The serious atmosphere told Chu Yu that the matter was not simple, so she pulled the stool away and sat down again, "Say it."

After being stationed for half a month, Muyu drank almost all kinds of coffee. Her dark circles became more serious, and she had a smoky makeup effect. However, because of the almost no movement of facial muscles, her skin was smooth and flawless, without any wrinkles. Chu Yu was a bit older, but because of the student's head, he looked like a high school student with smoky makeup.

"I used to say that you and Xiao Huaihua gave away dog ​​food and blinded others. Not only me, but also Xiao Bang and Da Tuo often talked about it." She sat down in front of Chu Yu, "But you should also know that, We were joking, teasing, and not taking it seriously."

Chu Yu nodded and scratched his ear with his little finger, "Of course, if it's serious, wouldn't I be a perverted doctor who took advantage of the patient's danger?"

Muyu glanced at her lightly, "But now I won't make fun of you anymore."

Chu Yu laughed, just about to say it's okay, but her old man didn't suggest it, so Mu Yu Youyou added another sentence.

"Because you've taken it seriously."

Chu Yu was stunned, and immediately realized what this sentence meant—it wasn't that she took these jokes seriously, but that she made them true.

She muttered in her heart for a long time, thinking about how to reply, Muyu showed a pressing momentum, and said again: "You really like her, right?"

The words were pointed out, and she was naked, Chu Yu didn't panic anymore. She raised her legs and crossed her fingers on her knees, as if she was chatting with her best friend.

"Xiaoyu, you know, I care about my patients."

Every time the Superman Department takes over a case, it is equivalent to taking over a patient. Most of them have abnormal nerves and spirits, so they need to be investigated and researched by the Superman Department. Sometimes it involves treatment and correction. Chu Yu can either be the attending physician Take full responsibility, or cooperate with top doctors in various fields to explore treatment options.

If it cannot be cured, or Chu Yu believes that there is no need to forcibly correct it and it will not affect normal life, Superman will give appropriate suggestions so that the target can continue to live in the most comfortable way without affecting others. unusual life.

Song Qingyang is an example. Apart from being a "mace", she is no different from ordinary people, does not affect normal life, can also enhance combat effectiveness, and make outstanding contributions to the eradication of violence and peace.

During his two-year treatment career, Chu Yu met a mace, a refrigerator, an invisible man, and a time traveler from the future.

Facing each target object, she is very patient, walks into their inner world, feels their thoughts, and tries to use their thinking to understand the world.

In the past two years, she has not been driven mad or insane, and her ability is getting stronger and stronger. Although her temper has not changed, she is stubborn and straight, but she is absolutely as warm as a heater to patients, and her patience is comparable to renewable resources. Grow independently and fill the vacancy.

Muyu and the others are also used to seeing her gentle and considerate appearance. Although they can't enjoy it themselves, seeing how she treats patients can still be seductive.

But just because of looking all the way, Mu Yu understands what Chu Yu is like, what he has always been like, and what he is like now.

"In the past, it was caring. Keeping things in your heart was a responsibility. Now it's caring. It's instinct to keep her in your heart."

Chu Yu was suddenly speechless. She couldn't refute, but she didn't dare to admit it either.

Muyu has never expressed her feelings. From the tip of her hair to the tips of her toes, she exudes an aura of "it's none of my business". No matter how warm words are uttered from her mouth, the temperature drops below zero.

But Chu Yu could take the cold words from her mouth into his heart and heat them up in his chest, and when he received them in his head, he would feel a heavy warmth.

In this warmth now, there is worry, anxiety, and a little bit of bewilderment.

"Little fish, what are you worried about?"

Mu Yu just sat there in a daze, holding a cup, and if there were glasses on the bridge of his nose, it would be a famous scene where the head teacher summoned problem students.

"You like her, but can she like you? Or if you like her so much, can she return the same love?"

Chu Yu shook his head, "I don't expect her to reciprocate the same liking."

Muyu cleared her throat, "Chu Chu, my job for so many days is to pay close attention to her state and her movements, do you want to hear my feelings?"

Chu Yu nodded without thinking, "Well, tell me!"

Muyu stared at her, opened her mouth, and after a while, said, "I think she has been using you from the very beginning."