365 Difficult Ways To Live

Nurse Zhu thought about it for a while, and showed embarrassment: "It's not easy to arrange, because not only the ward itself has to be changed, but also the surrounding facilities, such as a trash can and seats outside ward 413, and the color of the nearby walls. After entering the ward, the layout inside can be similar, but the scenery outside the window must be different, even if you look from the 414 ward next door, you can still see the difference."

Dean Qin sat behind the computer desk and added: "However, if the required time is not long, you can close the curtains, and at night, instead of standing by the window, you can sit by the bed and look out the window. The difference is that there are no obvious high-rise buildings near the hospital, and there are more greenery, which are similar at night, and you may not be able to tell the difference if you don’t look carefully.”

After listening to the analysis, Chu Yu pondered for a moment: "Then trouble you to choose a room with the smallest difference, and arrange it like Ward 413."

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Chu Yu and Xue Jinping met once. This woman over half a century old had gray hair and thick and long eyebrows. They circled around the outer circle of the eyes and lowered down in a figure-eight shape. Her eyelids were wrinkled and her eyes were narrowed. His face looked listless.

When Chu Yu saw her, he knew that she was conscious, her eyes were stable, her focus was normal, and she had no obvious emotional ups and downs. She just didn't speak, and regarded the visitor as an ordinary doctor.

Chu Yu didn't intend to communicate with her normally, she asked Dean Qin about the situation in the past few years.The Public Security Bureau also suspects that Xue Jinping is an insider of the unsolved case. After she became insane, they hoped to obtain effective information from her.

So the Public Security Bureau entrusted the hospital to help guide the inquiry, but the result was surprising, because Xue Jinping always felt that she had killed Lu Xuanwen, but she did not disclose how she "killed".

The Public Security Bureau found it inconceivable because Xue Jinping had no time or motive for committing the crime. At that time, a psychiatrist conducted a special examination and questioned her to rule out the possibility that she committed the crime due to mental disorder.

But the irony is that after Lu Xuanwen's death, her spirit was always normal, and she was full of energy with Fushan Hospital, but half a year later, she was uncharacteristically, suddenly schizophrenic, and was admitted to Fushan Hospital.

And the amazing thing is that she first sold her family property, named her surname and wanted to enter Fushan Hospital and live in a "luxury single room". ——She was mentally disturbed, sold her family property, and made every effort to settle down in 413.

The medical staff panicked, thinking that she had changed her tactics. She used to make trouble outside the hospital, but now she wanted to break into the hospital and erode the enemy from the inside.

So the doctor conducted a comprehensive examination on her to determine whether she was pretending to be crazy or not. However, Xue Jinping's symptoms were quite obvious. When she had the onset, she had severe hallucinations, mainly auditory hallucinations, as if Lu Xuanwen had come back to life and was whispering in her ears.

Moreover, after being admitted to the hospital, Xue Jinping did not make a big fuss. When she got sick, she would show obvious language and behavior disorders, but there were intermittent periods, and the intermittent periods were basically normal, but the symptoms would recur, and the medical staff kept close observation for a period of time. , found out that her condition was real and not pretending.

But after it was confirmed that it was true, the hospital became confused again. After Xue Jinping moved in, even during the intermission, she didn't hate the hospital. Could it be that she was completely thinking about it, knowing that Lu Xuanwen's death had nothing to do with the hospital, and started to feel guilty?

After Chu Yu heard about the situation, he sorted out the timeline and made a guess: Xue Jinping thought the hospital was the culprit at first, but after learning the cause of Lu Xuanwen's death, she couldn't bear it, became mentally disturbed, and couldn't get out again.

However, even when she was mentally disturbed, she kept her mouth shut and did not disclose any secrets back then.Chu Yu couldn't help but think, how big a secret is this, which can make her lose her mind when she is insane, and not lose her chain at critical times?

Now, Chu Yu intends to pick out this tendon, feeling that it is a lesion burning in Xue Jinping's brain, if it is not picked out, her illness will not be cured.

After meeting with Xue Jinping, Chu Yu confirmed that she was in a normal condition, even if she was crazy, it was normal, and she could meet with others normally or abnormally, as long as they could meet, their goal would be achieved.

Chu Yu returned to Ward 012, Xia Yihan was sitting in it, wearing a beige cold-proof suit, which Wu Ke bought for her, the history can be traced back to a month ago, during the "holiday" at the villa in Jinling City.Now, the inside and outside of her body, up and down, are all made by Wu Ke, including the underwear, which still has the familiar gorilla pattern.

Before Chu Yu left Jinling, he insisted on the virtue of thrift, and packed all the daily necessities he needed, including Xia Yihan's clothes, and sent them back to Wangjiang.

Although Wu Ke is obsessed with taste, the style of clothes he chooses is completely in line with the theme of "earth", but fortunately Xia Yihan looks decent, tall, and can hold up even weird clothes, and can also be "earth to the extreme" Tide", vividly wear the country style into a limited edition.

Today, Xia Yihan's cold-proof clothing, although swollen and blistered, looks like puffs, but fortunately, it is light in color and keeps warm. It can match the style of the hospital. Walking around in the hospital will not be particularly obtrusive.

It stands to reason that when you live in the ward, you have to take off all your clothes and change into a hospital gown, but Chu Yu didn't let Xia Yihan change into it, and she didn't change into a white coat herself. For Xia Yihan, apart from electronic handcuffs, there is no There are no other constraints.

Even when Xia Yihan suggested that he want to go shopping, Chu Yu thought about it, called Dean Qin, and finally agreed.In the morning, she was a visitor, but within half a day, she transformed into a guide, leading Xia Yihan to visit.

The nurses in the hospital came and went, and when they saw the two of them, they didn't deliberately stop and stare at them. Most of them just passed by with a glance, as if they were family members who came to visit.

Chu Yu led Xia Yihan through the closed iron gate and came to the activity hall. It was a space of about a hundred square meters, and some patients gathered in it, chatting and laughing.

Xia Yihan seemed very interested, so Chu Yu took her and sat down on a chair against the wall. The two of them together, like two mushrooms, acted as quiet listeners.

After a while, Chu Yu knew that the person sitting next to him was a patient with habit and conflict control disorder. He was troubled by various compulsive habits on weekdays, and his life was even worse than death. He took the initiative to contribute his troubles, and welcomed everyone to base his happiness on his pain. Then everyone contributed "pain".

A patient with trichotillomania crossed his legs, let go of his voice, and told about his "heroic history of hair-plucking".

"I, when I was 16, other girls were afraid of being bald. I was afraid that I would not be bald. I was alone in the bedroom. As soon as my hands were free, I started to pull out my hair. It hurts when I pull it out, but the more it hurts. The more sour I feel, I can't stop."

As she said, everyone noticed that her head was covered with patches of baldness, from the forehead to the back of the ears, which looked like she had deliberately shaved baldness, with long hair behind her head, a cool and trendy hairstyle.

"Later, my mother found out about my hobby, so she bought me a wig. When it made my hands itchy, I would wear it, but after I wore it once, my hands stopped, because pulling out the wig didn't feel like a hand, and it didn't hurt like that. The sour feeling, for the hand, is a fraudulent act!"

Everyone laughed, and the head nurse sat on the outside, with the lowest laugh, just like listening to a cross talk, just took a handful of melon seeds and kowtowed while listening.

There was a patient opposite, with dark circles under his eyes, and asked, "Why don't you pluck your eyebrows and cold hair?"

The hair-plucking girl shrugged: "I was sent here before I could do anything!"

There was another burst of laughter, and the head nurse quickly answered: "Our goal is to let you go out with long hair fluttering, waist-length, beautiful and rustic!"

The hair-plucking girl took the nurse's hand, showing gratitude: "If that's the case, I will knit a sweater with my own hair and give it to my beautiful sister Xu!"

Chu Yu was listening, with a smile hidden in the corner of his mouth.Looking at the girl's bald spots, I knew how painful it was to pull it out. Not only did it hurt, but I must feel panicked, just like that messy hair, which was an eyesore, so I simply pulled it out, but this solution is not only It hurts the body, but also hurts the appearance, and only I know the pain and sorrow.

But speaking it out openly now is also a way to resolve it. The hair-plucking habit, which seems weird to ordinary people, has become a unique feat here.

After listening to the stories of several patients in a row, Chu Yu listened more and more seriously. She usually saw a lot of supernormal people, and would break the law and commit crimes at every turn. Today, seeing these "Xiaojiabiyu", she felt a little cute.Suddenly, the back of her hand felt hot, and Xia Yihan's hand came up. She turned her head and saw Xia Yihan's affectionate eyes, but she didn't seem to be smiling, but looked serious.

"Sister, I think I have the same symptoms."

Chu Yu frowned, with a concerned expression. She knew that Xia Yihan also had obsessive thoughts and behaviors, such as carving Sophora japonica flowers, each time the parts were exactly the same, the shape was exactly the same, and even the number of petals was exactly the same.It's just that the case is still unclear, and it's not known what her motives are.

Now, after hearing the stories of other obsessive-compulsive patients, is she also aware of her compulsive behavior?

"I feel like I have obsessive-compulsive disorder. I must see you every day, otherwise I will feel uncomfortable!"

Chu Yu frowned and froze for two seconds. She grabbed Xia Yihan's hand, "You have a disease called 'pathological sexual love syndrome', and you have to be hospitalized for observation!"

Xia Yihan opened his eyes wide, and the pupils were a little darker than usual, "Then how can I cure it?"

Chu Yu pulled her up and led her out: "I have to take a walk with my sister and breathe fresh air together."

Passing through an iron gate and an electronic access control, Chu Yu led Xia Yihan to the lawn outside the inpatient department.The sun is better today, and some patients who can move freely run on the lawn. They sometimes stop, gesture at each other, and sometimes sit down, as if returning to the city full of blood.

Chu Yu watched from the side for a while, thinking that they might be playing the "3D" version of Glory of Kings. One of the patients had a charming posture and a coquettish position.

Chu Yu and Xia Yihan walked slowly along the lawn. The weather was cold and the sun was shining on the ground. Walking around in the sun, it seemed that people were warmed up a few degrees.

A patient was running on the lawn and braked to Chu Yu's side. Suddenly, he bent down politely, called "Your Highness Princess", and then stretched out his hand, motioning for Chu Yu to give her his hand.

Chu Yu looked at the nurse guarding beside him, and the nurse nodded. Chu Yu stretched out his hand, thinking that he would give her something, but he grabbed her wrist and ran into the grove.

Xia Yihan was originally standing on the side, watching them quietly, but when he saw them running into the woods, his expression changed instantly, he raised his foot and chased after them.