Prisoner's Dilemma

Han Shaojun slept groggyly, and his mind was full of broken and messy images. Over the years, his sleep has always been poor, and he often had nightmares all night long. Even after sleeping for a long time, he still felt very tired.

In his sleep, the endless darkness was chasing him. He ran away desperately, but he always felt unable to move forward. When he was about to be swallowed up, his body was wrapped by a warm force, and he suddenly had the power to run again, so he ran more and more. The faster it seems to fly.But when the darkness was completely left behind, the warm and powerful force pulled him down again, trapping his limbs tightly. He tried his best to go up but couldn't keep up with the falling speed, and finally fell heavily and was wrapped into a cocoon.

In a daze, Han Shaojun felt heavy on his body, as if he was being overwhelmed by something. He struggled uncomfortably, opened his eyes, and saw Jiang Chen sleeping beside him, hugging him with hands and feet like a koala. Looking at him, half of the body's weight was on top of him.

Perhaps because of fatigue, Jiang Chen slept deeply and breathed heavily, rising and falling right next to his ears, accompanied by the fiery breath and the faint fragrance after bathing.The curtains in the ward were thin, and the light shone on him, drawing a golden edge around half of his silhouette, and dyed his fair skin with a layer of golden yellow.

Han Shaojun suddenly remembered the custard bag. When he first started raising cats, he didn’t allow the kitten to go to bed, but the kitten was very clingy and always liked to jump on his bed. Every time he drove it away, he would circle around the bed and meow pitifully. Yelling, until his heart softened.Later, he had no choice but to run around with the custard buns, and even slept lying on his pillow. Every morning when he woke up, he could see the rolled up custard buns at first sight, fluffy and golden, Bring a warm feeling.

The people around him are so close, the lines of their skin are clearly visible, and even his eyelashes can be counted clearly. He looks non-aggressive in his deep sleep, like a big cat lying peacefully beside his pillow.

Maybe it's because the person next to the pillow is too docile, or maybe it's because Han Shaojun has just escaped from the dream and hasn't woken up yet, so that Han Shaojun completely let go of his guard and looked at him quietly.

Until Jiang Chen woke up from his sleep, met Han Shaojun's eyes, and smiled heart-stirringly: "Good morning."

Only then did Han Shaojun wake up completely, and turned away expressionlessly, his right arm was almost crushed to the point where he couldn't feel it, he moved with difficulty: "Why are you here again?"

Jiang Chen deliberately ignored the disgusting words, he quickly moved away: "Since I sent you to the hospital, of course I have to take you home."

"It will be fine if the symptoms are suppressed, so I don't need to bother you."

Just as Han Shaojun was about to get up, Jiang Chen pulled him back and pressed him on the bed.

"Do you have to reject me thousands of miles away now?" Jiang Chen was very unhappy. His allergies were clearly life-threatening last night, but today he said nothing in an indifferent tone. Is he already used to this horrible situation? ?Had he been sent to rescue him dying without knowing it?He wanted to show his concern, but Han Shaojun's indifferent attitude made Jiang Chen powerless.

Han Shaojun's arm was pressed by him, and he felt a dull pain, and he frowned involuntarily: "You said that after drinking, we will stop being brothers."

Jiang Chen's pupils contracted violently, and he couldn't help but increase his strength. Han Shaojun's frowning expression fell into his eyes, which made it easier for people to think it was disgust. He felt a little difficult to breathe, as if his chest was being strangled, and he felt dull pain hit.He lowered his eyes, as if restraining something, he raised his head after a long time, still proud: "I regret it."

Han Shaojun was taken aback, he had never seen anyone express his repentance so confidently.

"I said it, but I regretted it, so those words don't count." Jiang Chen put on an attitude of self-importance, "Besides, I didn't regard you as a brother in the first place, aren't we lovers?"

Jiang Chen's self-talk shocked Han Shaojun, especially when Jiang Chen said the word "lover", Han Shaojun felt like he was in the wrong time and space.

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Han Shaojun's throat was still very sore, and his throat broke when he raised his voice.

"Shh, you have a bad throat, speak in a low voice." Jiang Chen ignored Han Shaojun's anger, and took out his phone with great interest, "I'll show you something nice."

"I don't want to see something, don't you think you say this..."

"Look!" Jiang Chen had already stuffed the phone in front of Han Shaojun, "How cute!"

What else did Han Shaojun want to say, but his eyes were already attracted by the picture on his mobile phone. A little milk cat with its round eyes was tilting its head, staring at the camera curiously. The sunlight turned its yellow and white fur into gold. The yellow one is the cream bun that Jiang Chen brought back from all the way.

Seeing that Han Shaojun was fascinated, Jiang Chen couldn't help but smile triumphantly: "There are more."

His fingers slid, and pictures appeared in front of his eyes. The kitten under the lens was cute, curious about everything, and the sunlight was just right. Jiang Chen took the pictures very vividly. For a while, he was burying his head in eating cat food, and for a while he was under the curtain After a while, he buried his face in his paws to sleep, and the background didn't look like Han Shaojun's house.

"Did you take the cat back?" Han Shaojun asked.

"I've thought about it, you can't keep this cat, but it's okay, I keep it at home! Whenever you want to see it, I will hold it for you to play with, just like when we were young. This cat has short fur, no It will be everywhere, so it shouldn't matter if you hug it for a while." Jiang Chen said clearly, as if he was planning some beautiful future.

Unexpectedly, he not only went home to take a bath, took good care of the kitten, but also specially took pictures.

"You don't have to..."

"And this!" Jiang Chen interrupted him, and clicked on a video.

The camera was wobbly looking at the kitten, who was eating the softened cat food with relish, and a big hand was constantly harassing it, pinching its neck for a while, picking its chin for a while, Jiang Chen's voice was outside the screen: "Cream buns , look at the camera! Hey, baby, take a look at me, I’ll take a close-up of you and put on a sexy pose! Don’t eat it! Are you a pig?”

Custard Bao has accompanied Han Shaojun for ten years, from a young boy to a mature youth, and finally blocked a fatal blow. It is a beautiful memory and a testimony to the long journey of love.Now the butter bun, which looks exactly like the milk yellow bun, is alive and kicking in front of my eyes. It is still so small and lively, as if it brought Han Shaojun back to his childhood.Jiang Chen completely understood Han Shaojun's mind, when he brought the cream bun in front of him, Han Shaojun was so eager to hold it in his arms, he couldn't refuse it at all.

Han Shaojun watched the video and couldn't help smiling, while Jiang Chen stared at Han Shaojun intently, the arc of his mouth affected the speed of his heartbeat.

In the video, the little cat finally couldn't stand Jiang Chen's torment, it meowed and rushed over, and patted the phone with its paw.The camera spun around, Jiang Chen screamed, and the picture was pitch black.

"It deserves it!" Han Shaojun scolded with a smile.

When the words came out of my mouth, I realized that I was too relaxed, and I wanted to turn my head away in embarrassment, but my chin was pinched, and a pair of hot lips imprinted on it in the next second.

"Hmm!" Han Shaojun wanted to push him away, but his right hand was so painful that he couldn't use his strength, so he could only let Jiang Chen hold him firmly.

An extremely aggressive kiss, as warm as an erupting volcano, the galloping lava broke through the earth's crust and turned into a rain of flames, Jiang Chen bit his lip and pried open his teeth, plundering recklessly, as if he wanted to rip his mouth open. Every inch of it was looted.Han Shaojun was dizzy, and even his breath was taken away. In his impression, the number of times they kissed was pitifully rare. The soft touch between the lips and the familiar breath reminded each other who they were kissing.Han Shaojun's head, which was about to explode, kept reminding: No!This will not work!

The breathing couldn't keep up with the rhythm, Jiang Chen's movements slowed down a little, Han Shaojun took the opportunity to deflect his body, and pushed him away with his left hand.

"What is this!" Han Shaojun gasped, "Who do you think I am? You can hug and kiss if you want?"

Jiang Chen said in an almost unreasonable tone: "We are lovers!"

"We are not lovers." Han Shaojun looked at Jiang Chen, his heart was like a heavy rain, cold and damp, "There is no pair of lovers like us, we have never even been in love. When I like you , you humiliated me without a bottom line, now I want to stay away from you, you are rampantly disrupting my life."

Jiang Chen's expression froze, and he only grasped one sentence: "Are you trying to say that you don't like me now?"

Han Shaojun sighed: "No feeling is taken for granted."

Jiang Chen couldn't accept it. Since he was a child, he thought that Han Shaojun's kindness to him was a matter of course, and even if the world ended, it wouldn't change. He could have this feeling without fear and act willfully in it.But now, Han Shaojun actually said that he would take back his feelings, and his Garden of Eden was being destroyed.

"Is that what you like about me?" Jiang Chen complained.

Han Shaojun was extremely distressed. It turned out that what Jiang Chen said was nothing more than "that's it"?In the past, one of them demanded unscrupulously, and the other took whatever they wanted, but a person's feelings are not continuous, and after unrestrained demands, one day they will dry up.

"I'm tired." Han Shaojun closed his eyes, obviously just woke up from sleep, but the tiredness came from the bottom of his heart.

"Are you really empathizing with that surname Ding?"

"This has nothing to do with others, Jiang Chen, what do I have to say to make you understand?" Han Shaojun felt a sense of frustration. He was deeply hurt by the person in front of him who he loved deeply. How he continues to like, how to continue to give without complaint or regret.

"How long have you been allergic?" Jiang Chen suddenly changed the subject without warning.

Although Han Shaojun was puzzled, he still said, "It's been almost three years, that's not long after the car accident."

Jiang Chen frowned, and changed the subject strangely again: "How did the custard bun die?"

Han Shaojun was taken aback, did he know something?

"The surname Ding said that you brought back a cat, which caused allergies. Obviously, what he was talking about was not the milk yellow bag, but the cat you bought after the milk yellow bag died? That is to say, you didn't know it at that time. Knowing that I am allergic, in other words, the custard bun died before you found out that you were allergic. Nearly three years was not long after I left. I remember that the custard bun was lazy but still healthy, so it was really old and dead. Is it?"

If Jiang Chen would deliberately pretend to be stupid in front of his mother, and deliberately reveal the confrontation between father and son in front of his father, then Jiang Chen would be completely willful and shameless in front of Han Shaojun.But Jiang Chen's tone when he said these words was different from usual, more rational and intelligent.

Han Shaojun didn't expect Ding Muyan's unintentional words to be heard by him, and he found the loopholes in the words. If he really put his heart into it, he would be more perceptive than anyone else.But Han Shaojun didn't want Jiang Chen to know the details after the car accident, because it was a darkness that he himself didn't want to face.

"Not long after you left, the custard bag fell ill, and it didn't get better after that." Han Shaojun insisted on lying, his face was a little stiff, but fortunately it was covered by his sick face.

Jiang Chen observed Han Shaojun's expression carefully, and Han Shaojun felt terrified when he saw him.

"Okay." I don't know if Jiang Chen saw anything, but he seemed to have given up looking into it.

Han Shaojun lay down on the bed lazily, and Jiang Chen also fell asleep on his side, continuing to stare at him.

"You go." Han Shaojun closed his eyes, showing a gesture of refusal.

"I'll accompany you."

"I don't need your company. You squeeze me into the same bed and affect my rest."

The cold tone made Jiang Chen extremely uncomfortable, but he tried his best to hold back: "Then I'll sleep on the escort bed."

"Let's go."

Repeatedly refusing, Jiang Chen was very embarrassed, and made him who loves face extremely embarrassed.

When Han Shaojun thought that Jiang Chen was going to give up for a long time, a soft plea came from his ear: "Shaojun, give me another chance, you still like me."