flirting without breaking the law
Chapter 24
In the early morning of the next day, Qi Ling felt for the place beside him in a daze.
empty.There is residual temperature.
Qi Ling didn't move, and waited for a few seconds before opening his eyes, hey, it's really ruthless!But if he woke up first, he would probably continue to pretend to be asleep.
The painting style last night was so bizarre that the two of them didn't necessarily want to see each other's faces in bed this morning.
I'm afraid there will be a fight, kill people and keep secrets!
After all, dead people don't speak.
Qi Ling chuckled twice in his heart, moved to where Di Chu slept last night, and buried his face on the pillow where Di Chu slept.It's this kind of smell, Qi Ling thought, like dry cedar mixed with woody fragrance.
Soothing, with a taste of freedom.Just like Di Chu, apart from his superficial uninhibitedness, he is gentle and free.
Qi Ling lay on the pillow with nostalgia, quietly breathing for a while the pheromones that belonged to Di Chu.Later, I really couldn't bear it, and I had to meet this person to relieve my longing.
Qi Ling was strolling towards the living room in his pajamas, and when he passed the door of Di Chu's room, he looked in, but there was no one there.
A tangy aroma came from the kitchen, Qi Ling changed his route, walked towards the kitchen and took a few seconds to think about what the opening speech should be.
But when Uncle Qi stood at the door of the kitchen, he was speechless for a moment.
Di Chu was also wearing pajamas, with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows, revealing a long white and delicate forearm.The overwhelming morning light behind him streamed in from the window, setting off Di Chuming's beautiful face.His shoulder-length black hair was tipped with gold, and his fingers were long and slender as he held a spoon.Even the loose and styleless pajamas were worn out of style by him.
Upside down the style of all beings.
"All living beings" is Qi Ling.
"I'm wondering if that kid Qi Chi bought pajamas wholesale." Qi Ling smacked the picture in front of him again in his mind, staring at Di Chu and thinking of a bad topic.
Di Chu glanced at him: "Don't doubt it, it's obvious. The pajamas of the three of us are exactly the same, didn't you just find out?"
"Oh, I didn't notice." Qi Ling shrugged.
I usually go out after changing clothes in my room, but it is rare to see people wandering around in pajamas like this today.
Di Chu slowly stirred the porridge in the pot, and said, "I told the heartless that we asked for leave together, and he agreed."
"You call the boss heartless?" Qi Ling smiled, "Boss must be so sad. It was so hard to get a flower bone that I was willing to hold in the palm of my hand. Hey, I didn't expect the flower heart to be black."
"Are you looking for a beating early in the morning?" Di Chu cursed, but laughed like an idiot, "If you don't get mad because of your lack of heart, it means that your mental quality is strong enough, and I'm nothing. "
As long as one of the two laughs first, the other can't help it: "You have to learn to figure out the boss' intentions, there must be a reason why he treats you so well."
"Yeah, he's so kind to me," Di Chu thought, thinking that tomorrow's game will turn into a streaking gorilla, "He wants me to die."
Qi Ling took advantage of the time when Di Chu was serving dinner to wash up, and when he returned to the dining table, he found that the two of them had changed their clothes tacitly.
One black T-shirt per person, gray sports pants.
The taste is quite similar.
"Sit down and eat, the side dishes are not spicy." Di Chu put his chopsticks on Qi Ling's bowl.
Qi Ling didn't understand why the anger between the two of them had disappeared inexplicably since they woke up this morning.Occasionally fight a few words, and will not go any further.
"Why don't you mix some spicy kimchi, it will be more refreshing after eating." Qi Ling drank the porridge, and the plump rice grains mixed with the aroma filled his mouth.Depend on!This is so much more refreshing than spicy kimchi!
Di Chu was replying a message to Xu Lu, and said casually: "People who are going to have a concert next month probably don't want a voice."
Qi Ling paused, although it didn't really have much impact, but it was his habit for many years, how did Di Chu know.
Qi Ling looked at him and said nothing.
After a while, Di Chu raised his eyelids and glanced, and said, "Oh, Wang Li told me."
Qi Ling's eyes lit up immediately, and he felt that he was acting too obviously, so he immediately pretended to be calm.
"Oh? What's the matter? It's not important, I..."
"Don't act, don't be hypocritical." Di Chu said, "I'm going to throw up everything I eat."
"Hold."
The corners of Qi Ling's eyes twitched, as expected any peace was a fucking illusion.
Di Chu was busy replying to Xu Lu's message, and didn't care about Qi Ling's ever-changing inner drama at all.
—Lu Zi, please ask Auntie if desensitization treatment is reliable.
—What are you allergic to?Is it the disease of "I can't sleep when I don't see the male god Xu Lu".
—Go away, look at your fucking face.Lao Tzu fainted.
- Sick of blood?What's wrong, I remember you didn't faint before.
—…Xu Lu, do you know how to chat? I haven't noticed for so many years that your IQ is so low that you can't focus.
—Yes, your uncle, haemorrhage desensitization treatment, everything else is nonsense.
—Is chatting like this earlier a waste of arranging?
—Fuck, you're the only one talking to me like that.By the way, Chu, what are you doing on National Day next month.
Di Chu was taken aback, so quickly, next month will be October.
It has been two months since I came to this place.
For a moment, I couldn't figure out what mood I was in.
— I don’t know, are you on vacation?
—Let it go for three days, Juejue Shitai has brought disaster to the whole grade.When the whole of China is still immersed in the joy of the motherland's birthday, we have already begun to be forced to contribute to the future of the motherland.Do you want me to come and see you?
-Need not.no need.
—What do you mean unnecessary?I haven't seen you for two months.
—Longer, you don’t have to see me for two years, so you don’t bother me.
-Hold!early!You are not fucking mean!
—Yeah, the first day you met me.
—Chengchengcheng, what are you talking about, hit the street!
Di Chu put down his phone only to realize that Qi Ling on the opposite side was staring at him all the time: "Want to fight? Staring so affectionately."
"Who are you sending messages to? You are so happy." Qi Ling couldn't restrain the sourness in his words, so sour that his teeth ached and he was refreshed.
"Xu Lu." Di Chu said.
Originally, Di Chu wanted to ask Qi Ling what his plans were for the National Day, but after thinking about it, he didn't ask.The two of them never got to know each other well, and according to the normal development of the plot, Qi Ling would spend time in the underground plaza during holidays.
After all, the band still has a lot to deal with.
"Are there any arrangements for today?" Qi Ling packed up the dishes and put them back in the kitchen.
"Not washing?" Di Chu asked.
"Leave it to Qi Chi."
Qi Ling looked righteous, and Qi Chi, who was sitting in the classroom at this moment, trembled violently.
"Someone is fucking thinking of me again." Qi Chi turned his head and whispered to Luo Zhi.
Luo Zhi put the snack in his hand behind the upright book: "Say something to comfort you—Wen Rushui is thinking of you."
"Damn." Qi Chi smiled and kicked him under the table, and continued to listen to the class seriously.
Di Chu got up and put the phone in his pocket: "Then let's go."
"Where are you going?" Qi Ling was confused.
Di Chu turned his head and smiled, like a beam of light hitting the bottom of the clear water.
"Didn't you say go to psychological counseling?"
The psychological counselor Qi Ling found was an acquaintance, and his speech was quite reliable.Di Chu didn't know how to be reliable, but when he was standing on the street with tattoos, Di Chu really wanted to open Qi Ling to see how "reliable" was written in this idiot's mind.
Qi Ling was obviously calmer than Di Chu. As he walked forward, he argued with his words: "It's normal, and all psychological counselors with personality are like this. Do you know what this is called? A big hermit in the city!"
"Continue to make up." Di Chu fidgeted out of his bag for a cigarette.
"Forget it, I'm too lazy to make it up." Qi Ling picked out the incongruous "big hermit hidden in the city" among the only literary accomplishments, and couldn't figure out any new words.
Di Chu tied up her hair smoothly: "Why do I want to kill someone so much?"
Di Chu didn't know what kind of personality a psychological counselor needs, and he didn't know what kind of powerful counseling room would be mixed in a row, as if he had entered the tattoo street of gangster gangs, but when Qi Ling took him to a closed white room In front of the door, Di Chu faintly felt that his previous feelings were all wrong.
It seems to be something like that.
On the pure white gate is engraved with a big gilt character - Zen.
"Qi Ling, do you believe in Buddhism?" Di Chu said.
"Ah." Qi Ling smoked a cigarette, "I don't believe it."
"If you don't believe me, your mother took me to the temple. Do you want a harmonious society? Are you looking for a cigarette?"
"It's not too late to smoke me after you go in."
Qi Ling raised his eyebrows, and pushed the white door open as if determined to win.Di Chu followed behind, and what caught his eyes was still pure white.There is no shadow here, every corner and every straight line is well defined.
Expose to the pure white world.
There is nowhere to hide.
Qi Ling rang the bell at the entrance and called out, "Fourth Sister!"
Di Chu couldn't help but wonder who this female consultant who Qi Ling honestly called Fourth Sister was, and Qi Ling's name was quite serious.
"Xiao Ling, right? Come in directly!"
The voice seemed to be coming from the living room.
Qi Ling led Di Chu inside, and after passing a screen, the decoration became quite different again.The main color is still white, many landscape photos are hung on the wall, and a photography wall is made in the corridor.
Under each photo is written the shooting location, time, and a small diary like a story.
The owner of these photos is very careful, and Di Chu inexplicably has a good impression of this consultant who has never masked.
Walking inside, there is nothing but a few wooden chairs and a long sofa for receiving guests.
Very simple.
"That's it?" Di Chu couldn't help asking in surprise.
"What else?" A female voice came from behind.
Di Chu turned around and saw the person called "Fourth Sister" standing behind them, holding two glasses of water.His temperament is cold, his starry eyes are bright and his teeth stand out beautifully.Her long hair was tied into a neat ponytail at the back of her head, and she was wearing a long linen dress, capable and casual.
"How long does Fourth Sister plan to stay this time?" Qi Ling stepped forward to take the water glass, and sat down on the sofa carelessly, just like his own home.
"Sit whatever you want." The fourth sister greeted Di Chu, walked to the living room by herself, and sat on the floor quite casually.
Di Chu stood alone, feeling a little confused for a moment.
The consultant was sitting casually on the ground, and Qi Ling was lying on the sofa like an old man. The atmosphere didn't look like a serious consulting room.
What the hell am I here for.
Di Chu almost forgot the original intention of coming here for consultation.
"Stay for a month at most, and the schedule is very tight." The fourth sister leaned back, supporting the clean marble floor with her hands.
After a while, Di Chuke sat down on the floor casually.
The fourth sister gave him an intriguing look, but he was a very polite young man.
"Are you here for consultation?" Fourth Sister asked, and then stretched out her right hand, "Chen An, just call me Fourth Sister. I'm not a professional psychological counselor, so you can tell me anything."
Di Chu snorted, and almost threw Qi Ling out of the window before standing up.
what the hell!
"Di Chu, I want to consult about desensitization treatment." Relying on the good education accumulated in the previous 17 years, Di Chu shook Chen An's hand.
"Desensitization treatment?" Chen An didn't understand, "Xiao Ling, if you don't take him to the hospital, what will you send me here?"
Di Chu rushed to this sentence, and suddenly had a little confidence in Chen An, after all, he was telling the truth.
Holding a cigarette in his hand, Qi Ling didn't dare to light it. He stared at the no-smoking sign on the wall in a daze: "He's dizzy, it's caused by psychology. I'll show it to you first, and you want to send me to the hospital in the end to explain this matter." It's quite big."
When Chen An heard this, he guessed in his heart that the cause and effect of this matter might not be that simple.
"Okay, then you go out first. I'll talk to him." Chen An raised his chin to Qi Ling, signaling him to move quickly.
Qi Ling: "You never kicked me out before."
"Sit a little longer? The cigarette in your hand may be what it is."
Qi Ling looked down at the squashed cigarette in his hand, and went out happily.
As soon as Qi Ling left, Di Chu became inexplicably nervous.Changing his sitting position, Di Chu lowered his head and found that Chen An also had flower tattoos on his arms.
Feeling Di Chu's gaze, Chen An immediately raised his arm and asked, "Do you mind?"
"Oh, I don't mind." Di Chu shook his head, "It's just that I didn't expect it."
The flower arm does not match Chen An's aloof and aloof temperament.
Chen An smiled: "I don't think the flower arm will represent my possessions."
Di Chu was taken aback. If Chen An gave him basic trust just now, now Chen An said that the flower arm does not represent her own, which directly poked Di Chu's heart.
There are many traits in people, just like Di Chu himself, the tyrannical appearance does not mean everything.
It is far from being able to judge one side by one point.
Di Chu was silent for a long time, and said: "My bloodsickness is caused by the day after tomorrow, because of an accident."
"Major accident?"
"Uh... um."
"It's normal. A major change is like a stone thrown into a pool at a critical moment in life. Some people just cause a ripple, and some people seem to turn over a tsunami."
Di Chu still wanted to say something later, so he looked away from the screen quickly and crampedly, but finally held back his words.
"It's my parents." Chen An said, "Xiao Ling leaked some information to me, but that's all. I hope you don't mind. After all, I need to know about your situation before you come."
"It's okay." Di Chu shook his head, without denying it.
Chen An was silent for a while, so long that Di Chu almost forgot the existence of this person.
"Have you adapted to it now?" Chen An said, "Have you adapted to my existence in this consulting room?"
"Ah," Di Chu was taken aback, "Fortunately, I don't really dislike being with strangers."
"I just want you to adapt to me, it will help you expose your true reaction to me."
"Are all psychological counselors like this?" Di Chu couldn't hold back.
Chen An laughed loudly: "I'll go, boy, did anyone remind you that you can easily be beaten for speaking like this?"
"I said it," Di Chu couldn't help but glanced out of the screen again, "but I'm lucky, I haven't been beaten so far."
"Tsk." Chen An shook his head with a smile, "If you want to talk about your parents, I'll tell you how to perform desensitization treatment, and you can choose by yourself?"
"Are the counselors so irresponsible?"
Chen An's bright eyes stared at him: "No, it's just me. After all, I'm half-baked."
"Success, tell me." Di Chu had no choice but to smash the jar, who the hell was it because of.
For whom!
"There are two basic methods of psychotherapy." Chen An took a sip of the water glass at hand, "One is gradual, which gradually reduces the fearful reaction until you see blood without any other abnormalities.
"A kind of slam method, you have to face the horror reaction directly until you calm down. How to say, this method is not recommended, because you have to go through the most terrifying apex. The reaction of haloemia is a loss of consciousness, so the slam method Not much effect."
Di Chu nodded, these few words were quite reasonable, and he immediately grasped them in his heart.
"How many stages does it roughly divide into?"
Chen An tilted his head to look at the photographs on the wall, thought for a while, and said, "Roughly four steps. The first step is to find the cause. According to psychoanalysis theory, finding the sensitive cause will relieve the symptoms. After finding the cause, You have to allow yourself to accept this fact and keep reminding yourself that this mental cue counts.
"The second step is to imagine the scene reappearing. You have to imagine the horror situation very realistically and experience your own physiological reaction. If you experience that the severity of each attack is getting less and less, then this step is OK.
"The third step is to take the initiative to expose the problem. If you are prepared to take the initiative to face the horror situation, you may have a slight reaction, but you can overcome it, so as to successfully suppress the onset of symptoms. It is unlikely to succeed once, and you need to be yourself in the later stage. Constantly consolidate.
"The fourth step is the final test. This depends on luck," Chen An said honestly. "When you have the opportunity to actually experience the terrifying situation that made you have an abnormal reaction again, you have to face it directly and then test your reaction."
After listening to Chen An's words, Di Chu roughly understood what she meant.
"I'll... try."
"Can you remember it after such a long time? Do you want to add a WeChat message and I will send it to you?" Chen An said.
"Well, let's scan the QR code." Di Chu took out his phone.
Chen An added it successfully, bowed his head and said suddenly: "The style of Moments is pretty good."
Why does this person have the problem of looking through other people's circle of friends before adding friends.
The corner of Di Chu's mouth twitched.
"Huh? This Xiao Ling?" Chen An cried out in astonishment, and then started laughing wildly, spilling more than half of the water in the glass.
Di Chucai remembered the video posted on Moments earlier, and immediately laughed.
The corners of her lips could not be suppressed.
It wasn't until Chen An calmed down that Di Chu continued to ask, "Is that the case?"
I feel that I have nothing to say to this half-assed consultant.
Chen An rolled his eyes like black grapes, and said, "What do you want from your future partner? Describe it in one sentence."
After a while, Di Chu said: "Good-looking skins are all the same, but interesting souls are one in a thousand."
Chen An didn't give him time to think, and continued to ask: "Is Xiao Ling good-looking?"
The image of Qi Ling's whole person played back in Di Chu's mind instantly.
Slanted eyebrows, high nose, sea-like eyes, sexy lips, and those cute canine teeth.Broad shoulders, strong waist, straight legs, straight buttocks, and well-fitting abs and latissimus dorsi.
"It looks good." Di Chu said truthfully.
"Is Xiao Ling interesting?"
Di Chu didn't react and fell into the trap, anyway, he just recalled Qi Ling's behavior like going along with the current.
If you can play the piano, you can play the drums, and if you can change the tune, you can sing.When dancing, the look is flying, when fighting, it is tricky and ruthless.When you are annoying, you will talk coquettishly, and when you are considerate, you will scratch people's hearts.It's like a glass of cocktail, the more you drink it, the more you can taste a different taste.
"It's interesting." Di Chu said truthfully.
"Good-looking and interesting people are really hard to find."
Chen An looked at him and smiled casually.
The deep meaning of this sentence made Di Chu dare not think about it.
That's right, why didn't I find Qi Ling so good-looking before, why didn't I find Qi Ling so interesting before.
Di Chu buried his head and said nothing, Chen An stood up from the ground.
"That's it for today. You go back and have a good rest. I will send you a copy of the desensitization treatment on WeChat later. You take it slowly according to your actual situation."
Di Chu was still engrossed in the thought of why this idiot Qi Ling suddenly became "good-looking and interesting", and followed Chen An to the outside of the screen.
Suddenly Qi Ling jumped out, and the two almost missed each other.
"Hold."
"Hold."
The two cursed at the same time.
But after seeing the other party clearly, Qi Ling didn't speak, but Di Chu frowned and said irritably, "What's wrong with you walking silently!"
Qi Ling stared at his ears, wanting to ask why your ears are so red.
Chen An waved to Qi Ling: "Di Chu, wait here, Xiao Ling, come here."
Qi Ling followed her like a follower.
"How's the situation?" Qi Ling was a little nervous.
Chen An shrugged: "What can a half-assed consultant do?"
"I'll go, don't pretend to be you, it's enough for him to pretend. Say it quickly."
"High school encounters major changes and is in a period of rebellion. These things are likely to produce a butterfly effect and cause a situation out of control in the future. What you have to do in the future is to continue to give him correct and positive guidance. From a psychological point of view, this principle It's very simple." Chen An paused, "Forget it, you don't understand even if I say it. Just let him get rid of the status quo and do what he likes."
"For example?" Qi Ling was like a stick.
Chen An glanced at him, like you, idiot!
For example, if he likes you, he likes you so much that you don't know it, and he himself doesn't know it.
"Take him out for a walk when you have time, and you can do it at this stage."
"Why does it have to be me?" Although Qi Ling was very happy.
Chen An didn't speak, and waved his hand to let him go.
Yeah, why it has to be you.
Go ask Di Chu, why he is only willing to tell you about his parents, why he always subconsciously looks behind the screen to look for your shadow when he is doing consultations, and why he says you are good-looking and interesting.
Chen An didn't tell the truth, the young people had to experience it themselves.
Looking at the situation, that day is coming soon.
When Qi Ling and Di Chu walked out of the white door, they suddenly saw the photo hanging by the door.
"This is?" Di Chu couldn't help pointing.
In the photo, the girl next to Chen An had short hair and a wanton smile.
"Oh, this." Qi Ling opened the door, "Fourth Sister's girlfriend."
"girlfriend?"
"Yes."
The two of them planned to walk back, and the whole afternoon passed quietly in the consultation room.Just like this life, too much time always flows by without paying attention.
Di Chu has been thinking about the last question Chen An asked—whether Qi Ling is good-looking and interesting.
He always felt that something seemed to break out of the cage, stirring inside him for a long time.But now he is still indulging in the deep sea where there is no light source, fear and confusion dormant quietly like a whale.
He has stayed here since many years ago, for too long, and he does not know how to break through the water barrier thousands of meters above him.
And now, the spider thread that took him out appeared.
It appeared earth-shattering, yet seemed to be silent.
"Tomorrow is the match." Di Chu said suddenly.
"Yeah, our special show has finally arrived."
Qi Ling smiled sideways in the afterglow of the setting sun in midsummer.The tiger teeth are perverted and heroic.
The street lamps are lit up on the street, like pearls in the deep sea, extending to the end of the sky.
Di Chu fixedly looked at Qi Ling, thinking——
When you feel that a person is good-looking and interesting, is it a big deal?
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empty.There is residual temperature.
Qi Ling didn't move, and waited for a few seconds before opening his eyes, hey, it's really ruthless!But if he woke up first, he would probably continue to pretend to be asleep.
The painting style last night was so bizarre that the two of them didn't necessarily want to see each other's faces in bed this morning.
I'm afraid there will be a fight, kill people and keep secrets!
After all, dead people don't speak.
Qi Ling chuckled twice in his heart, moved to where Di Chu slept last night, and buried his face on the pillow where Di Chu slept.It's this kind of smell, Qi Ling thought, like dry cedar mixed with woody fragrance.
Soothing, with a taste of freedom.Just like Di Chu, apart from his superficial uninhibitedness, he is gentle and free.
Qi Ling lay on the pillow with nostalgia, quietly breathing for a while the pheromones that belonged to Di Chu.Later, I really couldn't bear it, and I had to meet this person to relieve my longing.
Qi Ling was strolling towards the living room in his pajamas, and when he passed the door of Di Chu's room, he looked in, but there was no one there.
A tangy aroma came from the kitchen, Qi Ling changed his route, walked towards the kitchen and took a few seconds to think about what the opening speech should be.
But when Uncle Qi stood at the door of the kitchen, he was speechless for a moment.
Di Chu was also wearing pajamas, with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows, revealing a long white and delicate forearm.The overwhelming morning light behind him streamed in from the window, setting off Di Chuming's beautiful face.His shoulder-length black hair was tipped with gold, and his fingers were long and slender as he held a spoon.Even the loose and styleless pajamas were worn out of style by him.
Upside down the style of all beings.
"All living beings" is Qi Ling.
"I'm wondering if that kid Qi Chi bought pajamas wholesale." Qi Ling smacked the picture in front of him again in his mind, staring at Di Chu and thinking of a bad topic.
Di Chu glanced at him: "Don't doubt it, it's obvious. The pajamas of the three of us are exactly the same, didn't you just find out?"
"Oh, I didn't notice." Qi Ling shrugged.
I usually go out after changing clothes in my room, but it is rare to see people wandering around in pajamas like this today.
Di Chu slowly stirred the porridge in the pot, and said, "I told the heartless that we asked for leave together, and he agreed."
"You call the boss heartless?" Qi Ling smiled, "Boss must be so sad. It was so hard to get a flower bone that I was willing to hold in the palm of my hand. Hey, I didn't expect the flower heart to be black."
"Are you looking for a beating early in the morning?" Di Chu cursed, but laughed like an idiot, "If you don't get mad because of your lack of heart, it means that your mental quality is strong enough, and I'm nothing. "
As long as one of the two laughs first, the other can't help it: "You have to learn to figure out the boss' intentions, there must be a reason why he treats you so well."
"Yeah, he's so kind to me," Di Chu thought, thinking that tomorrow's game will turn into a streaking gorilla, "He wants me to die."
Qi Ling took advantage of the time when Di Chu was serving dinner to wash up, and when he returned to the dining table, he found that the two of them had changed their clothes tacitly.
One black T-shirt per person, gray sports pants.
The taste is quite similar.
"Sit down and eat, the side dishes are not spicy." Di Chu put his chopsticks on Qi Ling's bowl.
Qi Ling didn't understand why the anger between the two of them had disappeared inexplicably since they woke up this morning.Occasionally fight a few words, and will not go any further.
"Why don't you mix some spicy kimchi, it will be more refreshing after eating." Qi Ling drank the porridge, and the plump rice grains mixed with the aroma filled his mouth.Depend on!This is so much more refreshing than spicy kimchi!
Di Chu was replying a message to Xu Lu, and said casually: "People who are going to have a concert next month probably don't want a voice."
Qi Ling paused, although it didn't really have much impact, but it was his habit for many years, how did Di Chu know.
Qi Ling looked at him and said nothing.
After a while, Di Chu raised his eyelids and glanced, and said, "Oh, Wang Li told me."
Qi Ling's eyes lit up immediately, and he felt that he was acting too obviously, so he immediately pretended to be calm.
"Oh? What's the matter? It's not important, I..."
"Don't act, don't be hypocritical." Di Chu said, "I'm going to throw up everything I eat."
"Hold."
The corners of Qi Ling's eyes twitched, as expected any peace was a fucking illusion.
Di Chu was busy replying to Xu Lu's message, and didn't care about Qi Ling's ever-changing inner drama at all.
—Lu Zi, please ask Auntie if desensitization treatment is reliable.
—What are you allergic to?Is it the disease of "I can't sleep when I don't see the male god Xu Lu".
—Go away, look at your fucking face.Lao Tzu fainted.
- Sick of blood?What's wrong, I remember you didn't faint before.
—…Xu Lu, do you know how to chat? I haven't noticed for so many years that your IQ is so low that you can't focus.
—Yes, your uncle, haemorrhage desensitization treatment, everything else is nonsense.
—Is chatting like this earlier a waste of arranging?
—Fuck, you're the only one talking to me like that.By the way, Chu, what are you doing on National Day next month.
Di Chu was taken aback, so quickly, next month will be October.
It has been two months since I came to this place.
For a moment, I couldn't figure out what mood I was in.
— I don’t know, are you on vacation?
—Let it go for three days, Juejue Shitai has brought disaster to the whole grade.When the whole of China is still immersed in the joy of the motherland's birthday, we have already begun to be forced to contribute to the future of the motherland.Do you want me to come and see you?
-Need not.no need.
—What do you mean unnecessary?I haven't seen you for two months.
—Longer, you don’t have to see me for two years, so you don’t bother me.
-Hold!early!You are not fucking mean!
—Yeah, the first day you met me.
—Chengchengcheng, what are you talking about, hit the street!
Di Chu put down his phone only to realize that Qi Ling on the opposite side was staring at him all the time: "Want to fight? Staring so affectionately."
"Who are you sending messages to? You are so happy." Qi Ling couldn't restrain the sourness in his words, so sour that his teeth ached and he was refreshed.
"Xu Lu." Di Chu said.
Originally, Di Chu wanted to ask Qi Ling what his plans were for the National Day, but after thinking about it, he didn't ask.The two of them never got to know each other well, and according to the normal development of the plot, Qi Ling would spend time in the underground plaza during holidays.
After all, the band still has a lot to deal with.
"Are there any arrangements for today?" Qi Ling packed up the dishes and put them back in the kitchen.
"Not washing?" Di Chu asked.
"Leave it to Qi Chi."
Qi Ling looked righteous, and Qi Chi, who was sitting in the classroom at this moment, trembled violently.
"Someone is fucking thinking of me again." Qi Chi turned his head and whispered to Luo Zhi.
Luo Zhi put the snack in his hand behind the upright book: "Say something to comfort you—Wen Rushui is thinking of you."
"Damn." Qi Chi smiled and kicked him under the table, and continued to listen to the class seriously.
Di Chu got up and put the phone in his pocket: "Then let's go."
"Where are you going?" Qi Ling was confused.
Di Chu turned his head and smiled, like a beam of light hitting the bottom of the clear water.
"Didn't you say go to psychological counseling?"
The psychological counselor Qi Ling found was an acquaintance, and his speech was quite reliable.Di Chu didn't know how to be reliable, but when he was standing on the street with tattoos, Di Chu really wanted to open Qi Ling to see how "reliable" was written in this idiot's mind.
Qi Ling was obviously calmer than Di Chu. As he walked forward, he argued with his words: "It's normal, and all psychological counselors with personality are like this. Do you know what this is called? A big hermit in the city!"
"Continue to make up." Di Chu fidgeted out of his bag for a cigarette.
"Forget it, I'm too lazy to make it up." Qi Ling picked out the incongruous "big hermit hidden in the city" among the only literary accomplishments, and couldn't figure out any new words.
Di Chu tied up her hair smoothly: "Why do I want to kill someone so much?"
Di Chu didn't know what kind of personality a psychological counselor needs, and he didn't know what kind of powerful counseling room would be mixed in a row, as if he had entered the tattoo street of gangster gangs, but when Qi Ling took him to a closed white room In front of the door, Di Chu faintly felt that his previous feelings were all wrong.
It seems to be something like that.
On the pure white gate is engraved with a big gilt character - Zen.
"Qi Ling, do you believe in Buddhism?" Di Chu said.
"Ah." Qi Ling smoked a cigarette, "I don't believe it."
"If you don't believe me, your mother took me to the temple. Do you want a harmonious society? Are you looking for a cigarette?"
"It's not too late to smoke me after you go in."
Qi Ling raised his eyebrows, and pushed the white door open as if determined to win.Di Chu followed behind, and what caught his eyes was still pure white.There is no shadow here, every corner and every straight line is well defined.
Expose to the pure white world.
There is nowhere to hide.
Qi Ling rang the bell at the entrance and called out, "Fourth Sister!"
Di Chu couldn't help but wonder who this female consultant who Qi Ling honestly called Fourth Sister was, and Qi Ling's name was quite serious.
"Xiao Ling, right? Come in directly!"
The voice seemed to be coming from the living room.
Qi Ling led Di Chu inside, and after passing a screen, the decoration became quite different again.The main color is still white, many landscape photos are hung on the wall, and a photography wall is made in the corridor.
Under each photo is written the shooting location, time, and a small diary like a story.
The owner of these photos is very careful, and Di Chu inexplicably has a good impression of this consultant who has never masked.
Walking inside, there is nothing but a few wooden chairs and a long sofa for receiving guests.
Very simple.
"That's it?" Di Chu couldn't help asking in surprise.
"What else?" A female voice came from behind.
Di Chu turned around and saw the person called "Fourth Sister" standing behind them, holding two glasses of water.His temperament is cold, his starry eyes are bright and his teeth stand out beautifully.Her long hair was tied into a neat ponytail at the back of her head, and she was wearing a long linen dress, capable and casual.
"How long does Fourth Sister plan to stay this time?" Qi Ling stepped forward to take the water glass, and sat down on the sofa carelessly, just like his own home.
"Sit whatever you want." The fourth sister greeted Di Chu, walked to the living room by herself, and sat on the floor quite casually.
Di Chu stood alone, feeling a little confused for a moment.
The consultant was sitting casually on the ground, and Qi Ling was lying on the sofa like an old man. The atmosphere didn't look like a serious consulting room.
What the hell am I here for.
Di Chu almost forgot the original intention of coming here for consultation.
"Stay for a month at most, and the schedule is very tight." The fourth sister leaned back, supporting the clean marble floor with her hands.
After a while, Di Chuke sat down on the floor casually.
The fourth sister gave him an intriguing look, but he was a very polite young man.
"Are you here for consultation?" Fourth Sister asked, and then stretched out her right hand, "Chen An, just call me Fourth Sister. I'm not a professional psychological counselor, so you can tell me anything."
Di Chu snorted, and almost threw Qi Ling out of the window before standing up.
what the hell!
"Di Chu, I want to consult about desensitization treatment." Relying on the good education accumulated in the previous 17 years, Di Chu shook Chen An's hand.
"Desensitization treatment?" Chen An didn't understand, "Xiao Ling, if you don't take him to the hospital, what will you send me here?"
Di Chu rushed to this sentence, and suddenly had a little confidence in Chen An, after all, he was telling the truth.
Holding a cigarette in his hand, Qi Ling didn't dare to light it. He stared at the no-smoking sign on the wall in a daze: "He's dizzy, it's caused by psychology. I'll show it to you first, and you want to send me to the hospital in the end to explain this matter." It's quite big."
When Chen An heard this, he guessed in his heart that the cause and effect of this matter might not be that simple.
"Okay, then you go out first. I'll talk to him." Chen An raised his chin to Qi Ling, signaling him to move quickly.
Qi Ling: "You never kicked me out before."
"Sit a little longer? The cigarette in your hand may be what it is."
Qi Ling looked down at the squashed cigarette in his hand, and went out happily.
As soon as Qi Ling left, Di Chu became inexplicably nervous.Changing his sitting position, Di Chu lowered his head and found that Chen An also had flower tattoos on his arms.
Feeling Di Chu's gaze, Chen An immediately raised his arm and asked, "Do you mind?"
"Oh, I don't mind." Di Chu shook his head, "It's just that I didn't expect it."
The flower arm does not match Chen An's aloof and aloof temperament.
Chen An smiled: "I don't think the flower arm will represent my possessions."
Di Chu was taken aback. If Chen An gave him basic trust just now, now Chen An said that the flower arm does not represent her own, which directly poked Di Chu's heart.
There are many traits in people, just like Di Chu himself, the tyrannical appearance does not mean everything.
It is far from being able to judge one side by one point.
Di Chu was silent for a long time, and said: "My bloodsickness is caused by the day after tomorrow, because of an accident."
"Major accident?"
"Uh... um."
"It's normal. A major change is like a stone thrown into a pool at a critical moment in life. Some people just cause a ripple, and some people seem to turn over a tsunami."
Di Chu still wanted to say something later, so he looked away from the screen quickly and crampedly, but finally held back his words.
"It's my parents." Chen An said, "Xiao Ling leaked some information to me, but that's all. I hope you don't mind. After all, I need to know about your situation before you come."
"It's okay." Di Chu shook his head, without denying it.
Chen An was silent for a while, so long that Di Chu almost forgot the existence of this person.
"Have you adapted to it now?" Chen An said, "Have you adapted to my existence in this consulting room?"
"Ah," Di Chu was taken aback, "Fortunately, I don't really dislike being with strangers."
"I just want you to adapt to me, it will help you expose your true reaction to me."
"Are all psychological counselors like this?" Di Chu couldn't hold back.
Chen An laughed loudly: "I'll go, boy, did anyone remind you that you can easily be beaten for speaking like this?"
"I said it," Di Chu couldn't help but glanced out of the screen again, "but I'm lucky, I haven't been beaten so far."
"Tsk." Chen An shook his head with a smile, "If you want to talk about your parents, I'll tell you how to perform desensitization treatment, and you can choose by yourself?"
"Are the counselors so irresponsible?"
Chen An's bright eyes stared at him: "No, it's just me. After all, I'm half-baked."
"Success, tell me." Di Chu had no choice but to smash the jar, who the hell was it because of.
For whom!
"There are two basic methods of psychotherapy." Chen An took a sip of the water glass at hand, "One is gradual, which gradually reduces the fearful reaction until you see blood without any other abnormalities.
"A kind of slam method, you have to face the horror reaction directly until you calm down. How to say, this method is not recommended, because you have to go through the most terrifying apex. The reaction of haloemia is a loss of consciousness, so the slam method Not much effect."
Di Chu nodded, these few words were quite reasonable, and he immediately grasped them in his heart.
"How many stages does it roughly divide into?"
Chen An tilted his head to look at the photographs on the wall, thought for a while, and said, "Roughly four steps. The first step is to find the cause. According to psychoanalysis theory, finding the sensitive cause will relieve the symptoms. After finding the cause, You have to allow yourself to accept this fact and keep reminding yourself that this mental cue counts.
"The second step is to imagine the scene reappearing. You have to imagine the horror situation very realistically and experience your own physiological reaction. If you experience that the severity of each attack is getting less and less, then this step is OK.
"The third step is to take the initiative to expose the problem. If you are prepared to take the initiative to face the horror situation, you may have a slight reaction, but you can overcome it, so as to successfully suppress the onset of symptoms. It is unlikely to succeed once, and you need to be yourself in the later stage. Constantly consolidate.
"The fourth step is the final test. This depends on luck," Chen An said honestly. "When you have the opportunity to actually experience the terrifying situation that made you have an abnormal reaction again, you have to face it directly and then test your reaction."
After listening to Chen An's words, Di Chu roughly understood what she meant.
"I'll... try."
"Can you remember it after such a long time? Do you want to add a WeChat message and I will send it to you?" Chen An said.
"Well, let's scan the QR code." Di Chu took out his phone.
Chen An added it successfully, bowed his head and said suddenly: "The style of Moments is pretty good."
Why does this person have the problem of looking through other people's circle of friends before adding friends.
The corner of Di Chu's mouth twitched.
"Huh? This Xiao Ling?" Chen An cried out in astonishment, and then started laughing wildly, spilling more than half of the water in the glass.
Di Chucai remembered the video posted on Moments earlier, and immediately laughed.
The corners of her lips could not be suppressed.
It wasn't until Chen An calmed down that Di Chu continued to ask, "Is that the case?"
I feel that I have nothing to say to this half-assed consultant.
Chen An rolled his eyes like black grapes, and said, "What do you want from your future partner? Describe it in one sentence."
After a while, Di Chu said: "Good-looking skins are all the same, but interesting souls are one in a thousand."
Chen An didn't give him time to think, and continued to ask: "Is Xiao Ling good-looking?"
The image of Qi Ling's whole person played back in Di Chu's mind instantly.
Slanted eyebrows, high nose, sea-like eyes, sexy lips, and those cute canine teeth.Broad shoulders, strong waist, straight legs, straight buttocks, and well-fitting abs and latissimus dorsi.
"It looks good." Di Chu said truthfully.
"Is Xiao Ling interesting?"
Di Chu didn't react and fell into the trap, anyway, he just recalled Qi Ling's behavior like going along with the current.
If you can play the piano, you can play the drums, and if you can change the tune, you can sing.When dancing, the look is flying, when fighting, it is tricky and ruthless.When you are annoying, you will talk coquettishly, and when you are considerate, you will scratch people's hearts.It's like a glass of cocktail, the more you drink it, the more you can taste a different taste.
"It's interesting." Di Chu said truthfully.
"Good-looking and interesting people are really hard to find."
Chen An looked at him and smiled casually.
The deep meaning of this sentence made Di Chu dare not think about it.
That's right, why didn't I find Qi Ling so good-looking before, why didn't I find Qi Ling so interesting before.
Di Chu buried his head and said nothing, Chen An stood up from the ground.
"That's it for today. You go back and have a good rest. I will send you a copy of the desensitization treatment on WeChat later. You take it slowly according to your actual situation."
Di Chu was still engrossed in the thought of why this idiot Qi Ling suddenly became "good-looking and interesting", and followed Chen An to the outside of the screen.
Suddenly Qi Ling jumped out, and the two almost missed each other.
"Hold."
"Hold."
The two cursed at the same time.
But after seeing the other party clearly, Qi Ling didn't speak, but Di Chu frowned and said irritably, "What's wrong with you walking silently!"
Qi Ling stared at his ears, wanting to ask why your ears are so red.
Chen An waved to Qi Ling: "Di Chu, wait here, Xiao Ling, come here."
Qi Ling followed her like a follower.
"How's the situation?" Qi Ling was a little nervous.
Chen An shrugged: "What can a half-assed consultant do?"
"I'll go, don't pretend to be you, it's enough for him to pretend. Say it quickly."
"High school encounters major changes and is in a period of rebellion. These things are likely to produce a butterfly effect and cause a situation out of control in the future. What you have to do in the future is to continue to give him correct and positive guidance. From a psychological point of view, this principle It's very simple." Chen An paused, "Forget it, you don't understand even if I say it. Just let him get rid of the status quo and do what he likes."
"For example?" Qi Ling was like a stick.
Chen An glanced at him, like you, idiot!
For example, if he likes you, he likes you so much that you don't know it, and he himself doesn't know it.
"Take him out for a walk when you have time, and you can do it at this stage."
"Why does it have to be me?" Although Qi Ling was very happy.
Chen An didn't speak, and waved his hand to let him go.
Yeah, why it has to be you.
Go ask Di Chu, why he is only willing to tell you about his parents, why he always subconsciously looks behind the screen to look for your shadow when he is doing consultations, and why he says you are good-looking and interesting.
Chen An didn't tell the truth, the young people had to experience it themselves.
Looking at the situation, that day is coming soon.
When Qi Ling and Di Chu walked out of the white door, they suddenly saw the photo hanging by the door.
"This is?" Di Chu couldn't help pointing.
In the photo, the girl next to Chen An had short hair and a wanton smile.
"Oh, this." Qi Ling opened the door, "Fourth Sister's girlfriend."
"girlfriend?"
"Yes."
The two of them planned to walk back, and the whole afternoon passed quietly in the consultation room.Just like this life, too much time always flows by without paying attention.
Di Chu has been thinking about the last question Chen An asked—whether Qi Ling is good-looking and interesting.
He always felt that something seemed to break out of the cage, stirring inside him for a long time.But now he is still indulging in the deep sea where there is no light source, fear and confusion dormant quietly like a whale.
He has stayed here since many years ago, for too long, and he does not know how to break through the water barrier thousands of meters above him.
And now, the spider thread that took him out appeared.
It appeared earth-shattering, yet seemed to be silent.
"Tomorrow is the match." Di Chu said suddenly.
"Yeah, our special show has finally arrived."
Qi Ling smiled sideways in the afterglow of the setting sun in midsummer.The tiger teeth are perverted and heroic.
The street lamps are lit up on the street, like pearls in the deep sea, extending to the end of the sky.
Di Chu fixedly looked at Qi Ling, thinking——
When you feel that a person is good-looking and interesting, is it a big deal?
The author has something to say:
Ah~~~ We have begun to have an epiphany at the beginning of the year! !Start to reflect! !start--
Isn't that the day of love is coming! ! !
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