sad love

The author has something to say: If you work hard, God will be with you.

The story is still flowing.One Monday afternoon, while I was taking a nap, the phone rang.

"Hi, I'm Shi Yunjie, what's the matter?" The other party is from a publishing house and asked me to meet.I have a strong feeling that shit luck is coming.I changed into a coat and went to the coffee shop where I agreed to meet.The other party arrives first, "I'm sorry I'm late."

"It's okay." He said and waved to the waiter.

"What would you two like to drink?"

"A cappuccino, thank you."

"Latte, thank you." The sweet coffee molecules entered my lungs, teasing my inner desire.

"What's your date?"

"Our publishing house is very interested in your manuscript, which shows that you are very talented. We want to hire you to work in our publishing house. This is the contract for you to see."

I was very happy after hearing his words, and I suppressed the excitement in my heart, "May I think about it?"

When I got home at night, I walked up to Jingyi and held her in my arms, "Jingyi, I have some good news for you."

"Let go of me, my skin will be allergic." Jingyi struggled.

"Sorry, I'm so excited."

"Tell me what it is?"

"A publishing house hired me as an editorial assistant. It's a contract."

"Really?" Jingyi hugged me tightly with both arms and gave me a kiss, but she forgot all about the 'skin allergies' she just said.

"All right."

"Hug again."

"Shall we go outside and celebrate?"

"En." Jingyi nodded with a smile.

There was a bit of chill in the evening wind, Jingyi walked home holding my arm tightly.

"Can you tell me how you met Mei Yu sister?"

"I came to this city in despair and found a job on the construction site. In the end, because my nephew, who was a foreman, quit his job and stayed at Meiyu's place for a week, and then came to you."

"Why are you fighting?"

"Because I want to, I really want to!"

"Why did you stay in Meiyu for so long? I know, our fate has not yet arrived. Men and women are like horizontal and vertical coordinates. Under the guidance of God, they are constantly intertwined into points, and finally form a network of human society. Those points that have not yet formed are waiting to meet. As Xu Zhimo said: "I am used to waiting, so, in the cycle of reincarnation, I can't resist standing back to the origin of waiting.I don't know, how long will I have to wait to see an answer; I don't know, how long can I wait for a result? "

"Did he say anything else?"

"He also said: A person's world is very quiet, so quiet that you can hear your breathing and heartbeat. If you are cold, add a coat to yourself; when you are hungry, buy yourself a piece of bread; if you are sick, give yourself a piece of bread. Be strong; fail, give yourself a goal; fall, get up in the pain and give yourself a tolerant smile Yes, I am always alone, you have never been here, and I have never appeared in your presence The world." Jingyi said while turning her big glasses, I didn't dare to blink for fear of missing important plots.

"What else did he say?" Jingyi scratched her head, looking deep in thought.

"Yeah, why should I tell you?" I rushed towards Jingyi like a wolf deceived by a sheep, but she turned around and slipped into the room.After a while, he slightly opened the door of the room, stuck his head out and said to me: Good night.This is the first time I have heard a girl say hello to me since I graduated, and I feel so happy.At this moment, I know that happiness is so simple.

The first time someone greeted me was in college.I think falling in love in college is like making bullets in peacetime, a waste of productivity.But those fake expressions of love, crying, and laughing occupy the memory of your brain for a long time, but you find thousands of reasons not to delete them.

I went out of the room and dialed the phone number of my college girlfriend, but no one answered the beep, but I was still very relieved, after all, she didn't change the number.It also means that the past of this string of data connections can be reproduced.Not long after, I called again, it was an empty number, and I fell into deep despair.It turns out that the past cannot be welded together with the present and the future.Later, she didn't come to the class reunion. I heard that she married an old man and was soon abandoned; after that, she seemed to disappear from the world, without any information.

I can't describe her as "humble" or "self-deprecating". I just blame myself deeply, because I am the chief culprit of all these misfortunes.We once swore that she would wait for me and that I would take care of her for the rest of my life.After graduation, all the beautiful fantasies were brought back to their original form by time.The state of mind when returning to the original point is different from the state of mind when we first started; the former is a death struggle, and the latter is a new hope.

Maybe we are destined to be flowers before the storm, and we are destined to die tragically.After graduation, we are doomed to be unable to stay together by rolling around and working hard like pigs and dogs.As soon as I turned back to the room, Yu Ting walked out of the room.

"have not sleep yet?"

"You don't have anyone either."

"I slept like a mess during the day and couldn't sleep at night."

"Aren't you going to the company during the day?"

"I go there every three to five times, most of the time at home."

"No wonder Jingyi begged you to take care of the flower shop, that's why."

"By the way, what do you do for work?"

"Fashion Design."

"Well, okay."

"It's so-so. I dreamed of becoming a painter. Every day I walked into nature and fiddled with my drawing board. But things didn't work out. Now I'm in the jungle of the city, like I'm trapped in a cage."

"But your work is very close to your dream."

"Hehe, facing computer machinery all day long, but being in nature, you can fall in love with mountains, rocks, water, and birds; you can walk or lie down when you are tired.

"I really envy you for having dreams. The edges and corners of my dreams have been smoothed by life. So I'm a sad person."

"Why do you say that about yourself?"

"It's not aimed at me or someone, but it's a fact of life: when the dream feather is stolen by life, people also have a new sad element."

"But I still envy your job, you can write your own story.

After signing a three-year contract, I went to work in a publishing house.I don't know if this is a deed of prostitution, or if life has written a program for me, whether it will run or be deleted, only time will tell.After my job stabilized, I called home.My mother told me to take good care of myself when I went out, and to put on more clothes when I was cold.My father's tone is not as tough as when he told me to get out a few months ago. I know that the changes before and after my father show a kind of love.Listening to the words of the old parents, my nose is sore and my eyes are wet.