365 Difficult Ways To Live

The five family members of the deceased stared at Chu Dongren without moving, not understanding why he was the culprit. What does Mu Shangqing's split personality have to do with him?

But Chu Yu was like a bright mirror in her heart. She had never been clear about what role Chu Dongren played in it before, but after knowing the truth, in retrospect, she could clearly feel that Chu Dongren knew the truth a long time ago, but she never knew it. report.

As for the reasons for not reporting the knowledge, it is intriguing.

At this moment, Chu Dongren, who knew the truth and did not report it, had a face full of remorse and stubble, which made his outline even more messy and vicissitudes. Like Mu Shangqing five years ago, he sat on the throne and was judged.

It's just that Mu Shangqing's face was clean, like the calm after the storm, but he was downcast and messy. After a long time of depression, the storm finally raged.

"Yes, I'm the culprit. If it wasn't for me, Mao Yi wouldn't go crazy, and your father wouldn't die!"

The words came out through loudspeakers and reached every pair of ears. Even the police officers on the periphery could hear the distorted voice from the teahouse, telling the crime word by word

"You already knew that Mu Shangqing had a dual personality, not mania, right?"

Chu Dongren stared at Xia Yihan, was silent for a moment, and finally nodded, his eyes were full of heavy pain.

Now that Chu Dongren is being judged, it is inconvenient for Chu Yu to intervene, but seeing that he is on his way to death, she couldn't help but say, "When diagnosing mental disorders, Chu Dongren did diagnose mania."

Xia Yihan glanced at her, already feeling conflicted, "You weren't there when he made the diagnosis, so it's impossible for you to know the real situation."

"I really can't know the real situation directly, but I can infer it." Chu Yu looked directly at her with a firm gaze without avoiding it. "Dissociative identity disorder is actually not difficult to diagnose. If there is no abnormality, you can also discover other personalities through hypnosis.

"But Mu Shangqing's condition is too special. First, his secondary personality has been hidden all the time, and he consciously keeps the main personality and the outside world from knowing his existence; second, every time he goes out, he will put his memory Tell the main personality, let the main personality think that he has experienced it himself, and his thinking and memory have not been interrupted; third, he resists consciousness tenaciously and refuses hypnosis."

Seeing Xia Yihanmei's reaction, Chu Yu continued to explain, "We can take a look at the diagnostic criteria for Dissociative Identity Disorder - first, the perception of time is distorted or missing, including short-term amaurosis and seizures; second, reliable of the observers reported significant changes in the patient's behavior, such as calling himself by a different name and talking about himself in the third person; third, the patient heard others say that he had a short-term behavioral change that he could not remember ;Fourth, other personalities can be induced by hypnosis

"But Mu Shangqing's situation almost completely overthrows the above four points, because Mao Yi will tell him what happened, so his memory is always coherent, and Mao Yi knows that he is a sub-personality, so he is careful not to let the surrounding People are aware of his existence, and every time they come out, they are playing the role of Mu Shangqing, imitating Mu Shangqing's language and doing things. In addition, he strongly resists hypnosis, which makes it impossible for clinical psychologists to discover the existence of his sub-personality, and cannot Diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder."

After reading Mao Yi's diary, Chu Yu couldn't help sighing, he is really very smart, his IQ is not inferior to Mu Shangqing's at all, although he was irritable and tough as soon as he appeared on the stage, punching and kicking rapists, But when he went back to face Mu Shangqing, he could quickly realize that he was the master of the body and the personality, and protected him. On the one hand, he told him that he had beaten the bad guys away and gave him courage. Memory, instilled in his heart, prevents his memory from being interrupted, and if something is wrong, it will lead to more serious mental symptoms, such as schizophrenia.

So Mao Yi's personality seems to be irritable and reckless, but he is actually very scheming. He tried his best to protect his personality and his body, but in the end his life was in danger, and he turned against Mu Shangqing and wanted to get rid of Mu Shangqing in turn. green.

Xia Yihan understood her explanation, and looked at Chu Dongren, "So you made a wrong diagnosis?"

Chu Dongren was stunned for a moment. The lack of energy intake for a long time caused his brain to go on strike, and his reaction was half a beat slow.

After a while, he nodded and admitted his mistake.

Xia Yihan looked around between Chu Yu and Chu Dongren, with a sarcasm in his tone: "Look at you two, it must be because the quarrel is not very pleasant. When Director Chu is exhausted from working on the case, what is your father doing?"

Chu Yu couldn't help recalling what Chu Dongren had done in the past two months, and he hated and felt uncomfortable in his heart.

Although at the time of the diagnosis, Chu Dongren did not know that Mu Shangqing had a dual personality and was misdiagnosed, but as time went by, he and Mu Shangqing worked together, traveled together, and had many psychological counseling experiences, especially After Mu Shangqing's mysterious disappearance, through various signs, he should be able to detect something is wrong.

But now it turns out that Chu Dongren knew the truth a long time ago, otherwise he would not have been refusing to cooperate with her in handling the case, he would not have gone up to the third floor to find Xia Yihan out of nowhere, and he would not have left without saying goodbye and disappeared mysteriously.

But he was so early, he didn't know when he was early—as early as the day before he disappeared?Before they left Wangjiang for Changyan?As early as when she started investigating the series of cold cases?Or was it too early to receive the text message from Mu Shangqing?

The sooner he knew, the greater the crime--diagnosed mistakes, and let the mistakes continue to be wrong, is this what the director of the Superman Department did!

Chu Yu's face was gloomy, this time without Xia Yihan asking her personally, she said harshly: "Defendant, when did you realize that Mu Shangqing has a dual personality?"

Chu Dongren was better when facing Xia Yihan. Although it was difficult to speak, he was at least fluent, but when facing Chu Yu, he was so emotional that he could hardly speak, as if he not only killed Xia Yihan's father, but also killed Chu Yu's father.

"Actually, after Shang Qing's death and disappearance, I have been vaguely aware that something is wrong. The police found a piece of cardboard in his home. My position was written on it. It’s a deep hatred. Every time I see that piece of paper, I can feel the other’s hatred for me. I’m wondering if I’ve overlooked something, or if I’ve been turning a blind eye to something. Because of confusion, I read Shang Qing's things, including the photos he took and the diary he kept, countless times.

"Although there is nothing abnormal, I always feel that there may be another person in his body, and maybe I have made a wrong diagnosis, but I have never been sure. After I have doubts, I have been lingering Go, I often dream about Shang Qing, and I dream that he complained to me that I made a wrong diagnosis and killed him. The more I guessed like this, the more scared I became, and then Xiaohan appeared, and you started to investigate what happened five or six years ago I panicked because I wanted to know the truth, but I was even more afraid that my guess would come true, and I was afraid of admitting the fact that I was misdiagnosed!"

Speaking later, Chu Dongren was already in tears. Although he repeatedly assured Chu Yu that the diagnosis was determined to be mania and Mu Shangqing did not meet the diagnostic criteria for dissociative disorder, but in fact, when he said that, only he knew what was going on in his heart. How false.

He recalled the past over and over again, recalling the details of being with Mu Shangqing, what did he do wrong, what did he ignore?

Later, he discovered that he didn't care enough about Mu Shangqing, wasn't meticulous enough, and wasn't regular enough in psychological counseling.

After the first three months of treatment, he saw that Mu Shangqing had improved and his mania had never occurred again, so he relaxed his vigilance. Later, because he was too busy, the psychological consultation became irregular, and sometimes he wanted to squeeze out time off work Come to talk, but Mu Shangqing is a considerate person, always let him go home to spend time with his family, so he feels that he has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a psychiatrist, and that he has dereliction of duty.

The more he was afraid of this, the more he wanted to cover it up, so he told Chu Yu that he and Shang Qing had a close relationship. He met Mu Shangqing and hated seeing each other late, so he hired him exceptionally, and Mu Shangqing also thanked him for his kindness , What care about his affairs.

When he told about his relationship with Mu Shangqing, he mixed his personal emotions, so that the information was distorted. Chu Yu listened to it and believed it at first, but later learned from the former staff that the director and Chief Mu were normal Subordinates and working partnerships are not out of the ordinary.

Now, Chu Yu finally knows the reason for the discrepancies in the information——

Chu Dongren is unwilling to admit that he made a mistake in diagnosis, and even less willing to admit that the subordinate he likes has always had a dual personality. Under the bright and upright surface, there is an extremely dark and cruel side!

Xia Yihan doesn't want to believe that Mu Shangqing is the murderer, so why not Chu Dongren, who has been with Mu Shangqing day and night for four years?

But it’s one thing not to believe it, it’s another thing to hide it and not report it after you believe it.

Chu Yu could feel Chu Dongren's grief, but he still forcibly recovered from the grief and continued to investigate, "Then when did you confirm that Mu Shangqing has a dual personality and deduce the truth of the case?"

Chu Dongren's eyes were cloudy and bloodshot, he stopped talking a few times, and finally replied: "The day I went to the No. [-] Hospital with you."

In the blink of an eye, Chu Yu recalled that at Superman’s place that day, she learned that Hu Bin had woken up, so she rushed over excitedly, but she got a bad nose. Later, Chu Dongren and Hu Bin chatted alone. While trying to eavesdrop, Chu Dongren came out, and she didn't get any news.

It turned out that when he came out of the door, he already knew the truth, but Hu Bin would definitely not tell him. He should have guessed the truth based on Hu Bin's reaction and the previous speculation.

No wonder he would tell her when walking outside the hospital afterwards: Beware of Xiaohan.

Because he already knew that he was responsible for Mu Shangqing's death, Superman was responsible, and Xia Yihan, as Mu Shangqing's daughter, might be held accountable if she was to be held accountable.

After thinking clearly about the cause and effect, Chu Yu's eyes turned red, and the emotion in his voice was about to burst out, "So it was you who sent someone to kidnap me a few days ago!"

Chu Dongren burst into tears, and in his vision, Chu Yu's figure was already blurred, like a phantom, the harder he tried to see clearly, the more blurred he became.

When Chu Yu went home that day and had dinner with Pan Yi and Song Qingyang, Song Qingyang suddenly asked Pan Yi if he knew how to fight.

Pan Yi said that Chu Dongren also asked her similar questions because she looked like one of his colleagues.

Song Qingyang felt that Pan Yi was good at martial arts because she had fought against the kidnappers and saw the outline of the other party clearly, so she felt that Pan Yi was a bit like a kidnapper.

In this way, the kidnappers are a bit like Chu Dongren's colleagues.

Chu Yu first thought that Chu Dongren was referring to Mu Shangqing, but later realized that he should be referring to Ai Yan, the former chief of the security department of the Superman Division. After thinking about it carefully, she felt that the figures of Ai Yan and Pan Yi , there are indeed similarities.

It was Ai Yan who kidnapped her that day, and Ai Yan had no grievances or enmity with her, he could only be instigated by someone, and the man behind the instigation could only be Chu Dongren.

After Chu Dongren escaped by himself, he wanted to kidnap her again, frantically probing on the verge of breaking the law, and had already stepped in with half a foot.

The more Chu Yu thought about it, the more chaotic he became. It's fine for Xia Yihan to break the law and disregard the law, and Chu Dongren followed suit, fearing that the world would not be chaotic. Now that the chaos is happening, no one is really innocent!

Seeing the confrontation between her father and daughter, Xia Yihan laughed, the corners of her lips raised, and the arc was a little tricky, "It's wonderful! Now you are trying so hard to defend Chu Dongren and protect him, but he wants to kidnap you. I'm afraid If you find out the truth, you can kill relatives righteously!"

Chu Yu's face was gloomy, his eyes were like a dense fog, enveloping Chu Dongren, and he didn't say anything for a while.