365 Difficult Ways To Live

The ward is not big, and the bathroom is about [-] square meters, but there are not many things, one bed, one table, two chairs, the windows have reached the level of bulletproof glass, hard objects cannot be broken, and there are no sharp objects in the room. The tables and chairs were tightly wrapped in cloth blankets, and no sound could be produced when they were moved. The entire room was turned into a silent mode.

After Chu Yu entered the door, she sat on the chair behind the table. She acted as lightly as possible, and even lowered the sound of her breathing by an octave, so as not to cause the other party's rejection.

The patient was sitting on the bed at the moment, lying on the window sill, facing out the window, not knowing whether it was taking a nap or watching the reaction, or just not wanting to talk to Chu Yu, and gave her a back view.

Chu Yu looked at her back with peace of mind, thoughtfully: What's the name... Xia Yihan, it is indeed as cold as ice, and it has the same effect as Xia Binghai, why did his parents change the name to Xia Sihuo? How nice, Xia Nuannuan is fine too, being called that every day, and being hinted in my heart, I will be more lively.

Thoughts were galloping like wild dogs running wild in his head, but Chu Yu's body remained motionless, except for entering the door, he made no sound during the whole process, quietly accompanying the patient, Ms. Xia.

After an unknown amount of time, Xia Yihan turned around and looked behind him.

Chu Yu met her eyes, and smiled at her. The corners of her mouth were raised thirty degrees, neither exaggerated nor stiff. This is the professional smile she practiced after visiting countless mentally ill friends, perfectly covering up her real reaction and mood.

But in fact, Chu Yu's reaction was slightly startled, and he was startled for a moment by the appearance of the girl in front of him—her facial features are extremely delicate, like a sketched landscape painting drawn with a pencil, revealing elegance, because she is backed by the light, the outline of her face It is clearly and meticulously cut by light, which adds to the delicate vigor.

Xia Yihan got off the bed and sat across from Chu Yu. Her face was upright, but she didn't look haggard. Her eyes were dark, her lips were red, and her hair was black and shiny. Looking at the volume and quality of her hair, she was definitely a potential spokesperson for a shampoo advertisement.

"Your hair is very beautiful." Chu Yu smiled softly and commendably.

Xia Yihan didn't respond, she crossed her hands together, put them on the table, and stood up with her two index fingers facing each other, as if she was reciting a spell and gesturing,

Chu Yu imitated her appearance, made the same hand shape, and sat opposite her. At first glance, it really seemed that the two of them were having a cult exchange.

"Living in a room alone, are you afraid?"

Xia Yihan changed his gesture, clenched his hands into fists, overlapping each other, still rubbing slightly.

Chu Yu followed suit and asked at the same time: "Is that so, the left hand is on top?"

Xia Yihan stared at her hands for a moment, and then ten fingers intertwined with each other, with complex and changeable gestures.

This time, Chu Yu didn't follow suit. Although proper imitation could gain the favor of mental patients, she suddenly wondered whether these gestures were the baby's own dumb language, which she alone understood in the whole world! What if you are scolding her?For example, folded hands mean: Look at you so stupid!

She thought for a moment, then asked modestly, "I don't understand this gesture, can you teach me?"

Xia Yihan leaned his head on the palm of his hand, staring at Chu Yu with his eyes, but he just didn't speak.

Chu Yu felt uneasy for a while. There was a triangular area from his eyes to his forehead. If he was stared at by others, he would feel a sense of oppression. Usually it was because of the coercive tension created during the interrogation. Usually, few people would look at others like this.

Chu Yu saw Xia Yihan's appearance, but he was only seventeen or eighteen years old, and because of his straight bangs, he looked even more youthful, and he had only been weaned for more than ten years, why did he look at people like this when they met?

She was not afraid at all, and looked back, the two of them were in a stalemate for a while, Xia Yihan had no intention of cooperating at all.Chu Yu's eyes dimmed, ready to perform compulsory hypnosis.

Xia Yihan's head suddenly tilted, and he grinned, revealing all his teeth, "Hello, sister!"

Chu Yu was startled, and almost lost control of her expression. She quickly adjusted her state, nodded and said, "How are you?"

"I wanted to call you Auntie, but I was afraid that my sister would be angry with you."

Hey boy!

Chu Yu complained wildly in his heart, she is only four or five years older than this baby, and this baby wants to call her aunt now! So if she calculates it back, is it true that when she was just born, she should be called her aunt when she was five years old?

Although his heart was full of horses, on the surface Chu Yu smiled in a reasonable way, "You can call it whatever you want, it depends on your preference."

Xia Yihan rubbed his nose, thought for a while, and said solemnly: "Let's call her sister, it makes me appear more sensible."

Chu Yu kept smiling, but if a normal adult said this, she would definitely be a giant needle with her backhand.

"Then can you tell my sister what the gesture just now means?"

"Gesture?" Xia Yihan opened his eyes round, confused, and suddenly realized, "Oh, I was bitten by a mosquito between my fingers yesterday, it was a little itchy, I was just scratching it."

Chu Yu: "..."

Over the years, I have met many abnormal people. In most cases, Chu Yu can handle things with ease. It is she who leads the other party's thinking, then spy on the other party's problems, and prescribe the right medicine. Today, this one does not feel like playing cards according to common sense.

At the same time, she knew something in her mind. Dean Hu mentioned that Xia Yihan was diagnosed as an adult with autism and had language and social barriers. Even if he communicated with others, it was perfunctory, unable to master the tone and volume, but just now Xia Yihan's few words, the words are correct, the language contains all the emotions that should be contained in the language, and when he speaks, he also has an expression, or smiles, or lowers his eyebrows in thought. From these few details, autism can be ruled out.

Could it be bipolar disorder?

While thinking, Chu Yu suddenly heard Xia Yihan say, "Sister, I want to touch you."

Chu Yu was taken aback again. This was the first time she had heard a patient say this to her. Mental patients would resist the real world. Except when killing people and fighting, they generally avoided close contact with others.

"why?"

Xia Yihan smiled embarrassingly, her lips were bent into a crescent shape, her arms were folded, her head rested on them, she stared at Chu Yu from bottom to top, her eyes projected from her clean pupils, they were all clear stand up.

"Because my sister must be very slippery, like the gills of a fish."

"Gills?" Chu Yu felt novelty.

"Yes," Xia Yihan straightened up, likening one hand to a knife and the other to a fish, "Use a knife to cut the fish open from the middle, divide it into two, take out the internal organs, then aim at the gills, and dig out a 2 cm square The red and white meat, that piece of meat is closely connected with the gills of the fish, and the fish needs to breathe continuously, so this piece of meat has become more elastic, energetic, high-quality, and feels the best."

As she spoke, she suddenly stretched out her hand and reached for Chu Yu's neck, which was slender and pale, as if it could be broken with a twist.

Chu Yuzheng listened carefully, and when she was suddenly hit, she reacted quickly, just as her finger touched the skin on her neck, she stood up abruptly, and the chair fell down, whether it was wrapped in a cloth or hit the floor. Loud enough.

Chu Yu rubbed her neck, the amiability just now was swept away between her eyebrows and eyes, and she became cold and serious. She put her left hand on the alarm button, and her right hand was not far from the doorknob, ready to rush out at any time.

Xia Yihan's eyes were wide open. Her double eyelids were very delicate, and the tails of her eyes were turned upwards. Her two pupils were shaped like peach blossoms. When they were opened round, they were watery, appearing harmless to humans and animals.

"Sister, what's the matter with you, did popping candies suddenly grow on the chair?"

The cold hair on Chu Yu's body seemed to be commanded by his brain, and his adrenaline was soaring. In fact, Xia Yihan's movements just now were quite gentle, like a lover stroking each other's cheeks, or helping him tidy up his clothes, but Chu Yu has always kept her She is vigilant, so her every move will affect her nerves.

Chu Yu told himself repeatedly in his mind: This child has no violent tendencies and will not behave violently. Look at the gentleness of her little arms and legs!

Two seconds later, Chu Yu regained his composure, and lifted the stool up from the ground, "I'm sorry, the leg of the chair suddenly became brittle. I'll report for repair later."

After hearing this, Xia Yihan stood up and patted the back of the chair, "Sister, you sit here, I cast a spell on that chair this morning, and the spell happened just now, and it died."

Of course Chu Yu knew that the chair was very healthy, but she just stepped down and sat on another armchair. When she sat down, the back of her neck felt cold, afraid that Xia Yihan would have another convulsion, so she reached out to touch her neck.

She marked the hospital's diagnosis report with a red cross in her heart, and even wanted to give it a failing grade - Xia Yihan was talking, laughing and touching, if it was autism, she would eat up the university's psychiatric case textbook!

"You just reached out to touch my neck, did you want to see if my neck feels the same as the gills?"

Xia Yihan ran to the edge of the bed in a few steps, sat down, and supported the edge of the bed with both hands. She was wearing a hospital gown with spring and autumn stripes. Because of her movements, her shoulder bones raised the thin and light fabric, and she looked quite thin.

"Yes, sister is really smart!"

Chu Yu couldn't help laughing, his lips curved nicely.

She was praised for being smart by a mentally ill friend, should she say "thank you, thank you"?

"Do you like fish?"

Seeing that Xia Yihan had entered the normal conversation track, Chu Yu struck while the iron was hot, trying to understand her inner world through indirect questions.

Xia Yihan wrapped her fingers around the corner of her clothes, and started to fiddle with them in circles. She looked up at Chu Yu with great interest, "I like killing fish."

"You know how to kill the fish yourself, how?" Chu Yu thought to himself, could it be that she was going to cast a spell again, and then the fish would die suddenly when the time came?

"Sister wants to know?" Xia Yihan laughed with a mysterious expression on his face, "I'll teach you next time."

From childhood to adulthood, the only living thing that Chu Yu had ever killed was probably Mr. Mosquito who lay on his feet and worked hard to "plow".However, she often dissects dead bodies with a knife, and has also opened the cranial cavity of a living person. She doesn't shake her hands when using a scalpel, but when it's used on animals, it's awkward.

Facing Xia Yihan's invitation, Chu Yu did not refuse, just followed her words, and at the same time asked hidden questions, hoping to judge the clarity and coherence of her specific thinking.

The two of them came and went and chatted.Before I knew it, it was lunch time.

There was a knock on the door, and Chu Yu opened the door, and saw a young nurse pushing a small dining cart delivering lunch, with a look of anticipation on his face.

"Doctor Chu, did you find anything?" The nurse lowered her voice.

Chu Yu smelled the aroma of rice, and turned his eyes to the lunch box, "Not yet."

After finishing speaking, she picked up two boxes of meals and smiled at the nurse, "Fish-flavored shredded pork, the hospital food is really good."

Turning around, the smile on Chu Yu's face disappeared, and she felt that the situation was getting more and more complicated.The conversation lasted for two hours, and there was almost nothing to be gained, except that after judging that Xia Yihan did not have autism, there was no new progress - the girl didn't know whether she really didn't understand, or she was pretending to be confused when she understood, and she always avoided the important things and took the lightest ones. The question is far away, if she hadn't been paying attention to keeping her head clear, she might have been led away!

After entering the room, Chu Yu put a smile on his face again, opened the stainless steel lunch box, and the aroma came out.

"Lunch time, is it your favorite dish?"

Xia Yihan stood by the window, just glanced at it, and said, "I don't want to eat."

"what happened?"

"I want to eat your cooking."

Chu Yu almost blurted out: My own father has never eaten my cooking!

But when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them anyway, and changed his mouth, "Okay, I will finish it tomorrow, and I will pack it for you."

Well, order takeout tomorrow.

Xia Yihan shook his head, "I want to eat right now."

"In the future, if I have a chance, I'll make it for you. Now that the chef is here, I'm afraid I'll be kicked out by him."

(I was afraid that the cafeteria would be blown up and I would be kicked out.

Xia Yihan lowered the corners of his mouth, his chin pouted like dumpling stuffing, feeling wronged, "But I just want to eat my sister's cooking, so I think about it now, okay?"

Chu Yu trembled all over, feeling an electric current rising from the soles of his feet, and every cell felt numb.She is used to being indifferent in normal times, and she is naturally insulated from being coquettish, and few people dare to make trouble in front of her. Now that she was suddenly hit by Xia Yihan's blow, she felt that her spine was going to be brittle, and she was afraid that if she didn't agree, little friend Xia would Hang it on her body.

Two minutes later, the nurse was called out of the ward by the bell, and a group of young and strong medical staff followed behind her. Looking at her posture, she wished she could carry a few machine guns to escort her, lest something happen to Chu Yu.

"Doctor Chu, what's the matter?"

Chu Yu folded his hands and leaned against the door frame, "I just want to ask, is there any food I can cook in the cafeteria?"

Nurse Yang looked at Chu Yu's slender hands, and asked cautiously, "You want to cook yourself, is it because the food in the cafeteria is not to your liking?"

"That's not true," Chu Yu sighed almost inaudibly, "This little girl wants to eat my cooking, otherwise she will go on a hunger strike."

The nurses looked at each other, and then lowered their voices, "How about this, you and we can visit the kitchen, we will ask the kitchen to make another one, and when the time comes, we will say that you did it..."

Before the words were finished, the door behind Chu Yu suddenly opened, and Xia Yihan stood behind her with a smile, the sun shining in his eyes, "Let's go, let's go to the cafeteria together, I want to watch my sister cook, follow me!"

The medical staff in the corridor shut their mouths at the same time, as if their mouths were stitched together, and looked at Xia Yihan in unison, as if they had seen a ghost in broad daylight.

The author has something to say:

Xia Yihan: I want to touch my sister (=^▽^=)

Chu Yu: No, you want to murder me→_→

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