Prisoner's Dilemma

The sound of light and steady footsteps approached from far to near, and Jiang Chen could feel the person standing by the bed without opening his eyes, quietly looking down at him.He waited for Han Shaojun to call his name, or push him, a little touch could make him excited, but Han Shaojun could not get what he wanted, and he just stood quietly by the side all the time.

Jiang Chen waited for a long time and really couldn't wait any longer. He pretended to be woken up, rubbed his eyes sleepily, and asked in a daze, "Hey, why are you here?"

Han Shaojun was expressionless: "Your mother called me and said you were sick and asked me to come and see you."

"It's just catching a cold. My mother likes to make a fuss about a little illness." Jiang Chen still put on a show, propped up his upper body and then fell down pretending not to support him, covering his head in pain, "This is the head, it hurts a little."

Without saying a word, Han Shaojun picked up the thermometer and shook it, then found alcohol cotton from the messy medicine box and wiped it: "Take the temperature."

Jiang Chen turned his head: "I measured it, it's 39 degrees."

Han Shaojun lifted his quilt: "I'll take you to the hospital."

Jiang Chen hastily hugged the quilt tightly: "No! I won't go to the hospital! Why should I go to the hospital for such a small ailment?" Although he was already dizzy from the illness, he didn't want to be treated at all. Lai Lai Lai, it is good to be able to keep Han Shaojun by his side for one more minute.

"You need anti-inflammatory, otherwise the high fever will not be suppressed."

"Don't go, don't go! I hate going to the hospital the most!" This is the truth, he hated the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, but after getting to know Ding Muyan, he hated the hospital even more.

Han Shaojun was a little helpless, but more of a coldness. He couldn't take him to the hospital by force. He searched in the medicine box, but he couldn't find any antipyretics.

Jiang Chen glanced at him secretly: "I've already taken cold medicine."

Han Shaojun was still holding the medicine box, trying to find something useful from it, Jiang Chen pulled him to the side of the bed and sat down: "Don't be too busy, I'm just talking about a little ailment, you can just talk to me for a while .”

Han Shaojun unexpectedly did not refuse, but just looked at Jiang Chen with a penetrating look.

When receiving Wu Meng's call, Han Shaojun's first reaction was that Jiang Chen was playing tricks. He didn't want to pay attention to it at first, but it was hard to ignore the words of the elders. After all, it was Jiang Chen who hurt him, not the Jiang family.After hesitating again and again, he planned to take a look first, and if Jiang Chen pretended to be sick, he would leave immediately.Unexpectedly, when he arrived, he saw that Jiang Chen was really sick, and judging by the degree of whitening of his lips, he was not seriously ill, which made it impossible for him to leave easily.

Jiang Chen just kept his cheeks no matter what, and raised a sickly ruddy smiling face: "I remember when I was sick when I was young, you and Xiao Jin would visit me and bring me snacks, so I always look forward to getting sick, But it’s rare to get sick, and I’m so worried.”

Jiang Chen always likes to recall the past now, because he misses Han Shaojun in the past, Han Shaojun understands his thoughts, but he doesn't respond in any way.

"Once you secretly brought me ice cream, afraid that my mother would find out that you hid it in your pocket. Unexpectedly, my father stopped me at the door and asked about a lot of things about school. As a result, the ice cream melted into my clothes, making it sticky. Big lump. I vomited and vomited after eating ice cream, which scared my mother half to death, and sent her to the hospital in the middle of the night. My mother suddenly became serious without knowing why." Jiang Chen smiled like a child, " Another time I was quarantined with rubella, and my mother forced me to do my homework every day. You were afraid that I would be bored, so you secretly took me out of the window to play. I had a good time that night. The time was stolen, and the result was the second You will be infected in the next day, and there is no good skin on your body."

There were always endless embarrassing things to say about the naughty childhood and youth, now looking back on it, it was like candy treasured in a box, Jiang Chen carefully tasted each one, because once he finished eating, it would be gone.

"Really? Did I do such a stupid thing?" Han Shaojun twitched his lips with a half-smile, "I only remember one time when I went to visit a doctor, just in time for your girlfriend to come, and you drove me away. "

Jiang Chen was shocked: "When did I have a girlfriend?"

"Don't you remember? You were still together a few years ago. I can't remember exactly what your name is Lin."

Jiang Chen didn't want to recall what Lin was called, and complained to Han Shaojun: "Can't you remember something good!"

"You just remember me when you need it, and I don't know where I am in your memory when you don't need it."

"Nothing! Is it interesting for you to say such a thing?" Jiang Chen was anxious, and tried his best to persuade himself not to lose his temper, especially not to be angry with Shao Jun, "What girlfriend? Yes, so many years ago, you are just... …that is……"

"Careful, aren't you?"

"I didn't say that!"

"It doesn't matter, just be careful." Han Shaojun said nonchalantly.

The atmosphere of reminiscing the past well was destroyed by Han Shaojun just like that, Jiang Chen gasped for breath.

Han Shaojun saw that his expression was wrong, so he didn't dare to be careless: "You can't do without medicine, I have antipyretic medicine at home, I'll get you some."

"I don't want to take medicine! You just sit here and don't go anywhere!"

"Can you stop messing around!" Han Shaojun suddenly raised his voice and scolded.

Jiang Chen fell silent, and obediently huddled under the blanket, not daring to raise any objections.

Han Shaojun left in a hurry and took antipyretics.

It was only about ten minutes later, Jiang Chen didn't have the strength to speak any more, his complexion looked even worse, it had changed from speckled sickly red to full blush, his eyes were seriously congested.

This disease came fiercely. There was a heavy rain yesterday, and the cold air entered the body and hurt the body. Han Shaojun didn't dare to delay any longer, poured warm water, took out the pills, brought them to Jiang Chen's mouth, touched his forehead, and began to consider whether to take the medicine The bodyguards called and tied him directly to the hospital.

Han Shaojun's hand was very cold, and Jiang Chen's forehead was scorching hot without sweating. After being touched by him like this, he almost snorted, and reluctantly arched his hand into his palm.

"Hurry up and take the medicine and get some sleep. If it doesn't work, you still have to go to the hospital." Han Shaojun hurried off, shook off the quilt that Jiang Chen had rolled into pickles and covered him again, cleaned up the paper towels and sundries on the bedside table, Opened the window halfway again.

He didn't want to have anything to do with Jiang Chen anymore, but the world couldn't make him do what he wanted. First, Xiao Jin came back and twisted the three of them together again, and now Jiang Chen was seriously ill again. Myself, although I was drenched too.

In fact, he also has a lot of choices, such as calling Xiao Jin, anyway, he has moved here, or even simply leaving him alone, anyway, Jiang Chen is such a big man, he will not be killed by a high fever, he can find his family, or find someone else It doesn't matter who it is, as long as Young Master Jiang speaks out, there will be people lined up to serve him.

But Han Shaojun did not.He couldn't stop, as if he was cursed, he could be merciless to Jiang Chen who was alive and kicking, but he couldn't stand idly by a weak and sick Jiang Chen.He comforted himself that even if he changed to someone else, he would not just sit idly by, just like Zheng Yaoyao had a falling out with her boyfriend and would send a bodyguard to protect her, probably he is such a nosy person.

I was very worried, my heart was pounding, as if it would pop out of my chest at any time.

"I'll go get you some ice cubes." Han Shaojun looked at Jiang Chen's face more and more strangely, he took a towel from the bathroom and went to find ice cubes, but Jiang Chen didn't have ice cubes at home, so he had to take a wet towel Put it in the refrigerator, and took another one soaked in cold water to deal with it first.

Unexpectedly, when he returned to the room, he saw Jiang Chen holding a ball of tissues in his hand, stuffing them into the gap between the bedside table and the bed.Han Shaojun snatched the tissue in one stride, unfolded it, and saw that it was a fever-reducing tablet that had been spat out.

All of a sudden, Han Shaojun roared angrily, "What are you throwing at me!"

Jiang Chen didn't want to get better, even though he was already too sick to sit still, he just didn't want to get better.He was caught for playing smart, and under Han Shaojun's roar, Jiang Chen's eyes were red, not sick, but damp: "I... have no choice..."

"Can you stop being so naive! Don't you care about your own body?" Han Shaojun threw the ball of paper on his face with all his might, "I don't care about you anymore!"

"I can't help it!" Jiang Chen's voice also raised his voice, but he seemed weak because of his serious illness, "You came to see me, take care of me, and even feed me medicine. I'm so happy! How long have you not looked at me? Me! If I had known that illness would have this effect, I would have jumped off the stairs even if I didn’t have a fever! Sometimes I even wonder if I’m dead and you would shed a few tears for me!”

"You just love to take advantage of me! What else do you do besides try to squeeze me? Can't you think about me?" Han Shaojun threw a wet towel on the ground, "If you want to die, die!"

Seeing that Han Shaojun was about to leave, Jiang Chen jumped up and hugged Han Shaojun from behind if he had supernatural power: "Don't go!"

"Let go! Find someone else to serve you!"

"No, I want you!"

"I don't want to control you!"

Han Shaojun pushed back with his elbow, and stabbed Jiang Chen's abdomen. The pain made him arch his waist, but the strength on his arm was even greater, and Han Shaojun was almost out of breath.

There is only one thought in Jiang Chen's mind: Can't let go!Once you let go, you can never grab it back!

"Don't you love me?" Suddenly, Jiang Chen asked without thinking.

Han Shaojun stopped struggling, as if he was fixed by this question.

"Shaojun, don't you love me the most? Don't you love me now?" Jiang Chen pressed his forehead against the back of Han Shaojun's head, and the breath he exhaled burned the back of his neck like fire.

To love or not to love is never an easy question to answer.There is no switch for love, you love when you turn it on, and you don’t love when you turn it off.The love of more than ten years does not happen overnight.

Han Shaojun sighed, his voice was as deep as a raving: "Maybe I still love you, but I don't want to love anymore."

This time it was Jiang Chen's turn to be at a loss for words, he hugged Han Shaojun like a rock that had been roasted by fire.

The love of the past has been wiped away, and what is left now is just the last afterglow.

"I see." Jiang Chen said hoarsely.

Han Shaojun wanted to say something more, but he felt that the arms that were stretched across his chest gradually loosened, and fell down like broken branches.

Jiang Chen started to put on his clothes, slowly took off his pajamas, and then slowly put on his underwear, one by one in an orderly manner, because he was really too weak, and he held on to the hanger to pant for a long time.

"What are you doing?" Han Shaojun was puzzled.

Jiang Chen lowered his head: "I'm going to the hospital."

Han Shaojun was a little confused by him, he was the one who played his temper and refused to go to the hospital just now, and now he is the one who obediently dressed and said he was going to the hospital.

After finally getting dressed neatly, Jiang Chen was so tired that he was about to collapse, Han Shaojun seemed to step forward to give him a hand, but he didn't move in the end.

"It doesn't matter if you don't love me." After resting enough, Jiang Chen tried to raise his head, and looked directly at Han Shaojun with difficulty, "I just love you."

As if enlightened, Jiang Chen figured out one thing. Since he couldn't get Han Shaojun to love him like before, he didn't ask for it. It doesn't matter if he loves him or not. As long as he loves him, he won't. alright?

"I can't bear it anymore." Jiang Chen rubbed his forehead, supported the edge of the bed and got up, "I'll love you after I recover my body."