When a group of people came out of the KTV, they could no longer be described as slightly drunk.It was hard for him to control himself and not do something shocking to the world in the street while drunk.

When Di Chu stuffed Cheng Sicong and another boy into the taxi, Cheng Sicong was still murmuring vaguely that tonight was not immoral enough.

Di Chu pressed the fire, and a sentence rolled in the bullet screen in his mind: Don't be angry, let the idiots go with him.

Di Chu pressed Cheng Sicong's head on the car window: "Come on, read after me: prosperity, democracy, civilization, harmony..."

In less than two seconds, Cheng Sicong fell asleep leaning on the boy who went home with him.

Di Chu gave the driver the fare, and waved at the boy: "Hurry up, quickie, get out."

Seeing off the classmates next to each other, Di Chu almost forgot who the organizer of today was, it should be the idiot who poured three cups!

Qi Ling was standing on the side of the street smoking a cigarette, the early morning wind was refreshing, Qi Ling couldn't help but flipped through the calendar, it seemed that the autumnal equinox was almost here.The leaves that fell from the tree swayed far away on the waves of the wind, Qi Ling stared at it for a while, and then Di Chu slowly walked towards him.

The two of them wanted to have a drink at the same time, forgetting all about the scene of playing the game just now.Unexpectedly, the more he walked, the more energetic he became, Jiu Jin ran faster than the rabbit.

There's no way to pretend, and he's not an actor.

With a cigarette dangling from the corner of Di Chu's mouth, he felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach: "Shall we... walk back?"

"Look at you, it's not too far to go back." Qi Ling walked slowly, his heart was turbulent.

Qi Ling actually wanted to seriously find an opportunity to make it clear to Di Chu that I just like you, sir, so what's the matter.

It's the one I really like, the one that hurts when I put it in my hand, and the one that I want to be with you all the time.

So, can you think about it and give me a chance.

Qi Ling had never treated anyone so attentively before. In the first encounter, apart from joy, he was also apprehensive and nervous.

Qi Ling always felt that Di Chu was also interested in him, but every time Di Chu just stretched out a finger, he immediately retracted it like an electric shock.It's difficult for Qi Ling to think, and he dare not guess. Like Di Chu, he is an extremely proud person.

If no party takes the lead in compromising, both sides will suffer.

This game is not lost to any gold and iron horses. Their vague feelings seem to use Wanshan as the curtain, time as the battlefield, and fight every step of the way under the shadow of swords and swords.

It was the first time Qi Ling felt trembling with Di Chu, although he knew that he should not be cautious when he likes someone.

But Di Chu was different, he was afraid that if he didn't pay attention, this person would be like a desperate flower blooming in his body-withering in an instant.

"you……"

"I say……"

The two walked for a while, and couldn't help but speak at the same time.Looking at each other, Di Chu took a breath and said, "You go ahead."

Qi Ling gritted his teeth, taking advantage of the little alcohol left, thinking that it would be better to hit the sun than to choose another day, so let's make it clear today.

Cutting through the mess with a sharp knife, you will have to pass this level sooner or later.

If Di Chu refuses, let's go back to sleep tonight and live tomorrow as usual.

Although it might be a rough night.

No, it should be quite, extremely, special, top-level discomfort.

But if Di Chu just showed a slight liking for him, Qi Ling would decide not to let him go.The uncle has hit on you, not afraid of the heart that is not warm, not the ice that cannot be melted.

Qi Ling pointed to the bench on the small square opposite: "Would you like to sit over there?"

"I can't walk anymore? Did I drink too much, why don't I go home by car." Di Chu raised his eyebrows, seeing that Qi Ling was walking steadily, not like someone in trouble.

"I... have something to talk to you about."

Qi Ling bit the cigarette butt, lacking confidence in speaking.

Di Chu is a very transparent person, judging from the other party's expression and abnormal tone, combined with Qi Ling's performance recently, the two of them played so casually tonight.As for what Qi Ling wanted to say, he had an idea in his mind.

The two walked towards the bench in silence, each writing a draft in their hearts.

After Qi Ling sat down, he remained steady for two seconds. He couldn't hold back anymore, and turned his head to ask directly: "Chu, what do you think of me?"

"What do you think?" Di Chu held the cigarette between his fingers, leaned on the bench and looked at the empty street in front of him.

"Just...what do you think of me."

"You idiot."

"Fuck!" Qi Ling's courage, which he had built up through untold hardships, was almost thrown into outer space by this sentence, "I mean, do you have a crush on me?"

Di Chule: "What kind of affection? Is it the kind of affection for classmates, or the kind of affection for friends, cats and dogs, the uncle of the commissary, or the kind of affection for brothers?"

Qi Ling shook his shoulder: "Don't pretend, Di Chu, you know what I mean."

"But I want to pretend I don't know, okay?" Di Chu's alcoholism was still there, his eyes were foggy, and when he said this, he looked pitiful and aggrieved.

"Hey, fuck. Don't be like this." Qi Ling immediately faltered, "It's like I'm forcing you like a bastard."

"Yes, Qi Ling." Di Chu's eyes fixed on Qi Ling's, "You fucking bastard!"

"No, why are you openly cursing when you speak well?!"

Qi Ling said so, looking at Di Chu's reddened eye sockets, feeling distressed.

"Sure, I'm an asshole, I'm not a good thing. Come on, you continue to scold, and you're happy, okay?"

Di Chu suddenly fell silent, and turned to look across the street.

"Isn't it good to just live like this? Do you have to say it clearly?"

Qi Ling stood up suddenly, and stood in front of Di Chu like a mallet, forcing him to look up at him: "Di Chu, I fucking like you."

"It's as if you're in a fight." Di Chu looked at him, "Should we start a fight before we can continue talking?"

"Don't change the subject."

"What do you like about me?" Di Chu's eyes suddenly turned sore.He looked at the heroic and handsome young man in front of him, feeling distressed for no reason.

Di Chu has always been in awe of the word "like".

He thought, why do you like me, is it because you don't know me well.No one will really like me once they understand the fragility of my heart, my fearful soul.

After all, I never even liked myself.

This kind of liking is too shallow and too short, so shallow that maybe it’s okay to have a drink today, and so short that it will fade away when we say goodbye tomorrow.

Qi Ling said softly and firmly: "Although at this stage I don't understand how deep my feelings for you are."

"Then don't say it. If you don't understand, you should understand first." Di Chu said.

"Don't interrupt, I know." Qi Ling's mind was buzzing, feeling that the away Jiu Jin had come back to him, and he was dizzy, "I don't know how much I depend on you, but I'm just now I feel that every step you take, Di Chu, is the way to bring me home."

Come back home.

Startled, Di Chu looked at Qi Ling in disbelief.

This sentence is too heavy and heavy. For two teenagers who lacked a sense of family since childhood, a sentence like "You are my home, and I will take you home" must not be said casually.

"Qi Ling, do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know, I like you, I want to live with you."

A teenager's confession is always impulsive and eager, as if he wants to express all his emotions in words.At the same time, they also understand that the feebleness of language is far less than one ten-thousandth of the truth.

Di Chu bent down and poked out the cigarette on the ground: "Do you think we can live a lifetime together?"

"Why not, you don't believe me, or you don't believe yourself."

"Qi Ling, is this the first day you know me? Do you know what I want and what I'm afraid of? Do you know that an irresponsible confession will cause trouble to others?"

"So just promise me." Qi Ling leaned over, put his hands on his knees and looked at Di Chu, "Chu, admit it, you like me too."

Di Chu sneered: "Where does the confidence come from?"

"intrinsic."

"Qi Ling, anyone can talk. Isn't this kind of life not good? We go to school together, and after a year, we should each do what we should do. If we keep in touch in the future, we can still get together in three to five years. Isn't it good? .”

"No, nothing will be good without you." Qi Ling squatted down and placed his hands on Di Chu's knees, "Just tell me, do you have a crush on me?"

Di Chu was silent for a while: "I don't know."

Qi Ling smiled with his eyes bent: "I don't know, it means I have a chance, right?"

"Why does it have to be me?" Di Chu pulled Qi Ling to sit beside her, "Squatting and talking doesn't bother my back."

"I have a strong waist, do you want to try it?" Qi Ling poured shamelessly on Di Chu, anyway, I drank a lot tonight, so I am crazy about drinking!

"Fuck," Di Chu said happily, "You really can't fucking talk properly."

"Then what do you think?"

Di Chu turned his head to the side and pressed Qi Ling's forehead uncharacteristically.At the same time, the two remembered the scene of drinking while singing: "Why did you say it today?"

"My pleasure."

Qi Ling's peripheral vision is full of Di Chu's beautiful lips, he really wants to taste it again.The moment the tip of their tongues touched while drinking, they almost screamed out of joy.

"When I say I like you today, it doesn't mean that I just figured out that I like you today, but that I can't hold back that day."

Di Chu put his hands on Qi Ling's shoulders, thinking how beer has more stamina than red wine.

Now the stamina has turned up violently, what is wrong with it.

"Qi Ling, you know why I'm not used to it.

"I'm not used to unpredictable things, people who will leave at any time, and someone who cares too much about me, and I don't know how to respond.

"You know all of this."

Qi Ling felt Di Chu's body temperature creeping down his shoulders into his heart, it was so hot that his heart trembled.

"I won't be like your parents, I won't."

Di Chu bit his lip, feeling that his eyes hurt too much, the wine he drank tonight probably needs to be discharged in a fucking way.

If you knew me then, you'd forgive me* now.

And Qi Ling did it, he has this understanding, so he directly poked Di Chu's most secret and shady heart.

Di Chu's head rested on Qi Ling's shoulder, and the two were like two leaves clinging to each other in the sea.

"Qi Ling, the worst day is not when everyone leaves me, not when everyone leaves the stage in my world, or when I get lost and the future is uncertain. It's when I make up my mind to pack my luggage and decide to leave Today, day after tomorrow, the world is big, and when I was alone with my sword, a man suddenly appeared.

"This person hugged me tightly and told me, let's go, I'll take you home. Or tell me that in the long journey of life, I will go to the same destination with you. I can't help it, I can't help being excited, I can't help it I couldn't help being tempted, so I sold my bags and put my sword back into its sheath. But suddenly one day, that person disappeared again.

"Now, you are like this to me."

After Di Chu finished speaking, Qi Ling's initial impulse disappeared.

Childish, so fucking childish!

Qi Ling, have you considered the future, have you considered why Di Chu always stretches out his hand and then retracts it.

Can you afford it in the days to come?

But even though Qi Ling thought so, what he lacked most in the past ten years was a lonesome courage.

Call him crazy, or call him stubborn.

With Di Chu in front of his eyes, he couldn't just let it go.

"I was impulsive at first, sorry." Qi Ling twirled a few times with the tip of his tongue against the cigarette butt.

Di Chu understood that Qi Ling had figured it out, but what he said probably meant giving up.

Di Chu couldn't tell what kind of disappointment he felt in his heart. He obviously asked others to think clearly, but now he was disappointed again!

With a cigarette in his mouth, Qi Ling continued, "Then let's change the method, can you try it with me?"

Di Chu raised his head suddenly, staring at Qi Ling's unclear face on the dark road.

Can't read emotions.

"Let's take a detour and take our time. If one day I can really walk into your heart, you will be with me again." Qi Ling raised his hand to caress Di Chu's face, his fingertips touched him lightly and trembled eyelashes.These amber eyes are too alluring, Qi Ling is reluctant to walk out of them.

Di Chu's heart was about to melt, a hot liquid dripped down his eye sockets, and he didn't feel it.

How could Qi Ling be like this, why is this person like this.

I am not wronged. In the past 17 years, I have not been wronged at all.How could I be wronged, I didn't even shed tears.

But when I see you, I feel wronged.I can't stop the tears, what the hell is wrong with me.

"Qi Ling, I have nothing. I have no sense of responsibility, no patience, no ambition, and no self-motivation. What the hell do you like about me!"

Di Chu roared, his eyes were red.The streetlights flickered on and then dimmed.Qi Ling could no longer see his own shadow in Di Chu's pupils, and the two stared at each other in the darkness.

Qi Ling said word by word: "You have, you have everything, you have."

Everyone longs for someone to understand their softness and share their warmth.

In the most desperate time, who has not longed for a ray of light to illuminate the way forward.On this road, there are enthusiasm and hope, as well as struggle and repetition.

When a little light shines into the darkness, it is enough to support everyone to pursue.

In the end, we went from far away to far away, traveled across mountains, rivers and seas, and went to a grand meeting to see ourselves clearly.

Di Chu couldn't say anything anymore, I really drank too much tonight, don't drink so much again, don't play around like this again.What the hell is going on, it's so fucking embarrassing.

For the first time in his life, Di Chu hugged someone else's neck and cried so freely.

I don't know if it's the effect of alcohol, or if it's because this person is Qi Ling that he dares to be so presumptuous.

I'm crying, I don't care who the hell I love!

At this moment, Di Chu finally remembered the faces of his dead parents.I thought of the pool of blood downstairs, the domestic violence I had suffered, and the days when I was struggling to suppress myself.

Whoever is not wronged, who says not wronged.

I'm fucking wronged to death!

But I could only grit my teeth and suck the blood, hold back my tears and eat, swallowing.

Whoever is not wronged, Lu Yunheyue, who is eight thousand miles away, is less strenuous than the other.

Qi Ling hugged Di Chu, rubbing his chin lightly on the top of his head: "Honey, I'm here."

I am here.

Di Chu suddenly raised his head, pulled Qi Ling's front with his hand, and kissed her.

Kissing is different from the first time you taste it, and it's different from playing a game when you touch and release it.

Di Chu's lips pressed tightly against Qi Ling's, as if he wanted to prove something.The aura belonging to Di Chu was rampant, Qi Ling was stunned for a second, and immediately turned against the guest.The two are like lions venting, biting each other, using pain to prove each other's existence.

The tip of the tongue stirs the fluid in the opponent's mouth, it's mine, it's all mine.

The tip of the tongue is mine, the teeth are mine, the lips are mine, everything about this person is mine.

The breath of the two people's kiss was chaotic, Qi Ling's arms around Di Chu's waist kept tightening, and his legs became weak after bursts of heavy panting.

"Fuck, take it easy!"

Di Chu tasted the blood on the tip of his tongue, and quickly backed away.

Qi Ling didn't let go of her hug, her voice was low and hoarse: "Don't move, let me hug you for a while."

Di Chu glanced down: "Fuck."

"Sweetie." Qi Ling rested his forehead on Di Chu's chest, his voice trembling at the end of his words.

Di Chu stretched out his hand to rub Qi Ling's short-shaved hair, it was hard and prickly.

That day, the two didn't struggle with whether they wanted to be together or not.

Qi Ling didn't ask any more questions, and Di Chu didn't answer any more.

The two were walking home, Qi Ling's arm rested on Di Chu's shoulder.

At that moment, Di Chu almost believed forever.

Sometimes, making a choice doesn't require a specific ritual.

Two people who really should be together don't necessarily need to say clearly: Let's be together.

Everyone expresses love in different ways, and what some people can give is companionship.

There are many similar moments of major decision-making on the road of life. The day when it happened may be ordinary and ordinary like thousands of days and nights in the past.But one day, when you suddenly look back and savor those choices carefully again, you will find that every seemingly simple decision you make will affect your future path.

After all, destiny is a gear bucking a gear, leading to an unknown front.

Therefore, Di Chu only responded to Qi Ling with this presumptuous kiss.

Let's be together, then I will listen to you.

No matter how much darkness you experience, you still have to love!A thousand cups of wine is rare when you meet a bosom friend, and cherish each other when you meet an opponent in chess.

You come and go artificially, you want the hottest kiss, the lover's fluttering lips, and the lingering hug and stay together.

Day and night, gentle and lingering.

come!Who is afraid of whom!

All epiphanies are squeezed out of confusion.Squeeze out the bitter juice, leaving the dregs.In the end, I drank the pot of bitter water in my arms, soothe my nerves and refresh my mind, and everything will be fine.

Close the most tired eyes and walk through that gloomy life.

Since then, I have been a gentle and unreasonable person.

Gentleness is left to the lover, and unreasonableness is also left to the lover.

I don't want to drink bitter juice anymore, I just want to be fed sweet cakes and live a good life.

Forget how to cook good medicine with blood and tears.

When entering the house, Di Chu suddenly pushed Qi Ling outside: "Stop."

"Master! What time is it! You're so sleepy!" Qi Ling held the door, in case Di Chu committed a slap and locked him out.

"There's something you need to explain to me." Di Chu snorted coldly.

"Say what you say," Qi Ling was terrified.

"Did you have a good time with that flirt in the toilet?"

"What toilet..."

"I asked you if you are happy!"

Di Chu suddenly raised his voice, looking like he was going to continue drinking to pretend to be crazy.

Qi Ling recalled for a while, and then from some corner of his mind, he turned up the bloody past when the two met for the first time: "I'll go, baby. I really didn't do anything."

"You think I'm mentally retarded?! Why can't he be so happy?!"

"I really didn't!" Qi Ling almost cried, "It was only a verbal flirtation, but that day he suddenly called me to the bathroom and said he needed to find me. I had a lot of things to do that day, my mind was messed up, so I didn't think much about following him in. "

"Oh." Di Chu sneered, "And then we got involved."

"Really not! He took off his pants, and my clothes are not messed up. I admit, I thought it was funny at first. I wanted to pat him on the shoulder and tell him that the toilet was unhygienic, but he called himself a shit. Then you come in."

Di Chu ignored him and walked into the living room.

"Believe me, I really didn't do anything, I never did anything to anyone, and it's even more impossible to do anything to others in the future."

Qi Ling stepped forward to hold Di Chu, and almost knelt down to greet Lafayette.

Di Chu is not such a stingy person, so let's just keep this matter in his mind. In fact, he can't remember exactly what happened that day.

But Qi Ling did not even mess up his clothes.

"If you don't flirt, can others do that?" Di Chu leaned on the sofa and looked at him.

Qi Ling: "I was wrong, and I will never do it again in the future. I won't fall into your hands, right? It's good for us to be together."

Di Chu took the time to think about his past, he has done stupid things, and he has teased quite a few people.Apart from not having done any intimate things, she and Qi Ling are pretty much the same.

Di Chu lightly kicked Qi Ling: "Yes, we are together, this is called eliminating harm for the people."

The two looked at each other, having fun for a while.

I couldn't stop laughing so much, I laughed so much that all my emotions flew away tonight, and I laughed like a golden wind and jade dew.

Di Chuxiao stopped, and suddenly thought of something: "Do you want to go on a trip on National Day?"

Qi Ling showed two canine teeth, and smiled complacently: "Go, no matter where you go, I will go with you."

The author has something to say:

Note:"*"

① "If... the present me" Eileen Chang

This chapter...was written more effortlessly than the previous one...it must be a more important turning point.

Not only are they finally together, but they also explain some of the previous things.

There are some words in the middle, which I also want to say to my heart.

Recently, many sweethearts have passed the college entrance examination, or the high school entrance examination.Every watershed is a decision point.

The path of life is all chosen by oneself, and many times you will feel extremely confused now.

Be brave and step out.If you're at a low point right now, you think, it can't be any worse than where you are right now.

Come on!Roll up your sleeves and do it!

Who is afraid of who!

That's how I got out of it back then.

Alright, alright~~~ These two idiots are going to travel afterward~ After the trip, there will be a sports meeting~ After the sports meeting is over, there will be a concert~~ Oh my god!Why are you so excited hahahaha——

There is always something to do when traveling! (little honeymoon????

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