sad love

I left Sophie and walked down the street, and her words entered my brain again, and I didn't know how to break out of her spell.I looked up and saw a bar in front of me.I walked up to the bar and ordered a dozen beers, hoping that the alcohol would dissolve my sorrow and pain.Then I thought a lot about the power of alcohol: I know Sophie has the right to hate me, I made many promises to her, and I know what those promises mean to her.I also know that she has nowhere to go because of the many unrealistic promises I made, and finally fell into the bottom of her life.I'm not a big drinker, I just kept drinking and I don't remember what happened in the end.

"Are you awake?" Jingyi sat on the bedside, wiping my forehead with a towel.

"What is wrong with me?"

"God knows what's wrong with you? You passed out drunk at the bar, and we helped you back. Really, your ex-girlfriend is too irresponsible!"

Sophie's words came to my mind again: I hate you, I will always hate you!

"How are you and your old lover? Has the ashes resurfaced?"

"That's right, let's catch up on the old days."

"Then, did you hug or kiss her? Did you fuck her?"

"Hey, are you sick, yes! We hugged and fucked!"

"Hmph! You bastard!" Jingyi threw the towel to me and walked out of the room.

"Actually, nothing happened to us." I said to Jingyi while eating breakfast.She was expressionless, and I knew she was going to be angry again.Three days and 72 hours, 4320 minutes, 259200 seconds, without any expression, just silently made breakfast and dinner for me, and then quietly watched TV with me.She didn't speak until the 259201st second.

"What stimulated you to abuse yourself so much last night?"

"I'm sorry Sophie, everything is my fault."

"Be careful, after a woman hates, it's a blitzkrieg revenge."

"Why? There is love and hate, and it's normal for love and hate to intertwine."

"Once a woman turns from love to hate, she is like a lioness who loses her senses." Jingyi's words dragged me into the mist of women. "You really don't have sex?"

"People hate me so much, do you think you will do that again? What an idiot!"

"That's right."

"Can you promise me one thing, that is, don't ignore me for three days when I make you angry."

"No way! If you want to love, you must love to death, if you want to hate, you must hate to death!"

"Is it really unsolvable?"

"In principle it is, but sometimes I can back down."

"Really?" I was as happy as a pirate leader who found a treasure.

"Don't be too happy. My regression is conditional."

"No way."

"You have to hug me for an hour, 60 minutes, 3600 seconds." Jingyi's words made me dumbfounded.

"that's all?"

"No! You still have to kiss me for 30 minutes."

"What kiss for 30 minutes?" Yu Ting walked in and asked.

"Ask Jingyi."

"It's hard for me to figure out Jingyi, an elf. Seeing her blushing face, it's up to you."

I told Yuting what happened just now, and she laughed. "Only our little princess would come up with such a weird idea."

"You can also use this method on Brother Yunfei."

"Jingyi, don't make international jokes. Using this method on Yunfei will definitely make him fly into a rage. He will either throw the pot or smash the pot, so I'd better not try it."

"Hmph! Brother Yunfei is really serious. He keeps a straight face all day long, as if everyone in the world owes him something."

"His personality is like this, so don't blame him. Tomorrow my work will be exhibited at the city convention and exhibition center, so remember to come and see it."

"Really? Thank you for your invitation, we must go and see."

In the afternoon, Jingyi and I came to the convention and exhibition center. There was no cheerful music, and there was no charming dance of a woman twisting her body.Everything is so quiet in the long corridor full of exhibits.Yuting saw Jingyi and me walking by with a smile and greeted us.

"How about it?"

"There are quite a lot of exhibits, why didn't I find your masterpiece?"

"Huh? No way, my name is 'Spring Leaves'."

"Oh, that's right. The picture of the boy in despair has a good intention. Instead of putting the boy on an isolated island or standing on a cliff, it puts the boy in the crowd."

"Yes, in the vast crowd, there are people on the left and right, but in the vast crowd, we are so helpless and desperate."

"I don't quite understand your penitent God."

"Why it is God who repents and not ourselves."

"Because we don't know how to repent, so God has to repent himself."

"What did God repent for?" Jingyi asked abruptly.

"Repent why I created a human being." Yu Ting said with a smile.

Visiting the art exhibition for a day, I felt a kind of lack. I don’t know whether this lack is due to the lack in my heart, or there is a certain lack in every painting.I think it's a bit of both.

The author has something to say: Since you choose to love a girl, you must love her, pet her, and understand everything about her.