flirting without breaking the law

In the early morning of the next day, Di Chu half-closed his eyes and pressed the HOME button on his phone sleepily.On the screen, Xu Lu directly built a green news building for him.

Di Chu looked at the time, it was ten past six.When did Xu Lu wake up so early?

Qi Ling was lazily rubbing on the pillow with his eyes closed, one arm was pressed under Di Chu's neck, and the other arm was across Di Chu's waist, hugging Di Chu's whole body in his arms.

Didn't let go all night.

"First, what time is it?"

Di Chu turned over and lay flat on the bed: "Ten past six, do you still go to school today?"

"Look at you," Qi Ling said in a daze, "it doesn't matter if I go or not, but today will definitely be very violent."

"Then don't go, continue to sleep."

The two of them didn't sleep in for a while, and last night they tossed until midnight, neither of them slept well.

Di Chuyi said to continue to sleep, and forgot to ask for leave, and forgot about Xu Lu's news.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already past one o'clock in the afternoon.

Di Chu fell asleep with a headache, and when he turned over, he found Qi Ling leaning on the bedside and playing with his mobile phone.

"When... did you wake up?" Di Chu sat up, "Why didn't you call me?"

"Seeing that you slept soundly, I didn't want to call." Qi Ling bowed his head and replied the message.

Di Chu glanced at his mobile phone, and the messages on the screen rushed up: "Busy?"

"Yeah. The concert is coming soon, and I'll be busy these days." Qi Ling paused, then raised his head and smiled at Di Chu, "But the first priority is to accompany you."

"Don't," Di Chu's heart skipped a beat, "You're busy with your work, don't..."

"Don't worry." Qi Ling seemed to know what he wanted to say, and raised his hand to rub Di Chu's hair, "I have a measure."

You have a sense of proportion.

Di Chu slandered.

Do you have the sense to not go to the N City Music Festival?The brain is almost sick.

Di Chu didn't answer, and took his mobile phone only to find that there were still several missed calls from Xu Lu.

Di Chu clicked on WeChat, and Xu Lu wanted to rush out of the screen and grabbed Di Chu's collar with almost a roaring penetrating power.

The top is yesterday's news.

-early!Are you fucking on good terms with that kid?

— Absolutely not easy!My mom just asked me to swipe your cruise ship!

—When we begged you to dance, you didn't dance!You are not enough buddies!

—You message me back! !I know you're spying!A shameless thing!

— fuck me?You are still off! ?Di Chu!Long time no see you lawless ah!

Di Chu laughed aloud when he saw it, the shutdown should be when the phone was out of battery.

This girl really needs to clean up, thinking that she dares to be arrogant through the screen.

And then this morning.

—Chu, if you don’t reply to my message, I will kill you!

—Are you really dating a boyfriend?That kid is capable and can take you down.

— But my mother said he was handsome.Uncle, my grandfather, can you message me back?

—If you don’t reply to the message again, I can only post a missing person notice: If anyone finds Di Chu, who is seventeen years old, please let him contact me in a human way.

—Wait... did you guys do something indescribable at night...so you haven't woken up yet?

Di Chu laughed so hard that he almost kicked Qi Ling off the bed.

"Honey, wait a minute." Qi Ling glanced at him and put his arms around his shoulders, "Why haven't I seen you smile so happily at me?"

"Oh." Di Chu said with a smile, "I'm really sorry."

Qi Ling clicked his tongue and continued to listen to the voice.The concert has entered the final preparation stage, and there are still many things to be busy.

Di Chu replied to Xu Lu.

— It's a boyfriend.I am happy to dance.The phone is dead.I just woke up.

Concise and concise, perfectly answered all Xu Lu's questions, except the last one.

Xu Lu replied in seconds, giving Di Chu the illusion that this girl didn't go to school and was squatting on him with her mobile phone all day long.

—Fuck, fuck, fuck!Master Di has a master, come!Grab your phone and listen!Did you hear that? The sound of a broken heart in N City!

—You idiot.

— Just got together?

— No, it's been a while.

—You didn't tell me? !You're done, Di Chu.I'm coming to you!Immediately now!

— Save it, you don’t have time to entertain you when you come here now.Winter vacation, come here when you have time.

—I’m sure I have time, so it’s decided, winter vacation.

—Success, you go to the game.

—Okay, you go and have sex.

Hold.

Di Chu didn't reply to the message, Qi Ling had already got up and put on clothes.

"Xu Lu came to see me during the winter vacation." Di Chu said, "You want to go out?"

"Well, let's go to the studio." Qi Ling opened the glass door and took the score from his room, and put it in his backpack as he walked, "Your friends can come as many times as you like, the sofa is enough. If it is impossible, let him and Qi Chi sleep."

"Can Qi Chi agree?"

"Suppression by force."

Di Chu was still leaning on the head of the bed, watching Qi Ling pack up his things and prepare to go out.

For a moment, Di Chu felt that they had lived together for many years.

Di Chu had never had such an experience before, so he couldn't help asking, "Go home for dinner tonight?"

"Go back." Qi Ling said, "I've asked for leave for you, so you can read at home today. Tomorrow is just a holiday, and the fourth sister sent me a message saying that they will arrive tomorrow morning, and we will go there tomorrow afternoon."

Di Chu nodded: "You can make arrangements."

"Then I'm leaving." Qi Ling stood at the door of the bedroom and couldn't help turning her head.

Di Chu waved his hand: "Come back early."

Qi Ling stood where he was, holding the doorknob, and looked at Di Chu.

Feet are like lead, unable to move.

Di Chu and him looked at each other for a few seconds, and understood something in their entangled eyes.

Di Chu got off the bed with a smile, went to the door and pulled Qi Ling's collar, raised his head slightly, and kissed Qi Ling's forehead.

Qi Ling stretched out his arms to hold Di Chu tightly, buried his head on Di Chu's neck and rubbed it twice, and took a few deep breaths.I want to transfer the scent of dry cedar mixed with woody fragrance from Di Chu's body to my clothes.

"I'm leaving." Qi Ling struggled for a few seconds and let go of Di Chu, "If I don't leave, I won't be able to leave the house at all."

"Get out, get out!" Di Chu kicked him with a smile.

Qi Ling closed the bedroom door, Di Chu put on his pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When Di Chu saw bite marks on his collarbone in the mirror, he closed his eyes.

Tsk, Qi Ling is such a killer.

I became more and more soft-hearted towards him.

The next day, I went to Fourth Sister's consulting room and walked through the tattoo street that seemed to be full of ghosts and ghosts. Di Chu was still not used to it.

On the white gate, the word "Zen" in gold was shining brightly in the sunlight. Qi Ling pushed the door and walked in. Di Chu consciously rang the bell at the entrance.

"Come in! Just order whatever you want!"

A magnetic voice came from inside the screen, it was not Fourth Sister.

Di Chu followed Qi Ling around the screen, and the decoration remained unchanged.A pure white living room, a few wooden chairs, and a couch.

However, there was a man standing with his back to them by the camera wall in the corridor. He was tall, thin, and had short, clean hair.Wearing a baggy T-shirt, baggy shorts, and holding a few photo frames.

Looking at it from Di Chu's perspective, the photo frame is full of landscape pictures.

When the man turned around, he saw that it was a girl.

Di Chu suddenly remembered the unknown "girlfriend" introduced by Qi Ling and the fourth sister had flaunted.

Qi Ling nodded with a smile: "Hello, Miss Zhou."

"It's still such a mockery." When Sister Zhou opened her mouth, Di Chu almost knelt down. Isn't there a big difference between talking and not talking?

Qi Ling walked over, the two reached out their fists in tacit understanding and bumped each other, then leaned over to touch their shoulders: "Congratulations on coming back safely again."

"Aren't you worried that I didn't get any disease in Africa?" Sister Zhou said, and went to the living room to put the photo frame on the sofa. "Introduction?"

Qi Ling walked back in groups of five and grabbed Di Chu's shoulders: "My boyfriend, Di Chu. Chu, this is the fourth sister's girlfriend, Jiang Zhou."

"The ginger of the ginger is the boat of the boat."

Jiang Zhou stretched out his hand, and Di Chu shook it.

The fourth sister, Chen An, came out of the room on the other side of the corridor, holding four glasses of water: "Jiang Zhou, be careful with what you say, don't scare Di Chu."

"A timid person wouldn't dare to provoke Xiao Ling, would he?"

Jiang Zhou winked at Di Chu, and Di Chu thought this Jiang Zhou was quite interesting.

Chen An put the disposable cup on the floor in the middle of the living room, and the four of them sat up to form a circle.

"Then—" Chen An straightened the neat ponytail on the back of his head, his bright eyes turned into moons, and he looked at Di Chu, "Should we start directly, or chat for a while first."

"Let's chat for a while," Di Chu said.

"Yeah." Jiang Zhou snapped his fingers, "What are we talking about?"

The four were silent for a while, and the three focused their eyes on Di Chu.

Di Chu thought for a while and asked, "Are you traveling to Kenya this time?"

Chen An brought the photos and shared them with them: "It's to take pictures of the human landscape, and by the way, we celebrate our third anniversary together."

After Di Chu took the photos, he realized that not only the magnificent scenery, but also various animals.

There is a photo taken at sunset, where groups of wild elephants are walking on the grassland, with the setting sun behind them like blood.

Some of them were shot during the day, a single zebra was in the grass, and a male lion was crawling not far from it.

What caught Di Chu's attention the most was a bird's-eye view taken from the sky.

Thousands of animals are on the move, not knowing where they came from or where they are going.The running animals are surrounded by sunshine and dust.It was soul-stirring to see.

"It's a really good shot." Di Chu said, "Fourth sister took it?"

Chen An shook his head: "It was taken by Ah Zhou."

"I'm telling you not to have such a nasty name." Jiang Zhou obviously had a very helpful expression, "This picture was obtained after thousands of shutter shots, can it be bad?"

Di Chu was full of admiration, which was always the case when he was young. People who are stronger and better than him will always have a kind of reverence and appreciation from the bottom of his heart.

"Professional photographer?" Di Chu asked.

"Hey, is this time to start telling our story?" Jiang Zhou said with a smile, "Do you want to hear it?"

"You can talk about it." Di Chu took out a rubber band from his pocket and tied his hair up.

"I like your hairstyle." Jiang Zhou took a sip from his glass of water, "Come on! The inspirational chicken soup discussion begins now!"

Chen An patted her with a smile: "Be serious."

Jiang Zhou took Chen An's hand and showed his affection blatantly: "I met An in Kenya. Three years ago."

"At that time, I was shooting a group of animal migrations in Kenya for a domestic magazine. She was doing volunteer work there, working as a half-doctor and teaching. The first time we met was on the grassland, I remember."

Chen An made a serious face on purpose: "You're not sure! Are you looking for a fight?"

"I was wrong, for sure." Jiang Zhou pinched Chen An's face, "I was following an elephant, and she broke into my camera without warning. She was wearing a long linen dress, Her long hair was flying, and she was followed by a leopard. While I was astonished, I wondered if I should go up and save her."

"Unexpectedly, she turned her head and said something, and the leopard ran away to the other side of the grassland. Later, she stood there and watched her for a long time, and I also stood behind her and watched her for a long time. Until the sun was about to set, then It was the first time I failed to complete the shooting task of the day."

Chen An explained: "The cub was rescued by the locals. Its mother died when it was born. I was lucky enough to take care of it for a period of time, and then it returned to nature."

"Don't interrupt me, fairy." Jiang Zhou blinked and leaned on Chen An's shoulder, "I have a thick skin, so I insisted on getting to know her. It's not easy to get to know a fairy. Fairies come down from the sky to experience life. I grind I've owned her for a year, and now it's finally mine!"

Jiang Zhou stood up again and waved to Di Chu: "Come with me."

Di Chu involuntarily stood up and followed, Qi Ling sat still, and just mouthed Chen An: Started?

Chen An nodded, a casual smile slipped through his eyes.

Jiang Zhou brought Di Chu to the photo wall, most of which were the same as what Di Chu had seen last time. Under each photo, there were shooting locations, time, and a few lines of diary-style story explanations.

Jiang Zhou pointed to each other: "This is in Bali, she is a volunteer, and I went to Lembongan Island to photograph dolphins."

In the photo, the ocean is blue, with countless dolphins jumping out of the water and then sinking to the bottom of the sea.

"This is in Xinjiang. I took the task to shoot the iron moon in the desert. During that time, Ann put down her work and accompanied me all the way west."

In the photo, the sea of ​​sand is boundless, and a white and cold iron moon is as big as a bucket in the lonely night.

"This was in Jiangnan. We hadn't seen each other for half a year. Wow, I thought she was going crazy. Then we agreed to meet in the water town."

In the photo, there are white walls and black tiles. In the rain and fog, there is a beautiful woman's back on the bluestone road.

"This is Tibet, this is Beisai, this is South China Sea, this is..."

Di Chu was fascinated by Jiang Zhou's pictures.

For those who like to travel, there is no more fascinating story and no more moving scenery than this.

It's a complete life.

At the end of the corridor, Jiang Zhou stopped and said, "My job is like a drifting boat that can't stop. Before I met Chen An, I didn't even buy a house, and I planned to keep drifting."

"At first I thought that Ann would not agree to me. Her career dictated that she needed stability."

"Just like our names, Chen An, An Ding. Jiang Zhou, Piao Zhou."

"Later she promised me and told me that she wanted to accompany me to see a better world, and the two of them would be consummated. Under the stars, on the grasslands, in the desert, it was meaningful for me to love you at that time."

When do you go wandering, I want to know when to leave.

To love someone is to help the other person fulfill their dreams, and the two of them will move towards a better world together.

Di Chu suddenly felt that Jiang Zhou and Chen An actually knew what they wanted to consult and what they were hesitating and confused about.

When the two walked back to the living room, Chen An smiled and beckoned Di Chu to sit down.

Qi Ling disappeared, Jiang Zhou didn't sit down again, leaving a sentence behind and walked out: "The most powerful weapon of human beings is the determination to go all out*."

Di Chu sat opposite Chen An: "It's already started, right?"

"Hey, smart." Chen An smiled.

"Such an obvious hint." Di Chu took a sip of water, "Then I'll start talking."

What Jiang Zhou said is right, what people need most is the determination to risk everything.

Di Chu relaxed completely, and as if going all out, he told Chen An about his childhood experiences in detail.Including one's own confusion, one's unwillingness, one's own complaints, and even confusion.

Chen An kept listening. During this period, Di Chu's voice was trembling when he talked about it, his words were cold when he talked about it, sometimes his eyebrows were full of hatred, and sometimes it was full of tenderness.

The teenager is like a contradictory body, always wanting to rebel, but with the last reason.

After hearing what Di Chu had said, Chen An spoke up after a while: "Now, can you listen to me?"

Di Chu closed his eyes and nodded.

Chen An's voice is very pleasant. One of the advantages of her being a psychological counselor is that she can easily draw the counselor's heart with her pleasant voice.

"There are three important factors in a person's growth process, family, school and society. Among them, the family environment is particularly important, and a poor family growth environment will have a direct negative impact on a person's growth. For example, you, Di Chu, you The repressed irritability is brought about by your mother's illness. So your growth process made you cautious, cautious about feelings, others, and everything. Growing up in such a depressive and dark environment Some people should have low self-esteem, depression, or even withdrawn.

"But you didn't, because your mother gave you warmth. A person with a strong heart can survive on a little sunshine and hope. So you have become what you are now. You are unreasonable on the surface and full of irritability. But it can be seen from your speech and demeanor that you are actually a decent, well-measured, energetic, and even gentle person.

"The death of your parents, apart from the pain in your heart, will affect you more than being overwhelmed. Why do I say that this is not a heavy blow, although the first time you came to consult, I asked if it was a major change. Actually it is not , Di Chu, you are very strong, you are stronger than anyone else.

"I read all your articles and found you to be a very talented person who is quite good at stepping out of the shadows. Your parents leave and you are overwhelmed. You struggle with following the steps of life or living your authentic self. Then you quickly I made a choice, and with the pain of being alone from now on, I gritted my teeth and embarked on the road of being myself.

"So," Chen An seemed to be tired, took a sip of water, and said softly, "So, your problem now is not with your parents, you have already come out. And you came out with the help of Qi Ling Yes, so now your biggest problem is Qi Ling, right?"

Di Chu was startled, and raised his glass in admiration: "Fourth sister, I'll toast you with water instead of wine. That's right."

What kind of half-assed psychological counselor is this, who seems to have mind reading skills.

Chen Antong raised his glass to him: "Now you know why Zhou Zhou wanted to tell you the story between me and her in the first place, right?"

"Ah."

"Maybe Xiao Ling will pursue her dreams, perform and attend concerts everywhere. Maybe you will become a writer or an office worker in the future, working from nine to five every day. Your life trajectory will be completely different, right?"

Di Chu nodded: "Yes, not all of them. There is still one year to graduate from high school, I should stay, and Brother Ling... I hope he leaves here."

"Why do you have to stay?"

Di Chu briefly talked about the situation of Wen Qiongfang and Wen Rushui.

Chen An asked softly: "Then are you willing?"

Di Chu didn't answer, this was the only question he didn't want to answer.

With a person full of talent and pride, are you willing to ask him?Are you kidding me?

Chen An went on to say: "Then I know, your problem now is that you are afraid that you will trip Xiaoling Gaofei's way, that you will restrain his wings, that's why you came to me, and I hope I can say something that will allow you to choose calmly." .”

"For example, let me advise you to carefully consider the relationship between the two, let me advise you not to delay each other, and maybe even let me advise you to break up. Isn't it?"

Di Chu pinched the corner of his clothes: "It's not that serious."

"It's a bit serious to say that the breakup is serious, so what do you think will happen to me?" Chen An asked, "I'll tell you, it's not."

"What is love? The precious experience of love is to start from a momentary accident and try an eternal desire. If you are not even willing to try, why do you say that Xiao Ling is the person you put on your heart? "

"In other words, do you think he would be happy?"

Di Chu made a sound and shook his head.

"Since you know, why ask?" Chen An said, "Xiao Chu, don't put too many moral shackles on yourself, and don't take too many responsibilities on yourself. Everyone has their own future, and many things are Predestined."

"You also want to go out, want to go to a better place, and don't want to be stuck here for the rest of your life, so you came to me today."

"Since you want to, do it. Some people say to obey the destiny, but it depends on man's effort. When that day comes, there will always be a way."

Di Chu sat there without speaking for a long time, and Chen An's words had escaped the scope of what a psychological counselor should say.More is to treat him as his friend, even a younger brother.

What Chen An said was right. In fact, after returning from the trip, Di Chu felt that he had come out of the influence of his parents' death.

At first he thought that what he feared most was death, but when he realized that death was always by his side, he was no longer afraid.

Later he thought it was a predicament, but at a certain moment while climbing the mountain, God gave him an answer. At that moment, he told him what he should do in Di Chu's unique way.

Di Chu first brushed past death, and his parents disappeared before his eyes.

Then, Di Chu and Qi Ling's soul passed by in the vastness.

These are two important events in his life.

One left him alone and lost his love, and the other made him regain it.

When Di Chu came out of the consultation room that day, he didn't speak to Qi Ling all the way.

When Jiang Zhou was packing up the photos, he asked Chen An softly, "Fairy, are you irritating Di Chu too much today?"

"It's better to be more exciting." Chen An stood by the window with his arms folded, his eyes didn't know where to look, "In fact, he already has the answer in his heart."

In fact, all those who struggle with making choices already have the answer in their hearts. Consultation is just to get the choice they want in their hearts. The final so-called destiny is to come out step by step by themselves. *

When the two returned home that night, Qi Ling didn't dare to disturb Di Chu's thinking.

While Qi Ling was taking a shower, Di Chu leaned on the bed and opened the app on his mobile phone, entered the words adult products, hesitated for a few seconds, and placed an order for lubricating fluid and condoms.

Di Chu calculated the time, today is NO.17, and there are three days before NO.20.Choose N city to ship, and it will almost arrive.

Then, in the recipient column, Di Chu quickly and shamelessly filled in two words: Qi Chi.

I didn't feel like I was doing anything bad at all.

For Di Chu, the five elements are wicked?nonexistent.

What are the five elements?Di Chu doesn't even have the five elements.

Di Chu quit the app and put the phone on the table.Open the closet and pull off the last layer.

A short skirt lay quietly in the drawer, and when the light shone, a golden light flowed across the skirt.

Di Chu stared at the skirt for a while, and then it was the night when the concert ended.

Qi Ling definitely didn't expect it.

Di Chu thought it was a celebration for him.

Falling in love - there's got to be a little surprise and romance, isn't there?

The author has something to say:

Note:"*"

①The original words of "humanity...determination" come from - Kotaro Isaka: Do you know what is the greatest weapon of human beings?It is the determination to go all out.

② "The Eternity of Love" - ​​Alain Badiou

③ "Actually... came here." - "Jieyou Grocery Store"

really!My first!Just want a women's home run!Exciting enough!

The chief director likes you!Plus pay!

Di Chu: How much?

Author: Emmmmmm...add a chicken leg!

Di Chu: Get out!