365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chu Yu’s mother, Pan Yi, is a typical Buddhist person. She goes to work, takes care of her baby, lives at home, and even cooks. Do whatever she wants. When fate comes, her husband and daughter will come back to eat. .

Chu Yu deeply felt that he was an unworthy descendant, and often passed the house three times without entering, and at least met her father at work, and met her mother like a buddhist.

But Pan Yi is at ease. After class every day, she does research projects, compiles textbooks, guides graduate students, or plays with her mother-in-law Chu Zhai. She is too lazy to care about Chu Yu and Chu Dongren. Anyway, she is accompanied by students, and she is happy every day. He said calmly: It doesn't matter if Xiao Yu is not at home, I am the most beautiful woman in the whole family!

But Chu Yu knew that her mother was forced to follow Buddhism.Because Superman's affairs are confidential, Chu Dongren always abides by the principle of confidentiality. When he gets home, he hardly mentions his work. Even if he mentions it, he only talks about his work experience.

Pan Yi expressed her understanding, and she didn't ask too many questions. Sometimes Chu Dongren was too busy to skip the New Year's Eve dinner, and she didn't call to remind her. Feel the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year in a humble way.

In the end, Chu Dongren managed to get out of the way, and Chu Yu went in again, but it was still kept strictly confidential, and he was too busy to skip the birthday party.

Pan Yi copied her hands with a smile on her face: "Okay, very good, you are worthy of being my cub, and you are so dedicated to serving the motherland."

Chu Yunen blushed so much that she didn't know how to reply.

In fact, this time, she didn't know how to see her mother. After learning that Chu Dongren was missing, she called Pan Yi and asked her about her situation, but she didn't go home. If she asked, she didn't know how to answer— —If she sent her father to prison with her own hands, would she still maintain a Buddhist attitude?

Pan Yi knew that Chu Dongren was missing, and the police asked her about the situation. When she called Lao Chu, the phone was also turned off.She secretly felt that the situation was very serious this time, because the police took away the electronic equipment at home and put her under surveillance.

Chu Yu knew that the police monitored her mother not only to prevent Chu Dongren from coming to find her in private, but also to protect her safety. In case the mysterious kidnapper failed to kidnap the young one, but set his sights on the old one and attacked her, the police could do it Respond quickly and win in one fell swoop.

Even if the police didn't send someone to protect her, Chu Yu would still arrange it. She wished she could go to battle in person and stay with her mother at home. It's really unfortunate for the family to have such a father who abandoned his wife and children.

However, Pan Yi still maintained the demeanor of "I am not a Buddha", seeing Chu Yu brought Song Qingyang back, he warmed up a cup of strawberry milk for Xiao Bang, and enthusiastically handed Chu Yu a glass of boiled water.

Chu Yu put down the cup, moved his butt to Pan Yi's side, "Mom, have you eaten a lot these two days?"

Pan Yi glanced at her, "It's okay, what's the matter?"

"I want to cook for you tonight."

Pan Jingyi's eyes widened, and the corners of her mouth curled up. The upper half of her face was surprised, while the lower half was joyful. When put together, it was surprise.

"It's ok, I have food at home, you can cook it, I've seen your Moments, and in the past two months, you've improved by leaps and bounds, and you've learned how to cook!"

As soon as he said it, Chu Yu immediately rolled up his sleeves, looked at the refrigerator, and walked around the kitchen. He ordered dishes according to the ingredients. He saw chicken, taro, chicken offal, and celery, so he snapped his fingers—chicken and taro, Homemade fried chicken offal.

After washing the chicken pieces, Chu Yu took a knife and began to scrape the taro. Pan Yi leaned against the door, saw her awkward movements, and didn't correct her. Let's see how she mashed the ingredients into edible dishes by herself. .

"It's a pity, your father doesn't have that kind of food, and his daughter cooks for herself, but he's not there!"

Chu Yu paused for a while. What she was scraping was a small taro. She didn’t know how to use a knife, and the skin was very thick. It felt like peeling an apple, peeling off the skin. , leave a core.

"It's okay, I can do it again when he comes home later."

"Is it because of him that you go home this time?"

Chu Yu turned his head and glanced at her, Pan Yi was still calm, Chu Yu was very curious, how did she keep calm?

But she immediately realized, let alone her mother, isn't she very calm herself?The police outside are in a panic, Chang Yan is looking for Xia Yihan, Wangjiang is looking for Chu Dongren, the whole country is worried about Sophora japonica Phantom, eagerly waiting for the arrest news, she still has leisure time to cook and play.

"Indeed, but I also want to take a look at you and talk to you." Chu Yu stared at the taro, not daring to be distracted for fear of cutting it off.

Pan Yi smiled, her eyebrows were bright, and Chu Yu's appearance was a bit from her—she had red lips and white teeth, shoulder-length mid-length hair, and the ends of her hair were buttoned inwards. Hong Kong style, but also contains modern gentleness and simplicity.

"I don't ask about your work, but you can ask me whatever you want, and I don't shy away from it."

Chu Yu put the taro in the basin and washed it, "Then I won't be polite... What do you think of Dad's condition since he retired?"

Pan Yi was tired from standing, so she moved the stool by the dining table to sit on it, and brought Song Qingyang a glass of strawberry milk along the way.

"He was busy working before retirement, and traveling after retirement, flying all over the country. I guess he will aim at foreign countries after he completes his domestic check-in."

"Then why aren't you with him?"

"My students need me, not as busy as him."

"What about when he's at home? Be good or not?"

Pan Yi nodded slightly satisfied: "It's not bad. If he's at home, the housework is covered. Cooking, washing dishes, washing clothes, and sweeping the floor are just for physical fitness. After retirement, he took a lot of medicine and his body gradually recovered. , but after recovering, he started running around."

As she said that, Pan Yi saw that Chu Yu was about to drain the oil, and hurriedly told her to rein in the precipice, "Cook the chicken first, and drain the dirty stuff."

Chu Yu smiled, and hastily corrected, "If it's my dad, he might just kick me out!"

"No, he will invite you down very politely."

"Haha, yes, Mr. Chu is very polite!"

Pan Yi: "That's not true. Your dad has always been a considerate person. He wants to do everything perfectly, even at home. He tries not to bother me and trouble me, but he has become anxious."

"Is he anxious?"

Pan Yi waved her hand, "It didn't reach the level of anxiety, but I could feel his uneasiness when I was at home. He mentioned to me that one of his colleagues disappeared. He has been looking for it. Although he has given up hope, but It always feels like there’s something hanging in the air, something that hasn’t been let go.”

After frying the chicken, Chu Yu added water and cooked it slowly. Finally, she was free, wiped her hands on the apron, and stood facing the stove.

"Has he said that he still wants to continue looking for that colleague?"

"I didn't say that, but he did. He flew all over the country, saying he was traveling, and I think he was looking for someone."

Chu Yu turned around with surprise on his face. Over the past two years, Chu Dong has traveled all over the country just to find Mu Shangqing, a dead person?

"Did he tell you about it?"

"No," Pan Yi shook her head while holding a water glass, "but I know him well. When he was young, he didn't like to go out, let alone travel. In today's terms, he is an otaku, but there is one situation where he will go out—anxiety. When he was uneasy, he would go out for a walk, the more anxious he was, the farther he would run, and he would not come back until he calmed down, staying quietly in the room."

Chu Yu opened his mouth and was at a loss for words. She always thought that Chu Dongren traveled around the country to relieve boredom and enjoy life. After all, Superman was under too much pressure. leave the position.

She can understand his difficulty, especially after experiencing the Sophora japonica project, the future is uncertain and fearful. Every day when she closes her eyes, she doesn't know what unexpected drastic changes will happen when she opens them again.

So seeing her father flying around the country, Chu Yu yearned for him, saying that when she retires, she will also let herself go, literally—to travel around, feel the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, and have an old version of bohemian .

As a result, his father was playing around, and it turned out that the drunkard's intention was not to drink, but to have another meaning.

Chu Yu stared at Pan Yi, and said in a deep tone, "I always thought he was in good spirits after retirement."

"It's really good. His body is getting better gradually, and he is also energetic. He is a clinical psychologist and knows how to regulate himself. However, there are some things that can't be forgotten. When your father goes out, he can't be normal. When Erbajing finds someone, treat it as a solution to his worries, and every time he goes out, he will feel less anxious."

"You never mentioned this to me before."

Pan Yi frowned slightly, "Because your father won't let me tell, and I don't want you to worry."

Chu Yu's eyes were sour. Her mother, who used to keep her father's work a secret, and then kept her father's thoughts a secret, finally spoke out today, speaking so calmly and naturally, like a family chatter.

Why did she say that?Did you also notice that the big thing is not good, if you don't say it, it may be too late?

Chu Yu wanted to go up and hug her, but it was really bad luck. When he met their father and daughter, there were many old things and more small things. Now that the old and small things are together, the key is to still To keep her in the dark, not to tell her the truth, not only the matter, but also to hide it!

"Mom, you've worked so hard!" Chu Yu's voice sank, but his tone seemed sincere.

Pan Yi smiled, stood up, washed her hands, and helped cut the peppers.

Chu Yu had mixed feelings. His mood, which had been calmed down by chatting just now, fluctuated again, affecting the clues in his brain, and became chaotic again. His heart and head were congested, and his mouth became quiet, and he didn't speak again.

Pan Yi actually wanted to know about Chu Dongren's situation, but she also knew that if she could know, Chu Yu would naturally tell her. Since she didn't speak, she didn't ask any more questions, and quietly cut vegetables.

In the kitchen, there was the sound of washing vegetables, the sound of water boiling, and the silent silence.

Pan Yi's joining pushed forward the progress of the "big meal", and after an hour and a half, the meal was served smoothly.

Pan Yi sat on top of the long table, and Chu Yu and Song Qingyang sat on both sides. It looked a bit like a mother taking her two daughters to dinner.

The three of them were at the dinner table, chatting while eating, mainly around Chu Dongren.

Chu Yu is like a paparazzi reporter, digging deep into Chu's touching history, Pan Yi will not hide it this time, and boldly betray her husband - the old Chu who became a criminal suspect.

After chatting for a while, Chu Yu finally understood what it means to "listen to what you say is better than reading ten years of books". As expected, she knew Chu Dongren, and the shortcut was to dig out first-hand information from her mother.

The result was as she expected—she did not fully understand Chu Dongren. Before, Chu Dongren was too busy to spend time with the children, but now she is too busy to spend time with the elderly. The two "smell like each other", completely missing the period of deep understanding of each other. Thanks to Pan Yi, who acted as an "intermediary" between the two, allowing them to understand indirectly.

What she usually sees is Chu Dongren's strong and perfect side. He usually doesn't show his worries and difficulties in front of her, for fear of increasing her burden——Chu Yu deeply understands this. She investigated the unsolved case five or six years ago. Chu Dongren was obviously worried about her, but he kept silent. He had to be forced to cry out, looking aggrieved.

Song Qingyang listened to Chu's touching gossip, concentrated on it, and agreed with her from time to time. Her eyes fell on Pan Yi, as if she was admiring her face.

"Auntie, can you fight?" Song Qingyang squeaked suddenly.

Chu Yu looked at Song Qingyang.

"I don't know how, does Xiao Bang want to practice?" Pan Yi laughed with two long dimples.

"Yes, I think Auntie is so good-looking, with light steps, whether she is dancing or fighting, she will be very good-looking!"

Pan Yi was very comfortable with the praise, and it was very helpful: "Then I will consider entering martial arts, haha, but other people have asked this question."

"Who is it?" Chu Yu felt unbalanced. Why was she similar to her mother, and she was never asked if she knew martial arts?

"Your father."

"Him? He must know that you don't know martial arts!"

"He knew it, but he said that I looked like his colleague, so he felt that I was very good at fighting."

Chu Yu couldn't help frowning, comparing Mu Shangqing's face with hers, he felt that the two were not similar.

After eating, Chu Yu took the initiative to wash the dishes, and risked throwing the dish and smashing the dishes to show off in front of her mother. Song Qingyang started to grab. a good impression.

After snatching and snatching, the final winner is Pan Yi.

She pointed to the lovely study: "He hardly asked me to clean that place, and his personal belongings are also kept there."

As she said that, she pressed her eyes and winked at Chu Yu.

Chu Yu understood, and was simply grateful to her for being a "god pusher". He handed the bowl to her with confidence, and turned his head into Chu Dongren's study.

Because it involved personal belongings, Chu Yu didn't ask Song Qingyang to help, she went through it herself.

The study room is clean and bright, with a high-spirited academic style, decorated with a touch of British flavor.

There is a large bookshelf against the wall, which is full of monographs on neurobiology and human anatomy. On the wall is a map of the cerebral cortex and an interesting "blind spot" test chart.

There is a corner computer desk by the window, there is a locker similar to a cabinet on the left, and a drawer on the lower right.In addition, there is a bed, and the storage cabinet under the bed is full of things.

Electronic devices, such as office computers, tablets, and even electronic watches, were taken by the police for inspection, but so far, nothing seems to have been found.

Chu Yu first searched from the innermost layer, and dug out the old books and newspapers stored in the store. The dates were from 20 years ago to the most recent, arranged in chronological order. She knew that her father missed the old days, especially for books. He didn't even look at it, just put it there as a memory.

Chu Yu flipped through the pages for a few minutes, and seeing that there was nothing too private involved, he called Song Qingyang in, and the two of them worked hard, flipping through the pages one by one.

Song Qingyang looked at the flowers like reading a villain's book: "What are we reading? Da Chu will hide money in it?"

"He likes to take notes when he reads books, especially when he reads literary works. When he sees something emotional, he also expresses his emotions. If you find a place with notes, just fold them and I will focus on them."

Because there are too many books, there are storage boxes, bookshelves, and lockers. The two of them first sat, then squatted, and finally sat directly on the ground, flipping through from eating to midnight.

Pan Yi also cut a fruit plate for the two of them, made a pot of tea, let them take a break when they were tired, and provided food and lodging at home.

When it was almost twelve o'clock, Song Qingyang was dizzy and almost fell into the pile of pages of books. When he was about to stop cooking, he quickly shook his head a few times and said with emotion: "I don't understand the world of Xueba, don't I understand?" Understand……"

Chu Yu was also tired, so he finally sat in front of the bookshelf and started flipping through the original neuroscience books. The book was as thick as a brick, heavy and big, and he had to hold it in both hands. Chu Yu put it on his knees and read it from beginning to end.

As the pages of the book were flipping, her eyes suddenly lit up and her breath tightened. This brick book was all black and white, and even the illustrations had no color, but there was a flash of color in the uniform black and white.

Chu Yu flipped back quickly, and on the side of the optic nerve, there was a piece of cardboard, lavender, with a lavender pattern on the background, and a line of words was written on it, with a sharp pen:

Supernormal Person Research and Investigation Director X