365 Difficult Ways To Live

Xia Yihan sat behind the iron railings, and the guards stood behind her. Chu Yu guessed that her wounds had scabbed over and she couldn't wear handcuffs, so she put on a remade straitjacket and folded her hands on her chest, like an angry child .

The moment Xia Yihan saw Chu Yu, his eyes were a little dazed, and he moved left and right, trying to avoid it.

Chu Yu saw her reaction in his eyes, and was terrified, afraid that he hadn't seen him for half a month, she finally came out and went back.

Chu Yu tried to talk to her, Xia Yihan was silent for a while, but he still spoke.

"Is your injury better?"

Xia Yihan's eyes settled down, fell on her face, and replied politely: "Okay, sister."

As she said that, she looked at the two people around Chu Yu, feeling uncomfortable, but she didn't show it, Chu Yu knew her habit, in the world of two, she could have fun as she wanted, but as long as other creatures broke in, It will immediately change face, quiet and indifferent.

"How are you feeling now?"

"I feel like my elf is back." When she said this, the brilliance and brightness in her eyes increased at the same time, as if her soul had escaped for a while and finally returned to her body.

Chu Yu thought, this girl still thinks she is a witch, but fortunately she came to continue writing the story two months ago, changed the ending, and stayed at the "cave entrance" for two months, otherwise this little witch would still be here Confinement in the cave.

Before coming here, Chu Yu and the police had a seemingly harmonious but intense discussion about Xia Yihan's situation - the police wanted to get a confession as soon as possible so that the Liangshui case could make a breakthrough, but Chu Yu advocated that Xia Yihan's psychological He asked questions to guide him, because during the interrogation process, Xia Yihan would definitely be irritated, and if Xia Yihan returned to the previous situation, it would be difficult to obtain a confession.

In the final vote, the police voted against, Chu Yu voted in favor, a one-on-one tie, but she pulled the appraisal expert to her side, so she won two to one, and adopted her plan to carry out the interview work.

So in the first week of meeting Xia Yihan, Chu Yu mainly cared about her psychological and physical condition, even if it involved the case, it was to assist in understanding and analyzing her psychology.

The two had a long talk for a week, Chu Yu tried his best to guide, and the case was over, Xia Yihan no longer evaded some sensitive issues, she said whatever Chu Yu wanted to know.

Sometimes, Xia Yihan couldn't accurately summarize the reasons for his actions, so Chu Yu said to her: "It's okay, just tell me your feelings and thoughts, that's fine."

The conversation went on for two weeks, systematic and regular, Chu Yu seemed to have passed through the fog, persevering, finally opened the sleeping stone door, and saw clearly the world that she had never reached before.

That world was a frozen place, and the frozen things were pressed into the deepest part of Xia Yihan's consciousness, wrapped in her personality disorder, forming a special form of stress disorder.

Chu Yu is no stranger to post-traumatic stress disorder, and has been exposed to similar cases in the past, but she has never seen anyone who can hide the trauma so well and disguise it so well.

Chu Yu had to admit that she had been deceived by Xia Yihan for a long time, and she always thought she was fearless.

This time, Chu Yu opened the research materials on PTSD again, intending to learn the previous knowledge again, she remembered it all, but when she read it again, she was still surprised and uncomfortable.

Common traumatic events include natural disasters, interpersonal struggles, severe trauma, witnessing death or being tortured, and acts of terror, violence, or other crimes.

The emergency barriers are caused by experiencing traumatic incidents, which surpass people's normal tolerance and completely defeat people's normal ability to deal with problems.

And Xia Yihan's trauma, sex, and incidents were witnessing and experiencing the death of the person she loved the most. She experienced her mother leaving, her best friend leaving, and her father leaving. Leave.

Thinking about this point clearly, Chu Yu also solved the mystery of Xia Yihan's "mutation".

The main symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder include two points. The first is avoidance. "Once bitten by a snake, I am afraid of well ropes for ten years." In later life, try to avoid contact with things related to trauma. The emotion of things, keeping others at a distance.

For Xia Yihan, the possibility of being "abandoned and left behind by the person she loves the most" is the trigger for traumatic memories, and she will avoid it because it is beyond her own ability to bear and she cannot deal with it.

And the second point is to arouse the reaction, which is manifested as irritability, easily startled, insomnia, nervousness and anxiety, overreaction to small things, and inability to concentrate.

In the later period of getting along with Chu Yu, Xia Yihan described his feelings as "very uncomfortable", including the physical and psychological reactions to triggering traumatic memories.

Chu Yu knows that, unlike physical trauma, psychological trauma will not heal naturally. If a person cannot digest it on his own, the longer it takes, the trauma will permeate into subjective interpretations, behavior patterns and cognitive patterns, and suppress Symptoms of other psychological disorders, such as personality disorders.

After Xia Yihan was injured, she was not relieved, but was suppressed in her subconscious, which aggravated the symptoms of antisocial personality disorder and manifested in the form of indifference.

In addition, when people face setbacks and anxiety, they will activate the self-protection mechanism, which mainly maintains psychological balance by distorting reality.

Combining the above facts, Chu Yu determined through memory and analysis that Xia Yihan also activated his self-defense when facing her.

The first is repression, which refers to repressing ideas, emotions or impulses that cannot be accepted by the conscious into the unconscious, so that people cannot be aware of their existence.The repressed impulses and desires do not disappear, they remain active in the unconscious and appear in disguised form through the action of other psychic mechanisms.

Xia Yihan cared about her mother, she wanted to get the attention and acceptance of the person she loved, but she suppressed that longing, unconsciously, when facing Chu Yu, it was like a flood flooding out, all revealed, she I think it is to attract Chu Yu's attention and confuse her, but in fact I want Chu Yu to love her and pay attention to her.

The second is rationalization, also known as embellishment, which refers to the unconscious use of a plausible explanation, or an indefensible reason, to justify an unacceptable emotion, behavior, or motive in order to make it acceptable .For example, "if you can't eat grapes, say grapes are sour", by thinking that grapes are sour, let yourself who can't eat grapes gain a balance in your heart.

Xia Yihan told Chu Yu that during the whole process, she wanted to break her neck, thinking that she was a hypocritical woman, Chu Yu smiled, knowing that she was rationalizing her emotions, and she wanted to use revenge as an excuse to get close to her , making the psychology of relying on her reasonable, but in fact, when she was by her side, she had forgotten to take revenge.

After sorting out Xia Yihan's psychological problems, and the reasons why she "draws her sword to face each other" and "silent", Chu Yu breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time felt tense.

Treating PTSD is also a long process. She knows that she will not be in a hurry for a while, and there are many "light bulbs" around her who are in a hurry, and the effect cannot be guaranteed, so she can only do her best and try her best to assure Xia Yihan: I will Will not leave, you will not stay, we will hold hands and walk side by side, each pair of footprints are closely adjacent, facing forward.

This was exactly the promise she had kept in front of the detention center for the past two months - Xia Yihan felt it, and this gave her the courage to rush out of the detention center to meet her.

After getting the reassurance, Xia Yihan's mood stabilized a bit. The police may feel that nothing has changed, and they just heard the two chatting like psychopaths, but Chu Yu felt the same way.

Two weeks later, Chu Yu finally let go, confirming that Xia Yihan was capable of being tried, and that the interrogation could take place.

The roller coaster passed one mountain and headed for another.

This time, in addition to her role as a psychiatrist, she will take on the role of an interrogator.

On March 3, Chu Yu, police representatives, and appraisal experts gathered in the detention center again.

Chu Yu changed the subject and introduced the case: "Starting today, I will ask you about the details of the crime, and I hope you can cooperate with the answer."

Xia Yihan didn't speak.

Chu Yu further said: "If we finish recording the confession earlier, the matter can be resolved earlier."

"After I tell you, can I meet you?"

Chu Yu nodded: "Yes."

She can't guarantee it right now, so she can only take one step at a time, but she has overcome all the difficulties that can drive people crazy, and the skin is thick, so let's go through it again, at worst, add another layer.

But Xia Yihan was not satisfied with this answer: "I mean there is no such an eye-catching iron fence, and there are other people who get in the way."

The police representatives and appraisal experts around Chu Yu froze. After all, they are figures in the industry, so how could they be turned into "crowds in the way" inexplicably?

Chu Yu pursed his lips and nodded at her.

After being assured, Xia Yihan began to confess to the crime, explaining the facts of the crime, and the police representative took a scribble to take notes. If he didn't control his expression, he would be in tears now. None of the verbal confessions were recorded, and now Xia Yihan finally spoke like a spring, fulfilling his great regret.

For the part involving the Sophora japonica project, Xia Yihan's confession is similar to the investigation and analysis of the Superman Department, and it also matches the confessions of other people.

The police once again saw Xia Yihan's psychological quality. He was worthy of being a person who had experienced a lot of troubles. He even stated his crimes calmly and calmly, as if he was a bystander, describing a trivial matter that he had nothing to do with himself.

Xia Yihan only talks about facts, not about feelings, he is a sophora japonica engraving machine without feelings.

And there was only one motive for the crime, whoever killed her father and whomever she killed, could not escape.

The police representative couldn't help but want to interrupt, but he just thought about it, and finally swallowed everything. They had agreed before they came that Chu Yu would be in charge of the questioning throughout, in case the suspect was provoked and refused to provide a confession again.

After all the details of the case came out, the meeting time was almost over. Before leaving, Chu Yu approached the iron fence and said softly to Xia Yihan: "You have to behave well inside, and I will come to see you the day after tomorrow!"

Xia Yihan nodded politely, and was led out of the reception room by the guards.

Back at Superman, the staff member was even more excited than Chu Yu, and asked her about her progress. Xia Yihan was the biggest obstacle in their careers so far. To be able to overcome her would be a brilliant stroke in the history of Superman. .

After learning the result, the staff cheered and congratulated, Song Qingyang raised his hands and clapped his hands, Fang Datuo planned to have a whole table of red wine and steak.

Chu Yu looked at the "celebration" posture of the staff, and promptly poured cold water on it: "I'm sorry, the main event will be the day after tomorrow."