365 Difficult Ways To Live

Although Chu Yu knows better than anyone else that Xia Yihan is mentally ill, with strange behavior and eccentric personality, he also endangers the society and commits crimes, which has disturbed many public security bureaus across the country, and even created a "brand" of killers, calling them perverts and freaks , beyond reproach.

But when these words come out of her mouth, they can have an academic meaning, but when they come out of other people's mouths, she just feels uncomfortable, like being poured a cup of boiling water, scalding her ears, too hot!

"Mr. Wang, please pay attention to your wording. Let's talk about the facts and try to use neutral words."

Otherwise, she might not be able to bear it and asked Song Qingyang to give him a stick.

"I'm just discussing the facts and telling the truth! It seems that you don't understand Mu Han's situation, and that's right, we have too late to hide her glorious history, so I don't have the nerve to spread it to the outside world. Let me tell you everything in detail, lest you suspect that our family has a fine tradition of child abuse!"

Chu Yu nodded, expressing that he was all ears.Xia Yihan, a rare talent in a hundred years, had done enough to make her faint dozens of times before, and this time is not bad.

Huang Li tugged on Wang Zitao's sleeve, with a flatulent expression on her face, but she didn't try to persuade her any more. She let Wang Zitao reveal her "black history", waiting to be slapped in the face.

"I have to say that Mu Han is beautiful. When we saw her for the first time, we thought she must be a delicate and sensible child. When her father left, she told us that she was introverted and sometimes had a slow emotional response. , may seem nonchalant, but maybe it's just not showing, or it's a few beats slower to feel emotions.

We listened to it at the time, and felt that this was not a big problem. We will always have feelings when we get along slowly.It turned out that we were deceived by her appearance. She didn’t respond emotionally slowly, but she didn’t respond at all. When we talked to her, she either ignored her or responded very well...how to put it, the official is polite, Not at all like family.

It's just started like this, it's fine for a day or two, but it's been a month or two, and she is still like that, we will inevitably feel chilled.The key is that she should be indifferent, it’s okay, we have the determination and perseverance to warm up the ice slowly, but she is not ice at all, she is an ice ball, the kind that pricks people! I have behaved here for about half After a few months, various problems gradually emerged, such as skipping classes, failing to hand in homework, not getting along with others, and ignoring teachers. The rules in the school were just decorations for her.

People go to school to study, but she goes to school like going to the vegetable market. She doesn't buy anything after shopping around, and walks back and forth empty-handed.The teacher is very worried about her matter. The teacher can at least teach and correct other students who violate discipline, but she doesn't communicate with the teacher at all. When the teacher is the aunt who shouts at the vegetable market, she ignores it.

Her homeroom teacher called us many times for her affairs, including the first time she disappeared. The teacher called the classmates one by one to find her trace, but she didn't talk to us very much, let alone those classmates. .Her classmate said that she is like a sleeping beauty, she is beautiful, but she is asleep and has no communication with the outside world.

Because of the violation of discipline, we also tried to talk to her. My wife is a teacher and I also work in the school. They are both reasonable people. Besides, she is not my own. We dare not do anything. We can only reason with her patiently.At the beginning, she didn't respond, but later she became more polite and would nod her head in agreement, but that was the end of it all, she would only verbally agree, and would never put it into practice. "

Chu Yu listened, and knew that Wang Zitao did not exaggerate the facts. At Jinshui Hospital, the doctors and nurses spoke to Xia Yihan, but she did not respond. Moreover, her willpower and self-defense awareness were too strong, and ordinary hypnosis methods did not work at all. Later, she Using special means to forcibly hypnotize him, it only lasted for a short while, Xia Yihan finally woke up suddenly and almost ran away.

"These are trivial matters. If she is really just lonely and unruly, we will admit it. After all, she is related to us by blood. But we found that this child is a bit inhumane. He is crazy on the edge of crime, or has already constituted a crime. It's just that she was a child at the time, and the law can't do anything to her!"

Wang Zitao spoke excitedly, but this was within Chu Yu's expectations. People with antisocial personality disorder have shown themselves in adolescence, have a strong sense of self-protection, overreact, and are often accompanied by violent tendencies.

"When she just transferred to the class, there was a boy who chased her every day to carry her schoolbag and buy her spicy sticks. She ignored him, and then the boy pulled her hair and publicly confessed to her in the class. Although It's a bit annoying to say, but she is a child after all, and she pesters her because she likes it. As a result, one day she went out early and asked the boy to meet in the classroom. She pulled off his pants and tied his pants with a rope. Hands and feet, hung him on the ceiling fan, and then the students entered the classroom one after another, and they all saw the tragic scene. The child was wearing underwear, hanging under it and turning around, crying while turning, tears were thrown out.

This incident quickly spread in the school. Where did the boy put his tender face, so he had to transfer to another school. Since then, no one dared to harass her, and she was successfully isolated. In the school for a few months, even a friend None, just one commander!"

Wang Zitao said it heartbroken, with a sense of sadness that his family was unlucky and he was a rebellious son, but Song Qingyang interrupted out of the blue: "If I were her, I would even strip that boy's underwear."

Chu Yu forced a smile, turned his head and gave Song Qingyang a look, signaling her to keep silent and not to express opinions casually.

Turning his head, Chu Yu made a gesture, begging Wang Zitao to continue.

"And I also found that the child is quite fascinated by dangerous items such as knives and guns. She has one advantage, that is, she likes to cook, and the taste is very good. We thought she was interested in cooking at first, but later found that she was only interested in knives , she really enjoys the feeling of cutting the dish in two with the blade, especially when killing fish, I can see her eyes are shining, and she is very skillful in her movements, whether it is scraping fish scales, cutting open stomachs, removing internal organs, It's all done in one go, and every knife is used with great precision."

Chu Yu suddenly recalled the conversation she had with Xia Yihan when he first met Xia Yihan:

"Sister, I want to touch you."

"why?"

"Because my sister must be very slippery, like the gills of a fish."

"Gills?"

"Yes, cut the fish from the middle with a knife, divide it into two, take out the internal organs, and then aim at the gills, dig out a 2 cm square piece of red and white meat, which is closely connected with the gills, the fish You have to breathe continuously, so this piece of meat becomes more elastic, energetic, and of high quality, and it feels the best to the touch.”

The corners of Chu Yu's mouth couldn't help but rise. She didn't expect that she was a veteran who read countless "fish".

Probably seeing Chu Yu’s indifferent appearance, Wang Zitao decided to give some serious information—“In addition to knives, she also likes guns. When my wife was cleaning, she found a pistol hidden under her mattress. At first she thought it was a toy.” gun, but when I opened the magazine, I saw that it was a real bullet!"

As he wished, Chu Yu's eyes sharpened, and his fingertips rubbed restlessly on the edge of the phone.

Huang Li had been an observer just now and let him talk, but when she heard this, she couldn't help interrupting and slapped him hard, "What nonsense are you talking about in front of the police!"

"I'm not talking nonsense," Wang Zitao said frankly, "It's been so many years, there's no need to hide it, and tell the whole thing, we'll feel bad if we hold it in!"

As he said that, he turned to Chu Yu and continued to discuss his crimes: "We all know that guns and ammunition cannot be bought through normal channels, and that child is elusive all day long. I followed her and found that she communicated with some unknown people. Those people It seems that I can get in touch with the black market, even gangsters. At that time, I thought the situation was serious, so I asked her on the sidelines, but she didn't admit it. Later, I put the gun in front of her and asked her face to face. She looked indifferent and said that the gun She picked it up, and she looked at me very strangely, as if if I asked her to shoot me in the head, she would shoot without hesitation, and then calmly watched me die..."

Huang Li couldn't take it anymore, and scolded in a low voice: "No, she won't kill you, don't think too much!"

Chu Yu unconsciously lowered his voice, seeing that Wang Zitao was too nervous, he was afraid of irritating him, "So she disappeared later, do you suspect that she left with those unknown people?"

There was a moment of silence, Huang Li and Wang Zitao looked at each other and shook their heads at the same time.

"I don't suspect that she left with those people, but that she left with her father."

After some discussions at the meeting in the early morning, Chu Yu believed that 80.00% of Mu Shangqing was already dead. He was shocked when he heard this sentence, "Why... After Mr. Mu disappeared, did you contact you?"

Huang Li shook her head, "No, but he is missing, not necessarily kidnapped, maybe he can move freely?"

"However, if he is missing, he may be killed. Why do you think he is still alive?"

Huang Li hesitated for a moment, then stood up and signaled Chu Yu to follow her into the utility room. She dug out a candy carton from the cabinet, and took out a stack of dark purple cardboard, the size of a palm, with The pattern of lavender is faint, if you touch it with your hands, it seems to be able to smell a little fragrance.

When Chu Yu saw the lavender, her heart twitched again. She had already noticed that anything related to Xia Yihan's past would easily make her "heart twitch", and she was extremely sensitive.

From the bottom, Huang Li took out a few pieces of card paper that she had written on. There were traces of pens on them, but there were not many words, just seven or eight short words, like reminders written down to prevent forgetting.

Chu Yu looked through it, while Huang Li explained to her: "After she left, I rummaged through her things and found this stack of cards. At first I thought it was for homework, but later I found out that there were some cards on it. something to feel happy about.”

Chu Yu opened one by one, and his fingertips brushed over the characters, gently and slowly, as if he could touch the characters and caress Xia Yihan's fingertips holding the pen.

"Killed the fish today"

"There was a black cat on the side of the road"

“Biology class is fun”

"There's a cloud in the sky that looks like a champagne flute with a cherry in it."

Chu Yu flipped through it carefully, until the last sheet, there were only five elegant characters left.

"Found Dad"