365 Difficult Ways To Live

October 11, Beijing.

The south is still hesitating whether to open the freeze, while the north has already shed its leaves smartly, driving through the street, and the trees on both sides are paying attention, dignified and chilling.

Chu Yu is used to being the boss at Superman's place. She usually dresses and dresses with no taboos. She just follows the rules, so there are no rules.

But this time when she came to Beijing, she specially customized two sets of formal suits, a gray suit, a white shirt, shoulders flat, waist tied, and trouser legs slender, which fit perfectly with her silhouette. The quasi-best debater in the courtroom, absorbs his aura around him and turns it into his own use.

Before coming, she applied to the investigation team, saying that after in-depth exchanges with Xiaohuaihua, she found that the report submitted before was not perfect and there were omissions, so she wanted to go to Beijing specially this time, in front of the committee, I will make a supplementary explanation of the Fushan Hospital incident, and make suggestions for Xiaohuaihua's follow-up treatment and education.

In response to Chu Yu's application, the committee held a special review meeting to hear and review his reports and suggestions, which were divided into five steps: proposal, deliberation, debate, amendment and voting.

The review meeting took a long time, and it could be called the ultimate defense site. After Chu Yu sat on the speaking seat, she was ready to sit until her butt became numb. Her report and proposal had already been written, and eleven copies were copied and submitted to the each participating member.

It took her half a year, every word was painstaking, more laborious than writing a thesis, every "codeword" late at night, she would miss the graduation thesis of thousands of words in the university, at least for the final defense, facing a room full of happy people The professor, instead of now, has changed a table of poker-faced leaders, and every punctuation mark must be carefully considered.

The meeting was chaired by Chairman Xu Yuanning. After seeing the "first version" report in January this year, he was dissatisfied and felt that Chu Yu's explanation was not satisfactory. Now that a report version 1 has been published, he really wants to listen to it live.

Chu Yu turned on the microphone, and her voice echoed in the hall. She had rehearsed dozens of times, and her voice was just right, unhurried and full of energy.

"Hello leaders, I will first make a supplementary explanation on the report submitted in January, which explained the cause of the incident at Fushan Hospital, but at that time Xiaohuaihua refused to communicate, so I will only explain from my side. Regarding Xiao Huaihua's motives, Xiao Huaihua has been questioned and interrogated since March. Under the supervision of Officer Liu and Director Wang, I had in-depth exchanges with Xiao Huaihua, which further revealed the whole picture of the case.

"Please turn to page 4 of the report. This is Xiao Huaihua's mental appraisal report. This mental appraisal was completed under the guidance of Director Wang. The conclusion of the appraisal is that Xiao Huaihua has antisocial personality disorder. And post-traumatic stress disorder, and the latter is not obvious, and I have not diagnosed it before, mainly because before solving the case, I did not have a deep conversation with Xiao Huaihua. She deliberately avoided talking about her feelings and hid her feelings. The second reason for real emotions is that the symptoms will only appear when she recalls her childhood and teenage experiences in the face of special situational stimuli.

"And the accident at Fushan Hospital was a manifestation of the disease. According to the plan and inference at the time, Xiao Huaihua should have left quietly at night, but she deliberately avoided me and cut off my relationship with her, so she murdered me. It messed up Fushan Hospital, beyond my expectation, and disrupted all plans."

The deputy secretary asked: "On page 5, it says that because the case is nearing the end, Xiao Huaihua thought that she and you would be separated for a long time, so she deliberately committed a crime and tried to avoid it. What is the relationship between you and why? Long-term separation will make the little Sophora japonica ill?"

Chu Yu knew that this would come, this was the ultimate question, and he couldn't escape it.

"Because Xiao Huaihua experienced the death of her parents and close friends when she was young, which left her with serious psychological trauma. However, in her growth, the trauma was not relieved, but suppressed in her subconscious, which made her have a deep understanding of intimacy. Concerned about gains and losses, in the long-term relationship with me, I have established a relationship similar to a family relationship with her, but I am also her investigator, so it will make her feel conflicted. When she feels that the case is over, we will separate. , When I would leave, I reminded her of the painful experience in the past, so she had an escape emotion."

The deputy secretary finally understood, and concluded: "So it's similar to the family relationship between sisters?"

Chu Yu showed a perfect professional smile: "Yes!"

The expert Wang Kaiyang sitting across from her took a look at her with an unfathomable expression and said nothing.

There are no other questions for the time being, Chu Yu continued: "The next step is to explain her mental state - after making a new diagnosis, I promise her that I will meet with her regularly and for a long time, so that her condition is stable and acceptable. Normal communication and interrogation.

"During the interrogation, Xiao Huaihua confessed that she had been missing for three years. Please turn to page 11, which contains Xiao Huaihua's confession. We can see that within three and a half years, she was abducted into A criminal organization, and reduced to its money-making tool, these three years of experience have aggravated the symptoms of her personality disorder.

"Below Xiao Huaihua's confession, I have indicated in bold the diagnostic criteria for antisocial personality disorder. The premise is that the individual must be at least 18 years old and have conduct disorder before the age of 15, excluding schizophrenia and bipolar disorder.

"That is to say, a minor cannot be diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder. When Xiao Huaihua was abducted into the organization, she was 14 years old, which means that she could only have a conduct disorder at the time, but the environment and experience in the organization, It made her condition worse, further weakened her sense of morality and law, strengthened her distrust of interpersonal communication, and developed a ruthless personality trait. All in all, the harsh environment in her teenage years had a serious impact on her current mental illness. "

The Secretary-General raised his hand and asked a question: "You just mentioned that her experience in a criminal organization caused her to distrust others, but she has established a deep relationship with you in just a few months. emotion?"

Chu Yu talked too much, turned his head to clear his throat, and replied: "Everyone can turn to page 6, which is the childhood experience of Xiaohuaihua. When she was a child, she always longed for her mother's love, but she was always rejected. It has deepened her desire for maternal love, so she has a good impression of older women. Secondly, when I get along with her, I always pay special attention to her, showing a patient and gentle side. She always calls me sister , is to regard me as an elder who is related to her by blood, and make up for her regret of losing her mother's love when she was young."

Wang Kaiyang looked up at her again, but still didn't speak.

Chu Yu noticed her gaze and smiled at her like a sister.

"Then does she have feelings for any older woman similar to that of her sister or mother?"

Chu Yu thought about it for a while, and immediately understood what the questioning committee member meant - if Xia Yihan would feel trust in older women, then the attending doctor would not be her, but other highly respected psychological counselors.

"Probably not. According to Xiao Huaihua, my temperament just happens to be the image of her mother or sister in her heart, so she will have different feelings for her."

The committee member nodded, and turned the pages of the written report + proposal.

"In the third part, I have been thinking about Xiaohuaihua's psychological condition and her own characteristics for half a year, so I put forward the following suggestion: Let the Superman Department be in charge of Xiaohuaihua's treatment, and Cultivate Xiaohuai Hua as a backup member of the Superman Department."

As soon as this remark came out, the expressions of all the committee members changed abruptly. They were looking at the report in a decent way, but when this sentence came to their ears, they ignored the report and all raised their heads to stare at Chu Yu, as if they had the deterrent effect of their eyes , she can retract her wild words.

Chu Yu expected such an effect, so she continued her efforts and turned on the chattering mode, without giving them a chance to interrupt, and raced against time to "fool".

"There are three reasons why I made this proposal: first, as I said just now, during the investigation of the case, Xiaohuaihua has developed a special feeling for me, and has already trusted me very much. She is willing to tell me her heart and listen to me. If she changes the treating doctor after the trial, it will have a serious impact on her psychological state, which is not conducive to her recovery.

"The above are subjective reasons. Of course, I made this proposal based more on objective reasons--Second, although Xiao Huaihua has antisocial personality disorder and does not meet the conditions for holding a national office, please turn to No. 12 On page 3, we can see that in the diagnostic criteria for antisocial personality disorder, Xiao Huaihua does not meet several points, namely (4), (5), (6), and ([-]). Conversely Xiao Huaihua was premeditated when she committed the crime. She spent a year investigating the victim's family, collecting information, and preparing the tools needed to commit the crime, proving that she is not impulsive and reckless, and has the ability to make plans in advance.

"Moreover, Xiao Huaihua showed rationality and self-control during the crime, which may be related to her slow perception of emotions. She witnessed the scene where five family members of the victims buried her father and confirmed that they is the murderer.

"But in the revenge, instead of killing the killer, she pointed the finger at Chu Dongren, who she thought was the culprit, and finally went to the Huaxie court trial. It is worth mentioning that she tried to punish Chu Dongren by way of trial. And after knowing that Chu Dongren was not the murderer behind the scenes, he did not take his life, from which we can see that Xiao Huaihua has the ability to distinguish right from wrong, and has the basis for cultivating legal and moral awareness."

"Finally, regarding point (6), most people with antisocial personality disorder have always been irresponsible, repeatedly failing to persist in work, and failing to fulfill financial obligations. But we can see that Xiaohuaihua committed five wounding cases for the sake of There is a sense of responsibility in avenging her father. The reason why she did not call the police is because her best friend died when she was young. She reported the situation to the police, but was ignored by the police because there was no sufficient evidence. This caused her to feel dissatisfied with the police. sense of trust.

"Again, during the investigation of the Superman Department, she believed that the Superman Department cooperated closely with the police. This is also a fact, so in her opinion, calling the police cannot punish the murderer, so she did it herself, hoping to avenge her father through the Huaxie court trial. This idea She has persisted for five years. After experiencing the torture of criminal organizations and being wanted all over the country, she still does not change her original intention. Regardless of whether her method is correct or not, her perseverance is really amazing, which is very different from the general antisocial personality disorder. .

"So to sum up, although Xiao Huaihua does not currently have the qualifications to be a backup candidate for Superman, but based on her own foundation, after treatment and education, I believe she can meet the corresponding requirements.

"This is the second point, that is, the ideological conditions, and the third point is Xiaohuaihua's own strength. You can turn to page 17, which is the details of Xiaohuaihua's cooperation with the task force in solving the orphanage case." Record.

"From her performance in the process of committing the crime to her guidance to the students, we can see that she understands criminal investigation techniques and has a strong anti-reconnaissance awareness. She is not only familiar with the operation mode of criminal organizations, but also knows the work of the police well. One point is even better than many graduates of the police academy. What is worth mentioning is her fighting skills. She fought head-on with members of the secret operation team in Fushan Hospital. She quickly won the victory, which shows her fighting skills.

"In addition, she has a strong ability to resist pressure and psychological quality. She was abducted into a criminal organization at the age of 14. She has experienced physical training, fighting, underground boxing, and often bleeds and injuries. The superior adaptability to the environment and strong willpower shown by the top management of the organization are exactly the qualities that Superman needs. I believe that if used properly, she can help Superman solve cases in the criminal investigation section.

Chu Yu didn't dare to drink the water, fearing that she would be "cut off" if she stopped. Her throat was dry and black smoke was coming out, but the words she spit out became more and more clear and powerful.

"The fourth point, which is the most important point, is that Xiao Huaihua is not only of great value in investigating cases, but also of great significance to research work. First, she has psychological problems. The treatment and research on her have a great impact on criminal psychology. It is of great significance. Secondly, I don’t know if you still remember the accidents in Jinshui Hospital and Fushan Hospital. The patients around Xiao Huaihua would go crazy for no reason?

"After the incident at Fushan Hospital, due to work reasons, the Superman Department was evacuated from Changyan, but Fushan Hospital has been checking the patient's condition to find out why it was out of control. Fang Datuo, a member of the Superman Department, has been following up on the situation of Fushan Hospital. Discuss related issues.

"And after Xiaohuaihua was able to communicate normally, I also asked her why, and the results of the two sides were consistent. We found that the patients in Jinshui Hospital and Fushan Hospital did not go crazy, nor did they have a disease. Seeing a terrifying scene, he instinctively defended, and this scene was the one that appeared in Xiaohuaihua's mind.

"Please turn to page 22. This is Xiao Huaihua's confession. She suspected that Chu Dongren used mind control to manipulate the family members of the five victims and killed Mu Shangqing. So she checked the relevant information and went to the After passing through a mental hospital, she gets close to mentally ill patients, because when she is close to the patients, she will recall the scene of Mu Shangqing's murder and imagine the patients as murderers, so she will feel angry. As long as she is angry, the mentally ill patients around her will feel uncomfortable , showing abnormal behavior.

"In Jinshui Hospital, she had investigated the patients' conditions in advance, so she knew their symptoms and fantasies when they got sick, so she deliberately approached patients with schizophrenia, and there were fewer out-of-control patients. After selection, they lost control and got sick When the symptoms are similar, so the investigation is difficult.

"But in Fushan Hospital, there was a large-scale loss of control. In the subsequent systematic investigation, the patients said that on the night of the incident, they saw monsters in white clothes invading, so they fought back, and the doctors and nurses were all dressed in white. , they naturally attack the medical staff and there is chaos."

The deputy secretary had an unbelievable expression on his face, and asked, "So the patient can perceive Xiaohuaihua's emotions and thoughts? Is this... sure it's real?"

Chu Yu knew that they would be skeptical, so he specially called Qin Lingshu, the director of Fushan Hospital.

Qin Lingshu stood up after receiving Chu Yu's gaze, and faced the committee members: "What Director Chu just said is true, and the research results she wrote in her report are also the final conclusions drawn by Fushan Hospital. "

The members of the committee still couldn't accept it for a while, and they were more shocked than hearing "there are ghosts in this world".

Xu Yuanning flipped through the report book, trying to find a specific explanation: "Please explain the principle in detail, scientific principles are required!"

Chu Yu hesitated slightly, "Do you really want to listen?"

"Of course, we need to know all the details in order to make the best judgment!"

Chu Yu put his hands on the podium and showed the patience of a kindergarten teacher in lecturing: "First of all, this involves brain waves. To understand brain waves, we need to understand the means by which the nervous system processes and transmits information, that is, electrochemical signals. Forms the basis of our sensations, and how does it come about? Because the fluid inside and outside our nerve cells contains sodium ions, chloride ions, calcium ions, and potassium ions, which are either positively or negatively charged, but they are not invariably Distributed in the liquid of nerve cells, there are small seepage holes in the cell membrane, when there is a nerve impulse..."

Committee members: ? ? ?

Xu Yuanning couldn't bear it anymore, and stretched out his hand: "Wait, wait, skip this part, and just talk about the final conclusion, how does Xiaohuaihua affect the patient?"

Chu Yu smiled secretly, knowing that they couldn't stand it, so he quickly moved out the prepared explanation.

"To put it simply, the brainwaves of Xiaohuaihua are different from ordinary people. Generally speaking, brainwaves will not interfere with each other, let alone perceive each other, but the special feature of Xiaohuaihua's brainwaves is that it can be detected The perception of schizophrenic patients is that the specific cause of schizophrenia is still unknown, but what is certain is that the brain circuits of schizophrenic patients, that is, the pattern of nerve interconnection is different from that of ordinary people, and their brain circuits operate abnormally. There was a mistake in the message, so patients received wrong messages, heard non-existent voices, and saw images they shouldn't see, and Xiaohuaihua's brain waves affected their messages."

"The significance of this is that when the brain waves are abnormal, it may cause epilepsy, which is commonly known as epilepsy. When Xiao Huaihua was in Fushan Hospital with the patient Xue Jinping, she talked about Mu Shangqing, and she became emotionally abnormal. The machine detected that her brain waves were almost beyond the normal range, but Xiao Huaihua did not suffer from epilepsy, or even the slightest symptom. This shows that this situation is not abnormal for her, which is worth studying a little.

"Another point is that the relationship between epilepsy and schizophrenia is also worthy of research. To treat schizophrenia, there is a therapy called electroconvulsions - using a weak current to stimulate the human brain, while suffering from epilepsy and schizophrenia. For patients with schizophrenia, their symptoms of schizophrenia will be relieved after the epileptic attack.

A row of facial expressions of "can't keep up with the rhythm of class" appeared on the opposite side, and Chu Yu stopped the car again to summarize the class.

"So the study of Sophora japonica is also of great value to medicine and psychology. The Superman Department currently has the country's top psychology research machines and equipment. As for the researchers, Fang Datuo and I are here. Coupled with the active cooperation of Xiaohuaihua, I believe that Superman is the best choice for research institutions."

After a semi-professional explanation, the committee members didn't read the proposal any more, and fell into a state of emptying their brains. On the one hand, they received too much super-class information in a short period of time, and their brains couldn't turn around and got stuck; On the one hand, they were determined, even if Chu Yu called Xiaohuaihua a flower, they would not agree to let a well-known major criminal in the country join the Superman Department, but after hearing what Chu Yu said, they didn't know how to refute it , and even thought it made sense.

Xu Yuanning was stunned for half a minute, racking his brains to pick some thorns, otherwise it would not fit his image of "ghosts and sorrows", but he didn't quite understand the final neurobiological explanation, so it's not easy to find faults. Sophora japonica is now a "national treasure" in the research world, so it's hard to do anything, so they can only find trouble with Chu Yu.

"Well, after what you said just now, I think it is indeed worth researching, but after the little Sophora japonica was handed over to you, I am not at ease. At the beginning, the Sophora japonica project was entrusted to you to be fully responsible, but you wasted a lot of money. Take the time, after catching Xiaohuaihua, you took her to stay in the villa for 20 days. I thought you were trying to find out Xiaohuaihua's psychological condition, but from this report, you were quite negligent and missed the diagnosis. After the trauma..."

Xu Yuanning glanced at the report quietly, "Stress disorder, the damage caused is not only Fushan Hospital, but also Xiaohuaihua. After Huaxieting was arrested, she didn't speak for a long time and wasted about three months. It is related to your professional ability and work attitude. So this time you propose to hand over Xiaohuaihua to Superman for treatment, what do you use to convince us!?"

Chu Yu bit her lower lip with her upper teeth and remained calm. She knew that Xu Yuanning would not let it go. She had to make things difficult for her, the chief of the Superman Division, but she didn't expect the question to be so tricky. She didn't show her determination and swear a poisonous oath to get away with it. , have to come up with some substantive guarantees.

"Thank you, chairman, for your question. Before coming here, I also made a deep reflection on my profession and work ability. For the missed diagnosis of Xiaohuaihua's condition, I should really take responsibility and realize that I still have huge room for improvement. , but at the same time I also consulted Director Wang, and her professional opinion on this matter is attached at the end of my report, please read it.”

There was a buzzing sound in the hall. Wang Kaiyang is an appraisal expert sent by the central government. This time, he is in charge of supervising the communication between Chu Yu and Xia Yihan, as well as Xia Yihan's mental appraisal work. Apart from Chu Yu, he is the person who knows Xia Yihan's mental state best.

"Hello members, after I have a comprehensive understanding of Xiaohuaihua's psychological condition, I give the opinion that Xiaohuaihua's post-traumatic stress disorder does not constitute a missed diagnosis, because before Fushan Hospital, Xiaohuaihua Sophora japonica did not show the symptom criteria of post-traumatic stress disorder, since it did not meet the criteria, it cannot be diagnosed."

Chu Yu nodded to Wang Kaiyang, "Thank you, Director Wang. As for my work attitude, I personally feel that I have done my best in the case of Sophora japonica, and I did not slack off in the slightest. After arresting Xiao Sophora japonica, I and her It is true that I was alone in the villa for 20 days, but during that time, although no progress was made visible to the naked eye, I think it was also very critical. This was reflected in the later court trial of Hua Xie. The emotional foundation established in more than 20 days may cause a large number of casualties, because she will not accept my opinion at all."

Xu Yuanning was noncommittal, but turned to Xu Huaiyu: "Director Xu, you have had a long-term cooperation experience with Director Chu. What's your opinion of her?"

Xu Huaiyu was a little bit uncomfortable by his immediate boss. In fact, Xu Yuanning asked him about the situation in private.

Xu Huaiyu took the posture of solemnly swearing, her hair stood up neatly, and she almost squeezed her fist next to her ear: "I can feel Director Chu's hard work. She is not only doing business for Xiao Huaihua, but also paying For example, at the beginning of this year, Xiao Huaihua refused to communicate with the outside world, and Director Chu stayed outside the detention center for two months until Xiao Huaihua spoke. The investigation of the orphanage case was inseparable from Director Chu hard work and dedication!"

Chu Yu gave him a look, although the two had been fighting openly and secretly for almost a year, but now that he said this, their troubles were over.

All the members nodded after listening, but they remained calm and focused their eyes on Chu Yu again.

Chu Yu's butt hurt from sitting, and took this opportunity to stand up: "Based on the content I reported and suggested above, Xiaohuaihua is of great significance to Superman, and I am confident that I will cultivate her into an excellent reserve force, and I will definitely Do your due diligence on this matter, and hope that the committee will consider my proposal—let the Superman Department be responsible for the treatment of Xiaohuaihua, and train it as a backup force for the Superman Department!"

After finishing speaking, she faced the seat and bowed. Her sonorous voice hovered above the hall, matching her figure and complementing each other.