365 Difficult Ways To Live

Like a stone falling into a lake, ripples appeared in Chu Yu's heart, which was also reflected in his eyes. Under the light, it was like a little bit of starlight.

"know."

Of course Chu Yu knew that the text message was just the prelude, the lavender was just the beginning, and now was the climax, but she didn't expect the climax to come so violently without warning.

"My sister has been taking Xiaoyuewan with her for the past few days, and even took her shopping, bought her clothes, peeled crabs for her, and talked and laughed with her," Xia Yihan kept smiling, "I know my sister wants to Lead me out, and it turns out, you won."

She really couldn't help but send a text message, exposing her location in Luoyu, so that the police strengthened the protection of the He couple. If it wasn't for the murder case on Wuhuai's side, which attracted the attention of Chu Yu and the police, her side probably There is no way to start.

Hearing this confession, Chu Yu couldn't help but explode in her heart. She knew that Xia Yihan would show his feet. First of all, she was very clear about her position in Xia Yihan's heart. It seemed that this was not a feeling, but a complex. Silently Complex, the most deadly.

Furthermore, Xiaoyuewan looks a bit like Xia Yihan, and their age is also similar. If Chu Yu and Xiaoyuewan are close, Xia Yihan can't help but substitute herself, thinking about it, and wants to replace Xiaoyuewan.

In the end, because Xiaoyuewan was hired by Xia Yihan to follow Chu Yu, and was caught by Chu Yu, it was equivalent to Xia Yihan personally sending someone to her side. Xia Yihan originally expected that Chu Yu would severely punish Xiaoyuewan, or ask him to release him. , but the result was unexpected, which would irritate her and make her unable to bear to take action to pry Xiaoyuewan away from Chu Yu again.

But he was happy for only three seconds, and Chu Yu immediately became frightened again. Xiaoyuewan has been taken by Fang Datuo all the time. When Muyu said to pick up people yesterday, he never mentioned Xiaoyuewan. Where is she now?

"Sister is so close to her, isn't she afraid that I will kill her?"

Chu Yu came back to his senses, turned his eyes around Xia Yihan's face, and said firmly, "You won't."

Chu Yu has always firmly believed that her committing crimes has special significance, and she would not draw out her sword casually, otherwise, with her ability to drift around the country without obstacles, countless people would have died.

"My sister thinks highly of me." Xia Yihan lowered his eyelashes, stretched out his hand to brush a strand of Chu Yu's long hair, and circled it along his fingertips, "I don't like killing people, but I'm not afraid of killing people. When the time is right, I will also kill people." Will do it."

Chu Yu felt that she meant something, and couldn't help but grasp her restless hand, "What do you mean?"

Xia Yihan stared straight at her without making a sound.

"Well, let's make an agreement. If you don't touch Xiaoyuewan, I won't be too close to her."

"Okay!" Xia Yihan stretched out his little finger, "The hook is proof!"

The two hands hooked together, pulled, and reached a murder-level agreement in the simplest way.

"What does sister want to eat at noon, I'll go shopping."

These words were spoken naturally and proficiently, as if they had been repeated thousands of times before blurting out.

Chu Yu: "When you come back from shopping, will you do it or I will do it?"

For Chu Yu, cooking is more difficult than neuroscience. She is fondly called "the little princess of the kitchen" by Fang Datuo, which means that in the kitchen, she can only be a princess, just sit obediently, and can't touch things, pots and bowls Keep the ladle, firewood, rice, oil, and salt away, otherwise the kitchen will explode.

Xia Yihan put on the spring and autumn style leather jacket, folded up the sleeves, revealing his slender arms, "I'll cook, why am I willing to let you cook?"

Chu Yu suddenly recalled that in the psychiatric hospital, Xia Yihan yelled to eat her cooking, so accompanied by many medical and security guards, they went to the back kitchen, and she showed her skills and made a plate of biscuits—of course, the dough was kneaded by the chef Yes, the biscuits are baked in the oven. What she did was put the biscuit dough in the oven, and then sponsored the biscuit. The biscuit was honored as "Chu's Little Dessert".

At that time, Xia Yihan must have noticed that she is a kitchen idiot, the extreme kind!

Hearing that Xia Yihan was going out to buy groceries, Chu Yu couldn't help thinking, what would he do with her while she was out?

In just three seconds, Xia Yihan moved an armchair and asked Chu Yu to sit on it.

Then, she took out the straps, fixed Chu Yu's hands and feet on the chair, and then tied the window rail of the chair with an iron chain.In this way, even if Chu Yu earns a fortune, he can only move a few centimeters left and right.

In the end, Xia Yihan took out a large ball of medical cotton, stuffed it into Chu Yu's mouth, and wrapped her temples behind her ears, "My sister may not feel well, but I will be back soon, wait for me."

Chu Yu didn't move his head, looked up, and gave her a supercilious look: If you have the ability, don't come back!

As soon as Xia Yihan left, the whole room fell into silence. Chu Yu looked around the whole room within his eyes, gray walls, old furniture, and in the bedroom, there were Xia Yihan's disguise decorations, tools, and even weapons...

If the kidnapping of her was because Xia Yihan was worried about Xiaoyuewan and wanted to experience the feeling of being close to her for himself, then were the two of them getting along intimately?

Chu Yu closed her eyes. She thought that as long as she mixed personal feelings with her business affairs, she did not expect that Xia Yihan would do the same. In the midst of the intensely arranged "murder crime" business, she changed her plan and took time out, just to See her, go on vacation with her, chat with her, albeit in a brutal way.

Half an hour later, Xia Yihan came back with big and small bags, put the things on the dining table, and hurried to untie Chu Yu.

"Get up and move around, jump up, jump up, don't hold back."

Chu Yu's hands and feet were fine, but her mouth was numb. She spit a lot in the toilet before recovering.

Xia Yihan put away the bracelets and iron chains, "Sister, you've worked so hard, I'll cook something delicious for lunch, please reward me!"

Chu Yu supported the tub, turned his head, and his eyes were sharp, "Next time you go out, you can just knock me out and throw me on the bed. You don't have to tie and restrain me, it's so troublesome!"

"I can't do anything." Xia Yihan came over and tugged at the corner of her clothes, "Sister, come and accompany me in the kitchen. I'll cook, so you help me."

After bringing all the vegetables to the kitchen, Xia Yihan took out the lettuce and put it in the vegetable washing pool, "Sister, let's sort it out, I'll cut it after it's done."

Chu Yu picked up a piece of lettuce, looked at it, and asked in depth: "What should I do?"

Xia Yihan took the vegetables in his hands, like teaching a child, "How about this, pick off the leaves and make a bare vegetable."

"Then why don't you use a knife and cut it all off with one knife?"

Xia Yihan: "Because the only thing my sister can do is pick vegetables."

Chu Yu: "..."

No problem, just tell the truth!

Chu Yu finally stood obediently by the pool and began to pick vegetables, but she didn't tear them lightly like Xia Yihan, she grabbed the leaves and pulled them directly. From a distance, it was like plucking chicken feathers. There was a piercing cry.

As she was busy by the pool, Xia Yihan began to cut the meat, thinly sliced ​​the lean meat, her knife skills were excellent, with one cut, the thickness was uniform, the slices were like this, comparable to a machine.

Chu Yu glanced back, his scalp suddenly went numb, and he asked a mental patient to stand behind him with a knife. Is there anyone in this world who is more daring than her?Although she knew that this little pervert would not mess around, such as suddenly coming up and stabbing her carotid artery, she still felt strange in her heart. She remembered from the beginning to the end that the person in front of her was a mental patient, a patient who needed treatment.

"Asha, shall I cut it?"

Xia Yihan couldn't take his eyes off his eyes, and his hands kept moving, "Sister, don't you believe in my sword skills?"

Chu Yu: It’s not that I don’t believe it, it’s that I believe it too much!

"I want to try it. I used to do surgery or dissect the human body. I haven't cut pork. I want to see if I can master it."

Xia Yihan listened, paused, raised his head and laughed, "Okay, I also want to see how my sister's sword skills are."

She gave up her position, and Chu Yu took over. The moment she picked up the knife, she panicked. It turned out to be completely different from a scalpel. This kitchen knife is made of iron and has a wooden handle, which is too heavy for her. It is a bit overwhelming to control the strength of the blade and cut it.

For a moment, all her attention was focused on the pork, and only pork was in her eyes—a small dish that she didn’t pay attention to at ordinary times, but it actually contained so much effort—Fang Datuo’s image suddenly grew taller, it’s really Wen Ke’s research, Wu Pork can be cut!

The hand trembled and shook a few times, and when I finally went down, I couldn’t cut it through. I cut it halfway and got stuck in the middle, so I had to chop it down hard. Like coming out.

In fact, ugly is ugly, as long as you can eat it, but there are already Xia Yihan's finished products in front of you, and if you compare them, there will be harm. Chu Yu looked back and forth between the two levels, and felt that the two pieces of meat before and after were not the same species cut out.

She picked up the knife tremblingly, and was about to start the second round of suffering, when she suddenly felt a tightness in her waist and a heat in her shoulders.

Xia Yihan suddenly hugged her from behind, folded his hands between her abdomen, buried his head in the crest of her neck, and rubbed his cheeks against her neck, a little itchy.

Chu Yu got an electric shock all over his body, and stood there, holding the knife tightly with his right hand, and pressing the pork with his left hand, using too much force, the meat was dented by her.She felt the breath of the person behind her, and spit on her neck, causing her whole body to become hot, her face flushed immediately, and even breathing became difficult, and she froze in place, motionless.

Although he often does psychotherapy for others, and sometimes needs to express kindness and concern with body language, Chu Yu himself does not like physical contact, and is even a bit repulsive.Song Qingyang's mother was distressed because Qingyang refused to contact others, and asked Chu Yu to cure her.

Chu Yu said that he deeply understood, not Madam Song, but Song Qingyang, just like cats don't like to touch water, they don't like to walk hand in hand with others, it's not a big problem!

Xia Yihan felt Chu Yu's discomfort, but she didn't let go, but smiled softly, provocative three times, teasing seven times, "Sister is afraid of being hugged by others? Can't you even hug me?"

Chu Yu suddenly remembered that at Borui'an's house, she also hugged herself suddenly like this, holding her for two hours without panting. Could this be the legendary cuddling monster?

Is this a major undiscovered symptom or disease classification in the psychiatric world?

"If you feel so comfortable, you can hold it, and the time limit is 5 minutes."

Chu Yu tried his best to make her voice sound calm and gentle. She couldn't stand it for more than 5 minutes, and would freeze into a mummified corpse.

"Sister, you have to trust me..."

Because the head was buried in the neck, and the voice was not loud, it dragged on for a long time, it sounded like talking in sleep, or acting like a baby.

Chu Yu was taken aback, "Huh?"

"Sister, will you stay with me all the time?"

With a jolt in his mind, Chu Yu felt that these words seemed familiar. At Bo Rui'an's house, when she pretended to be Liao Feng and hugged him, she said the same thing——

"Xiao Chu, you...you have to trust me."

"Xiao Chu, will you stay with me all the time?"

It's just that this time, compared with the last time, it seems more affectionate, because there is no crying, and there is no grief like last time. It seems to be an understatement, but it can be heard that the meaning is very strong.

Chu Yu put down the knife, wiped his hands, then folded his hands, covered the back of her hand, and pressed lightly, "If you put down the sharp knife and stay by my side, I will also be by your side."

"Perhaps," Chu Yu frowned, because he has no makeup, his lips are pale, but he is extremely serious in his words, "you can tell me the reason for picking up the sharp knife, maybe I can be your knife, with the tip of the knife forward, and finish it for you. long-cherished wish."

If longing is justified.

Xia Yihan rubbed against Chu Yu's neck, but without making a sound, she hugged him for a while longer, as if pinched, and after 5 minutes of hugging, she let go of Chu Yu and asked her to wait in the dining room.

More than an hour later, Chef Xia officially finished the work. Three dishes and one soup were served on the table. Stir-fried pork with lettuce, braised mandarin fish, sweet and sour pork ribs, and three delicacies and miscellaneous mushrooms were all Chu Yu’s favorites. Fang Datuo often Do it to bribe her.

Chu Yu was surprised and delighted, looking at Xia Yihan with complicated eyes - this girl must have been eyeing her long ago, otherwise it would be impossible to know her tastes well, it seems that Muyu has to check the surveillance near the investigation office when he goes back, How many years has she been under surveillance?

"Sister, sit down and replenish your body these few days!"

Xia Yihan pulled the two stools away, and smiled innocently, as if the sadness just now didn't exist, it was an illusion, an illusion.

The TV in the living room was still on, and the whole room was filled with beeping whispers. With popularity, Chu Yu picked up the bowls and chopsticks, started to eat, picked up the food, put it in her mouth, and swallowed. By observing the words and expressions, it is impossible to judge whether it suits the taste or not.

"How is it, is it delicious?"

"Not bad, very good."

Chu·Peaceless·Yue's inner thoughts: It would be good to abduct her back to the investigation office to be a chef in the future!

After getting the compliment, Xia Yihan grinned. Because she was cooking, she tied up her hair in a high ponytail and wore a dark gray sweater jacket. She looked clean and fresh.

She put a fish into the bowl, and began to trim the spines. There are not many spines in the mandarin fish, only big spines and no small spines. She has a quick hand, and she straightened it out in three or five strokes, dipped it in some soup, and put it in the Chuyu bowl. .

Chu Yu was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't hesitate. He picked it up and ate it. It was sour without the fishbone. He went straight and let go of the bite.

She suddenly remembered that a few days ago, at the crab restaurant, she helped Xiaoyuewan peel crabs, and Xia Yihan was watching from the opposite side.

Seeing that she was eating happily, Xia Yihan was even more happy when he was straightening. Chu Yu couldn't beat the speed of her straightening.

After eating seventy percent full, Chu Yu was about to take a rest. She raised her head. At the moment when the sun was at its peak, the ivy outside was illuminated green. Meticulous brushwork in gray and white.

There was the sound of insects outside the window, beeps on the TV, and the noise of neighbors cooking, washing dishes, and pumping water. These sounds would merge into one. Get engrossed.

This is really like a home, as if she and Xia Yihan have been together for many years, Xia Yihan goes shopping and cooking every day, and then she waits for her to come home, chatting, eating and washing dishes together.

Chu Yu began to attend remedial classes at the age of three, extracurricular tutoring in elementary school, self-taught human anatomy in junior high school, went abroad in high school, double-degreed in university, and took over the investigation office after returning to China. She was so busy that her soul was separated from her. I thought that I was used to being busy, and I would feel uncomfortable when I was idle, and I had already suffered from "idle allergy".

But at this moment, she is extremely addicted to this leisure, she is obviously in it, but she starts to miss it, and looks at it with a kind of memory--half a room, a couple, a table of rice, two pairs of chopsticks, endless words .

Chu Yu couldn't help smiling, his eyes wandered greedily around the room, and fell on the TV screen in the living room.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, which was particularly ear-piercing in the small room. Chu Yu clearly felt Xia Yihan's aura change suddenly, and his eyes became sharp.