Female General And Eldest Princess
Chapter 45
Hearing Lin Wanyue's answer, Li Xian was stunned, Lin Wanyue lowered her head and pinched the needle to continue to sew up her wound, only the last stitch was needed.
Lin Wanyue cut off Li Xian's hair, wiped the needle on a clean cloth and put it back into the small dustpan for needlework.
The atmosphere in the room was very quiet for a while, Li Xian looked at Lin Wanyue, savoring what she just said in her heart.
Sometimes, the occasional fragility of a person who has always been strong is more shocking than the tears of a weak person.
Li Xian had seen Lin Feixing suffer the pain of needle pricks in front of her twice without saying a word. Lin Feixing's stubborn and forbearing expression left a deep impression on Li Xian. That's why Li Xian asked such a question.In Li Xian's heart, a strong and patient person like Lin Feixing probably never cried except when he was a child...
But no matter what, he never thought that Lin Feixing would give her such an answer. When he killed the Huns for the first time, he cried. What kind of strong emotions can penetrate this man's stubbornness?
Thinking about it, Li Xian felt sour in her heart.
"Feel sorry……"
"It's okay, the water is getting cold, Xian'er go wash up."
"I'll help you bandage it first."
"Thank you."
Li Xian sprinkled the golden sore medicine evenly on Lin Wanyue's crooked wound, and then cut the clean cloth into an appropriate shape to wrap Lin Wanyue's wound.
Li Xian went to take a bath, Lin Wanyue changed her clothes while Li Xian was taking a bath.
In such a small space, she absolutely did not dare to take a bath, but the smell of blood on her body was too strong, so she had to change into another piece of clothing.
When Li Xian came out from behind the screen, Lin Wanyue had already consciously laid the floor.
Seeing Li Xian coming out, Lin Wanyue grabbed Bai and said, "Xian'er, go to bed early."
After finishing speaking, without waiting for Li Xian to answer, she lay down directly.
Li Xian looked at Lin Wanyue who was lying on the floor and was moved. The bed in the inn is no better than the kang in the farmyard. If two people lie side by side on such a small bed, it will inevitably cause physical contact. He was no longer a man in the true sense, but Li Xian still couldn't accept it...
This person was obviously injured, and the autumn night was already a bit cold. In order not to embarrass himself, he even skipped the negotiation.
Li Xian didn't speak, she walked to the bed and lay down.
Lying in bed, but not very sleepy.
Lin Wanyue's words just now echoed in her ears, and the more she thought about it, the heavier she felt, and the more sad it made Li Xian feel.
"Feixing, are you asleep?"
"Not yet, what's wrong?"
"...can you tell me about your past?"
"before?"
"Before joining the army."
Lin Wanyue was silent for a moment: "Okay, let me think about it."
After speaking, Lin Wanyue slowly closed her eyes, and memories emerged one after another...
"Actually, our family is not a military household. Before joining the army, my parents, my sister and I lived together in a place called Chanjuan Village in Daze County. My father was the only teacher in the village, and my mother was a She is a gentle woman. When my elder sister and I were naughty and were about to be punished by our father when we were young, it was my mother who protected us. My elder sister is called Lin Wanyue. We are twins. We look alike, and sometimes even Parents couldn’t tell which of us was the elder sister and who was the younger brother, so in the end, my elder sister and I had an extra game. My elder sister combed my buns and put on her clothes, and then she pretended to be mine. Look, the two of us ran out like this, and the people in the whole village would recognize the two of us."
Li Xian lay on the bed and listened quietly. She found that Lin Feixing's voice was very nice. It was not deep and hoarse like ordinary men, nor harsh. , In such a night, speaking in a eloquent tone makes people listen very comfortably.
Slowly, Li Xian was brought into the story told by Lin Wanyue. When she heard that Lin Wanyue and Lin Feixing changed clothes to tease other people in the village, she also laughed silently. Li Zhu is eight years apart, and the distance of eight years is not a small gap. Especially after Li Qingcheng passed away, Li Xian felt like an elder sister like a mother, so she never experienced the kind of siblings that Lin Feixing described. Feelings……
"When I was young, I especially liked to hold my elder sister's hand, swinging back and forth, jumping forward, and my elder sister would also be pulled by me to run, we laughed and ran, I often looked at Ah My sister and I have exactly the same face, let my sister follow me and say: You are me, and I am you."
"You are me, I am you?"
"Ok!"
Lin Wanyue knew that she shouldn't say this to Li Xian, it was very dangerous.
But even she herself didn't know what kind of thoughts were at work, so she still spoke out.
"When I was eight years old, an old doctor moved to the east of the village. No one knew where he came from. He just appeared suddenly. He was very good at medicine and had a strange temper. He didn't tell us his name, but let us We call him an old doctor, and he never asks for money to see a doctor. We are very grateful to him. People in the village voluntarily donate daily necessities to the old doctor. He made a medicinal material called Chuanbei Pipalu. I like to eat very much, and I often go to the old doctor to cheat for sweets. The old doctor likes us very much, so we "succeed" almost every time. I remember one time, I saw my sister had Chuanbei Pipalu in her mouth and smashed it. Mouth, narrowing my eyes as if enjoying it, I want to be a doctor when I grow up, and make a lot of this kind of candy, so that my sister can eat it every day..."
……
"Later, when the Huns came, I sneaked up the mountain to look for the few herbs that the old doctor taught me. I escaped the catastrophe. When I came back, the whole village was dead. There were 110 people in the village, except for me. survived."
……
"Actually, I really regret it. That day, I wanted to ask my sister to go with me, but she couldn't say it, so I left like that. If I said a few more times, my sister would definitely come with me. Maybe then she would won't die..."
"Fei Xing, it's not your fault."
"That's right, the Huns owed me 110 and eight lives, and I will get it back even if I die."
"Fei Xing... Actually, I have always felt that such a wish is really small in terms of your ability."
"I..., I have thought about what you said to me in the tent that day."
"Oh? Then what are you thinking?"
"I……"
"Don't worry about answering me first, since I've heard your story, I'll tell you my story too."
"it is good."
"I also have a younger brother. We were born to the same mother. We are eight years apart. When my... mother was pregnant with Pearl, someone poisoned her."
"what!"
"Accident? This is where I have lived since I was a child. Since then, I have tried and tried every meal and every dish with silver needles. Fortunately, my uncle found a direct disciple of the medicine king valley doctor who will My mother and younger brother were rescued, but because my mother was pregnant, many medicinal materials for detoxification could not be used to protect the fetus. In this way, my younger brother was born with poison from the mother's womb. Although he has been using a lot of drugs for eight years To recuperate, but his body is much weaker than other children, and since my mother gave birth to my younger brother, poisoning and childbirth hurt her vitality, her health went from bad to worse, until she couldn't get sick anymore, so she went there a few days ago. "
Lin Wanyue listened to Li Xian talking about these things, as if she was listening to a book, so bizarre that she could not accept it, Lin Wanyue widened her eyes in astonishment and turned her head to look in Li Xian's direction, opening her mouth several times to say something What, but found that she couldn't say anything...
These things have far exceeded the scope of what she can touch...
"Actually, I envy you very much. Although your parents died early, they have always loved each other. Before my mother died, only my brother and I were at the bedside. My father... didn't come. My mother held my hand at the end of her life. Said: Glory and wealth are all fleeting, I just hope that my brother and sister can live a happy and healthy life. But how to be healthy? My brother was poisoned before he was born, Feixing, in fact, in my opinion, you Don't blame yourself too much. I believe your sister will definitely hope that you can live in this world well. I also have a younger brother. I can understand her feelings. If one day, I need to exchange my life for my younger brother My life, I think I will."
After a pause, Li Xian continued: "This time my uncle has lost the battle, and many people in the court are participating in his performance. Who can guess the emperor's mind? The emperor gave me a Shangfang sword and asked me to do things cheaply. But my uncle refuses to get involved in this muddy water in the palace no matter what I say..."
"Xian'er... handsome..."
"Feixing, can I ask you something?"
"you say……"
"If one day, my uncle is implicated by my siblings and loses his military power, I hope you can take on the burden of protecting the people on the border of Liguo."
"How? I don't understand..."
"Fei Xing, General Li Mu is my own uncle. Even if he rejects me, in the eyes of those people in the court, he will still be included in the prince's party. Now that Queen Zhu Ermu and I have passed away, several young The chief feudal lord already has a fief and a private army. If he wants to deal with me and Zhu Er, a weak sister and younger brother who have no support, it is easy. Uncle has soldiers in his hands. If they want to uproot me and Zhu Er, they will definitely go first. Drag uncle off the horse, the people are innocent, and I hope you can shoulder the responsibility of protecting the border."
"But... what should I do?"
"I have always believed in your ability. When I was in the military camp, my uncle also told me that he admired you very much. I believe he will focus on training you when I go back this time. I hope you can learn from him seriously. Work hard to establish prestige in the military camp, build up military merits, and become the most important person in the entire military camp in the fastest time except uncle. The military affairs in the northwest are complicated. It is possible that suitable candidates will be selected directly from the barracks..."
Lin Wanyue opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't dare to answer.
Seeing that Lin Feixing was silent and not in a hurry, Li Xian changed the subject and continued: "Through observations along the way, I have always felt that Feixing, you are not an indifferent person. I don't know why you are so resistant to this matter alone. , but I believe that one day you will understand, I just hope that day will not come too late, in fact, you don't have to answer me in a hurry, the matter about uncle is just my guess, it may not really happen, I also You don’t want it to happen, and if you really don’t know how to choose, why not answer me with your actions when that day really comes. It’s night, go to sleep.”
"Xian'er..."
"Ok?"
"Why are you telling me this?"
"Because... I have no one to trust."
After speaking, Li Xian stopped talking, and slowly closed her eyes. After a while, there was the sound of even breathing.
But Lin Wanyue suffered from insomnia, and her head was in chaos, thinking for a while that someone dared to poison the current empress!
For a while, he thought about Li Xian's assassination when he left the palace this time, and wondered whether he could return to Beijing safely on this journey.
After a while, I considered Li Xian's proposal. Should I continue to stick to my previous wish stubbornly, or listen to Li Xian and try to choose to do greater things for the people on the border...
But I am a woman, what if things are exposed one day?
Lin Wanyue changed her mind and thought again, if that day really comes, Zuo is just a dead person, she lives for revenge, and she deserves to die if she can pull more Huns on her back...
The author has something to say: PS, in ancient times, married women were called Niangzi, but I thought about it-,-Xian Niangzi. . .Let's call it a girl
There is actually a Chinese teacher reading my text, hahahaha~ She will teach me, place, de, and punctuation now, I may overhaul punctuation after a while hahaha~
Lin Wanyue cut off Li Xian's hair, wiped the needle on a clean cloth and put it back into the small dustpan for needlework.
The atmosphere in the room was very quiet for a while, Li Xian looked at Lin Wanyue, savoring what she just said in her heart.
Sometimes, the occasional fragility of a person who has always been strong is more shocking than the tears of a weak person.
Li Xian had seen Lin Feixing suffer the pain of needle pricks in front of her twice without saying a word. Lin Feixing's stubborn and forbearing expression left a deep impression on Li Xian. That's why Li Xian asked such a question.In Li Xian's heart, a strong and patient person like Lin Feixing probably never cried except when he was a child...
But no matter what, he never thought that Lin Feixing would give her such an answer. When he killed the Huns for the first time, he cried. What kind of strong emotions can penetrate this man's stubbornness?
Thinking about it, Li Xian felt sour in her heart.
"Feel sorry……"
"It's okay, the water is getting cold, Xian'er go wash up."
"I'll help you bandage it first."
"Thank you."
Li Xian sprinkled the golden sore medicine evenly on Lin Wanyue's crooked wound, and then cut the clean cloth into an appropriate shape to wrap Lin Wanyue's wound.
Li Xian went to take a bath, Lin Wanyue changed her clothes while Li Xian was taking a bath.
In such a small space, she absolutely did not dare to take a bath, but the smell of blood on her body was too strong, so she had to change into another piece of clothing.
When Li Xian came out from behind the screen, Lin Wanyue had already consciously laid the floor.
Seeing Li Xian coming out, Lin Wanyue grabbed Bai and said, "Xian'er, go to bed early."
After finishing speaking, without waiting for Li Xian to answer, she lay down directly.
Li Xian looked at Lin Wanyue who was lying on the floor and was moved. The bed in the inn is no better than the kang in the farmyard. If two people lie side by side on such a small bed, it will inevitably cause physical contact. He was no longer a man in the true sense, but Li Xian still couldn't accept it...
This person was obviously injured, and the autumn night was already a bit cold. In order not to embarrass himself, he even skipped the negotiation.
Li Xian didn't speak, she walked to the bed and lay down.
Lying in bed, but not very sleepy.
Lin Wanyue's words just now echoed in her ears, and the more she thought about it, the heavier she felt, and the more sad it made Li Xian feel.
"Feixing, are you asleep?"
"Not yet, what's wrong?"
"...can you tell me about your past?"
"before?"
"Before joining the army."
Lin Wanyue was silent for a moment: "Okay, let me think about it."
After speaking, Lin Wanyue slowly closed her eyes, and memories emerged one after another...
"Actually, our family is not a military household. Before joining the army, my parents, my sister and I lived together in a place called Chanjuan Village in Daze County. My father was the only teacher in the village, and my mother was a She is a gentle woman. When my elder sister and I were naughty and were about to be punished by our father when we were young, it was my mother who protected us. My elder sister is called Lin Wanyue. We are twins. We look alike, and sometimes even Parents couldn’t tell which of us was the elder sister and who was the younger brother, so in the end, my elder sister and I had an extra game. My elder sister combed my buns and put on her clothes, and then she pretended to be mine. Look, the two of us ran out like this, and the people in the whole village would recognize the two of us."
Li Xian lay on the bed and listened quietly. She found that Lin Feixing's voice was very nice. It was not deep and hoarse like ordinary men, nor harsh. , In such a night, speaking in a eloquent tone makes people listen very comfortably.
Slowly, Li Xian was brought into the story told by Lin Wanyue. When she heard that Lin Wanyue and Lin Feixing changed clothes to tease other people in the village, she also laughed silently. Li Zhu is eight years apart, and the distance of eight years is not a small gap. Especially after Li Qingcheng passed away, Li Xian felt like an elder sister like a mother, so she never experienced the kind of siblings that Lin Feixing described. Feelings……
"When I was young, I especially liked to hold my elder sister's hand, swinging back and forth, jumping forward, and my elder sister would also be pulled by me to run, we laughed and ran, I often looked at Ah My sister and I have exactly the same face, let my sister follow me and say: You are me, and I am you."
"You are me, I am you?"
"Ok!"
Lin Wanyue knew that she shouldn't say this to Li Xian, it was very dangerous.
But even she herself didn't know what kind of thoughts were at work, so she still spoke out.
"When I was eight years old, an old doctor moved to the east of the village. No one knew where he came from. He just appeared suddenly. He was very good at medicine and had a strange temper. He didn't tell us his name, but let us We call him an old doctor, and he never asks for money to see a doctor. We are very grateful to him. People in the village voluntarily donate daily necessities to the old doctor. He made a medicinal material called Chuanbei Pipalu. I like to eat very much, and I often go to the old doctor to cheat for sweets. The old doctor likes us very much, so we "succeed" almost every time. I remember one time, I saw my sister had Chuanbei Pipalu in her mouth and smashed it. Mouth, narrowing my eyes as if enjoying it, I want to be a doctor when I grow up, and make a lot of this kind of candy, so that my sister can eat it every day..."
……
"Later, when the Huns came, I sneaked up the mountain to look for the few herbs that the old doctor taught me. I escaped the catastrophe. When I came back, the whole village was dead. There were 110 people in the village, except for me. survived."
……
"Actually, I really regret it. That day, I wanted to ask my sister to go with me, but she couldn't say it, so I left like that. If I said a few more times, my sister would definitely come with me. Maybe then she would won't die..."
"Fei Xing, it's not your fault."
"That's right, the Huns owed me 110 and eight lives, and I will get it back even if I die."
"Fei Xing... Actually, I have always felt that such a wish is really small in terms of your ability."
"I..., I have thought about what you said to me in the tent that day."
"Oh? Then what are you thinking?"
"I……"
"Don't worry about answering me first, since I've heard your story, I'll tell you my story too."
"it is good."
"I also have a younger brother. We were born to the same mother. We are eight years apart. When my... mother was pregnant with Pearl, someone poisoned her."
"what!"
"Accident? This is where I have lived since I was a child. Since then, I have tried and tried every meal and every dish with silver needles. Fortunately, my uncle found a direct disciple of the medicine king valley doctor who will My mother and younger brother were rescued, but because my mother was pregnant, many medicinal materials for detoxification could not be used to protect the fetus. In this way, my younger brother was born with poison from the mother's womb. Although he has been using a lot of drugs for eight years To recuperate, but his body is much weaker than other children, and since my mother gave birth to my younger brother, poisoning and childbirth hurt her vitality, her health went from bad to worse, until she couldn't get sick anymore, so she went there a few days ago. "
Lin Wanyue listened to Li Xian talking about these things, as if she was listening to a book, so bizarre that she could not accept it, Lin Wanyue widened her eyes in astonishment and turned her head to look in Li Xian's direction, opening her mouth several times to say something What, but found that she couldn't say anything...
These things have far exceeded the scope of what she can touch...
"Actually, I envy you very much. Although your parents died early, they have always loved each other. Before my mother died, only my brother and I were at the bedside. My father... didn't come. My mother held my hand at the end of her life. Said: Glory and wealth are all fleeting, I just hope that my brother and sister can live a happy and healthy life. But how to be healthy? My brother was poisoned before he was born, Feixing, in fact, in my opinion, you Don't blame yourself too much. I believe your sister will definitely hope that you can live in this world well. I also have a younger brother. I can understand her feelings. If one day, I need to exchange my life for my younger brother My life, I think I will."
After a pause, Li Xian continued: "This time my uncle has lost the battle, and many people in the court are participating in his performance. Who can guess the emperor's mind? The emperor gave me a Shangfang sword and asked me to do things cheaply. But my uncle refuses to get involved in this muddy water in the palace no matter what I say..."
"Xian'er... handsome..."
"Feixing, can I ask you something?"
"you say……"
"If one day, my uncle is implicated by my siblings and loses his military power, I hope you can take on the burden of protecting the people on the border of Liguo."
"How? I don't understand..."
"Fei Xing, General Li Mu is my own uncle. Even if he rejects me, in the eyes of those people in the court, he will still be included in the prince's party. Now that Queen Zhu Ermu and I have passed away, several young The chief feudal lord already has a fief and a private army. If he wants to deal with me and Zhu Er, a weak sister and younger brother who have no support, it is easy. Uncle has soldiers in his hands. If they want to uproot me and Zhu Er, they will definitely go first. Drag uncle off the horse, the people are innocent, and I hope you can shoulder the responsibility of protecting the border."
"But... what should I do?"
"I have always believed in your ability. When I was in the military camp, my uncle also told me that he admired you very much. I believe he will focus on training you when I go back this time. I hope you can learn from him seriously. Work hard to establish prestige in the military camp, build up military merits, and become the most important person in the entire military camp in the fastest time except uncle. The military affairs in the northwest are complicated. It is possible that suitable candidates will be selected directly from the barracks..."
Lin Wanyue opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't dare to answer.
Seeing that Lin Feixing was silent and not in a hurry, Li Xian changed the subject and continued: "Through observations along the way, I have always felt that Feixing, you are not an indifferent person. I don't know why you are so resistant to this matter alone. , but I believe that one day you will understand, I just hope that day will not come too late, in fact, you don't have to answer me in a hurry, the matter about uncle is just my guess, it may not really happen, I also You don’t want it to happen, and if you really don’t know how to choose, why not answer me with your actions when that day really comes. It’s night, go to sleep.”
"Xian'er..."
"Ok?"
"Why are you telling me this?"
"Because... I have no one to trust."
After speaking, Li Xian stopped talking, and slowly closed her eyes. After a while, there was the sound of even breathing.
But Lin Wanyue suffered from insomnia, and her head was in chaos, thinking for a while that someone dared to poison the current empress!
For a while, he thought about Li Xian's assassination when he left the palace this time, and wondered whether he could return to Beijing safely on this journey.
After a while, I considered Li Xian's proposal. Should I continue to stick to my previous wish stubbornly, or listen to Li Xian and try to choose to do greater things for the people on the border...
But I am a woman, what if things are exposed one day?
Lin Wanyue changed her mind and thought again, if that day really comes, Zuo is just a dead person, she lives for revenge, and she deserves to die if she can pull more Huns on her back...
The author has something to say: PS, in ancient times, married women were called Niangzi, but I thought about it-,-Xian Niangzi. . .Let's call it a girl
There is actually a Chinese teacher reading my text, hahahaha~ She will teach me, place, de, and punctuation now, I may overhaul punctuation after a while hahaha~
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